NewKidOnTheBlock

Have to turn my attention into building my job skills and just working out. I see no other purpose in my life

I may use this section as a daily goal tracking tool, the consistency and quality of it being dependent on my willingness to care about it. It sort of has some element of accountibility partnering to it, though generally people reading this do not actually care to monitor my progress, it still has that feeling It's also unclear just how much stuff I'll be willing to share about myself here, as I generally don't like to be vulnerable with random people, and especially not that comfortable with sharing my faults, regardless of how anonymous this forum may be. Perhaps I'll keep everything abbreviated in such a way in which the posts would be only understandable for me, or perhaps I'll share more. I'll see Regardless, I'd like to take life more seriously and progress in all areas of life (which I deem worthy of bettering and worthy of being goal-chased in the first place) with consistency, rigor, and unyielding will and patience. While also embodying higher consciousness values that I care about. And I am going to end this innitial post vaguely like that

Imagine writing paragraphs upon paragraphs of text, thinking someone is giving even a iota of a shit about you to read it after you, gotta be narcisism at it's peak. This shit blows my fucking mind Anyway, job search continues

Fuck everyone. You're all bellow me

I don't know about hell or heaven, but one thing is for sure - you're born without your consent or awareness. And since humans have enough consciousness and brain power to recognise this fact, therefore it is inherently unetical to bring new humans into this world

Just a bunch of populist BS and you guys got your panties wet from that already. Literaly just a bunch of meaningless word salad, though maybe I underestimated your guy's capacity for word salad acceptance Interesting that during the process of answering that question it hadn't occured to him that it is a typical retard wokie question (which it is, screw wokies), no, now it's not about culture wars, but suddenly it's about loving women and how women are so amazing LOL. And then he turns it into ranting about democrats ofc LEL. He'll just say anything, do anything to mantain this narcisistic positive image of himself

Jamaican people are such beggars LMAO literaly It's like it's their culture LOL now I understand that incessant materialism and misandry Like goddamn I'm so glad I live in Europe. Gotta honour this fact a lot more in my day to day life for real

I'm in a fairly shitty situation regarding my job prospects right now. The job market situation is going to get pretty shitty in general. Needless to say, I've got a lot of financial cushions to protect me, but I still need to get some income. I've got approximately a few months — until the end of September — before the money in my current bank account runs out. That's because my expenses are absolutely minimal, but I still have some necessary monthly payments to make. However, my parents' income is high enough to cover even those expenses pretty easily. It would just be awkward for me to let them pay for my stuff again — kind of embarrassing. I've also got an additional €3,500 saved up, and I keep sending money there, but that's not to be touched before retirement — it's my retirement fund. I could rent out the apartment, but I'd rather not, as I want to live there eventually and use it for my own purposes. It would feel desperate if I had to do that. But, it's an option. A certain audacious plan came to mind — a very daring and complex one — but still, it might be worth a try.

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I have no routines that are enjoyable to me and that would allow me to "grow" in my unique ways, I believe I need to fix this first. Otherwise I just tend to end up doing bullshit, like playing that one silly game. Or scrolling Youtube shorts. And I know both of these things are silly - and I always feel bad aftertaste in my mind after indulging in these kinds of activities - and yet I keep doing them. It is hard for me to weed out these childish tendencies. And yet I want to do that. This shall be my first goal - to replace these childish tendencies with healthier habits

Always remember to leave it to the third keyboard batalion to have the most accurate opinions on the war and frontline developments. Second Youtube army also has the most invaluable insights, had the predictions of these esteemed military experts (with no political bias whatsoever of course) been correct, RuZZian tanks would be rolling down the streets of Paris by now

The more I understand how life works, the more I inclinate towards anti natalism, perhaps even efilism

I know this might be an inconsequential topic in the scheme of things of global politics, but still I find it both funny and oddly interesting enough to post this here Seems like Trump, Tate and Mcgregor, in spite of having vastly different backrounds, ended up chasing things fairly similiar in their nature. Also seems like they are fairly fond of each other, having roughly the same opportunistic mindsets and having met each other personally in the past while also endorsing each other It appears there's going to be an axis of influence forming soon in the western authoritarian politics - McGregor as a president, Tate as the Prime Minister of UK and Trump as president, I estimate that I'm going to be either laughing or crying a lot in the next five years, the odds of both of these acts being about 50-50 I don't think McGregor nor Tate are going to succeed but shit, if McGregor succeeded he would be a fun president for sure. Imagine UFC esque press conferences but in the political settings, him trash talking politicians while sipping on Proper number 12. HAH Is world getting more and more opportunistic and is power more and more up for the grabs? Or is this some temporary collective ego backlash we are experiencing? Is the need for respectfull politics no longer there? Are we all slowly losing our minds? What do you think

Why you so curious Lostingenosmaze, just come out of the closet already will you. LMAO

Pistol squats are easy it's just technique and balance that's difficult about them, once you got those down they are easy. But due to technique and balance factors it also makes them fairly ineffective, you could train the same muscles with couple of much simpler exercises, what are you training to be an athlete or to flex calisthenic tricks in front of your friends LOL If you gonna exercise you should exercise effectively. Not just do random stuff

That could be true, the only question then remains whether having a certain X ammount of power in Z area of your life is worth taking on Y ammount of responsibility, and the answer to that question is not so obvious as outright "yes" sometimes It's also not so obvious what are the things you control and can become responsible of

@Emerald I do tend to avoid responsibility, that much is true. But I think most responsibility is just BS someone else enforced upon us and doesn't actually benefit an individual in any specific way, I tend to view the word "responsibility" as something rather repulsive and something to stray away from. And get to a place in life in which there's the least ammount of responsibility possible, while also living an enjoyable life

Just continue to try until you get some. And if you don't, well, make peace with being a virgin for the rest of your life. Or start making money and keep visiting prostitutes and try to marry one of them. Like that guy from Pretty Woman, you know, be a mister save-a-hoe It is just a fact of life that for some men, rizzing up women is like going on a stroll on a nice Saturday morning, while for other men it is like the labour of Sisyphus

Hopefully there once comes a point at which I'll be pursuing specific XY things to such a degree that their pursuit becomes a sufficient evidence for me to have an actual use of this journal LMAO (Im not actually laughing but I am amused) and start tracking them down systematically

No more chit chatting with other users. I will still be posting responses to any topic from other people or even trolly response if it pleases me to do so, but only a singular response per topic, no more. And absolutely no back and forth type of thing. I believe just by seeing how you posters respond to others, I can already know what your views are and how they compare to my own views, so I would not get any additional value from any bit of back and forth. I am of the belief that I am smarter than all of you (yes, even smarter than you, dear reader)

I've been doing some thinking. About my options. I think a goal that might motivate me, is a goal of "stop working by the age of 40". Whether that means actually stop working i.e. early retirement, or on the other hand doing something I actually would do for free anyway - or whatever really. But the idea is that I don't want to work anymore by the age of 40. I think this could be realistic, I've got 15 years to figure something out Society would like you to work until you die because they want to extract as much value and juice out of you as possible. But I don't even want to work until the official retirement age.

If yall wouldn't mind relocating to a third world countries or to eastern Europe, then yeah it could be aviable option. This assumes that you would be able to hold down a US job while living abroad, and not that many people can do that Althought ofc I expected the thought train wouldn't go this far, given the great discrepancy between American positive view of their inteligence vs their actual inteligence and financial literacy

I do not think in these bullshit self help terms You have a certain ammount of free will to choose what you're going to do, but the choices you make are deeply influenced by tens or even perhaps houndreds of factors outside of your control, be it internal or external factors. You can help yourself somewhat, but you are ultimately at life's mercy You can shake your hands with Emerald now LOL also called me a victim, just for criticizing women. I still stand by all of those criticisms btw, but, it's important to realize that men are even more retarded, so I guess other men here can call me victim as well and you can all join together in a big celebration and keep calling me a victim, for all I care LOL Also, I'm not taking life advice from crypto bros LEL

Men like them (and men in general - but especially men like them) are responsible for about 70% of male collective missery

We are fools. What else to say