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Jamaican people are such beggars LMAO literaly It's like it's their culture LOL now I understand that incessant materialism and misandry Like goddamn I'm so glad I live in Europe. Gotta honour this fact a lot more in my day to day life for real

Yeah, it's basically useless — training to fight — but the same could be said about any other form of exercise, or like, literally anything. Why get strong? Why get flexible? Why do cardio? Why, why, why. I don't know. You have to know. You can think yourself out of doing anything. I'd say that as long as health remains one of your top priorities, along with whatever other objectives you seek, then you'll be fine.

I'm in a fairly shitty situation regarding my job prospects right now. The job market situation is going to get pretty shitty in general. Needless to say, I've got a lot of financial cushions to protect me, but I still need to get some income. I've got approximately a few months — until the end of September — before the money in my current bank account runs out. That's because my expenses are absolutely minimal, but I still have some necessary monthly payments to make. However, my parents' income is high enough to cover even those expenses pretty easily. It would just be awkward for me to let them pay for my stuff again — kind of embarrassing. I've also got an additional €3,500 saved up, and I keep sending money there, but that's not to be touched before retirement — it's my retirement fund. I could rent out the apartment, but I'd rather not, as I want to live there eventually and use it for my own purposes. It would feel desperate if I had to do that. But, it's an option. A certain audacious plan came to mind — a very daring and complex one — but still, it might be worth a try.

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I have no routines that are enjoyable to me and that would allow me to "grow" in my unique ways, I believe I need to fix this first. Otherwise I just tend to end up doing bullshit, like playing that one silly game. Or scrolling Youtube shorts. And I know both of these things are silly - and I always feel bad aftertaste in my mind after indulging in these kinds of activities - and yet I keep doing them. It is hard for me to weed out these childish tendencies. And yet I want to do that. This shall be my first goal - to replace these childish tendencies with healthier habits

Always remember to leave it to the third keyboard batalion to have the most accurate opinions on the war and frontline developments. Second Youtube army also has the most invaluable insights, had the predictions of these esteemed military experts (with no political bias whatsoever of course) been correct, RuZZian tanks would be rolling down the streets of Paris by now

The more I understand how life works, the more I inclinate towards anti natalism, perhaps even efilism

Why you so curious Lostingenosmaze, just come out of the closet already will you. LMAO

Pistol squats are easy it's just technique and balance that's difficult about them, once you got those down they are easy. But due to technique and balance factors it also makes them fairly ineffective, you could train the same muscles with couple of much simpler exercises, what are you training to be an athlete or to flex calisthenic tricks in front of your friends LOL If you gonna exercise you should exercise effectively. Not just do random stuff

That could be true, the only question then remains whether having a certain X ammount of power in Z area of your life is worth taking on Y ammount of responsibility, and the answer to that question is not so obvious as outright "yes" sometimes It's also not so obvious what are the things you control and can become responsible of

@Emerald I do tend to avoid responsibility, that much is true. But I think most responsibility is just BS someone else enforced upon us and doesn't actually benefit an individual in any specific way, I tend to view the word "responsibility" as something rather repulsive and something to stray away from. And get to a place in life in which there's the least ammount of responsibility possible, while also living an enjoyable life

Just continue to try until you get some. And if you don't, well, make peace with being a virgin for the rest of your life. Or start making money and keep visiting prostitutes and try to marry one of them. Like that guy from Pretty Woman, you know, be a mister save-a-hoe It is just a fact of life that for some men, rizzing up women is like going on a stroll on a nice Saturday morning, while for other men it is like the labour of Sisyphus

Hopefully there once comes a point at which I'll be pursuing specific XY things to such a degree that their pursuit becomes a sufficient evidence for me to have an actual use of this journal LMAO (Im not actually laughing but I am amused) and start tracking them down systematically

No more chit chatting with other users. I will still be posting responses to any topic from other people or even trolly response if it pleases me to do so, but only a singular response per topic, no more. And absolutely no back and forth type of thing. I believe just by seeing how you posters respond to others, I can already know what your views are and how they compare to my own views, so I would not get any additional value from any bit of back and forth. I am of the belief that I am smarter than all of you (yes, even smarter than you, dear reader)

I've been doing some thinking. About my options. I think a goal that might motivate me, is a goal of "stop working by the age of 40". Whether that means actually stop working i.e. early retirement, or on the other hand doing something I actually would do for free anyway - or whatever really. But the idea is that I don't want to work anymore by the age of 40. I think this could be realistic, I've got 15 years to figure something out Society would like you to work until you die because they want to extract as much value and juice out of you as possible. But I don't even want to work until the official retirement age.