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Yeah I understood that. Was just telling something. No problem. Chill !! 😄

It's okay to joke. But u don't know what pain I am in. After making some big mistakes. After reading some very vulnerable stories. Btw ..felt good to see ur comments. ❤️ @Yimpa @Schizophonia you guys are sweet.

Imp. Tasks : Studies. Get a job and move out. Hobbies. Books. Videos. Personal Dev. Time Management. Self Growth. Etc. Get yourself back on purpose. (Long term goals and your deepest desires). On this forum : List all the important journals and read them in your free time. Meet some people on the forum. Maintain your own journals.

Yeah...it was.

Yes 😊

Hi cutie !!! I'm doing a fresh start. Did u read my last journal entry? Hehe.

Written for my own closure. Everything was my fault. Only I did bs. Everyone has a unique personality. Nothing abnormal with them at all. I always mess up everything by reacting unnecessarily. I forgive myself for it. Cz it was unintentional. I had some lesson from it. For which I am grateful. I got some lesson on an anonymous platform, but it will help me in real life. I can now avoid 1000 such mistakes in future. I have love ❤️ for everyone. Peace !! END OF JOURNAL.

Short notes from my mind.

Everything sorted out. Added someone to my ignore list today. Forgot everything. No trivial matters now. I have many real problems to focus on.

Note 60. Impermanence and Second hand nostalgia. When I read other people's old stories or watch Leo's old videos. I get overwhelmed and feel second hand nostalgia. Too much. I don't know why I become sad. I become sad seeing the impermanence of life. I will ask a question on it on the forum. 📌

Note 59. ✓ Your attention to detail must be unwavering.

How is Leo Gura different from David Goggins? One is chasing achievements. Other one is chasing awakening (experiences). David is not satisfied with 10 or 100 achievements. He wants to continue chasing till his last breath. Leo is not satisfied with one awakening. He wants to get as many awakenings as possible. No number of awakenings is enough. What is the difference if both are chasing "something great"? Of course a superficial difference does exist. But fundamental difference is what? ••••• Why can't you just sit still like Eckhart Tolle? Satisfied with one awakening. ••••• Another point : I am similar to both Leo and Goggins. I want to chase both. I want to chase 1000 awakenings too. Still this question pops up into my mind.

Exactly !!!! I am fed up with this bs. Of course ancient Indian sages had discovered many great things about the universe. But "Heisenberg uncertainty principle" and "Bohr model" are not stupid things. 99% of science is not coming from Hinduism. I'm also an Indian. But I am not in a bubble.

How come people are discussing they have consumed psychedelics (which are illegal) and they are not sued or arrested ? Like you or Joe Rogan openly discuss about its consumption. Why you are not sued? I am not against psychedelics btw. I think it should be legal for those who are above 25 and educated. But I don't know whether it should be legal or illegal.

@Adventure seeker ❤️🫂 Have faith. I hope you win the battle in the end and get some growth & maturity from it. (as Leo said). When I vividly imagine death, I get some maturity to focus on things that really matter. But I forget this truth in everyday life. This post was a reminder for me too !! Thanks for reminding me. We never understand this until death actually comes right in front of our face. Liked this. ❤️

That's cute too. Love you ❤️. I'll read your journal when I get time. •••••• Current burning problems.

Very good. Very very good. This must happen. I hate Tik tok bs videos. In India it was banned long ago, but I once used it using VPN. and I hated every second of it.

Comment short little things here sometimes. You cute little worm !! Your name is cute.

Funny mood.

Indexing all my posts for quick reference.

Note 58. Peace. Instead of focusing on real problems of my life and instead of focusing on things that matter, I focused on very trivial things. Looking at the level of stupidity, I'm not feeling angry. I'm just peaceful. That "what I have done with my life", "how many seeds I have planted for regrets". This is so sad that I have now surrendered. I can't change myself with anger now. I will change myself with calmness.

Note 57. Make a list of all the real problems and matters of your life. Then figure out what to do about them. Do it very well. Then start taking actions. You will definitely solve everything. Simple as that.

I want to laugh like this.