Dodo

How much empty space do you need to be fulfilled? How much empty space does empty space need to be fully filled?

When the universe teases your notification addicted ego :-D :'( :'( :'(

Harness the energy from the fear and anxiety and use it to overcome the fear and anxiety. Turn fear and anxiety into fuel, and let it fuel you into living life fully.

I'm the fastest driver from east to west, but I need to go north!

Maybe they would be as real as the one we are in right now... Meaning they might, or might not be real. But the experience of them would definitely be real.

Both True and False at the same time? And neither true nor false too? And just true? And just false? And not even those mentioned above? But at the same time those mentioned above? roflmao??

Sitting here in the park, getting high on O2. I am overdosing on it and I've been doing it since birth I think. O2-MegaThread: The invisible high.

How do I let my true self be aware of itself? It's utterly wild. It does not know itself at all. It's my biggest nightmare. If my true self is nothing in existence, then I must reside outside of existence. Maybe we are the outside of existence, the nothingness that is eternally here. Now.

The mind trying to achieve something we already are.. Because it perceives emptiness as lack from it's illusory point of view. Every point of view is an illusory point of view! Thats my reasoning behind agreeing with what you wrote :-D But the search is important in order for one to realise they have forgotten who they trully are. Nothing is to be achieved, but there's a lot to be unachieved- the clouds which are covering up our true nature! Disclaimer : I don't know what im talking about.

Only part of the story, but true

If you're aware, the experience is real - even if it's in a dream.

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Illusion's a bitch! Halfway through the video you posted... This seems to be a great one. Going beyond beingness? Wtf, I thought beingness was truth! Exactly the video I needed I guess, to challenge what I think I know

This is helpful thanks for bringing these contemplations in my present. My intuition is that this pointing is on point

What does non-self mean? Apart from sounding a bit like non-sense, it has to be that it at least means not being attached to anything. Because who is there to be attached? All part of the illusory story if my egoic separate existence. In oneness, there is no need to attach, because everything supposedly is already attached, and forever. No problem with attachments if they would last forever, because then there would not be the pain from losing it. This brings me to the thought... Maybe the very purpose of maya, the egoic realm is to break the attachment with the oneness that we are, even if it is only illusory (guess that's the only way to separate oneself from oneself, through illusions and delusions). The ultimate attachment, The attachment to our true nature, because to be honest we can never ever be detached from it, because we are it. However a dream seems too real sometimes, until you wake up and laugh it off. I wish to see you all as the oneness once I have returned home. The weekend is going to be the real test. I usually do a lot of huffing and puffing on weekend as to get enlightenment experiences (or close to those) and not waste my time being the inadequate sober me.(I seem and feel much closer to God on weed, but as one friend from the park said - "I don't believe in weed. I don't think it's real [The feelings and experiences of Heaven I often get]." - I have to agree. Whatever comes and goes is not it. Im not looking to gain anything anymore, I am looking to uncover by removal of shit. Thanks for reading

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All these points arw valid and make sense, but only in the realm of mind aka from the human perspective. There seems to be a Good that transcends the good and bad of duality. When Barna is saying All is joke, I assume that he means, from the place of that Good, the good and bad duality and all other dualities are seen as jokes. With all is love, I guess he might be saying that from that place of Good without opposite, All is Love, because there is no opposite. But if someone cut their baby's throat or does anything else obviously negative in the realm of form in the name of nonduality or spirituality, that is labeled : Spiritual Bypassing. It's the mind trying to pretend it is awareness and trying to attain awarenesses qualities. But it cant, because mind lives in duality. Hence for the mind there should be right and wrong, and it's vital.

If bees stop beeing, so will human beings. Seems to me like the planet of the bees, not humans. =]

Day two, feeling great so far. I haven't drunk coffee either these past 2 days. It's seems like without the energy drainer, I do not need to shove the coffebeens up my throat! 2 habbits 1 cup I feel no cravings other then the occasional thought about my fear of sliding back into it. Because I've done it so many times before. To talk yourself into one last cig or one last pack. The thing is, the time is always now so pls Dodoego don't be a smartass. Cannot quit tomorrow, can only quit now.

I agree with this one. Life is much more enjoyable free of addiction. But then my mind steps in. I am not the body or the mind? Then I am never addicted, even if they are. So why would it in any way be bad for my spiritual realisation? This is usually how I return to a habbit. It has been outlined before by Leo and others that this often happens, spiritual bypassing. Using enlightenment as a free pass to do anything. I've learned my lesson and I acknowledge this as Ego defence mechanism.

Today, I had not that many cravings. Why? Because I feel like I've actually had enough. The cigarettes were in my pocket. Half a pack, they still are. I didn't touch any of them and am waiting for my friend Leo to show up so I can gift them to him, instead of throwing them away like I did with countless previous packs. With the cigarettes in my pocket this first day has been more than success. Yesterday when I smoked a cig, it tasted horrible. I don't know how. Maybe it was the weed I smoked before it, but man, I couldn't finish that shit. I waited 5 mins, lit up another and again, it tasted the same, like crap. Like how could this be, how can I enjoy it one moment and the next, suddenly my first hand experience changes. The cigarette hasn't changed. It must be something inside that does not want me to continue this. I have heard countless times that the addiction drops by itself. If my taste experience is not something I control, then maybe just that is happening. Ofcourse I am proceeding with caution. I already refused to go out today with one of my trigger-friends, because of fear of backsliding. It's the first day, after all. Might as well be careful. I feel good. No smoking makes me feel sensations within, which usually aren't there when I'm poisoning myself.

This has gone too far. There's not enough nonsense. Yall are making sense to me Except I want to ask, is your enlightenment a circlejerk?

1 week without cigarettes. I don't plan on coming back either, but I want to do this 1 week without something to check whether I'm addicted to it. As Leo said, if you have cravings during the first week without, you're addicted. 29/06/2017-06/07/2017 - Come rain or shine, I will not allow the cancer sticks in my mouth anymore. My goal is to quit for good ofcourse. Main reasons : Family, Osho and Loreena :-D 07/07/2017-14/07/2017 - No Actualized.org 15/07/2017-22/07/2017 - No watching movies/series and no gaming. 23/07/2017-30/07/2017 - No ☕ coffee 31/07/2017-07/08/2017 (Boss level) - No ALL OF THE ABOVE

I also want to raise the question of Why do people say it's the easiest thing. Obviously the easiest or easier thing is to be trapped in your addictions. An undoing of addictions can be seen as non doing, but it is way more than that. Talking about any addiction, but ofcourse mostly about addition to Ego. It took the OP 5 years for the cleanse and yet it's the simplest thing. Maybe once you are there it is. Someone who is not addicted on cigarettes would say it's the simplest thing not to smoke. Not the case for those addicted, also there are different degrees of addiction which would make the cleanse shorter or longer, I guess. So if another person says enlightenment is the simplest thing, im telling you my ego will burst from anger, self destroy out of rage, and I'll be here enlightened saying how easy it is.