Yukise99

I'm glad that you are opening your mind up to different perspectives and truth. Inner work is truly fascinating in a sense that we get to experience it ourselves. Keep on being awesome!

Wed, April 13, 2016 6:03PM New music always heal me, just take it line by line. Precept upon precept For this life of mine is the noble prize that I have been given/received and won. God is with me, so I can't be wrong I never knew my heart could ever grow to be this strong. They say I got a weak mind, and I broke down several times, couldn't think about how I'm going to live this life. I can't keep thinking because the thinking that got me here. Has left me in nowhere, I got nothing at all. But like we say grace, expect nothing at all. And Gain everything, it's God's fortune that we were told. So we justly live our faith. Even though they accuse us of new age, But time doesn't exist That's why nothing has really changed. They say Nothing is new under the sun, Riding on a golden chariot flowing towards the stream of hope We ride, we ride, we ride Just forget it all, it's easier if you do, why can't I forget? If it was someone else, I wouldn't have mind. But our little group grew and detached each other from our senses. Loving the sky was a hobby of mine. This felt like it was meant to be, yet I still wish you all could be here with me. Though I sound like a hypocrite I will not quit on anyone of you. Though I've cut of the cords. Just know that my hands will always be reachable As the unbeatable ocean sweeps us away. From our past, present and future. Smiles, smiles, smiles is all I ever ask We can't be dreamers forever. But as long as I can dream of your smile I know my dream was a dream come true. [I love you all, my classroom friends. Though time has separated us all, I believe this is for the best. Until next time when I see you again. I hope we can all greet each other with a smile. Even if that smile is fake, I will make it real.] Note to self: I recently received a letter back! Yes! Thank you God!

I think what I relate most to you is that "we're both fucked when it comes to following our own advice" it seems that every time either of us make progress in our life we just take several steps back. I don't know why life is designed to be this way for us but know that I can't put on a fake smile and tell you that things will get better. I don't know how things will progress in our life, but reading your life story reminds me that we are not promised tomorrow. The only thing you or I can do when we're in fucked up situation is to remember that tomorrow is promised to no one and neither is happiness. We have to seize such things with our own bloody hands and that's the way we like it. Thank you for the sound advice, I've been putting myself down because I suffer from mental illness and kept thinking to myself that I'm worthless trash onto society. But your advice to do something about it has filled me with determination to find a work around for my mental illness and support my family. Cheers.