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So do you think Yogananda was lying, self deceived, or telling the truth when he talked about his chronic health issues being cured from "thought"?

@Leo Gura You've been posting relatively much Yogananda quotes lately on your blog. I've been researching him because of it and his teachings seem very interesting, thanks. He made claims that his kriya yoga practice made him cured of chronic digestion illnesses that he had since childhood. Do you believe him? Of course it won't work for everyone, but do you believe its possible for a substantial percentage of people to combat autoimmune stuff with yoga?

I think there's a big difference between solo contemplation trips and doing shrooms with friends. In Leo's mind, psychedelic is only for the hardcore solo contemplation work. I don't regret doing mushroom trips with friends in my early twenties, it opened up my mind to a lot of cool shit and grew the collective consciousness of my friend group. You don't go as deep during such trips since you're distracted by your friends.

That is true, but you have to also realize that LGBTQ people are less selfish and evil than straight people because they are playing a side game and are not the ones having children (which is the main game). Children born from the straight world join LGTBQ, but not the other way around, since almost no children are born from the LGBTQ world. all in all, LGTBQ are not responsible for human species' survival and thus "outsource" much evil to the straight world. I understand your grievance, but a lot of it is simply due to the game theory of biology and survival. Nature wants us to be brutal, while spirituality wants us to be not.

@Lila9Okay, thanks, I'll check that video out. "The "top males" are self made, not born. " Mountains of scientific evidence in both humans and other mammals suggest that this is only partially true and that genetics plays a huge role, so that is really unscientific of you to state.

@Lila9 Can I see your scientific evidence of the debunking of "alphas" and "betas"? I'm genuinely interested.

Patriarchy -> Stability but oppression of women -> Men become more spiritual -> They ease on patriarchy -> Women can now choose their mates -> They choose the least spiritual, more competitive and selfish men -> Men are incentivized to be less spiritual -> War -> Patriarchy I hope this cycle breaks at a point in time.

Yeah, they slept with whom they wanted, namely the alphas, and if other men tried to get with women the alpha would smack the shit out of them. This is how it goes with Chimps and all dimorphic mammals. Do you really, genuinely believe pre-civilizational human tribes were not absolutely hardcore, but instead egalitarian and soft? Then you are really self-deceived. I'd love to see your scientific evidence debunking of Alphas. like "alpha" is such a hardcoded concept to begin with. It just means the strongest men in a tribe who get laid the most. It's in evolution's benefit for women to only breed with the top males, and not the other way around. Your idea of precivilizaitonal tribes is cartoonishly childish and false.

You never defined your narrow definition of chasing; I think she means that men should be the ones going up to ask her number etc, in most cases. But maybe I misinterpreted.

Yo do realize that female hypergamy increases the less patriarchal a society is, right? the idea that only an Alpha men gets women and the rest nothing was moreso true in a non-patriarchal hunter-gatherer society.

Catharthic to hear Leo bring this up. Women (as a group) love to strengthen the game of capitalism and fascism by rewarding the most competitive, selfish men. A self-collapsing system. The beautiful women who orbit clavicular are literally destroyers of society just like Andrew Tate and other horrific men. Once you see it your innocence is gone. You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain.

A cool video about the corruption of Sam Altman and OpenAI.

@Leo Gura Regarding insanity, you have made some claims: -Insanity is a horrific state of Consciousness ("You think demons are scary? Demons are cuddly pets next to the terror of insanity.") -Upon death, Consciousness is released from sanity into insanity From this, we can conclude: -Upon death, Consciousness enters a horrific state of Consciousness Are you making this claim?

@Leo Gura Would you care to elaborate on this apparent paradox?

Okay good to know. My diet consists of grains, vegetables, berries, eggs, meats, fish, nuts and some sugar.i try to restrict dairy completely.

@Leo Gura Having listened to what music you post on your blog, I think you'd appreciate this tune.

Not really. I expected higher mercury levels since I've eaten quite a lot of fish in the last years, but it doesn't seem to be that high. Chrome is reported as being high in smokers but I quit smoking a while ago. Would you call these markers high? I'm really not sure what to make of it.

Eating such low protein and fat is extremely unhealthy for you

I thought you explicated that God is always imagining its past in the present moment - meaning nothing ever "happened", and your entire past is imaginary. If that is true and the absolute claim you thus make is that God is always imagining it's memories, why does imagining your memories in the relative human sense suddenly become an unrealistic claim for you? If God's memories are fake in the absolute sense, that should only make you doubt your memories more in the relative domain, considering the relative is a derivative of the absolute, no?

Thanks for sharing your journey. I am around your age and just got my urine tested. I'm a bit confused since my test seems to have different measurement standards than you and also measured different metals - for example, my test measured chrome and cobalt which your test didn't, but a lot of the metals your test did, my test didn't. My test also didn't require taking DMSA or other chelation stuff, I just had to urinate normally and send it out. @Leo Gura, does this mean that my test was bad and I got ripped off? My test also doesn't measure the results in mass per creatine mass (strangely only for one metal it does, nickel). It just measures umol/nmol per litre. (Kwik = mercury) are my results bad? Chrome seems to be very high as does Arsenic. I expected higher levels of mercury since I have eaten quite a lot of fish in the last years. Nickel also looks pretty bad though. @Leo Gura, you mentioned that no levels of these metals at all are safe and should be detoxed, correct? Arsenic, Nickel and Chrome look like the worst offenders for me. Should I also focus on getting out the mercury? I'm kind of worried I got ripped off with this test since it didn't require taking chelation pills beforehand. @Ramasta9, what herbs do you know that are anti-parasitcal? I know of turmeric but maybe you know more. Do these also kill biofilms? Is chelation really dangerous if you house parasites? @Leo Gura, what's your take on the parasite story? @DeepSeason Sorry to shit up your thread, if you mind it, I'll ask the mods to move my post to its own thread.

Except "mind" isn't a form like the body or other forms right? You can never take your human mind, or any mind at all and point out its form.

Thank you. Thanks Leo, I will contemplate deeply on that. I just realized, when I pictured this potential future of spiritual practice and working on creative works, that I deeply ingrained the female gaze inside of my consciousness, since the moment I pictured that future and saw that it could be good, I pictured what the average western woman would think of that (a celibate man living alone) and that she would get the "ick" , and that this is deeply ingrained in my psyche and related to the way I view myself. I think all men have this to some degree - they view themselves with the worth that women give them. women are the arbitors of their self-worth. This is a feature of a liberal, nihilistic society. Kudos to you for being able to go around those external validations. I wonder if I will ever be able to.

Yes, exactly. And I'm also tired of pretending feminism has nothing to do with this. Women by themselves choose to go with the biggest devils on the block and aren't attracted to good partners. Liberal society tells them they should slut themselves out, "live their best life" (read: as selfish as possible), and that this is the hallmark of freedom that they deserve for being the victims of society since the dawn of time. Men in turn become the worst ever because nothing rewards them anymore for being good. Fuck Andrew Tate, Owen Cook and all those other losers though. They are to feminism what Jekyll is to Hyde. They take advantage of those dumb women and accelerate the sick society. They are the scum of the earth. The West is dying and it deserves to. A society that rewards evil conduct has got to go.

I've been battling it for years already. I've been in and out of rabbit holes of despair and doom of different kinds, including blackpill, far-right and jihadist ideologies. Their effects remain upon me. Yes, it's basically over for me. Trigeminal and facial nerve issues have made a lot of talking and socializing impossible and it fucks up your entire nervous system by itself. I was molested as a youngster which made every potential sexual experience after that undoable. I tried to f a prostitute but I just got palpitations and extreme anxiety, panic even. Same with one girl that I got to kiss on a festival. I basically have an autoimmune disorder for sex and socializing, and it's probably incurable. I've had real spiritual experiences, yes. But living in this society makes it hard to go after that. If I had money I'd travel the world solo and just go for that but life doesn't work that way. I'm broke as fuck and nothing works. And a part of me doesn't want it. The devil inside me feels deeply that I have been wronged, that I deserve to get back at the world, life or even God. I want to redo life as a better looking man with less issues. That part makes me want to end myself - quite literally, the devil whispers to me that I should pack my bags and follow him into the mountains and throw myself off, to play a wager with God, whether he will send me to hell or allow me to relive my life with love and girls. Honestly, the thought of this world being my dream is the only thing that feels like it redeems this humiliating experience. Thanks for your advice though bro. I hope you have a good one, I really do.

I just don't see how you can think women won't bring happiness. Sure, if I had a couple of experiences and relationships I get that you can just say "fuck it" and do whatever you want to do next in life. At least you know that being desired and being able to please a woman is something you have done as a human. something you are capable of. Not having done it just holds you back forever. I feel like I have never started living.