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"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

Thats such a great comment really! I actually reflected on this and I cannot say that I can be wrong about knowing I am always aware, but I noticed something deeper, that I am just as much not aware of what I am not aware of. It's like the missing piece to my puzzle <3 I pay too much attention that I am aware sometimes and forget to humble myself that I am not all knowing and there is something more important than being right. I'd say, Love <3

of 10 years just had an extremely serious egoic reaction as we were having a deep conversation about Truth and he is seriously fundamentalist about his religious beliefs. In few words: After I guided him to see that there is a constant consciousness/awareness, because he knows our conversation is happening , whether he agrees with what I'm saying or not. (I gave him way more details and clear pointers in our language which are even more clear than the english pointers as its my native language) I also said the "Know thyself" phrase of Jesus as I believe that to be an invitation to self inquiry and asked him if he is honest about whether he knows who he is. He immediately asked me whether I know this is a fact for sure and whether I am willing to be open to the possibility that I am wrong. I told him that I cannot be wrong about this, because I know that we are having this conversation and it was the same me that knew my experience 10 years ago, even though everything else has changed. I told him that this is not my belief, but a seeing and a noticing, rather than my belief system. I just know that I know, it's kind of a hard fact. I don't necessarily know WHAT I am, but I know THAT I am. He literally kept repeating the question, telling me that I don't understand his question. He kept telling me that if Im not willing to admit that I am wrong about being aware, then our friendship is over. I told him that he is asking me to lie to him, because I cannot possibly not be aware right now, otherwise I would not know that we are having the conversation. He thought I was coming from a mental position rather than the direct seeing that right now we are conscious of this. I told him that I cannot doubt this. He unfriended me and told me that he feels disgusted and that we were friends for 10 years and I am doing this to him... As if I was telling him something so blasphemous!! What the heck is in that bible?? What is this brainwashing? He wasn't even open to look for himself the experience I am pointing at, he was just stuck on the mental thinking that I was telling him some belief system that I have and not a direct seeing. We are very close friends from school but I'm afraid what this Christianity sect is doing to his mind, it really feels like he's brainwashed or something. It felt like I put my hand in the hornets nest by trying to show him something that he cannot doubt, because even the doubt is known. Do you have any similar experiences with fundamentalists? PS: He friended me back, as I explained to him that my view is unshakable just like his Christianity belief, so I dont see why he is having such reaction. The previous day he was basically telling me (more or less) how I am deluded because I am not following the Bible and that it is the one and only Truth.

btw I am in no way claiming that there is nothing to discover or to drop this, I am all for it and I am on this journey. I am playing angel's advocate here and saying something extreme. That The IS US, the GOD you've known as allness, allthatisness, beingness, Everythingness is still not Absolute. Absolute is BEYOND That. The GOD beyond the God. The GOD which can never be KNOWN, even by the God of Awareness. By all means this journey is absolutely fantastic. But lets remove the arrogance from this. The God of unknowing will always remain hidden, even to itself. Absolute is more absolute than the absolute. I cannot know this, but I somehow know this. Might sound jibberish and coming from ignorance, but I have touched something, I have touched the Heart and it says : HUMBLE BOYYY HUMBLE! DONT SAY YOU KNOW. That's a great attitude to have. What if the GOD experienced is just as ignorant as the ignorant person, just on a whole nother level. We are talking locationless and timeless here. There is enough space in the Absolute for a deluded Everything, deluded GOD. No one knows what is meant when we point to this word. lets enjoy this, in both knowing and not knowing. Both duality and nonduality.

Look bro, Member and Leo and Nahm and anyone. These things you're saying are true. It is amazing teaching, but it is poisoned, it is not complete until it is humble, and not fake humble. Not look humble. To actually know you can't know all, as actual Awareness, now, you realise you can as a fact not be aware of anything outside of awareness. Its the next step. I do not mean what you are saying is wrong,ik saying its incomplete. Even If there is nothing there or if there is something there - YOU will not know. And never will know. That's a profound seeing NOW. It's just as wrong to believe there is nothing there as it is to believe there is something there. Its unknowable. You do the same error the materialist does by being a consciousnessist. Its based on an assumption. Be honest. @Leo Gura I wonder what you will respond to this, maybe to take 5meo?. I am here to sincerely help, not to confirm. You have given me a lot and Im not going to fail you by telling you what you want to hear. You were closer to authenticity and your highest self in the past I have seen this. and your past self is the one who gave me the tools to do this. Don't kill the innocence and don't say to yourself that I am just blabbing. All this im doing out of love and not to be a parrot. I'm sure you know something is wrong here, radical honesty is required. I've been given a vision, I have seen who you are at the most true level.

"The more things change, The more thet stay the same"

Someone Here, I am with you all the way. I smell devilry from a mile away. It's all about confusion and absolute flashy statements that you would be a fool not to accept. Can take the milk from their responses and remove the poison they are trying, unconsciously, to administer. Its important to know they really believe they are correct. That's their identity now. You're woke.

Logic has nothing to do with it. Your logic will never understand absolute infinity. You don't see how you are limiting the absolute to fit your logical paradigm. Keep weaving stories. Thats not truth, thats arrogance and clinging. Accept you do not know and will never know. That's true knowledge. It doesn't mean you can't know. It means you will never know all. It means to be humble and to be able to surrender to God. God will separate the poison from the milk. I do not pretend to know and I am not claiming godhood. Let he who claims godhood explain why I am saying what im saying and not what they want.

@Leo Gura "can I suggest that there is an Absolute Truth which you can never know by the mind and that if you're not open to this, you are being dogmatic and clinging" Leo's mind: "There is nothing outside of consciousness " That's true, for us, in direct experience ! Not the Absolute truth yet. You can never know, by definition if there is anything outside of consciousness. Not knowing does not mean knowing there is nothing!! That's the same delusion as the atheist who says "There is no god" vs the atheist who is correct in saying "I don't believe there is god". One is a statement of certainty coming from the false assumption of knowing, the other is correct knowing that he doesn't know. Same here on a more advanced level @Leo Gura

Yes. There are many who claim there is nothing outside consciousness (perhaps this is only the practice, but its not specified and presented as absolute). The mind cannot accept not knowing. Since I cant know it, then it doesn't exist?BRUH Leo, not But Leo. Not knowing is a higher level of knowing. There is no proof of outside of consciousness, thats no proof. Thats just a statement: you wilk never know. Can one accept and surrender? ❤ Leo, God is bigger than you, I know you know that. It's arrogance and it came off as arrogant in the video. I cant share the vid with anyone, it will not convince anyone of truth other than those who already have the same view. And if its an exercise to find the Self, it is presented in a way too egoic way to work.

There are a lot of poignant pointers in Christianity. Dont throw it out as useless because of the Dogma. It is filled with Truth and the sincere scholar will be able to unravel the mystery. Perhaps. I am not all knowing, just my feeling. I was not trying to convince him, and it was part of a deeper discussion. So it was just the natural flow to show him what my standard for Truth is and I did it in the most clear and anti-dogmatic way possible. My point was not to confuse, but to see if he is able to accept the truth of something obvious if shown. He had refused the present moment as he said that its just a moment in time and goes away and its not important, even though i told him he is there when he prays. We were talking about the timeless place etc... Its a long story. But many of the things he was saying were completely inline with Truth, just from different perspective. So I wanted to guide him to see the page, rather than the letters and to not pledge allegiance to the symbols, but to what the symbols point to. And not to think because he read about trees that he can know trees, its different in direct experience. Like a tree points to a ?, the tree doesn't care how you call it. In the same way i tried to explain that God /consciousness does not care what label you put on it as long as you put your allegiance in it and be absorbed in It. I was trying to unite him with God/what is, to introduce him to mysticism. Failed. But perhaps the seeds are sawn.

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@Adamq8 You just need to have a good map guys from a sincere source, you might like Bentinho Massaro's crystal clear map. I don't know where you are, again, I just find this resource invaluable! Very needed, for me! I'm so glad I found it. It's so worth all these hours, it's perfect for meditation. No drugs needed! I know this is huge in hours, but it's so useful that I don't think it can be afforded to be missed. All these videos are pure gold and this is absolutely profound. Everyone needs a map so we know where we are and where we can go from there. I feel deep love for this guy for this clarity and guidance and he does it for free!

The higher power literally has your back, its what knows your back and knew your back 10 years ago. It is so freaking mysterious and so freaking you that it definitely has your back. But you are not it, even though it is so freaking you! Its a mindfuck but a beautiful one. Give the doubts too, to That one who knows right now. give everything to where it came from. Disown it, it does not belong to you, it belongs to life. Do not cling to doubts, do not cling to anything, not any idea. If something "bad" happens disown it, if something "good" happens disown it. That doesnt mean not experience it - experience it fully, but don't cling to it! Give it to the Self beyond self. Then the self grows out of that continuous link with the "higher" - out of time and space- you. Lets go "basic" , in the "basic" practice is the most juice : Close your eyes: notice the I am. Notice you immediately give the I am location and some form, even subtly. Even in your mind somewhere or some "black" visual image or something like that. Perhaps a bit in your head or in your heart or anywhere else in the body, or the whole body or above your body. Doesnt matter where, you always localize it and have some subtle form to it. Try to notice the place from which that seeing is known and keep conscious traction there, but notice that while keeping conscious traction you have localized it again, keep looking for something which you havent seen yet (which you are looking from), go even deeper and keep going doing that process. Since we always do, that shouldnt be a problem!

Sorry for writing Bulgarian, its just heart talk that is better in home language. If you want to improve your life, now, follow this. I don't know how deep you are, and whether you're deeper than me, but I'm trying to help. If you really feel like you don't know why you're in a shit situation, try doing this practice I suggested and trust a higher power which you have not yet touched. You can say you are nothing and everything and be correct, but thats still a story and not helping your situation, right? So do this: Every time you have egoic needs, cravings ( every time you do do do, you cant stop doing ofcourse!_) even while you are reading this, and while you are responding, notice the deeper knower which you have never noticed before. Not even once before have you noticed this knower. Its always fresh. You cant know this knower in time. Give up everything to it. Give up meanings too, but meanings will remain, when they get back to you everything will be fresher and purified a little bit - and with more little more wisdom, little more authenticity, little more love, light, spontaneity and trust in what is. With practice, more and more, all you give to That will be purified by its innocence. I am in the practice of following this and I resonate so much. I just wish to share my experience and help a fellow out, we are in this together. I am not "There" I will never be "There" .

its funny, in my dream with Leo's higher self he never once claimed to be god nor wanted to look like he was god. He was so genuine and he was literally the most ordinary guy, with extraordinary presence. And guided me to notice I am the Absolute (within the dream)

I think it means to surrender to this moment and to the power that Is , instead of clinging.

Wow that kid has had a vision with Leo /5meo toad cyborg !!! I owe Leo an apology after all

Don't call yourself God. Don't let this thought or word penetrate out of your mouth as an actual meant statement. Don't say "I am God" and mean it as if you know what that entails. Stay humble and look. Don't play devil with me sir! I am not having it! I am immune to devilry.

No need for comebacks. Follow my advice, its a practice, a deepening. To purify the devil. This is not about conceptulaising, actually re-read what I said and do it, actually do it. Actualized do it. I am doing it as I am saying it. I am not only deviling around here. The practice is immediate, it is direct. The SElf is always here, you never experience the Self, the Self experiences YOU. Follow this pointer слушай ме брат, силно е това. Много хора остават в капан от предишно виждане. Трябва да намалим егото че мислим че знаем. Не знаем. Не знаем!! Колкото и да знаеш, не знаеш.

@Bulgarianspirit @Uglyroach Can we stop saying the word God, and instead start saying the word Self. There is more chance that you know who you are. Leave the God word out of it, its arrogant to even think you know, me included. God is just a word, but you're pointing to something bigger than your identity. Do not follow anyone in using the word God. Even IF you are God, why do you need to parade around about it? Leave it out. Its making everyone inauthentic to claim Godhood. What is more authentic is "I dont know what that I is" Dont call it God. In fact dont call it anything, just notice it, continuously, praise it, keep going back to it again and again. Follow it, give everything you own to it. Every thought, feeling, sensation - pleasure and pain - give everything to the IAM. Even and most importantly give any localized sense of self, give to the IAM which is not it! Every time you think you have IT, notice what is ever not what you're aware of yet that knows that. Always ask yourself - what is there right now that I am not seeing. I know that I am the I am, but what am I not knowing right now that I could become more and more conscious of. dont stop, dont stop dont stop you have not arrived. Nobody has arrived. Leo has not arrived. Only the Self has arrived. You are NOT the Self, you are the "devil" as you say. So listen to me, let me be the Angel's advocate. Dont assume to know what God is.

Yeah but I think I am being direct enough because I kind of know things like " The truth shall set you free" and he is stuck in belief so he might see what this points to. He takes the scripture for truth. He told me that for every paper tower I give him, he makes a castle made of rock or something of that sort, so I told him that no castle that he makes can be bigger than the space in which it appears. lol! I mean from my point of view I dont want my friend to be stuck with this close mindedness, but on the other hand I feel like a jerk for doing this as if Im trying to come out right. I am not really , I want to help him. Maybe he doesn't need help. Oh well! Whatever happens happens, I give that also to the isness. thankfully I can share with someone, I can only imagine someone in the old days who was surrounded by fundamentalists and had a direct experience... For one, he would most likely be put on the cross... In the name of Jesus...! How twisted... Sorry if I rant a bit, my mind was a bit rattled by this encounter. Need to center myself and get more space in <3 love you guys and love the mind-guys too (for the challenge) !

@SoonHei Yeah lol! He also told me that Eckhart Tolle is a charlatan and is "attacking people" just to deny the isness of the present moment. It was almost as if our chat was a fight between the heart and the mind that cannot center itself in the moment. He told me that the heart is not to be trusted, because it is a sinner's heart and was saying how 2000 years of revelation written in the bible cannot be wrong and he was constantly denying any quotes from Jesus which in any way point to the present moment or consciousness, by saying that it is used "out of context" and that I only take what I like to fit my agenda. I told him timeless now is way more powerful than 2000 years of conditioning and that the realm beyond space and time (which he does believe in) can not be encapsulated even by 2000 years as 2000 years is nothing compared to the eternal

@Preety_India this vid showed up for me without searching for it, it could probably be what you need to get you going. Practice is important for this, we all need to practice staying in that place. We, as forms. Its a big trap that people, including me, sometimes say "we are already enlightened so there is nothing to do". Yes we are enlightened, but we are not the bodymind, so the bodymind needs to practice. Ultimately, you are not practicing, you are the awareness which knows, but since there is this ignorance currently that we are bodies, then those bodies must act in a way to align to the truth that we already are. Listen to the beginning of this talk also, unless you wish to keep watching after that, ofcourse, but the guidance is top notch. However the no practice bit again can be misunderstood. The person needs to practice in order to align as mentioned earlier. The first few mins are important, once you lock on to what is pointed at, just close the vid, close everything and stay with that, that is the practice. It purifies the ego.