likhil

Please see the button is not a concept. If you think this as a experiment/concept you don't fear bcoz you know it is a concept and this is for a sake of judging whether you will do it or not. Even if you think you will push it you will not. To find your button just See one concept Before your date of birth you were nothing. And see what you are now. Also see one day you will die. What is this bullshit going on with you. Can anybody doing intercourse can create you than what the fuck is this. You don't have control over your life. See you have 5 fingers , did you decided it, no mother nature is there to decide what is that you will become. There are more questions And above all I have to study for exams leaving it all aside. Which I can't do, I feel like I am going to fail.

Yeah he is right. Think of a button if you click it you will die. Click that button. This is how it feels .THE BUTTON IS REAL. I fear losing my loved ones. Think of most valuable thing in your life and just kill it.

With all this existential questions how to focus on studies.

even in dreams I have an identity to stick with. One Identity is lost other comes. How to become identity-less

But, I don't know whether I existed before I created this identity. How to dig deeper. Actually I want to ignore it. I want to run from this topic. It makes me insane.

It feels mad. How can you Identify what is you if you are'nt what you are. You need a greater confidence on something to do that (other than you). I am feeling mad.

Why to struggle so much. To become one with universe.Who created this ego.

Is there no seperation.

But why this seperation@likhil

I every time keep repeating my prayer in my mind. THE PRAYER IS NOT TO ANY GOD BUT IS A BURNING QUESTION. though I need help too becoz I am unable to study and my exam is near. But I can't leave my questions. If there is any other way help.

I am not gonna do it feels i am crazy I even cannot think properly being confused with the bloody I

Doesn't it feel bad losing you/identity

Thank-you Pinocchio I(whosoever) will try

In my first case I tried to inhibit my voice. The steps were 1.I was very angry with my god I have which I believed from childhood.So I tried to find what is there I am worshipping. 2. for self enquiry I compared myself with a new born child which we all were. 3.as the one who has not opened his eyes he does not know light. All the imagination had light so I discarded all visual effect in my mind. 4.also i was talking to myself in Hindi which is feed in mind it's not real it's made up and this is not me. 5 I replaced it with om sound and concentrated on my forehead. Becoz I need to focus somewhere Then I was there without any sound or feel of body. THE MAIN THING IS HOW CAN YOU RELATE YOURSELF WITH THE BODY BACK. NO SOUND NO NAME NO MEMORY A BLACK HOLE BUT FEAR OF UNKNOWN.