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Oh come on, this is obviously Ego talk. This feat can only be achieved by monks meditating in caves for at least 5 decades..

Look for Roger Castillo on youtube, he might hold the answers you need.

Im not arrogant enough to say God is hardcoding values xDD.. I just did a quick one, you have to agree, I wont be able to write exact truthful representation of the program, if we are even in one. Here is the debate of whether the objects within the supposed program have free will of their own, whether it's all deterministic (predetermined by the primary input) or whether it is probabilistic, which is most likely the case imo. BUT in either of those cases, the one that wrote the project made the file, because He is the One. IF it is a program, then God, the prime programmer is experiencing the code through the objects such as Human, so the coding goes on from within the object too - leaving us with the satisfactoriness of it all not being hardcoded, because it is being coded eve now! ^^

namespace God{ class Universe{ ... static void Main(string bigbang){ ... Human @Thomas = new Human(); @Thomas.WritePostOnActualizedDotOrg(); @Thomas.Asks("Who wrote this post ultimately?"); //The one that created the project ... } ... } }

Wow this is powerful! I watched 5 minutes of it, looked away and everything was moving away from me.

This *goosebumps* all over my body

You sure? You still look a little spooked on your avatar

Wow. This was something else. Looking at his eyes while listening to this makes it so powerful and still.

A cleaned up desktop also makes me smile!

I have found a wonder miracle which makes your skin smooth like a baby's but over night - sudocrem.

(Note: I am not ahead of my time, im in the now, but the rest is true :D)

The One God

In the following morning, Who is the one who remembers the day before? Who is the one that gets to the same level of consciousness?

But in deep sleep you lose all perception, because you becomes 0. That's why you will never remember experiencing becoming true nothing. It can only happen in the present, but it cannot be spoken of with the inadequate labels of the English language. You can experience being infinity, fine, but you still don't experience that which you are in deep sleep (true nothing).

Then same level of mind. Forget the Scolar bull*** excuse my french! Don't focus on the labels, focus on the thing the labels point to. I Am talking in my experience. I experience deep sleep, a point at which I stop existing, the world keeps going, but I disappear. Ego is Gone. There is no self there. There is pure white nothing, so I don't even remember it, so we cannot speak of it. But it's there.

There is a HUGE difference between being alone and being with yourself.

If you havent met your Ego, you haven't met your most worthy adversary! Who are you?

You're conducting an investigation on the nature of reality. People around you do not need to understand. You dont need to hide, but you also dont need to preach it. I think ita good you dont talk about it to others, but if someone is interested or wonders what you're doing - you can explain. Their interpretation of you and what you're doing is their problem, not yours. What you have is the highest aspiration anyone can have - to find the true nature of reality. Seek and you shall find, brother. Tldr: Care less what others think.

Investigate and observe your Ego as if it is a rare breed of butterflies - because it is, a very rare one <3 Don't make it into a problem

Oh God yes I had this period. Walking around the streets, everyone getting stressed over traffic noise etc, i wouldnt even notice if an atom bomb drops ^^ But later I realised I need to be ok with constant noise too, because I cant always stay with earplugs and I dont want only conditional stress relief. We are here to learn how to hear the silence in the middle of noise. I do meditate sometimes with earplugs and eyemask to go deeper into silence, its refreshing.

Love it. Self-enquiry is there to be USED! If I will remember one thing from all the Rupert Spira videos I've watched it will be this: Whenever some thought comes up, ask yourself, on who's behalf is this thought arising. After investigating one might come to the conclusion that it is coming from the limited self, not the limitless consciousness that you are. So you acknowledge and move on.

I am currently two weeks into meditating with HoloSync awakening prologue package and I can say that I'm a big fan. The value you get for your money is simply put amazing. You get books and other support reading and listening materials as well. It might be helpful to you to use that as a safer/legal alternative to psychedelics. Or ofcourse parallel to that. The creator Bill Harris claims that one hour of meditation with HoloSync equates to 8 hours without.

My grandmother taught me that real friends help each other, fake friends are only there for the fun parts. Thats how to recognise true friend, if they say no to parties, but say yes to help "move the couch". Its very important to be able to say no in order to have a simple lifestyle and have time for what trully matters.

I have pyramido/trianglephobia. I have this strange distant memory of falling head first at huge speed towards the top of a pyramid. It was like a "Ok so you are not that body, are you.... Ok, so let's see whether you will or will not piss your pants in this scenario" type of situation. The Gods areevil