Dodo

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  1. Love will wash it all away whether you're in allignment with love or not, love will accept if you're out if allignment, but then you wll need 5-MeO-DMT There is nothing that is missing as you are suggesting, what is missing is allignment with truth. Not 5meo. You can say anything and repeat love, and send love etc but that is not true allignment., not true love. You're having a joke if you think that love sounds and feels like the vibes of your texts of holier than thou. Enter the godheart and repeat the mantra, see how you feel "I DONT KNOW I don't know i don't know i don't know" Repeat it until you understand. Do it until tears start streaming down your face. You don't have to prove anything to me. But prove to yourself and unearth the assumptions. Divine masculine is nothing without the divine feminine. There are no parrots, there are alligned and not alligned.
  2. Yeah what I was pointing! But maybe a bit more radical. Is it possible to surrender to never knowing? Like even if you know, even if you're the biggest being in the universe that knows it all, how complete is this being if it doesn't have the simplest truth, that it will never know what is beyond itself. What if there are infinitely many all that isnesses? Infinitely many absolute infinities? We don't know, the Absolute knows it doesn't know, so lets allign with that true knowledge <3 This could all be one dot out of infinitely many dots and we are seeing the dot as complete and all that is, but don't see the motherboard beyond seeing.
  3. I am not arguing against this. You are indeed aware that the mystery is taking place. What I am pointing to is that you are not fully honoring the mystery. By focusing so deeply on this knowing, you are ignoring the other aspect of what you're saying, even though you're acknowledging it. The mystery, you are still have some assumptions of knowing it. How can it then be called a mystery? You are actualized in your knowing, but knowing has forgotten about its lover and immediate counterpart: not knowing. Do you perhaps have this assumption that nothing exists outside of consciousness or you are open to the possibility you will never know? You honor the god of knowing, but in focusing too much on that you are leaving out an aspect of rhe divine. Its not enough to label it as a mystery. Its also something that seems trivial and unimportant......
  4. hahahahahaha! Thats like saying: I can outrun that which is always 1 step ahead of me! Its kind of cute but its also epic too! Some sound like cool practices, just don't do them to reach enlightenment. Do them if you enjoy doing them!
  5. @electroBeam It's easy. Accept you will never know. Sounds easy... It is. You know that you are always experiencing, right? You are always aware. Now, actually realise and grasp the simple fact that you will NEVER know that which is outside of awareness and that you DONT actually know and NEVER will know anything outside of awareness. Don't pretend to know if there is something there or if there isn't. I found this to be Wow. I feel connected to something by honoring its mystery instead of projecting my ignorance onto it. Love <3 do not try to understand, and even if you do, realise that no matter how much you understand there is absolutely ALWAYS something there which remains unknown and untouched. Honor and respect that. Do not project that you know. Yes, you know that you know and you will not lose that knowledge. Love is SUPREME and the highest power. It's kind of funny. Here is a mantra for you: "YES I know that I know, but I don't really know much other than that LOL "
  6. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
  7. Thats such a great comment really! I actually reflected on this and I cannot say that I can be wrong about knowing I am always aware, but I noticed something deeper, that I am just as much not aware of what I am not aware of. It's like the missing piece to my puzzle <3 I pay too much attention that I am aware sometimes and forget to humble myself that I am not all knowing and there is something more important than being right. I'd say, Love <3
  8. of 10 years just had an extremely serious egoic reaction as we were having a deep conversation about Truth and he is seriously fundamentalist about his religious beliefs. In few words: After I guided him to see that there is a constant consciousness/awareness, because he knows our conversation is happening , whether he agrees with what I'm saying or not. (I gave him way more details and clear pointers in our language which are even more clear than the english pointers as its my native language) I also said the "Know thyself" phrase of Jesus as I believe that to be an invitation to self inquiry and asked him if he is honest about whether he knows who he is. He immediately asked me whether I know this is a fact for sure and whether I am willing to be open to the possibility that I am wrong. I told him that I cannot be wrong about this, because I know that we are having this conversation and it was the same me that knew my experience 10 years ago, even though everything else has changed. I told him that this is not my belief, but a seeing and a noticing, rather than my belief system. I just know that I know, it's kind of a hard fact. I don't necessarily know WHAT I am, but I know THAT I am. He literally kept repeating the question, telling me that I don't understand his question. He kept telling me that if Im not willing to admit that I am wrong about being aware, then our friendship is over. I told him that he is asking me to lie to him, because I cannot possibly not be aware right now, otherwise I would not know that we are having the conversation. He thought I was coming from a mental position rather than the direct seeing that right now we are conscious of this. I told him that I cannot doubt this. He unfriended me and told me that he feels disgusted and that we were friends for 10 years and I am doing this to him... As if I was telling him something so blasphemous!! What the heck is in that bible?? What is this brainwashing? He wasn't even open to look for himself the experience I am pointing at, he was just stuck on the mental thinking that I was telling him some belief system that I have and not a direct seeing. We are very close friends from school but I'm afraid what this Christianity sect is doing to his mind, it really feels like he's brainwashed or something. It felt like I put my hand in the hornets nest by trying to show him something that he cannot doubt, because even the doubt is known. Do you have any similar experiences with fundamentalists? PS: He friended me back, as I explained to him that my view is unshakable just like his Christianity belief, so I dont see why he is having such reaction. The previous day he was basically telling me (more or less) how I am deluded because I am not following the Bible and that it is the one and only Truth.
  9. btw I am in no way claiming that there is nothing to discover or to drop this, I am all for it and I am on this journey. I am playing angel's advocate here and saying something extreme. That The IS US, the GOD you've known as allness, allthatisness, beingness, Everythingness is still not Absolute. Absolute is BEYOND That. The GOD beyond the God. The GOD which can never be KNOWN, even by the God of Awareness. By all means this journey is absolutely fantastic. But lets remove the arrogance from this. The God of unknowing will always remain hidden, even to itself. Absolute is more absolute than the absolute. I cannot know this, but I somehow know this. Might sound jibberish and coming from ignorance, but I have touched something, I have touched the Heart and it says : HUMBLE BOYYY HUMBLE! DONT SAY YOU KNOW. That's a great attitude to have. What if the GOD experienced is just as ignorant as the ignorant person, just on a whole nother level. We are talking locationless and timeless here. There is enough space in the Absolute for a deluded Everything, deluded GOD. No one knows what is meant when we point to this word. lets enjoy this, in both knowing and not knowing. Both duality and nonduality.
  10. Look bro, Member and Leo and Nahm and anyone. These things you're saying are true. It is amazing teaching, but it is poisoned, it is not complete until it is humble, and not fake humble. Not look humble. To actually know you can't know all, as actual Awareness, now, you realise you can as a fact not be aware of anything outside of awareness. Its the next step. I do not mean what you are saying is wrong,ik saying its incomplete. Even If there is nothing there or if there is something there - YOU will not know. And never will know. That's a profound seeing NOW. It's just as wrong to believe there is nothing there as it is to believe there is something there. Its unknowable. You do the same error the materialist does by being a consciousnessist. Its based on an assumption. Be honest. @Leo Gura I wonder what you will respond to this, maybe to take 5meo?. I am here to sincerely help, not to confirm. You have given me a lot and Im not going to fail you by telling you what you want to hear. You were closer to authenticity and your highest self in the past I have seen this. and your past self is the one who gave me the tools to do this. Don't kill the innocence and don't say to yourself that I am just blabbing. All this im doing out of love and not to be a parrot. I'm sure you know something is wrong here, radical honesty is required. I've been given a vision, I have seen who you are at the most true level.
  11. "The more things change, The more thet stay the same"
  12. Someone Here, I am with you all the way. I smell devilry from a mile away. It's all about confusion and absolute flashy statements that you would be a fool not to accept. Can take the milk from their responses and remove the poison they are trying, unconsciously, to administer. Its important to know they really believe they are correct. That's their identity now. You're woke.
  13. Logic has nothing to do with it. Your logic will never understand absolute infinity. You don't see how you are limiting the absolute to fit your logical paradigm. Keep weaving stories. Thats not truth, thats arrogance and clinging. Accept you do not know and will never know. That's true knowledge. It doesn't mean you can't know. It means you will never know all. It means to be humble and to be able to surrender to God. God will separate the poison from the milk. I do not pretend to know and I am not claiming godhood. Let he who claims godhood explain why I am saying what im saying and not what they want.
  14. @Leo Gura "can I suggest that there is an Absolute Truth which you can never know by the mind and that if you're not open to this, you are being dogmatic and clinging" Leo's mind: "There is nothing outside of consciousness " That's true, for us, in direct experience ! Not the Absolute truth yet. You can never know, by definition if there is anything outside of consciousness. Not knowing does not mean knowing there is nothing!! That's the same delusion as the atheist who says "There is no god" vs the atheist who is correct in saying "I don't believe there is god". One is a statement of certainty coming from the false assumption of knowing, the other is correct knowing that he doesn't know. Same here on a more advanced level @Leo Gura
  15. Yes. There are many who claim there is nothing outside consciousness (perhaps this is only the practice, but its not specified and presented as absolute). The mind cannot accept not knowing. Since I cant know it, then it doesn't exist?BRUH Leo, not But Leo. Not knowing is a higher level of knowing. There is no proof of outside of consciousness, thats no proof. Thats just a statement: you wilk never know. Can one accept and surrender? ❤ Leo, God is bigger than you, I know you know that. It's arrogance and it came off as arrogant in the video. I cant share the vid with anyone, it will not convince anyone of truth other than those who already have the same view. And if its an exercise to find the Self, it is presented in a way too egoic way to work.
  16. There are a lot of poignant pointers in Christianity. Dont throw it out as useless because of the Dogma. It is filled with Truth and the sincere scholar will be able to unravel the mystery. Perhaps. I am not all knowing, just my feeling. I was not trying to convince him, and it was part of a deeper discussion. So it was just the natural flow to show him what my standard for Truth is and I did it in the most clear and anti-dogmatic way possible. My point was not to confuse, but to see if he is able to accept the truth of something obvious if shown. He had refused the present moment as he said that its just a moment in time and goes away and its not important, even though i told him he is there when he prays. We were talking about the timeless place etc... Its a long story. But many of the things he was saying were completely inline with Truth, just from different perspective. So I wanted to guide him to see the page, rather than the letters and to not pledge allegiance to the symbols, but to what the symbols point to. And not to think because he read about trees that he can know trees, its different in direct experience. Like a tree points to a ?, the tree doesn't care how you call it. In the same way i tried to explain that God /consciousness does not care what label you put on it as long as you put your allegiance in it and be absorbed in It. I was trying to unite him with God/what is, to introduce him to mysticism. Failed. But perhaps the seeds are sawn.
  17. @Adamq8 You just need to have a good map guys from a sincere source, you might like Bentinho Massaro's crystal clear map. I don't know where you are, again, I just find this resource invaluable! Very needed, for me! I'm so glad I found it. It's so worth all these hours, it's perfect for meditation. No drugs needed! I know this is huge in hours, but it's so useful that I don't think it can be afforded to be missed. All these videos are pure gold and this is absolutely profound. Everyone needs a map so we know where we are and where we can go from there. I feel deep love for this guy for this clarity and guidance and he does it for free!
  18. The higher power literally has your back, its what knows your back and knew your back 10 years ago. It is so freaking mysterious and so freaking you that it definitely has your back. But you are not it, even though it is so freaking you! Its a mindfuck but a beautiful one. Give the doubts too, to That one who knows right now. give everything to where it came from. Disown it, it does not belong to you, it belongs to life. Do not cling to doubts, do not cling to anything, not any idea. If something "bad" happens disown it, if something "good" happens disown it. That doesnt mean not experience it - experience it fully, but don't cling to it! Give it to the Self beyond self. Then the self grows out of that continuous link with the "higher" - out of time and space- you. Lets go "basic" , in the "basic" practice is the most juice : Close your eyes: notice the I am. Notice you immediately give the I am location and some form, even subtly. Even in your mind somewhere or some "black" visual image or something like that. Perhaps a bit in your head or in your heart or anywhere else in the body, or the whole body or above your body. Doesnt matter where, you always localize it and have some subtle form to it. Try to notice the place from which that seeing is known and keep conscious traction there, but notice that while keeping conscious traction you have localized it again, keep looking for something which you havent seen yet (which you are looking from), go even deeper and keep going doing that process. Since we always do, that shouldnt be a problem!
  19. Sorry for writing Bulgarian, its just heart talk that is better in home language. If you want to improve your life, now, follow this. I don't know how deep you are, and whether you're deeper than me, but I'm trying to help. If you really feel like you don't know why you're in a shit situation, try doing this practice I suggested and trust a higher power which you have not yet touched. You can say you are nothing and everything and be correct, but thats still a story and not helping your situation, right? So do this: Every time you have egoic needs, cravings ( every time you do do do, you cant stop doing ofcourse!_) even while you are reading this, and while you are responding, notice the deeper knower which you have never noticed before. Not even once before have you noticed this knower. Its always fresh. You cant know this knower in time. Give up everything to it. Give up meanings too, but meanings will remain, when they get back to you everything will be fresher and purified a little bit - and with more little more wisdom, little more authenticity, little more love, light, spontaneity and trust in what is. With practice, more and more, all you give to That will be purified by its innocence. I am in the practice of following this and I resonate so much. I just wish to share my experience and help a fellow out, we are in this together. I am not "There" I will never be "There" .
  20. its funny, in my dream with Leo's higher self he never once claimed to be god nor wanted to look like he was god. He was so genuine and he was literally the most ordinary guy, with extraordinary presence. And guided me to notice I am the Absolute (within the dream)
  21. I think it means to surrender to this moment and to the power that Is , instead of clinging.
  22. Wow that kid has had a vision with Leo /5meo toad cyborg !!! I owe Leo an apology after all
  23. Don't call yourself God. Don't let this thought or word penetrate out of your mouth as an actual meant statement. Don't say "I am God" and mean it as if you know what that entails. Stay humble and look. Don't play devil with me sir! I am not having it! I am immune to devilry.