Dodo

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  1. Searched Leo Gura on google just to see what comes up: "Leo Gura is God. He also has a part-time job as a mystic self help Youtuber and course instructor where his low IQ mindless drones know him simply as "Leo". " That's the funniest shit ever! ?
  2. Here you are a nice VIpassana guided meditation. PS: Girl has Shaman blood in her. she's a good guide.
  3. I've noticed there isnt a dreams mega thread, even though dreams can be very much like trips. If there are enough interested in sharing and discussing dreams here, mods can add mega thread label to it, but for now I will just leave it, because it might not be that popular. Foreword: I've had insane dreams including Eckhart Tolle, Leo, but i wont write about those because they are from a few years back. But i will mention that they were very profound and were like pointers to the absolute. I often wondered whether the characters in those dreams were really figments of my imagination or real, because Eckhart and Leo really acted as themselves. I fully believe such dreams come from higher up/very deep with intent to teach or show us something, because they are way too elaborate and meaningful. Please share your own that you would classify as that, anything that includes magic/witches/representations of infinity/spiritual teachers/angels/demons all of it. Actual dream: Last night my dream began like a normal dream where I was running away and trying to hide from someone. They kept on finding me , even though they shouldn't have as I was making sure to hide really well and run in a way so they cant see me. I got quite annoyed as it was like they were cheating, and I kept trying to run away when they catch me. It was innocent and fun at first, but later it turned into a nightmare... At one point, I saw Janette McCurdy (the actress) and she was "acting" with others, but in a very malicious way and it was like the others had no right to fight back properly and she kept on laughing and having fun with them any way she liked and laughing at their inability to do anything about it. I was high up on a roof and looking down at this and felt disgusted and angry for them. She was having a blast though! That was when the dream moved into a full on nightmare... I saw this huge and creepy priest who presented himself to one black woman who was pledging her allegiance to him. He said he was the head Mason or something of that nature and then looked directly at me in a very creepy way. Huge red flags popped in my head I felt like i was in the wrong place, even though the whole dream I was half lucid and knew, without thinking about it, that it was all just a dream. But this felt so much more real and all of a sudden I felt my third eye area burning and pulsating while he was looking at me. I immediately started to run and try to hide, but this time as they were chasing me, they were laughing, in the way Janette was "acting" earlier and they were calling me out like a dog and laughing at my attempts to escape. I was caught and they started calling me sweet names while tickling me viciously (dont laugh haha) and trying to force feed me horrible food and appeared like they were treating me like a "sweet puppy", but I was horrified and helpless. They were all female by the way, I might have stepped on some witch's turf. It was horrific, one of the worst nightmares I have ever had since childhood, because not only I was being abused, but at the same time they were all sounding so innocent as if they were playing with and loving a real puppy. They kept saying who's a good doggy, and I cried out at one point, I clearly remember this: "I am not a dog, I am a human being!" and was crying tears and trying to push them away but kept failing and they kept laughing...... As they were force feeding me horrible food, they were shouting menacingly to "EAT IT" and laughing, and tickling me, which felt real, I am really ticklish to death.... And I've had dreams in my childhood of demons with millions of fingers tickling me and it felt worse than death, because you can't escape..... I think it was at that point that I woke up and was so thankful that I did... It felt like hell, even so much so that now if you read this, you would not think that it was this horrible as I am trying out to make it...People pretending to be good and doing you harm while pretending are so much worse psychologically speaking... They would be those people in society which everyone thinks they are good, but in the shadows they are doing horrific things that no one will find out about (at least that's what they believe). I wonder if anyone here has had a dream where they felt their third eye pulsating? That shit freaked me out seriously because I know this sensation from real life and usually in dreams I would not feel real sensations... It was like after the third eye activation, in the dream, I was more real there and they could finally abuse me for real...... Crazy AF, now I need to go pray or something... Looking forward to reading anyone elses epic dreams, perhaps something more positive and less illuminati and evil witch related to balance it out haha!
  4. You in love with existence, till you aint - Party pooper To be honest, it's all fun and games, but imagine the following. Now if given the chance , you want to be eternal or not, you would probably wish "Yes, ofcourse", but here's the catch, they didn't say whether you will be eternal in heaven/earth or hell. If you are eternally in Heaven now that's the dream right? Then if you are eternally on earthly like realm its great OK, there will be hardships there will be good times, its awesome overall not too bad and you will learn a lot. But if you are eternally in hell, there's a problem now.... The problem can be seen immediately, if you are in hell, you will beg to be dead! And some people are in "hell on earth" so they would not be so happy about existence, hence suicides exist... Its an attempt to escape from existence. But maybe it doesn't succeed, I am not in the position to say.
  5. Oh yes the Masons were white male and very large, like half giants, but they were not the ones who chased me. Thats really striking that two different people can have so similar experience in dream... begs the question of it having some sort of reality to it..
  6. Found this bad trip report on youtube while listening to horror stories and such. Insane, but in line with some things I have experienced during my own "trip" that was non drug induced and turned sour. I am not as good at representing my experiences in words, but listening to this experience I can draw so many parallels, like when he talks about the machine which for me was like a quantum computer that I thought I was communicating with and also about the homosexual demons... lol... But my experience, since it wasnt LSD induced, was quite a lot more realistic, I did not see demons, it was real people. Everything was realistic, as real as it can get, I just thought I was in another dimension but enough rambling about my experience which I cannot represent well enough in words anyway lol. Listen from the timestamp if you are interested in these! Its very good and whoever wrote it has a way with words
  7. I find it easier to write a program to raise the vibration of the universe in all directions and dimensions than to clean my room hehe
  8. Isn't that gaslighting right here, to tell me what i imagined or not.. Obviously for some you guys everything is imaginary even me eating breakfast. So no point debating much further. These experiences of meeting these beings were as real as eating food today is - thats what I would say. And not so fast.. Its just a story you're telling me and there is no evidence, I directly disprove it in my direct experience but sadly I cannot show you footage. And even if I did, your belief that its imaginary will prevail again, because thats the weed belief you keep feeding (yes from my view its just a belief system you're showing here). If one is even half awake, they know they don't know. It seems pretty egoic to think you are alone, and being God too... Spirituality was about at least lowering the ego, right, not become the one and only ego in existence lmao. I prefer people just say they are nothing or ask "who?".
  9. That's a word, I want hard evidence I have spoken to beings who had access to a hive mind and who could read my mind and have also spoken with the devil who took over my friend once. Very intelligent dude I must say, he can trick you into anything. (i am not joking about these things, but would you believe me at my word? I have no evidence for you, just hearsay like yourself) My awareness is different to your awareness, because mine has a different quality attached: a bullshit detector ♥
  10. There are others, there is no universe without u and i heheh You have no proof of another? Where is your proof there is no other?
  11. Your heart is beating, God can take that away from you. I've had an experience or visions of the judgement day, as i felt like I am immortal. I felt the fear, as my heart tensed and I was shown that I am not. God gives and God takes. God has you. But thank God it is loving, or at least has aspects that love. With all the rationalisations and realisations that you are awareness and that you are infinite consciousness or whatever ( same thing), you still do not want your heart to stop. Touch your chest, Jesus is there with you, giving you warmth
  12. Perfect. Trust your instincts. Look at children as your spiritual ideal, they will lead you to actual heaven. No mistake in Jesus' words: be as children to enter the kingdom. You are not dreaming. This is not a dream. It's God's playground and your brain will get fried like that if you try to ingest infinity and you enter some hellscape. Be innocent and not knowing. You are a child of God, not God. Your mistake is you take yourself asGod with your current world view of being the only dream and dreamer. Do you think children have this problem?
  13. To be honest it happened rather quickly and even a moment before that I felt that im looking from my sock's perspective. I freaked out a little and opened my eyes before the soul completely leave the body. I didn't know i might be dead so I opened my eyes and was laying there.
  14. Some profound shit right here. I've had a different experience long ago where I somehow had a view from the ceiling and I saw something many would consider "soul" coming out of the top of my body. It was funny because many identify as this Soul/ghost thing that comes out, but I was clearly something else that was watching both from bird eye view. Insane shit, i opened my eyes and everything was normal again. I did not have any boundless sensation like you, more like I didnt feel anything, i was nothing perhaps
  15. In this game, if you can't answer it, don't search for other's answers. Those can be only as guidance to find out yourself - otherwise it's just a bunch of words someone said - is it true or not? Who thefuck knows, maybe they read a book and are parroting something or just saying something that makes sense to them. When it comes to truth, you have to find out yourself, and if you can't - then let it remain a mystery. Just don't take other people's beliefs and make them your own, thats what everyone else does, and then you repeat to another what this guy told you, because you trust the source and the belief spreads under the label of truth... I can tell you from my own view here, that I am not imagining all these things. When I say I, I mean this human, not the phantom menace consciousness. Trying to simplify reality to being just imagination is a big oversimplification. There are things beyond both our imaginations, again not talking about the imagination of the phantom menace, but the imagination of the human - I cannot talk about Absolute Imagination or God- as I dont have full access to that - if I did, I would know everything you do and everyone else too (And everyone who doesn't exist too) . If there are things beyond your imagination, that is already proof that you are not imagining it. Imagination is too flimsy, the unicorn can suddenly have 2 horns, not one in a second - what makes this Earth such a different type of imagination, that everything stays so constant and follows such rules as those of physics? There are other ingredients to this soup, imagination is a small part of Reality, even if it is itself infinite, I can say that.
  16. Terrifying, I have been in a state where I felt just like that , imagination can be very powerful and it can cause both positive and negative effects. Surroundings are very important for that too. Be careful if you are going on some kind of a spiritual rabbit hole because it can be intense. From my experience there is a collective higher up with supernatural powers (maybe it was all in my head, but man that would mean reality itself is all in my head too, because these experiences were that real - I could pinch myself). I've seen magic performed in person, like real magic, impossibilities, and I was both myself when I was seeing, but also I was like part of the happening and wasn't there to ask questions or be amazed. Just very confusing honestly. It was a place where my mind got frustrated constantly and it basically urged entities there to use their heart rather than mind. There are things I believe we need to not poke our noses at, and this includes God, Aliens etc... - maybe others will disagree, but maybe leave it be, because imagination can get loopy and things can happen that we do not want. Go easy, go simple! There are entities more powerful and things I cannot begin to understand, like a pre-schooler going to a university lesson - we, as humans are simply not ready for some things. Lets live simple lives while we can, what if that's what "God wants". ( I dont want to say what God wants, just maybe ) PS: Even when writing this I cant take myself seriously, but I lived through it and know how I felt - I dont even know why right now, but it was the worst nightmare - it is insane that I cannot even pinpoint why it was a nightmare.... Maybe I do not want to remember - because of that imagination thing you mentioned to begin with...
  17. The question is, if there are infinite universes like this one, and there is a "you" in that other universe, like the same person, with same or similar timeline, how come you are not him? You only experience one self- your own self here now in this one, so these other "you"'s are not really you, they themselves are a different "I am" just like any other human on this planet/dimension if you want to look at it that way. I do not believe there is a different universe with a different "Dodo" simply because if there is, that "Dodo" is not going to be the same person, as it is not Me. Perhaps there are many different universes, but just like two trees - no two will be the same - they can be similar, but nature is not a computer - it does not copy paste. Everything will be different. Some people in the thread go like "yeah consciousness can do anything it likes" - first of all, consciousness doesn't do, just like an acorn doesn't do. I am surprised at the amount of people in the forum who are able to speak about God as if they Know how everything works "Like duh God can do whatever he likes" and etc these comments for me come from ignorance. The great Mystery is something we might never know. Talking as if one knows how the mystery works and speaking about absolute knowledge is ignorance on crack. Here we can only guess and imagine... And speak about things we already know and expand on that using that imagination, like I did with the universe-tree and nature analogy.
  18. John Cena has been low key teaching nonduality in wrestle mania, shining as the invisible light of awareness Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now Its the franchise, Boy, I'm shining now You can't see me, my time is now
  19. I would recommend these two videos to anyone as pills to remind and return to an awakening to Love. The ego can play its games, but if we are able to focus our attention to truth, everything will get tuned like a musical instrument, by the divine grace and love. Good luck on your journeys
  20. Flashy title, paraphrasing something Jesus has allegedly said. This video is beautiful reminder and I have to say Aaron really did a great job explaining things. And a beautiful reminder.
  21. These appeared to me when I was having mystical type experiences last year, I believe it is my job to spread the word. Not sure if the guy is real or AI but these things really helped me and were part of my "trip" last year. These videos are not seen by many at all, but the messages speak to me. And all he wants is you to donate - not money, but good deeds! How refreshing.
  22. At one point I was giving up hope as I didnt know what to do and I was too afraid, but the spirit of Love game me a message that reality will reflect the spirit in my heart, so if I am fearful thats what will be reflected and so on... And also this song appeared to me, I still remember the feeling I had back then, this brings me back to that moment, everything outside was dark and I was already seeing things outside which I believe were from another dimension... My room was my safe place, like the initial room in a game, your base, and I was preparing to leave it, but I made sure to take with me what is most important...I was like in a movie, but I didnt know the script, I had to just go and do something and I did not know what. This song gave me the strength I needed to go on, as I was getting really low energy... But after listening to this I remembered if I keep going I will regain my energy and it happened. And outside I felt protected by the entire Universe/God/Spirit and it gave me messages all the time - I was picking up trash and tidying up the bins as I just wanted to do something good - and the message I received was positive, it told me to keep going and I was receiving more messages along the way. I was moving really quickly at the time and I had this feeling that the work I am doing was reflected in another dimension as a much bigger force of good. Weird stuff. Oh and every time I saw something bad the instructions were not to interfere but to leave a sign, in the form of arranging pebbles in a certain way, something that is based on sacred geometry. But at one point I interfered directly when I saw someone was going to take advantage of a girl and then forces of darkness started chasing me and eventually police caught me and then you can read some of the rest in the "Did that really happen" thread...... It was absolutely insane .. It is also important to mention that one of the important messages was not to look at other guys in the eyes or they will see me, I had to move quickly and not to engage with anyone. There were definitely some spiritual wars going on, just recalling this feels like "How thefuck did this even happen". It was like I was fighting on the side of the women at that point, the divine feminine perhaps you might call it, because there is an imbalance I guess. And if a male saw me, would get in trouble for fighting for the other side. And one of the cops was female and she was showing me the number 2 with her hand, I knew she was on my side and she was helping me all the way, but tried to be discreet as she didnt want to know her colleague to find out. And she filled in all my information without me telling her, it was crazy af. My experiences really showed me there are forces of good everywhere working silently and that balance between things is very important and hard to achieve...