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Lol, do i just need to let go of the attachment to the i, because its not there, but its the thought keeping all other thoughts together? Like cutting the rooot innit And what is true will remain, because i dont need to be attached to be myself

Non-existence doesn't exist by default

Is this true? The truth (or what you think is truth) is the hardest thought to let go.

And thats why you cannot talk about the truth. Because when you let go of all thought, and you are entirely now, you cannot have a thought to ruin the beauty. Unless it's a beautiful thought that would be Dont worry about what anybody around you thinks about you, because thoughts are not real :-* :-D You're the best Only you are real, not the thoughts about you! a present? to the present.

Yep, also laughing to lift weight! Laughing about nothing is the best laughing, because you can always do it! And of course, tears of joy!

I think i just found better labeling for enlightenment - to flow with life /whatever is/. Do you think this is better?

Holy cow, this is pathetic. I am pathetic. I've just had an insight that im completely and utterly pathetic. But im at peace with that!!! Peace out

^ Story. Let's forget the stories and be the present. Your body-mind should not be defensive, since it's not you, you can tell it not to be defensive. You can relax, you don't have to defend whether you are right or wrong, because you are defending something that is not you - defending Prabhaker is defending illusion. But it's fine to defend illusion, just I think we should focus on truth only, because that is what the forum is about.

What's the problem with using regular ol dreams? Idk why nobody's even mentioning them, they are mystical af for me

Death is also an illusion from where I stand. Because I know I am life itself. I am experience. Present moment experience, and I couldn't stop it if I wanted to! I can only change the experience and try to move towards "heaven" rather than "hell". But hell is good too, because you grow in hell the most. Fire pushes you. Death is 0, it doesn't exist. Life/Experience is 1, it always exists, is the only thing that exists and everyone has that first hand knowledge of it by default. I am it and you are it. Its simple and its peace. I have only an eternity. So yeah, I can relax now for sure Im not so attached to my present form, but i love it anyway with all its imperfections .

If relaxation happens it is true relaxation. I am under the impression that my first hand experience is the only verifiable truth. The other stuff you talk about is about desire? What self do I need to attain? I thought i have to untangle my current self, not attain a new one.

Cemeteries and graveyards are pretty peaceful places, i really do not understand what you want to say. Your mind attaches some labels to things and all of a sudden there is bad peace and good peace. You dont like cemeteries peace because of your own fears and issues, do not force that on others Peace doesn't have any other qualities but peace itself and can be cultivated. I would know, my first name actually has Peace in it

Do you mean going out clubbing / to the park and meeting people? I thought the journey was within, but i do need to break my shell

Sure?

Follow up on the above : The truth is so simple, that we find it boring and disregard it completely.

Be happy with boring and casual, some day you might miss it and would give everything for another boring ol day...

Yeah, I need to grow a little spine

I have big problem here. The thing is when i walk on the street and see all those amazing gorgeous women, they activate deep desire in me. Lately ive been conflicted - i both like seing pretty girls and at the same time i feel angry at them for making me desire! Lol, my dick won't allow me to quit gender. Beauty is too strong!!

To know the wisdom and to live the wisdom are two very different things!

Awesome stuff, but what was the thing about you being strong and that i have to be enlightened to combat the truths? Dont you think this is a bit of an ego defence? Yeah, you should read my whole post anyway. I was talking about how its not so important to be right, but to be at peace. Love and peace brother

On one level, you are right on the other the other you is right, on a third level I am right. But this is all on the level of mind. To find god, we have to go out of mind - there where paradoxes rule and the mind cant even comprehend. But it doesn't have to. On the level of mind we should focus more on eating healthy, being kind and helpful to others and finding peace. Not on whether im god or not. Because you are focusing on the paradox that created life. It doesnt have a definitive answer on the level of mind, because it is incomprehensible by default. How can one be two? How can nothing be something. One truth : Something cant arise from nothing Another truth : You can never experience nothing, therefore experience is eternal. Both are true on the level of mind, but they are contradictory. It never should be, but it always is. Take a deep sigh of relief if you finally got that you must not search, but just relax. In fact that's how you should search from now on. Stay grounded in the present moment reality and peace ✌ Learn to be relaxed and alert, always - just like meditation teaches, hmmm

Hahaha seriously, i just read the title and laughed myself into oblivion. Tomorrow i will read the contents, now we sleep.

When you are addicted, inaction is the best action.

Write it down if it's brilliant, and then drop it

The importance of losing the ego is that fear of loss will go and you will be at peace. What a great verifiable concept it is, that it is an illusion. Your bodymind serves your ego. When you realise ego is illusion, bodymind now serves God, because once the "i am" is not contaminated, it is God. It goes away and you free your bodymind to show you what it's capable of when you are not trying to order it around as a finite king (Now you are the eternal effortless observer, an infinite God- no ego trip intended). An infinite god allows its pupils to be who they are and express themselves with no expectation of an awesome end result. Every bodymind is awesome by default, however, pure brilliance. Its this bodymind that typed those words, because God can't type :-D. Actually Scratch that :-) if im part of infinity, which i am, and god is infinity, which he is, then god can type too. Rest in yourself brothers, Peace