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Hahaha oh here we go, the dreamer arguing with his npcs 😆

I wondered which section this needs to be posted in, mods if there is a better section, just move it for me please. I am completely afraid to love. Out of fear of the loss that could follow. If I trully love someone, a woman, i am completely vulnerable. She can break me, emotionally and spiritually with her actions. Or if I lose her, I would suffer immensely. As a child I had a pet rooster in my village. I loved that thing. He was not afraid of me whatsoever. All the other chickens run at my sight, but he would just stand there and look at me like I'm stupid. I never once thought about him dying. I told my grandmother he is off limits for cooking. Then one day he disappeared. I saw white fethers in the pig's section. They had eaten him. He somehow got to their enclosure and they ate him. I was so angry, I ran after the pigs and followed them to where they were hiding, trying to hurt them. My best friend was gone. I would let him into the wider garden every day, knowing he will always return by himself at the end of the day. He lived a heavenly life as a rooster not many would dream of. He was even eating my grandmother's tomatoes! On a tanget: I think that rooster was enlightened, like Ramana Maharshi's cow. I trully believe all living beings are far more emotionally intelligent than we assume at first, they only seem wild to us and fearful, because thats the only way they survived with the human so far. Notice the Dodos were like my pet rooster. They weren't afraid of Humans, they were the perfect pets. And Human ate them, even though their meat was sour and dry, not tasty at all. It was an easy pray. Tldr: If I love this human, how much sadness there will be when it is gone? Talking both about loving another person, but also My person.

We always have to clutch at something, always against, this that and the other, playing games of all kinds, never happy with simply being!

@Keryo Koffa is it possible that some aspects of infinity have forgotten the Absolute truth of infinite love consciousness, and act unconsciously and against Love, can we really call those aspects love? I understand why Love would let them be, because they are its Children, but I'm also sure it has ways to teach them what they forgot. I don't like the explanation where evil is justified under the name of Love. Yesnits part of it, but it acts against it. It (evil) can be redeemed, in my opinion, everyone can turn from evil to Good. We say I am you etc, but Sometimes there are people so evil, I look at them and say, that right there can't be me. Asleep love may be love potential, but its not Love yet. Idk if I make sense, sorry. Otherwise yes the video was a great watch.

I am emotionally crippled and know it, but you failed to understand the emotional charge of my post, so have to clue you in, you might be emotionally crippled as well

Thank you for spending time writing this out, very insightful

ye im not sayin all of em, you probably ate some egoic motherfucker

Emotional intelligence needed

I was a child back then with my rooster. I wasn't using the pet rooster as means to create love feelings come on... you didnt understand at all. I loved that thing for real. Ofcourse if you love someone or something you will mourn when they're gone. I went very mental on the pigs, even though they were big and a bit scary, I wanted to kill them for what they did.

Ofcourse God will show itself to different nations and parts of the globe in different ways. There is diversity of people and diversity of ways to understand God perhaps. I am not subscribed to all religions being right, but I can see how they can be, in the paradoxical world we live in. The cyrillic alphabet, it is believed, that God gave it to St. Kiril and St. Metodii while they were in a cave. Im sure it wasnt Allah or Jesus who gave the Cyrillic Alphabet, but it was yet another aspect of God. God likes diversity, not everyone the same. Is it that surprising that something that is infinite is not bound to being only one way?

I wondered which section this needs to be posted in, mods if there is a better section, just move it for me please. I am completely afraid to love. Out of fear of the loss that could follow. If I trully love someone, a woman, i am completely vulnerable. She can break me, emotionally and spiritually with her actions. Or if I lose her, I would suffer immensely. As a child I had a pet rooster in my village. I loved that thing. He was not afraid of me whatsoever. All the other chickens run at my sight, but he would just stand there and look at me like I'm stupid. I never once thought about him dying. I told my grandmother he is off limits for cooking. Then one day he disappeared. I saw white fethers in the pig's section. They had eaten him. He somehow got to their enclosure and they ate him. I was so angry, I ran after the pigs and followed them to where they were hiding, trying to hurt them. My best friend was gone. I would let him into the wider garden every day, knowing he will always return by himself at the end of the day. He lived a heavenly life as a rooster not many would dream of. He was even eating my grandmother's tomatoes! On a tanget: I think that rooster was enlightened, like Ramana Maharshi's cow. I trully believe all living beings are far more emotionally intelligent than we assume at first, they only seem wild to us and fearful, because thats the only way they survived with the human so far. Notice the Dodos were like my pet rooster. They weren't afraid of Humans, they were the perfect pets. And Human ate them, even though their meat was sour and dry, not tasty at all. It was an easy pray. Return to topic Tldr: If I love this human, how much sadness there will be when it is gone?

The now that never move, even if you're running.

Yea, because you experience the Now, which is outside of time, but the story and play of life is still inside the time bound book. Your human self is in time and it can move in spacetime. The now doesn't move and doesn't change, but the story of life, just like an ocean wave, is constantly contracting and expanding.

"In physics, equations of motion are equations that describe the behavior of a physical system in terms of its motion as a function of time." Ref: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Equations_of_motion "One of the so-called 'equations of motion' is v = u+at where v = final speed, u = initial speed, a = acceleration, and t = time." Ref: Mathcenter.ac.uk If you can change speed, then that implies time. If you were at rest and then started to be in motion, this implies time. All change happen in time, the Now is the Grand Conductor of this play, thats my opinion here. The now never changes, its not in time, but that doesnt mean the play is not in time, imho

Im aware they are different as in I even know equations, but I mean they are interrelated. One implies the other. There are equations linking them. Time, distance and motion are interrelated like the father the son and the holy spirit. Neither can "exist" by itself. Consciousness cant create time without also creating motion and vice versa. My 2 cents

The holy trinity are one! But its paradoxical. Islam to me is plagiarizing of Christianity and adding bits and bops from the human male ego to create paradise on Earth for the male.

@Someone here Islam is the "dark side" religion in my mind. The star wars Sith if you will. The trinity doesn't add up? Then you wonder why the truth is not "One", but "Not two".

Stillness speaks. Motion is time.

No, that's only for personal use in your life, not for everyone . The starving homeless kids need their basic human needs met

...In the now there only is IS Your life couldn't be more different to my life. The life of an ant, the life of a bee, completely different. At the razor's edge Now, at this crazy cutoff between so called past and future, that many overlook during their entire life as a means to get to a better future... thats where you need to hone in. Your life is shit? Hone in on the now. Be the Isness during that crappy life situation. Let awareness flow. Use every negative event in your timebound life as fuel to hone in deeper and deeper into THIS moment. When Im writing this and when you're reading it, the moment is exactly the same, the razor's edge. Our lives are completely different, but the now is always the same. If there is only the now and/or it is God, then our lives are just its creation, or as others say imagination, but im not sure yet about that.

If you are God, to whom are you God? There gotta be some critters who are not God right? If everything is blue, is there really blue 💙 Im not saying you are God, I'd suggest the field of being is God, and in our time bound human selves, we are not God. Perhaps when noticing the awareness presence in the now, which is not time bound, we get closer. Human - not God Being - God Human being, the Not God God. The rat king 😆 In the razor edge NOW there is only God, only Consciousness / Being, but in the story of time created by the NOW, you are not God.

Do you do shaktipat? One user did one to me, it felt interesting

Other people have other agendas. Other animals also. I can see the interconnectedness between all living things, but I cant say i am them! I wouldnt want to be them. What is a bee's experience? Imagine experiencing being through a bee body? The vibration would be strong... your body would feel just as big to you as the human body looks to me. Very interesting to think about. 🤔

Cant confirm!

I felt once that I am at home in nature, i was smoking some marijuanna, and it felt like I am part of the park just as much as the trees. I wasnt just a visiotor, but a native. But I didnt feel like I am the park..