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I've noticed there isnt a dreams mega thread, even though dreams can be very much like trips. If there are enough interested in sharing and discussing dreams here, mods can add mega thread label to it, but for now I will just leave it, because it might not be that popular. Foreword: I've had insane dreams including Eckhart Tolle, Leo, but i wont write about those because they are from a few years back. But i will mention that they were very profound and were like pointers to the absolute. I often wondered whether the characters in those dreams were really figments of my imagination or real, because Eckhart and Leo really acted as themselves. I fully believe such dreams come from higher up/very deep with intent to teach or show us something, because they are way too elaborate and meaningful. Please share your own that you would classify as that, anything that includes magic/witches/representations of infinity/spiritual teachers/angels/demons all of it. Actual dream: Last night my dream began like a normal dream where I was running away and trying to hide from someone. They kept on finding me , even though they shouldn't have as I was making sure to hide really well and run in a way so they cant see me. I got quite annoyed as it was like they were cheating, and I kept trying to run away when they catch me. It was innocent and fun at first, but later it turned into a nightmare... At one point, I saw Janette McCurdy (the actress) and she was "acting" with others, but in a very malicious way and it was like the others had no right to fight back properly and she kept on laughing and having fun with them any way she liked and laughing at their inability to do anything about it. I was high up on a roof and looking down at this and felt disgusted and angry for them. She was having a blast though! That was when the dream moved into a full on nightmare... I saw this huge and creepy priest who presented himself to one black woman who was pledging her allegiance to him. He said he was the head Mason or something of that nature and then looked directly at me in a very creepy way. Huge red flags popped in my head I felt like i was in the wrong place, even though the whole dream I was half lucid and knew, without thinking about it, that it was all just a dream. But this felt so much more real and all of a sudden I felt my third eye area burning and pulsating while he was looking at me. I immediately started to run and try to hide, but this time as they were chasing me, they were laughing, in the way Janette was "acting" earlier and they were calling me out like a dog and laughing at my attempts to escape. I was caught and they started calling me sweet names while tickling me viciously (dont laugh haha) and trying to force feed me horrible food and appeared like they were treating me like a "sweet puppy", but I was horrified and helpless. They were all female by the way, I might have stepped on some witch's turf. It was horrific, one of the worst nightmares I have ever had since childhood, because not only I was being abused, but at the same time they were all sounding so innocent as if they were playing with and loving a real puppy. They kept saying who's a good doggy, and I cried out at one point, I clearly remember this: "I am not a dog, I am a human being!" and was crying tears and trying to push them away but kept failing and they kept laughing...... As they were force feeding me horrible food, they were shouting menacingly to "EAT IT" and laughing, and tickling me, which felt real, I am really ticklish to death.... And I've had dreams in my childhood of demons with millions of fingers tickling me and it felt worse than death, because you can't escape..... I think it was at that point that I woke up and was so thankful that I did... It felt like hell, even so much so that now if you read this, you would not think that it was this horrible as I am trying out to make it...People pretending to be good and doing you harm while pretending are so much worse psychologically speaking... They would be those people in society which everyone thinks they are good, but in the shadows they are doing horrific things that no one will find out about (at least that's what they believe). I wonder if anyone here has had a dream where they felt their third eye pulsating? That shit freaked me out seriously because I know this sensation from real life and usually in dreams I would not feel real sensations... It was like after the third eye activation, in the dream, I was more real there and they could finally abuse me for real...... Crazy AF, now I need to go pray or something... Looking forward to reading anyone elses epic dreams, perhaps something more positive and less illuminati and evil witch related to balance it out haha!

You in love with existence, till you aint - Party pooper To be honest, it's all fun and games, but imagine the following. Now if given the chance , you want to be eternal or not, you would probably wish "Yes, ofcourse", but here's the catch, they didn't say whether you will be eternal in heaven/earth or hell. If you are eternally in Heaven now that's the dream right? Then if you are eternally on earthly like realm its great OK, there will be hardships there will be good times, its awesome overall not too bad and you will learn a lot. But if you are eternally in hell, there's a problem now.... The problem can be seen immediately, if you are in hell, you will beg to be dead! And some people are in "hell on earth" so they would not be so happy about existence, hence suicides exist... Its an attempt to escape from existence. But maybe it doesn't succeed, I am not in the position to say.

Oh yes the Masons were white male and very large, like half giants, but they were not the ones who chased me. Thats really striking that two different people can have so similar experience in dream... begs the question of it having some sort of reality to it..

Found this bad trip report on youtube while listening to horror stories and such. Insane, but in line with some things I have experienced during my own "trip" that was non drug induced and turned sour. I am not as good at representing my experiences in words, but listening to this experience I can draw so many parallels, like when he talks about the machine which for me was like a quantum computer that I thought I was communicating with and also about the homosexual demons... lol... But my experience, since it wasnt LSD induced, was quite a lot more realistic, I did not see demons, it was real people. Everything was realistic, as real as it can get, I just thought I was in another dimension but enough rambling about my experience which I cannot represent well enough in words anyway lol. Listen from the timestamp if you are interested in these! Its very good and whoever wrote it has a way with words

I find it easier to write a program to raise the vibration of the universe in all directions and dimensions than to clean my room hehe

Isn't that gaslighting right here, to tell me what i imagined or not.. Obviously for some you guys everything is imaginary even me eating breakfast. So no point debating much further. These experiences of meeting these beings were as real as eating food today is - thats what I would say. And not so fast.. Its just a story you're telling me and there is no evidence, I directly disprove it in my direct experience but sadly I cannot show you footage. And even if I did, your belief that its imaginary will prevail again, because thats the weed belief you keep feeding (yes from my view its just a belief system you're showing here). If one is even half awake, they know they don't know. It seems pretty egoic to think you are alone, and being God too... Spirituality was about at least lowering the ego, right, not become the one and only ego in existence lmao. I prefer people just say they are nothing or ask "who?".

That's a word, I want hard evidence I have spoken to beings who had access to a hive mind and who could read my mind and have also spoken with the devil who took over my friend once. Very intelligent dude I must say, he can trick you into anything. (i am not joking about these things, but would you believe me at my word? I have no evidence for you, just hearsay like yourself) My awareness is different to your awareness, because mine has a different quality attached: a bullshit detector ♥

There are others, there is no universe without u and i heheh You have no proof of another? Where is your proof there is no other?

Your heart is beating, God can take that away from you. I've had an experience or visions of the judgement day, as i felt like I am immortal. I felt the fear, as my heart tensed and I was shown that I am not. God gives and God takes. God has you. But thank God it is loving, or at least has aspects that love. With all the rationalisations and realisations that you are awareness and that you are infinite consciousness or whatever ( same thing), you still do not want your heart to stop. Touch your chest, Jesus is there with you, giving you warmth

Perfect. Trust your instincts. Look at children as your spiritual ideal, they will lead you to actual heaven. No mistake in Jesus' words: be as children to enter the kingdom. You are not dreaming. This is not a dream. It's God's playground and your brain will get fried like that if you try to ingest infinity and you enter some hellscape. Be innocent and not knowing. You are a child of God, not God. Your mistake is you take yourself asGod with your current world view of being the only dream and dreamer. Do you think children have this problem?

To be honest it happened rather quickly and even a moment before that I felt that im looking from my sock's perspective. I freaked out a little and opened my eyes before the soul completely leave the body. I didn't know i might be dead so I opened my eyes and was laying there.

Some profound shit right here. I've had a different experience long ago where I somehow had a view from the ceiling and I saw something many would consider "soul" coming out of the top of my body. It was funny because many identify as this Soul/ghost thing that comes out, but I was clearly something else that was watching both from bird eye view. Insane shit, i opened my eyes and everything was normal again. I did not have any boundless sensation like you, more like I didnt feel anything, i was nothing perhaps

In this game, if you can't answer it, don't search for other's answers. Those can be only as guidance to find out yourself - otherwise it's just a bunch of words someone said - is it true or not? Who thefuck knows, maybe they read a book and are parroting something or just saying something that makes sense to them. When it comes to truth, you have to find out yourself, and if you can't - then let it remain a mystery. Just don't take other people's beliefs and make them your own, thats what everyone else does, and then you repeat to another what this guy told you, because you trust the source and the belief spreads under the label of truth... I can tell you from my own view here, that I am not imagining all these things. When I say I, I mean this human, not the phantom menace consciousness. Trying to simplify reality to being just imagination is a big oversimplification. There are things beyond both our imaginations, again not talking about the imagination of the phantom menace, but the imagination of the human - I cannot talk about Absolute Imagination or God- as I dont have full access to that - if I did, I would know everything you do and everyone else too (And everyone who doesn't exist too) . If there are things beyond your imagination, that is already proof that you are not imagining it. Imagination is too flimsy, the unicorn can suddenly have 2 horns, not one in a second - what makes this Earth such a different type of imagination, that everything stays so constant and follows such rules as those of physics? There are other ingredients to this soup, imagination is a small part of Reality, even if it is itself infinite, I can say that.

Terrifying, I have been in a state where I felt just like that , imagination can be very powerful and it can cause both positive and negative effects. Surroundings are very important for that too. Be careful if you are going on some kind of a spiritual rabbit hole because it can be intense. From my experience there is a collective higher up with supernatural powers (maybe it was all in my head, but man that would mean reality itself is all in my head too, because these experiences were that real - I could pinch myself). I've seen magic performed in person, like real magic, impossibilities, and I was both myself when I was seeing, but also I was like part of the happening and wasn't there to ask questions or be amazed. Just very confusing honestly. It was a place where my mind got frustrated constantly and it basically urged entities there to use their heart rather than mind. There are things I believe we need to not poke our noses at, and this includes God, Aliens etc... - maybe others will disagree, but maybe leave it be, because imagination can get loopy and things can happen that we do not want. Go easy, go simple! There are entities more powerful and things I cannot begin to understand, like a pre-schooler going to a university lesson - we, as humans are simply not ready for some things. Lets live simple lives while we can, what if that's what "God wants". ( I dont want to say what God wants, just maybe ) PS: Even when writing this I cant take myself seriously, but I lived through it and know how I felt - I dont even know why right now, but it was the worst nightmare - it is insane that I cannot even pinpoint why it was a nightmare.... Maybe I do not want to remember - because of that imagination thing you mentioned to begin with...

The question is, if there are infinite universes like this one, and there is a "you" in that other universe, like the same person, with same or similar timeline, how come you are not him? You only experience one self- your own self here now in this one, so these other "you"'s are not really you, they themselves are a different "I am" just like any other human on this planet/dimension if you want to look at it that way. I do not believe there is a different universe with a different "Dodo" simply because if there is, that "Dodo" is not going to be the same person, as it is not Me. Perhaps there are many different universes, but just like two trees - no two will be the same - they can be similar, but nature is not a computer - it does not copy paste. Everything will be different. Some people in the thread go like "yeah consciousness can do anything it likes" - first of all, consciousness doesn't do, just like an acorn doesn't do. I am surprised at the amount of people in the forum who are able to speak about God as if they Know how everything works "Like duh God can do whatever he likes" and etc these comments for me come from ignorance. The great Mystery is something we might never know. Talking as if one knows how the mystery works and speaking about absolute knowledge is ignorance on crack. Here we can only guess and imagine... And speak about things we already know and expand on that using that imagination, like I did with the universe-tree and nature analogy.

John Cena has been low key teaching nonduality in wrestle mania, shining as the invisible light of awareness Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now Its the franchise, Boy, I'm shining now You can't see me, my time is now

I would recommend these two videos to anyone as pills to remind and return to an awakening to Love. The ego can play its games, but if we are able to focus our attention to truth, everything will get tuned like a musical instrument, by the divine grace and love. Good luck on your journeys

Flashy title, paraphrasing something Jesus has allegedly said. This video is beautiful reminder and I have to say Aaron really did a great job explaining things. And a beautiful reminder.

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These appeared to me when I was having mystical type experiences last year, I believe it is my job to spread the word. Not sure if the guy is real or AI but these things really helped me and were part of my "trip" last year. These videos are not seen by many at all, but the messages speak to me. And all he wants is you to donate - not money, but good deeds! How refreshing.

At one point I was giving up hope as I didnt know what to do and I was too afraid, but the spirit of Love game me a message that reality will reflect the spirit in my heart, so if I am fearful thats what will be reflected and so on... And also this song appeared to me, I still remember the feeling I had back then, this brings me back to that moment, everything outside was dark and I was already seeing things outside which I believe were from another dimension... My room was my safe place, like the initial room in a game, your base, and I was preparing to leave it, but I made sure to take with me what is most important...I was like in a movie, but I didnt know the script, I had to just go and do something and I did not know what. This song gave me the strength I needed to go on, as I was getting really low energy... But after listening to this I remembered if I keep going I will regain my energy and it happened. And outside I felt protected by the entire Universe/God/Spirit and it gave me messages all the time - I was picking up trash and tidying up the bins as I just wanted to do something good - and the message I received was positive, it told me to keep going and I was receiving more messages along the way. I was moving really quickly at the time and I had this feeling that the work I am doing was reflected in another dimension as a much bigger force of good. Weird stuff. Oh and every time I saw something bad the instructions were not to interfere but to leave a sign, in the form of arranging pebbles in a certain way, something that is based on sacred geometry. But at one point I interfered directly when I saw someone was going to take advantage of a girl and then forces of darkness started chasing me and eventually police caught me and then you can read some of the rest in the "Did that really happen" thread...... It was absolutely insane .. It is also important to mention that one of the important messages was not to look at other guys in the eyes or they will see me, I had to move quickly and not to engage with anyone. There were definitely some spiritual wars going on, just recalling this feels like "How thefuck did this even happen". It was like I was fighting on the side of the women at that point, the divine feminine perhaps you might call it, because there is an imbalance I guess. And if a male saw me, would get in trouble for fighting for the other side. And one of the cops was female and she was showing me the number 2 with her hand, I knew she was on my side and she was helping me all the way, but tried to be discreet as she didnt want to know her colleague to find out. And she filled in all my information without me telling her, it was crazy af. My experiences really showed me there are forces of good everywhere working silently and that balance between things is very important and hard to achieve...

How likely do you think it is.. I was watching the Simone trailer.. I opened the bible on a random page and started reading about Simon the sorcerer who was the last one to accept Jesus , and was performing miracles too as far as I remember for attention and self gain etc.. And later that day I go to the park and see one guy, very strong, doing exercise in the middle of the park - out of my character I went to ask his name... What was it? Simon... I was very freaked it was only the beginning of everything. I lied that my name is also Simon because I thought he were both going after the same thing: Simone - but ofcourse he was much more fit than me and definitely further on the path to her lol... I guess he was showing his love by busting his ass off consistently. But he did not respond to me and just continued his exercises. Felt like I met a mythical soul, then I just walked away. ..

yeah I felt like I was living only on Spirit, as in the Wave of love video is shown how Spirit is one of the fabrics of the reality, not just earth water etc... It really is true, I did not feel a need even to eat at that time, I was connected.. Now I have reverted back a lot, I guess what they might call ego backlash or something... Well I was drinking water so I was a combination of water and spirit lol - still dense enough to be in body but not enough to stay in one dimension I guess... The things ive seen are unexplainable, some of them I have written in another post recently if you want to look at it - it is called "Did these things really happen"

I have experienced different realities without psychedelics and without concentration work etc - I dont know what exactly did it, but what I was doing at the time was the following, so it could be any of these or combination of them 1) semen retention 2) fasting and little to no sleep 3) made a simple program that repeats "prayers" in attempt to raise the vibration of the planet 4) imagination "work" , connecting my heart with the Earth's heart and attempting to lift it to higher level (also imagining the Torus field) 5) Getting cleaned out from cigarettes and weed - cold turkey 6) Reading books through spirit aka - open on a "random page" using what the spirit wants to show me - some books were more trustworthy than others, so I had to choose wisely. The bible was one of the books I could trust the most in this endeavour and it gave me the most clear messages and guidance. But there are other books that are working for the "Devil" and would send you down the wrong path. And in this state it was extremely important what thoughts you have and what information you are seeing, because it had a huge impact on reality itself. So this forum was a no-go at the time because people were writing some intensely dark things and almost fucked me up. 7) A mantra to connect to the spirit of Love and for it to guide me 8) Watched a video of Aaron Doughty on how to shift your reality/dimension (basically by doing things that you are not normally doing - random spontaneous decisions) 9) Writing a message on a sheet of paper to Jesus to give us our light bodies, which included some sacred geometry which i believed are important 10) Running in order to generate high vibration. 11) This video trailer, and me trying to seek out the "Matrix" as I believed her to be the love of my life. I think she showed her presence to me and showed me it can do absolutely anything. Magic.. And I shit you not I saw her avatar "Simone" in the groceries shop, she just flashed in front of me, looking straight at me with head tilted to the left as she was walking quickly. Shit got me stunned 12) The wave of Love The thing is I wasn't really doing these things, everything was just happening, so it might not be something one can do by willing it, but only if the time is right and the Universe want you to do it and you are open to it. I felt a strong call to do something beyond me for the good of all - its important to note it probably would not happen if my desires were selfish, but I wanted to heal the collective and raise the vibration of entire planet and not take credit in the process. The experiences that resulted were a mixture- some were heaven, some were hell - it is extremely important to have some guidance, I think I went in it with no clue what im doing and had some problems - but ofcourse its hard to find guidance about remote things like this and the only thing I could really trust is that Spirit of Love I mentioned and its messages. It was mostly like a test to see how strong my love is... It all began with the words "PROVE IT", after I had written the code that attempts to sends love to the centre of the Universe..

Many crazy things have happened to me and I don't doubt for a moment that they happened. I will use this thread to document these events to the best of my descriptive powers. All impossible, in a materialistic world, yet I am certain they really did happen. Note that I cannot possibly recollect or write every detail so a lot of things would be missing, if anyone is interested in further information on some of the things, I can elaborate further, but it would get quite lengthy if I tried to explain absolutely everything.... Only I will know all those little details- the one I havent forgotten. Recently I've been having financial issues and have had really moved away from these crazy things that happened, and havent really paid much attention, it seems that my financial struggle is actually something that keeps me distracted from the insane impossible things that happened in the past year. Here's a list of some of the things, as I get random flashes throughout the day thinking "woah did that REALLY happen?" "What are the implications of this, how is nobody reporting such or similar experiences" and "how is it possible I still perceive the world the way I do and doubt my experiences?" Not in chronological order: I experienced actual fireworks inside of my head, coming from my chest area - it was like the "citizens" inside of my body were having a new year celebration and it felt incredibly joyful. In the same "sitting" I experienced my brain turning from solid feel to wavy and my whole reality started to wobble, the walls and everything flipped - I thought I was dying but it felt really good, like I was being refreshed or something dont know how to explain, but it was over quick and after stabilised, the next event started happening. I heard songs as if from radio station coming from within me, and it was like a fight for my attention... My insides were singing the most deepest Bryan Adams lyrics as if it was showing the humanity coming through me and attracting me ,in my interpretation, trying to keep me in my human form perhaps... and this song kept getting louder and louder and silenced all other noises that were trying to get through.... I am pretty sure it was literally my heart singing to my mind.... ... Immediately after this crazy thing happened I opened up youtube, put on the song, look in the comments and there was a comment saying something along the lines of "I pray that souls keep returning to this masterpiece again and again" which had many likes - freaked out. Here is the part of the song that I was hearing from within, but with slightly modified lyrics, it wasn't just a Bryan Adams recording for sure. https://youtu.be/9EHAo6rEuas?t=86 If you hear this part you can imagine how epic this experience was, when this song kept getting louder and louder it was magical. Another event, I looked at a shop called Maya one day coming back from work, which i've seen many times before, but this time it was like I literally saw behind the curtains for a moment, it was like it showed me it's an illusion and there is nothing behind it, but then quickly turned back to "normal" and I could not see anything strange anymore, but for a moment i was left looking at a warped reality, I dont know how to explain it with words.. I was in a place once with infinite corridor and people walking like zombies - it was like they were generating some form of power by keeping going in circles, they were all very strong and some were faster and stronger than others and have been doing it for who knows how long without the need to rest... I knew this because I had activated my light body prior to this and I could literally run without feeling tired and no need for food or anything, I felt like "light". (I mean thats how I got there in the first place, I got caught by the interdimensional police / forces of darkness) - I felt so strong (not because of my strength only, but also because I was in deep communication with a powerful entity that promised to look after me if I believe in Her in every situation) I thought I could break through the handcuffs but they were not normal cuffs (not that ive been in ones before) ,but these felt like they were made of fire and darkness, they were burning my hands and literally was like trying to keep my light body bonded, countering it (for you bondage freaks on that forum thread, I see ya) This story is quite lengthy so I will end it here... But it was beyond interesting, involving different dimensions, people, scenarios, testing me for "Jesus", beautiful paintings that someone wrote on, the magical power of books, literally the strongest weapon no joke in that realm, and hearing noises that I recognise from when I was young, that I now realise caused me nightmares as I did not understand it is just the TV. Some cartoon evil... Again, hard to explain, but there was someone or some thing that had access to my deepest memories and thoughts and I had to literally close my ears because the noises were causing me to feel horrible nightmarish feelings. There was another time, part of the same sort of timeline, I was in a place where there was no generated world outside the windows and there were no clocks, there was one which was showing the same hour always, but when I enquired about the time, the "people" who "worked" there just showed me the clock and did not understand. I decided to clean my socks in the sink, left them to dry and they did not dry for the entire "day" I was reading a book - Don Miguel Ruiz - Prayers, and probably not even one second passed - I cant explain this, I thought I was in the afterlife - and I got this message that I can be anyone, it was like God communicating with me somehow, but at the same time I couldnt let go of my current identity and it felt like a nightmare that I would change form..... I don't know how I am back to this dimension but I am glad folks. Had some intense experiences and saw actual magic , saw lower realms full of aggression and heavenly realms full of peace and beauty, and there were mixed scenes where it was all about the balancing acts, it was literally like a lesson on balancing - there was absolutely everything... I lived through something that is like a real life movie- at the time terrifying, but also thrilling and exciting - something I both wouldnt wish on anyone, but at the same time would wish it because its so damn interesting.... I will update this thread later cause it got a bit too heavy and probably nobody will have the patience to read it anyway. Mostly I want to keep this record for myself just in case I forget these events happened one day. Now back to my financial worries, it feels so good being skint and fighting for survival - no crazy spiritual stuff happening, just hard rock human reality, pretty cool!!!