universe

Just sit. Enjoy your beingness. Can you see that all there is, is you? Right now? Take a deep breath, slowly. Acknowledge that there is no past, no future. When that series made you happy, the happyness came from inside of you. You dont need anything right now. This moment has everything. Everything is perfect as it is. This is reality, wake up. Can you feel the love that runs through everything? Including you. Can you see the unlimited potential in you? Take a look.

Right on. This is the missing ingredient. You can only put on a mask and a facade for so long. As long as you are having accumulated emotions stuck in your body you are gonna have a hard time in life. Releasing these emotions will set you free.

In general by increasing your awareness all problems will disappear. For special situations that tends to make you feel sad, notice the thoughts that arise in these. How you think about something will determine how you feel about it.

Punctuation, dude. To clarify, what exactly is the problem you have with her materialistic worldview? Whats your take on materialism and on what scale do you see her on it? Is she scientific? You say she is not boring, what else do you value in your relationship?

Is that the guy that threatend a detroit auto worker and cant even form sentences? This guy cant compete with trump on so many levels. Well lets hope for the best...

Mostly neutral. We are not on complete lockdown but work and activities are highly limited. Work related its not optimal because I want to get stuff done, but I take the time for preparing and education. I could do that probably for a year or so. Socially I miss going to events and meeting new people and just having more options. Thats said, potential is everywhere we just have to look for it

Nice start. Definitely its not about what you say but how you say it. What is also great to have is -taking interest in how the other person sees the world. In general being interested. -being non-needy, not thirsty for getting their validation. Already at peace -being respectful (also having respect for yourself) -be a little childish, in a way that you are not so serious -a smile -a willingness to share and open up after a while

Instead of doing you are more grounded in being. You do stuff but you dont think about it. So you either do take action or dont but you are not constantly thinking about it. When a situation arises your beingness takes care of it. For example, lets say you accomplish something. Maybe you went to the gym, made money or got a very good rate at an exam in school. Now what the ego like to do is to take credit for that achievement. You are thinking "Ah I did so good, I deserved that. This now mine, no one should take it away from me. Next time Im expecting the same or better result because this what I deserve. I worked hard for that". Notice how this is not actually the case. What really happend was, that this situation or success developed through you. When you realize this you will find it easier to get into flow.

That last sentence cought my attention. Are you serious? I mean either you are really serious about not becoming like her, in a very hardcore way or you are blaming her for your situation. Either way, its good to get the power back. You are responsible for everything happening in your life right now. You can choose to be however you want. You spend probably quite some decades focusing on your mother. Thats enough now. Make the next decades about you. You are a wonderful person and you are here to share the most powerful gift there is in the world: love. Start with loving yourself and then conquer the world.

You are not in a real relationship. Go on, mingle with the others. He probably does the same. It seems like you are really young (under 18) so its allright. You will find the right one. Or maybe its not the right time right now. But what you are describing is not a real romantic relationship to me. If it was you would not be here asking these questions, you would be working on your dreams together and thinking about ways to deepen your relationship. What does he want, what are his needs (and he would think the same). In your mind you already decided that this is not the right guy for you, he is not your man. He is a man who is nice and all but there are so many out there who are also nice and funny and you like them as well.

@PlayTheGame He has his own style, maybe he will change it in the future or not. Some people resonate with his direct way of communicating, others prefer a more indirect or more friendly way of learning things. If you dont understand something, there is so much stuff on his youtube channel. Start there.

Just saw a nice video about it on youtube from someone who tried it for 2 weeks, really interesting. Anyone who has experience with it. Im interested how lucid dreaming could help with somekind of goal or problem. How could you overcome barriers or struggles from waking life in a lucid dream?

We have been non-God for a long time now, dont you think its time to move on? Tell more about your experiences, didnt you like them? I mean its funny, you have on this forum a lot of people who have a hard time with the idea that they have to live with people who seem to be lower on the awareness scale. And then there are some who think the evolution goes to fast.

Allright, so you are pretty young. And you already have a big list of useful stuff to do. Id say enjoy your time and read a book or two. The knowledge in these books is truly something else. Integrate the knowledge in the coming years and you have a nice head start for when you are older. Maybe you already have some great books lying around or you purchased Leos booklist. If not Id recommend books like "Power of now", "How to think and grow rich" or "How to win friends and influence people". Depending on which field your most interested in. Edit: Oh and read the book. Not the audiobooks.

Some of your questions get answered in this video

Why do your repress the masculine energy? On what ground and in which occasion? Start with the exercise from this video

Do you want to create video games as well?

... Going along with @Spiral what have you done yet in order to get a date?

Are you sure the life purpose stuff is not just an excuse? How is your social life in general, what does your day to day look like.

What do you mean with that "type of thinking" and what are you going to introduce him to? Also if he loses his shit then thats his problem not yours. Im not sure what you mean with the term "non-woke". Also what are the kind of problems you see with dating someone like that? If you had problems in past relationships with that now is the time to tell us.

Im having a hard time following your thought process. Maybe clarify it more? If you close your eyes, do you stop being aware? When you take psychedelics it becomes more obvious that the visual field is a distraction.

Well people dont understand much. Life goes on. Obviously you dont need to understand something in order to want or enjoy it. There is also never a way to know something 100%. Because all you are doing is constructing mental models about it, those are never as delicate and vast as reality itself. For me personally, an emotional intimate relationship consists of two people who are loving, compassionate and interested in/with each other. There is an empathic exchange of attention which leads to a feeling of wellness and harmony.

Just glimped over the video. Doesnt seem to much out of touch. He is just seeing how Leo is dismissive towards some in this community and how he is advocating 5meo-DMT. Actually Leo himself said that actualized.org has many similarities to the beginning of a cult/religion. Its towards the end of this video When you watch that video you will also see how actualized.org is not a cult.

Because you are not productive while playing games. Do it after you had a productive day and you wont feel guilty. As long as you dont use it as an escape from the real work and dont use it as an excuse to not do anything your good.

What makes you think that disrupting the status quo leads to something good? Its a gamble. If you like to gamble thats fine but Id take slow and steady anytime over a gamble which could also end worse. Also the status quo as we have it now, is not unnacceptable, actually it has never been this good. See this chart: https://ourworldindata.org/grapher/child-deaths-igme-data?tab=chart Your willingness-logic doesnt make sense to me. Its like Im telling you, go eat shit so that no one will be raped anymore on this planet! You would also stop and think, wait a minute how is the shit Im eating correlated with that? And how do I know its not causing even more harm? When there is a disruption like now with the virus I would lean more on the side that crime rates will go up instead of down. Dark energy uses chaos to hide. With Trump I had two things I thought could be nice 1. Trump will help the economy by thinking more like a businessmen and not playing the same games as the other recent presidents. I was wrong, he is still playing the same game and even in a foolish way. 2. With how Trump acts it will be obvious for everyone that something needs to change. Like the shadows of stage blue/orange will be shown in such a dark way that people will get sick of all this and resent it. I was wrong, the majority of people seem to still be unable to see this or just dont care. So being fooled twice Im not having high hopes for what you proclaim. But we can never know, maybe you are right and it will bring something good.