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Thanks, I understand what you're saying, but for now I haven't met anyone like her. Except maybe the 4 year long girlfriend I had, who had the same green eyes as her and we were closer than close until she cheated This girl now felt like an upgraded version of my earlier very serious girlfriend that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Maybe she was also my tf, but the thing is they are rare jewels. I think the universe is giving me a reason to improve my life situation, because I've been ignoring many things. Smart Universe, it worked. I went on a natural nofap after meeting this girl, while usually I was pretty addicted to sexual release, this girl made me not desire this meaningless release and actually save my sexual energy. Now I'm listening to one guy - Gabe Dawg who is absolutely amazing... Resonates very well with me. He is a bit like Leo and I really see what the benefits of semen retention would bring into my life. But this girl basically made me do it before even having the research on the matter. And like this nofap thing really has some serious effects, I had one other girl try to hook up with me almost instantly as I stopped ejaculating. I didn't know that I was doing it, like I wasnt nofapping to get this effect, but it just happened. Wish it was my TF though, altho this other girl claims she is born on the same date as me, but I think it's just a trick to get in my pants - she didn't verify

I think she is the woman for me, and love doesnt always have to show in the form where we are together. The universe is teaching me true Love, the love where you have to let go, rather than grasp at something. I am a very clingy person in relationships usually, when I really have feelings for a girl, I sometimes even treat them as objects, very prized possession... The universe is teaching me lessons, I let it happen. She is my twin flame, just because she was made for me, doesnt mean I will end up with her. Or I might end up with her when we are 40-50.. Nobody knows

I don't know if people here that are handwaving away twin flames are just those who haven't yet met them, but I can say with a high degree of certainty that when you meet your twin flame you will know. Even that one meeting with her was such a powerful event, it has made me look at my life from a whole different perspective and things are just flowing. the lessons are coming left and right I am learning so much as a result of meeting this angel. Definitely the Universe put this in place to help with my spiritual evolution and to make me sort out some things in my life that are destructive / spiritual leaks

I am 14, but interested in the timeless. Please don't pull the trigger! Time is an illusion, it's about how you feel

She thinks Im a psychopath, so I guess she is the runner now lol But anyway Russel Brand got my back as well with this new video

We both felt that we know each other for a long time. Like almost as if we were know each other from before we were born on Earth. Can't explain. It was like we met in the eternal space outside of time, rather than in a small section on the timeline like it seems from the human perspective.

Thanks I agree. In meditation, using Leo's techniques, I reach states where I really let go, allow and surrender. It feels like I'm flying and all sensations are just there, I am not even human then. But I find it hard to reconcile this state of utter not-giving-a-fuckery and the state when I re-appear as a human with my wants and desires. Especially this deep desire to be with my twin flame, which I can't even consider egoic. She makes me want to be a better being and has already supercharged my practice and waking up process. My meditations really go deeper now, because it's like she increased my fire by meeting me and touching me, that one time. I guess reality is Oneness, so I shouldn't expect to see her twice? Heh

By being all of reality - all sensations, sounds, sights, thoughts and feelings . Not really doing anything, but noticing it is already done. Noticing how all these different aspects of the human are connected by your field of existence.

When you lock the thread before moderators. Such a pro move ?

I agree, but seeing it as an illusion without getting rid of it is enlightened game

Joke's on you, because you're me ?

God, please use smaller paragraphs, so the text is easier to digest. You speak high level things and it would reach more people if you structure it better. Didn't mean to judge, just want to help since I am you too. But maybe its just me lol

One has to stop sometimes and smell the flowers. Hug a tree, love and laugh. Nature loves being noticed.

You are always in meditation as awareness. For me meditation practice helps with alligning with that ultimate truth of reality. You are always still as Awareness. And always awake. Enlightenment is not added on to you, it is noticed when the clouds of the mind become transparent. So yeah, formal practice would be specifically to calm the mind and so the waves slow down and you experience the depth of the ocean. Which you always are, even when there are waves.

Have you maybe approached this the wrong way? I know some like the harcore work method, but really, these contemplations and practices are best done in a loving way and without forcing it. Just relax dude, do the letting go meditation on Leo's youtube channel. It's the best for having a break from the mind consistently.

I shall meditate on that ? The next great koan!

Hi electrobeam, can only speak from my experience, and this reminds me of a dream I had once where I started falling and falling as you describe. But not while in the waking dream.

I've had the similar experience recently (at the full moon) when I met what I could describe as my soul mate. It was like meeting myself in female form. Girls can be a substitute to LSD, I guess it might be more about recognizing the love, rather than the object that gets one to that Love recognition. And even though I fucked it up romantically, as I am shit at romance, I have an abundance of energy and I spend most my time just sitting in nature really and not in a state of waiting, but in a state of enjoying my existence. Even expressed the energy through a painting or two. Epic stuff. But maybe I will try some LSD in future. Not on the cards yet.

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@Nak Khid He's a junkie An enlightened Junkie. Everybody is enlightened, simply because Ego is an illusion Even the biggest and baddest ego doesn't exist in reality, so why are we even talking about it! lmao

Not knowing is true knowing

But hang on, you don't need to be able to say you're enlightenment to be enlightenment. It's actually more likely you're enlightenment if you don't say it. But I get what you mean, babies are below thought and we are talking of a state above thought. Pre ego enlightenment and post ego enlightenment should still be the same ultimate Truth., cant be 2

I believe they are in the natural state, as enlightenment is the default. It's only once the ego develops later on and acts like clouds which block the vast sky that is always there, that we start having the problems and suffering. Am I wrong in saying that enlightenment is not something we add on to ourselves, but something that remains once we remove the junk (aka duality/egoic beliefs) ?

All babies are enlightened. It is the natural state. They see the whole world as themself. There are no mind boubdaries created yet. We need to get back to be as a newborn.