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even smartarse appears in consciousness so you're alright!

You're intellectualising a bit too much and projecting that I need your pointers. Really relax a bit I do the same mistake. Take this seeing and keep marinating. Its like seeing myself so I cant blame you I do the same thing. You are getting too excited of being nothingness. That's still not enlightenment. There's more, but this is important step. This step is all about purification, so stay calm, stay present beyond form. Glad you are here.

Wrong, Iamness/beingness is common in both reality and illusion. Beingness is Truth beyond reality and illusion. Solipsism is enlightenment seen through the bottleneck of a localized I am/ being. Remove the container.

I just wanted to add that for you the present moment is intellectual because you are not paying attention to the direct experience of the present moment. I am not talking about a concept. The present moment is something verifiable and at the same time very mysterious no-thing. It is synonymous to whatever you are trying to point to, but you will not accept another pointer to it, because your "enlightenment " is intellectual. Thats why you intellectialise that my answer is intellectual instead of checking in with direct experience to confirm. Hahaha but don't take it too seriously. Your pointings would be good if you didn't show them from an egoic state of consciousness.

Thats a hyper enlightened response omgee I would be impressed if there was an i ?

Yes, my peepee! How is the now intellectual? Its a pointing, its not what you think, it's what your thinking appears in. Its absolute. <3 I literally get what you are pointing at, you don't need to preach self inquiry to the choir ??? Like do you understand that anything I post on this forum you can call intellectual, because you see your idea of what I say, not what I mean by what I say... Ya get me?? If you feel you understand what the present moment is, you're not theeere yet ????

Disidentify with the I you can know. Whether there's practice, Or there's no practice, You are not the one who does it You are not the one who doesn't do it. Am so enlightened right now you can use me as your night light to read tonight

~~~~The formless now~~~~ ??

There we go, those psychedellics! Everything else you say is good, except it sounds a bit too neurotic to me. Like meditation should be a joy, letting yourself in God's hands should be a joy!! Not a serious doing. Woooosh lets breathe It is now, it is here. There is nothing but God. Amen

I don't trust Leo. But every time he has said something even if I disagree, I see later on my journey that he was right. I don't usually go back to give credit, but I don't think he's doing these things for credit. He is actually here to help us and himself, we are all on the same boat. We all see this Truth from different angles and approach the mindfuck in different ways. There can be misunderstandings and sometimes Leo can use teaching devices that go over the student's head. But later the student understands if he is sincere and he looks. Those are my 2 cents. But I still don't like the fact that Leo is not looking for ways to enlighten people without psychedelics. Thats why I am working on that. We must use that which is always already available, otherwise the path is limited to the availability of a substance and not everyone can follow. Boom lets go baby! To enlightenment and beyond

There you go, I'm glad I've been of service. Next Hehehe but I assure you Im not trolling You wiping your ass is a mystical experience. I mean WHAT THE ACTUAL FUQ?? You 're a human on a rock flying in the middle of an ocean of stars and planets and you have these things called legs and hands and you're wiping your butt after you went for a poo??? WHAT ... THE... FUCK. How are you doing that???? How ??? whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat Seriously though, I think my pointings are pretty good and direct if you see past the projection you have of me! I am not trying to one-up you, we are the same being.

Hehehehehhe nice trick theere but I am trying to show you that you're already having a mystical experience and that your search is over. There you go tadaaa gg wp My dude you are wearing the hat and you're looking for the hat! Of course I'm gonna tell you to stop looking! Hahahah otherwise you're bound to look in the wrong place

Lul you found the person to share her with. I was posting her like mental few weeks ago and she was on my signature, you mightve picked her up from me! Might not. Hehehe yeah I agree wth her and disagree with you, because you're chasing experiences. I am saying I don't feel that you're really relaxed in being and not sure that your seeking a mystical experience is just the fruit of being. It seems like an egoic quest to be bigger as the character. It might be just me. Also check out her vid titled "Nondual Vibrancy" its my fav. How are you not seeing that what she is saying is that right now is a mystery, you are, right now, having a mysterious/mystical experience. Its only your egothat has nornalised this. Have a closer look. This is a crazy ass experience and nobody knows what thefuq this is. They only know their normalised projection. They, we, same thing. I include myself in this. Not exempt. Thats why its important to just calm down, breathe a little and let WHAT IS just be. Not to seek to change what is to be more mystical, because it already is. If you don't see it now, then you will always seek for experiences and you will join the ranks of people who" get there" and then" lose it" which means they never really got there. Because "there" is always here and now.

I knoe I'm that but still in the relative story the student needs to mature in order to get it when the master says "you are That" But ofcourse, in the end, there was never a student and there was never a master. Only the screen on which both appear is real, but thats just the absolute truth, it is not the relative truth sooo ?

What if I told you I am on this earth to be a jnani? Pretty much why my soul wanted to incarnate on this planet as the little D. Thats not absolutely true, its an intuition I have, i tend to trust my intuition. Everyone is the Self, but few hone down and actually know the Self/abide as the Self. No practice does not mean do anything. It means the practice is to let go of practices and striving for the small self to become bigger. Its about letting go of identification with the small self. This is not done by practice, but by abiding as the pure awareness / consciousness out of which the light appears. It's not a doing, its a being, but if you keep doing doing doing selfish action on top of it, you are veiling your true identity with a dense ego identity. Then you are the Self but the shine does not go through, unless your ego identity is made transparent by practicing selfless action. Because the small self cannot stop doing, its his nature, it needs to learn to do in a way that does not create more karma for itself and in a way to not make the cloud dark and thick, but rather a good cloud which lets the sunshine through. Hope ya feel this is true on an intuitive level.

You don't buy it? The separare self you! Don't be so quick buckaroo!! Enlightened ego is the trickiest ego of the bunch. You taught me ramana maharshi too well. I will not fail you, my master.

If you can't go wrong, why are you telling me I got it all wrong ???? Thanks for teaching me these stuff its important. Now tell me what is that which is seeking to have a mystical experience and why not having a mystical experience is considered less desirable? Was it not Ramana who said "everything that will happen will happen try and stop it". Ramana was the opposite of a chaser, he let everything come to him or not, if it was not meant to be. If you chase mystical experience, abundance and anything else, that means you are not it, because you want to add it on to yourself - and you attract that which you are, not what tou want. So what I'm saying is you will attract mystical experiences if you do not chase and try to hack your way into one. Especially if you want to enter from the door of being and not just look at a mystical experience through the window. There is no ultimate difference between being selfless and selfish, so be selfless. Why not? There is a relative difference. There is no difference between chasing and not chasing, so why not stop chasing and see what happens if you trust a higher intelligence than yourself and you put your waking self identity in its hands.

I hear ya, I am not chasing good food, I get the food I feel like without overthinking or chasing it. If you are in that state and you feel like chasing a mystical experience, sure, but you seem to not be satisfied with your "ordinary" state which hints to me that you are not following the ramana maharshi stuff you have taught me <3

Bro you are not your texts. The thing she is rejecting is pixels on a screen. That's not you, so no need to feel attached to it to the point of depression. I have had a similar situation to yours, like the girl even said I look like her future husband on the phone and I dont give a fucjk that she rejected my texts and started to act cold and not replying. Thats not me lel

@Someone here be the self beyond objects. Seriously mate with that statement "-I know every experience is a mystical experience Bla bla. " you are showing you have the wrong attitude about this. You are looking for some experience, rather than your true essence which is the highest goal. Once you know your true identity, YES, even writing on Actualized.Org is a mystical experience mate! Thats what you actually want. You dont want to have a one off peak experience, those come and go and you will even forget it with time. Omfg! Peak experiences are nothing. Seriously, dont chase peak experiences, its a big trap of the ego. You want to have a peak experience to feel special. Let me break it to you, you are already special. From the state of pure being-ness, whatever needs to happen will happen - if you are meant to have peak experience it will happen naturally, without forcing. The universe might need you for something else and if you are busy chasing peak experiences you are not available for God to work through you for what you are actually supposed to do in this world. Be connected and stay with your essence. I am sure you know how to do that since you are here for a long time and there have been like a gazillion pointers by everyone. Just trust this process and allow God to move you and trust your actions that come from that state of consciousness. If you need some clarification on how to remain as your essence identity ask or pm me I am here to serve.

Bashar's method is too complicated Here's a simpler method: Let go and let god

if you see past the "man and woman " romantic side to this text, it is really profound. It's like God singing this to the waking human.

I love myself by emptying the cup (of beliefs and identity) and allowing the universe/God to fill it with What Is.

It's a Catholic college and they put on a video of some phd guy explaining that the neuroscience studies show benefits and whatnot. He sounded a lot like Eckhart Tolle - talking about stillness and even used a bell. Maybe he was just copying Eckhart ? I might recommend some of Eckhart's presence meditation for next one. They were all sitting in chairs and one laid down on the floor, but I opted to sit cross legged. I said its more comfortable for me ? i like to feel the energy of the legs. I didn't expect a Christian school to promote meditation tho, pleasant surprise. Also the morning email had an amazing prayer about how to let go ourselves into God's hands. Pretty neat. Pope Francis is the best

How timely. I had my first day at a new job and at the end of the day 5 of us had a mindfulness meditation session. Ofcourse I kept my mouth shut and pretended I haven't got a clue about meditation, because that way I enjoy it even more! They were pretty beginner level tho I am too compared to some of you guys hehe