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Thanks for the art of conscious living recommendation lol. been reading it over the past month, it's pretty good

it's nice as well as comforting to read your posts and see i'm not the only one having trouble. dont stop posting btw. you posted something about a support group. where did you find this group? are they just your friends?

Change is uncomfortable and scary But worth it beyond any means of doubt What do I want to create? A vision for my life What do I want? --- What is my Ikigai? What I love: What the world needs: What I'm good at: What can I be paid for?: --- Musings: Do what is right for you. Not what someone else told you is good for you Life purpose is a manifestation of your desires. Not something you should do to be happy Focus on creating. Why are we wasting time on being negative and crying? Lol

fuck i'm sad i lost $100 of modafinil i had to throw it down the drain because i was too scared to take it onto the plane btw if anyone travels to india cop modafinil. it's $2 for 10 pills. If i wanted to get it shipped overseas to the usa it's $100 for 30

i use it for personal dev work, it's awesome. i love it for insights. i think it's great honestly, but youve gotten the warnings as above. ive never been addicted to it but there are many who are

emerald from the forum is a life coach with a non dual understanding. you can try her

Kept me engaged, I liked it how long did it take Who's your target audience btw? orange tipping into green ?

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As a kind remark, do consider what make you have the resources that allowed for your achievements/success as well as privilege and consider that others did not have those same resources as you All else equal: It is much much easier to make the NBA when your father was in the NBA Or if you grew up in a basketball culture Or if you had access to resources that others didn't, such as a good basketball school, a basketball court in your neighborhood, mentors in basketball, parents that allowed you to flourish in your basketball passions, etc. Obstacles are a TRUE reality and barrier to success. On one hand yes, you can overcome most obstacles with grit and effort But consider that there is more than victim mentality here. Consider that some obstacles and lack of resources can make it thousands of times harder. Consider the topic of escaping wage slavery. For me, it's much easier considering I had $$ from my parents (don't have to work for investment, debt or capital for my biz) Don't have rent or cost of living expenses (don't need to get a job, saves me soooo much time) I have very easy access to successful entrereneurs (can take some people ages to get these resources) Etc. Etc. Each privilege has its advantage. Tally them up and you'll see. Everyone has their own breaking points. Not everyone has unstoppable grit that lasts years. That takes a lot of privelege to have. A strong support system, a good childhood, good friends, mentors, money, good education, free time, lack of responsibilities, knowledge, and most importantly wisdom. Someone without any of these makes it much, much harder. I'd even say near impossible. People not succeeding at something is NOT purely victim mentality. It's only one aspect of many. For me, had I not been shown Leo I would never have broken my victim mentality. How many people don't know Leo? How many people are close minded to Leo and will never listen to him because someone told them that personal development is BS and therefore they will never look into Leo and nobody ever taught them the importance of being open-minded so they're stuck deep in their beliefs. I have a friend starting a business. She's a single mom with 2 kids. She has none of my privilege. My resources and privilege gives me a 100x easier time than her There IS an easy mode and hard mode. Not everyone has the mental fortitude to bust thru hard mode.

@Shakazulu Check out stronglifts 5x5 it's a beginner routine meant to build raw strength through the compound lifts

Yes, I strongly agree with this

For weight lifting, i did coolcicadas PPL for a couple years, worked great I loved it Full body, good split, good rest times, good progression, good balance between muscles and uses all the compound lifts When I started I did 5x5 stronglifts. It has a huge emphasis on legs, it build you massive legs muscles if u want that

pretend you've already won

What is it for exactly?

Amazing and inspiring and hope to see more posts like this in the future. I will do my best also to report what I've learnt and gained too It inspires me so I'm sure it inspires others

@Leo Gura cant wait Please release them But no pressure though homie. Take ur sweet time. But also dont lol. But do

Some thoughts Seems like Being a philosopher isnt natural to me Seems like ambition is not natural to me Seems like productivity is not natural to me Seems like being a visionary isnt natural to me

I spent a lot of time arguing with people about science vs religion (in favor of science) Then I grew and spent time arguing spirituality vs science (trying to point out the fallacies and dogmas of science) What I am learning with great awareness is when orange is stuck in its paradigm. He is stuck. No amount of arguing works. They're simply not open-minded to it. You start to pick up on queues as to when they're open to listening and when they're not When theyre reqlly angey and spouting studies, they're not open-minded When they keep dancing in their argument, they're not open to learning When they're in high defense mode, they're not open to learning Learning occurs when the mind is open to learning and certain states prevent learning (as I mentioned above) They lose their curiosity and intent to learn

Talking to and asking questions with one will help

Meh bored of this guy. No more interest in entertaining orange spirituality

Find people who have what you want befriend, learn, emulate

Seems to me youre in self deception by taking this starbucks job.

I love the way Leo synthesizes so many perspectives and how deep it gets. Ken Wilber comes to mind as one of them. https://www.actualized.org/insights/what-is-a-meta-source

I have this thing where I constantly feel disrespected by people, but oftentimes it was just in my head. It gets me angry, irritated and i can go on and ruminage for hours. To the point where i just create really poor mental inages where all i see is them disrespecting me. I remember i had a friend that i felt was disrespecting me for months, he was baffled when i confronted him about it and said he would never do somerhing like that. So i concluded that it was probably just in my head. However this time feels a little different. I have this one friend who i genuinely feels is disrespecting me. For example, i said, "today is the first day of spring" And my friend was like "i asked my mom and she said it wasnt today and i laughed and thought of course pranay wouldnt know". Implying as if im an idiot or the likes. He constantly makes comments like this, if i do something he pertains as 'silly' i would get called silly/a goofus/clown. Usually i do such things out of anxiety, not out of low intelligence, but i feel as though im treated aa low intelligence when i make a mistake like, trip over a curb or drop my banana. I feel as though i cant make any mistakes, for fear of being scoffed at for being silly. "Of course you would" "Ohh.. you clown" "Ehh i dont know about that" "He believes everything he hears" "Hahaha did you really just do that?" I feel extremely disrespected. I do notice though that he does treat someone else like this but i feel really hurt and feel like shit, especially when someome has such a poor mental image of me. Ive noticed that beliefs of others will become a reality for themselves and ive been really trying lately to prove to myself that im not stupid. Ive never felt like this before One problem ive been having lately is ive been taking little things extremely seriously and blowing them out of proportion. Constantly feeling like people are trying to hurt me or disrespect me. I do want to be nuanced though a and not jump to any conclusions. I dont want to be the guy that constantly has to ask for reassurance for every little thing.