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I have that after drinking too much! meditation helps me to focus my attention and acts as a remedy. Dont go unconscious during your meditation. Try focusing on who is watching / hearing / seeing thoughts. That one is the smallest point, converging to 0 in my humble opinion. Make your mind one pointed also by doing mantras: Om ?

Ive heard upbeat Christmas songs, classical peaces and just noise. Its just what it is i think, you're becoming aware of some noise inside the mind that you've heard before and is coming out of your deep subconscious to say hi. Thats my theory at least

Going to wait on that video on infinity, cause i cant understand how one thing without an end ccan be smaller than another without an end. It goes on forever. Maybe if you take a snapshot at a given time one will be bigger, but ultimately they are all one infinity, never ending and ever expanding in all directions - and all infinities are that (maybe from a different angle?), just as the saying that all of us are god - maybe its the same thing. Like the turtle and the rabbit - in infinity, it doesn't matter what speed they go at, they're both going to be even, because there is always +1, unless the rabbit stops running, in which case he is no longer infinity, cause he stopped the plus one, in which case, our favourite turtle wins.

Quick post for clarification - have I got it right or am i talking shit? Duality is all about subject and object relationships, so when we do self inquiry, we are trying to find the true subject of experience. We quickly, or not so quickly find out that the bodymind is not the true subject to experience, because of the fact that it too is an object to the subject You. For now, its the unconscious God, the Ego, but once i dive deep enough into this rabbit hole, my ego will show itself as unreal and will deflate like a balloon, leaving only the true self in charge (i suppose)- when my self is selfless and no longer entangled with identification with the bodymind. My goal now is to do Karma yoga, selfless action, to align closer to that.

These spaces sound a lot like they are connected with the big bang theory

@Leo Gura Isnt the infinity of numbers between 0 and 1 the same as the ultimate infinity? i mean infinity is infinity, right, just something with no end that goes on forever, so you cant have one infinity being bigger than another, because you cannot measure them for one. Infinity times infinity to the power of infinity = 0.000000000000000000000000000001 times infinity

Lol, do i just need to let go of the attachment to the i, because its not there, but its the thought keeping all other thoughts together? Like cutting the rooot innit And what is true will remain, because i dont need to be attached to be myself

Non-existence doesn't exist by default

Is this true? The truth (or what you think is truth) is the hardest thought to let go.

And thats why you cannot talk about the truth. Because when you let go of all thought, and you are entirely now, you cannot have a thought to ruin the beauty. Unless it's a beautiful thought that would be Dont worry about what anybody around you thinks about you, because thoughts are not real :-* :-D You're the best Only you are real, not the thoughts about you! a present? to the present.

Yep, also laughing to lift weight! Laughing about nothing is the best laughing, because you can always do it! And of course, tears of joy!

I think i just found better labeling for enlightenment - to flow with life /whatever is/. Do you think this is better?

Holy cow, this is pathetic. I am pathetic. I've just had an insight that im completely and utterly pathetic. But im at peace with that!!! Peace out

^ Story. Let's forget the stories and be the present. Your body-mind should not be defensive, since it's not you, you can tell it not to be defensive. You can relax, you don't have to defend whether you are right or wrong, because you are defending something that is not you - defending Prabhaker is defending illusion. But it's fine to defend illusion, just I think we should focus on truth only, because that is what the forum is about.

What's the problem with using regular ol dreams? Idk why nobody's even mentioning them, they are mystical af for me

Death is also an illusion from where I stand. Because I know I am life itself. I am experience. Present moment experience, and I couldn't stop it if I wanted to! I can only change the experience and try to move towards "heaven" rather than "hell". But hell is good too, because you grow in hell the most. Fire pushes you. Death is 0, it doesn't exist. Life/Experience is 1, it always exists, is the only thing that exists and everyone has that first hand knowledge of it by default. I am it and you are it. Its simple and its peace. I have only an eternity. So yeah, I can relax now for sure Im not so attached to my present form, but i love it anyway with all its imperfections .

If relaxation happens it is true relaxation. I am under the impression that my first hand experience is the only verifiable truth. The other stuff you talk about is about desire? What self do I need to attain? I thought i have to untangle my current self, not attain a new one.

Cemeteries and graveyards are pretty peaceful places, i really do not understand what you want to say. Your mind attaches some labels to things and all of a sudden there is bad peace and good peace. You dont like cemeteries peace because of your own fears and issues, do not force that on others Peace doesn't have any other qualities but peace itself and can be cultivated. I would know, my first name actually has Peace in it

Do you mean going out clubbing / to the park and meeting people? I thought the journey was within, but i do need to break my shell

Sure?

Follow up on the above : The truth is so simple, that we find it boring and disregard it completely.

Be happy with boring and casual, some day you might miss it and would give everything for another boring ol day...

Yeah, I need to grow a little spine

I have big problem here. The thing is when i walk on the street and see all those amazing gorgeous women, they activate deep desire in me. Lately ive been conflicted - i both like seing pretty girls and at the same time i feel angry at them for making me desire! Lol, my dick won't allow me to quit gender. Beauty is too strong!!

To know the wisdom and to live the wisdom are two very different things!