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I once experienced my bed sheets moving while with closed eyes and then my soul or something started coming out of the top of my head. I was doing hardcore self inquiry to induce that. Got too freaked and opened my eyes. I was never paralysed really, but I was willingly not moving and exploring.

I've never heard of it. Sounds boring ?

I can clearly remember a dream in which i went after a thief who stole my gf's bags, i jumped in the car with him and manhandled both him and the driver. I would never do such a thing in real life. I did it in the dream, but I didnt know I was dreaming, so the dream Ego had characteristics different than my awake ego. Perhaps it's due to the shutting down of the logical side of the brain while asleep. Ps Releasing anger/aggression, I've read, is good for the heart chakkra.

Love

If the void lasts for eternity, it is here now as well.

God is certainty, God is peace, God is being yourself. In Hell, in Heaven or on Earth, There's one thing sure: You will always be yourself No distance. God's guarantee. And you are the source of your peace, Because you are infinite peace. I I.

I was not even talking about Reality when I say God. I use the word God in a different way as you can see from the third line " God is being yourself " The certainty in the first line is the certainty of you being yourself always, not some fancy certainty that reality is knowable or whatever you're trying to put forward with your arrogance. You really stopped reading on the first line/title?

Are you saying this with certainty or with doubt? One is God, two is Devil. Truth is certainty. Can't get closer to the Truth, because there is no distance as before mentioned. "Reality is unknowable" - How do you know?

Consciousness is the Self, infinite intelligence, infinite peace, infinite X are qualities of the Self, which is a point. A point is emptiness. Emptiness is point. Any painting can be painted.

It's amazing you'd post that, because the inspiration for what I wrote came from

To me, dreams do not depend on thoughts. It is even a bit too arrogant to suggest so, since the origin of dreams is the same as the origin of the Big dream we are currently experiencing and also the origin of thoughts themselves. It's God, that which cannot be seen, the subconscious that projects to the Atman, the consciousness that you are. And ultimately it's the same thing, because the subconscious is 1 and the Conscious is 0. And the Conscious goes around the subconscious and makes it shine. Maybe due to this belief the subconscious has blocked your consciousness the projection of your dreams, which I can only describe as Gifts. Free lessons if you like. Free experiences, from the Self, messages everywhere to be decoded. It's nice to not have dreams too, means you're dreaming nothingness

When I dream at night there are different types of dreams. I can put them in three categories: 1) Dreams in which I am not aware that I'm dreaming and also I am not very aware of being in the dream at all. This makes for pretty unconscious dreams in which very weird things can happen. 2) Dreams in which I am not aware that I'm dreaming, but still within the dream I am very much aware that I'm there. Those dreams become much more meaningful and structured. They follow some sort of "experiential pattern" of pleasure and pain. I've experienced much suffering in such dreams, which turns to pleasure when I wake up, because I realise "PHEW IT WAS ONLY A DREAM" 3) The dreams in which I am lucid, knowing I'm dreaming inside the dream and knowing my body is safe and sound asleep. With this realisation comes the realisation that everything I do will be without consequences and I can basically do whatever my subconscious allows me. Sidenote: when I try to be naughty in a lucid dream I can quickly lose lucidity, kicked out by God, the subconscious.

Ofcourse there is a seeker, it's just a dream character seeking dream stuff in a dream world.

Who is the default self?

Imo it's better to do meditation in shorter periods. Imo twelve 5 minute meditations are better than one hour long for example. Meditation the way I use it means being aware of being awareness.

Funny, the thing is most people don't believe in prayer. I've tried myself many times and it's just standing there, there is never a response. God is afk.

Well if we're talking about the body and mind you, then you have control. Obviously, you are controlling the mouse and keyboard to even be on the internet, control is needed and necessary. However on this forum we have this annoying true self thingy that doesn't control anything. It just silently observes. I think it was called awareness. One is the you that changes, the other is the you that never changes. Which you is more stable

Enlightenment is very selfish, because everything real is the self.

my inner dialogue is "Not me, not me"

One of Jesus's teachings is "Seek and you shall find". What does this refer to? In reality when I seek for an object external to me I only increase my chances of finding, but those may still be very low. For example seeking money or a substance. The way Jesus put it is like you will find 100% of the time, obviously false. So what is that thing Jesus refers to when saying "Seek and you shall find" or "Ask and you shall receive". Seeking and asking only increase the odds, but doesn't mean you will find/receive. If he means the true self, then shouldn't it be phrased as "Seek yourself and you shall find", since obviously this motto doesnt apply to objects? However there's problems with this as well since the self cannot be found, as it is the one looking. Is it just a buncha lies?

You are not alone, I also have a similar story, with less money involved, but since I've never had more than 10k in my bank, for me it is huge money. So I helped a "friend" out, he owes me 1500, another one owes me 500 and now I'm broke. The one with 500 still says he will pay back, but I have strong doubts. The other one doesn't return my calls and is pretty much a lost cause. Moral of the story - don't trust humans.

Try the following simple two step meditation for happiness. Step 1: Go to the mirror Step 2: Smile

Ok, I will diversify the meditation Step 1: Google Smile Step 2: Smile

Hahahaha love it

Are you grateful for being alive and being able to be resenting past events? Place your hands on your heart and stomach areas and feel the gratitude of being. It's exactly that feeling that allows the healing powers of the entire universe to flow through your hands and heal the areas you want to focus on. Reiki 101 It's easier to be grateful about your essence, rather than your life story.