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Its mostly to be unreactive.

What are you trying to focus on? By what you get distracted?

Got this reaction a lot from weed. Idk I just didnt thought about it much. I think it comes from feeling cold, so make sure to put sth on or turn up the heater. Maybe take a bit less next time.

Im curious, how do you go about texting/finding woman on instagram?

What do you mean with "have nothing"? here is the story with the girl in the freezer: https://www.elitereaders.com/woman-trapped-in-meat-freezer-saved-in-miracle/?cn-reloaded=1

Replace loneyliness with needyness and you got it straight. Like @Key Elements said. When you are detached there is so much that comes your way: -Not playing her games -Confidence -Authenticity -Unreactiveness etc.

Do you know yourself? Please share your answers here.

I used to play pc games quite a lot. Two things that helped me: When I was 16 I sold my computer and quit cold turkey. Best decision ever! (but got back on it ~3-4 year later) Found a life purpose Now Im just not enjoying games as much as I used to This is so sad. Alexa...

I think he just wanted to distance himselfs from this philosophical viewpoint as people started to categorize actualized.org

Good that you are making a plan! Start taking matters into your own hands. Dont be reactive, be active. How have your last relationships been? What is most important to you, what are other goals in your life? Try to fit everything together as best as possible. Then do it. Dont overthink it too much. You will make mistakes and learn from them. Disclaimer: I didnt read the books you mentioned.

Accept the feelings you have right now. Dont try to overcome them. Embrace them fully. They want to be felt, they are there for a reason. See what they want to tell you! Then they will eventually pass.

Gimme some of that inheritage haha. No srsly, without career and goals this very place wouldnt exist. Your computer wouldnt exist. With no knowledge about these things your chances of being "hold your breath" unconscious would be way higher. Why did you decide not to use your energy to elevate society?

Yeah he has a whole range of videos targeting this issue. It ultimately boils down to accepting, letting go and being grateful. I would also recommend the Sedona Method for releasing negative energy in your body. Im sure youll find something on google or maybe even a mental coach who can help you with this. One video that comes to mind is this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYZmK46--Mc When she doesnt want to have sex, dont go into a mental train about how bad this situation is. Instead Id recommend these thoughts: "Great, now we can have more time for meaningful communication and getting to know each other" or "Cool now I can take a nap and get up in the morning feeling energized and fresh". Whatever, just appreciate that you now have time to do even cooler stuff than having sex. Work on your life purpose or whatever you like. @MsNobody Great read! What would you say does it mean when a girl doesnt look me in the eyes during sex? Haha.

Give yourself the market value you want, other people will follow

Lucky you, even less carbohydrates You can eat all the veggies and fruits you want. Nuts. Meat. Eggs. The only thing you really miss is bread, pizza and pasta with wheat. But if you like to have bread, pizza or pasta from time to time you can still get the gluten free version.

Here is were it all starts. You have expectations and these expectations are not in line with reality. These are always relationship issues. Everyone has them and at the core they are all more or less the same. There is something inside of you thats hurt, thats fearful. She is triggering it. Be grateful for that because she shows you directly were you can do some inner work. (Releasing, emotional work) If you dont grow in this area it will always come back to you in some form or another. You can not hide from it. Practise acceptance and letting go. A good women will trigger the shit out of you. Cherish this.

So you want to be social but leo is in the way? Maybe try out some of these videos, they will make you want to be social: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1rwCWDqtCU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdbcsRxDQvM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIsbVpBJ110 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ey3x1zkjx6k https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7mAU6YDIcU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLJygQbyzWI Or work on the foundations and go for the big whale https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGqlCkuah94

Is there anything thats real? Like infinity? The present moment?

I dont watch many pickup videos so I dont know what is so special about this pickup then other pickup but he seems to be confident. I guess he either approached a lot of women or worked hard on himself as to not be attached to outcome. Sure he could be more fun but maybe thats just not his personality. One thing I would not recommend that he does, is leaving the interaction to soon (not asking to go for a coffee right there and then) and ending the interaction right after he gets the number or set up a date. Maybe he did that because they were shooting a video tho.

That could very well be, I did wear these ear plugs for swimming tho. I have no fever and no coughing. I might try my luck with the doc tomorrow. Was staying in bed the whole day yesterday until now because of dizziness. But overall dont feel too bad so I wanted to see how much I can handle first.

Do you want to talk to other girls? Maybe you feel like you have such a deep connection that you want to be careful not to harm it. Thats ok. Just also be careful that she is not playing games with you. Its not you making progress - Its you both making progress. "show me, dont tell me"

hope you get better soon <3

Where is this somewhere? How do you know for sure? In the end, suffering is also just a part of life. Like happyness and joy. There is nothing thats better than the other. Nothing that is more worse then something else. Its all the same.

Definitely you want to feel love in yourself first. Be kind and loving to yourself. Always, especially when you feel that you dont deserve love. See if you hold any grudges against you, no matter what. And let them go. Practice acceptance.

What do you use audio logs for? Also do you transcribe them?