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First of all I'm sorry for some of my negative posts here lately I want to actually better myself and my being I have been doing a lot of introspection and research lately A lot of research into my physical symptoms which seem very psychosomatic/connected to inner state Have been reading a lot about chakras, kundalini and kriya yoga I really need answers to some questions from people who actually KNOW that chakras are real from real experience, who know they are real just like they know their limbs are real, and know how they work I was always very skeptical about charkas but something that I read has made me rethink that I have to share something fucked up for me to explain, trigger warning I guess, I was basically ab*sed in my backside if you know what i mean in my younger years Someone said that people who get penetrated there fuck up their root chakra or something, or reverse kundalini Which I thought might be bs but I started reading about what it might look like, and I have a lot of those symptoms, plus just a lot of other bodily symptoms that i have like 80% of the time but go away in 20% of the time where I am in a certain "aligned" state. These symptoms have more or less ruined and disabled large portions my life since I was 23, of which dysarthria, brain fog, TMJ and face/head inflammation are by far the worst, and of these, the dysarthria has nearly totally made me give up on ever finding romantic and sexual love. I always feel blocked and disconnected from my body and inflamed. would think that if this has to do anything with chakras it'd be around my throat chakra, but idk. The fact that these symptoms sometimes dissapear is the only thing that gives me hope. I want to say I'm not just thinking chakras are the answer or something, I know I need normal therapy for what happened to me which I never got. I know I shouldn't just do the chakra thing and not do any trauma care by itself, although in practice it might be the only thing for me because I don't have money for private clinics and the waitlists here are minimum a year. If anyone here has actual experience and knowledge of trauma with chakras and what you can do with them, unblock them, etc. And what kundalini and kriya yoga have to do with this, please enlighten us. How do I actually verify in my own direct experience if and how chakras, kundalini and energies discussed in kriya yoga exist? Are there really 114 chakras or 7 chakras or that whole hindu system or is that fantasy? Are chakras different for different people? What can I do with them to permanently heal them/use them for empowerment? Thanks in advance, let's also just turn it into a real thread about Chakras etc where have a skeptical but open minded attitude, instead of one where Chakras are already assumed to be real etc like some new age religious type of way. Let's discuss the epistemology behind them and their processes.

Spiral Dynamics is a model ignorant of so many dimensions of psychology and society. It's typical "game 2" / Schmachtenberger slop - stuck in a liberal/materialist paradigm with an "integral" sauce plastered on top. An example that debunks most of it is: Why do people who regress from green, mostly regress to blue? like new-age hippies who suddenly become christian. Why wouldn't they regress to orange first? There are countless examples of new age people who went christian. The link is that it was mostly because of their spiritual beliefs changing. Spiral dynamics has value, but is highly overvalued, especially in this forum.

Could you link me those studies? Why does scientific consensus still deny it when a 7% point increase is huge?

I can tell a lot of the writing is Ai slop

I guess that makes sense, yes. Yet the surgery is being done while still fully hallucinating the human body. I was always under the impression that when states of consciousness get so radical where entire memories are unimagined and come undone, just like in the tom cruise analogy - "evolutionary" processes also come undone, why would they not? Isn't it weird that the materialism of evolution and its effects on fear and suffering are still present even when you're turned into a literal clock or snail in a carnvival of machine elves who are torturing you? Why is it easier for material reality to come undone during trips like that than the evolutionary psyche which itself evolved through evolutionary conditions?

Thank you. Hope your aunt's pains are softened.

I still don't understand what the utilitarian reason of suffering during salvia states.

Damn, i get the sentiment. i'm afraid to trip because i feel like i will lose my human concerns and caring about others that i feel is keeping me here.

It definitely is. I had all kinds of dreams of material success which means almost nothing to me now because I'm imagining myself as a millionaire but with the same health and it would still be hell and i'd be unable to do most things i used to dream off even when i got access to them.

You are the one subject

I don't see leftists being that optimistic nowadays. And they call the elites pedophiles as well.

Yet he mentioned in the Infinity of Gods video that he connected to the other Consciousness which would make it non-private again, which makes no sense. I think that vid was a poison pill to soothe the people who were distraught by the solipsism video.

You went through years of pessimism because of that salvia trip? No I've never done salvia. trip reports like yours are the scariest shit ever. Eternal damnation is my biggest fear.

Yet there have been people in Gaza at the verge of giving up who get their limbs blown off the next day.

Ok. So even though the effects are marginal, magic does exist according to you. There might be beings in the universe who can manifest at a much larger potential. Have you ever read any occult rapport or source where you thought, this might be real? I've been researching occult stuff with a large skeptical razor and the only thing that I can't "dismiss" are where people remember past lives and the content of their memories was verified, such as a house they lived in.

@Leo Gura You said in this blog post: "I was wrong about the metaphysics of the law of attraction. I no longer believe the law of attraction merely works through brute mechanical means." Did you change your mind again? Or is law of attraction actually affecting the universe through the human mind? I believe you also said something akin to "Prayer works because you are drilling a portal to God"

Do you know any supernatural healers that can heal physical ailments like nerve damage an also mental ailments Can I clean myself off spiritual parasites, and how do i know they exist

Holy shit. Did you forget all of your human memories or did some remain? Was being aware of losing your human self a substantial part of the suffering?? The notion of "This is Forever" is something I read very often in salvia reports. Its scary as fuck. How can I ever love myself as God when I'm torturing myself to no end?

Interesting. So you're saying the ego as an entity has a more fundamental existence than its human form. Even when the human form is completely destroyed in consciousness, the ego remains as a suffering entity that goes through ordeals, I guess that is your claim. The imagination of the ego and its suffering are thus a deeper layer of imagination than the imagination layer of physical matter, including the brain. Suffering can exist/be imagined without first imagining a brain or anything "darwinistic" that uses suffering merely as a tool for its physical survival in the dream. I guess that does disprove your claim about sufferings utilitarian nature, I don't see it any other way? It really begs the spiritual question, if the ego can persist beyond the bodily human self, and the ego is thus not merely an emergent phenomenon from the physical imagination layer... Does that mean the ego is even more persistent and consistent than any physical object in the universe? There are static physical objects in the universe that have remained virtually unphased for aeons of time. So what about the ego? it can exist after physical death? are there really separate layers of imagination or is even that imagined? How did this ego entity come into existence, if it is beyond the flesh, and can exist in many whacky, "non-physical" states of consciousness, even during shapeshifting and forgetfulness like in salvia? And how can God become free from it, if at all? Will it always oscillate between ego and self-realization forever?

You can't speak of a threat when the forgetting is already complete - the horrors of the salvia state take place after complete forgetting, and thus death, has already taken place, Consciousness has already completely forgotten the human state and is thus already no longer human. Just like there is no threat of hitting the floor after falling from a cliff when i'm already splattered on the ground. I feel like you're avoiding my criticism here. I made a point about your claim that suffering SOLELY exists to keep you in survival, which I feel I refuted. A exists because A is part of Infinity, and for no other reason. Isn't that the simple truth of any relative things existence? What "purpose" of existence does anything have? that contradicts everything you've ever said before. What kind of horror did you experience?

How does that hold up when in certain salvia states, people literally forget the past and that they were human? There is no "threat to human survival" because human existence has already ended somewhere during the state. To hold up your Tom Cruise analogy, during the salvia state, they are literally not human anymore, since they are imagining something else, and the past never existed unless you imagine it in the current state. Plus, many people have reported that the suffering of not being able to die in the salvia state is the awful part, so that directly contradicts your position that suffering is ONLY to keep you in survival. Isn't the absolute position on the reason for sufferings existence solely that God just dreams up whatever, and suffering is just part of the infinite set, not that suffering has a particular utilitarian reason to keep dreaming a life of a finite being?

@Leo Gura If suffering is purely for survival reasons (and survival is purely an instrument to keep on dreaming) why have people had Salvia trips (that are just as real as sober waking consciousness) of pure unadulterated suffering without any survival concerns involved? These people were locked into various contraptions in their salvia trip. There was no way to kill themselves in the realm they were in. So how does your claim hold up that suffering is dreamed up purely for survival reasons, to keep you from killing yourself, if situations like that exist?

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Do you have proof that this is real?

Beautiful, never knew this one, I knew Marguerite Porete and Hadewich but not this one