likhil

I don't know myself. Helpme. I maybe bad,egoistic,wrong but I need help. I don't know what is real. Help

Listen to Mooji

I hope I would someday be able to experience this. Can you help me.? I will follow whatever you say. To the best I could. Thanks to you finally I can get some help.

@Ramu How you did this?

Yesterday @likhil started topic "FINALLY ENLIGHTENED". After an hour. And edited it to "how to know if you are enlightened".

Felt enlightened. Now again surrounded by doubts.

Tried it. Mind went like this Voice1.who is observing this doubts. VOice2. its me. Voice3.it is also a voice. Voice4.OK leave all this thoughts these are all thoughts. Voice 5.focus on yourself. Voice 6.Who am I Voice 7. Well this is also a voice. Voice 8. Don't focus on it. Voice 9.... Final voice. Somebody in forum might help And is still on.

I don't know anything

Moojiji (but not by Leo)

Well it felt so. Sorry to disappoint.

Well leaving the forum might help The reason i really joined the forum was to know whether "i am mad". Forum helped me to beleive thet is actually something worth to be mad. @Leo Gura never stop bro. You gave me confidence "you are my backbone". Leaving forum doesn't mean i am going to stop. thankyou Everybody. @Pinocchio @charlie2dogs @Will @Isle of View @Socrates @Neill

What can you actually get in life. ASK A MAN IN HIS DEATH BED / OR A CORPSE WHAT DID HE GOT IN LIFE.

you?

1.there can't be any method. Only thing you can do is to stop thinking. suppose i give you a method. you will persue according to method.the method is stored in mind.Once it becomes silent you will think what the method was and thus and enless loop. any method that will stop you to think like om chanting in mind will do it. but concentrate not on om but you. 2 2.1 ofcourse, 2 .2 my neighbours thaught i was sleeping. but when i opened my eyes it was like "what is this shit"" ah that is light" and what is this "ah it is window" where i am sitting. it is like your mind starts to recognize again. you feel great but you know what blunder it has created in your life. 3 you don't feel like doing anything. you know this is all minds game and has no meaning. You will die oneday. dont beleive my words.trust yours.

I know that I am shit and therefore is asking for help. I will try not to be.

You will no believe You will not believe. I was in a train with nothing to do. You can't think of anger which was inside me. In India we have Lord Hanuman.we chant Hanuman chalisa. In that there is a stanza "if you repeat this 100 times you will get free from all traps and will experience ultimate bliss" It's a long chalisa. I had already tried it. 1st day with all my potential I chat it 100 times ,nothing happened. I thought am doing wrong. May me I did it 99 or 101. So again after a month or so I again chat it 100 times. Well I thought again I would had done wrong. After some more attempt I quit. Then. The steps were 1.I was very angry with my god I have which I believed from childhood.So I tried to find what is there I am worshipping. 2. for self enquiry I compared myself with a new born child which we all were. 3.as the one who has not opened his eyes he does not know light. All the imagination had light so I discarded all visual effect in my mind. 4.also i was talking to myself in Hindi which is feed in mind it's not real it's made up and this is not me. 5 I replaced it with om sound and concentrated on my forehead. Becoz I need to focus somewhere Then I was there without any sound or feel of body. THE MAIN THING IS HOW CAN YOU RELATE YOURSELF WITH THE BODY BACK. NO SOUND NO NAME NO MEMORY A BLACK HOLE BUT FEAR OF UNKNOWN.

1. do nothing + om chanting ( in mind). When I do self enquiry I just get stuck in "who I am". I literally all the time chant Hanuman chalisa in mind ( at least try to) to not forget what I am pursuing. 2. Since 4 years .Time is random. I usually do it when I feel existential crisis. 3. Yeah, once it was beyond any imagination. Once I felt " everything exist becoz I exist".i felt fear of lost forever. 4.I experienced it 2 years ago.I am unable to reach that state again.

Is there any way to that I can do meditation and no one notices without pretending sleeping.

Chhattisgarh. I do so much meditation that my mother thinks that I am lazy. She thinks I am wasting my life. And so do I. I can't do meditation all the time. Therefore I pretend to be sleeping most of the day while I do meditation. Sometimes (in reality most of the time) I get fall asleep and this is such a waste of time.

I don't know GOD. In Vedas we say "tat tvam asi" you are your god. but you will be the god for that brain. So better prepare yourself.

This biologically created brain will create a "self actualization forum" to know who created it. And will torture you to know who created you. The scenario will not change.

Hey buddy I also felt the same. That's why I am waiting someone else to first die and see. I am not gonna risk my life for any enlightenment. And also enlightenment is not guaranteed. May be I die without enlightenment and this all in vain. One thing I am sure is that if you are alive then only there is enlightenment.

And this is everything

You have a desire "you want a desire"

In one of my meditation experiance i felt fearful. it felt that i am gonna die.i forgot what my name is. i was unable to feel my body. IT WAS REALLY FEARFULL. IT was like lost in a vaccum. I felt like i will get trapped there forever. there was nothing no time but A LARGE FEAR. In later experiances when i try to go back to that state THIS FEAR STOPS ME + THE VOICE. the voice be like "ok lets see what happens","i surrender","am i really gonna do that" etc