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or God.. i cant saave myself for shit. Everyone has redeemable qualities.. you breathed, you gave back life to the trees and the plants. If you are not downright evil, I expect everyone gets a fair punishment based on severity of their crimes and actions, and God will judge, not any one human ego.

Teamwork, but they dont see me as part of the team. Thats the thing. Another person says something even dumb and people love him, i say something and everyone is like wtf why you talking to me go away. Maybe people are playing spirit wars. Survival. They only merge with those of their "kind" Now tell me what my kind is. What am I. I always feel like im center of attention and held to higher standard, as if if other says something its normal event, but if I say something Oh Boy! Whats this guy on about. If there are rules at work, I follow them, while others at higher levels dont follow them, but enforce them on me. Wtf am I supposed to do? I feel like im being played by reality. And im writing this to reality so go ahead keep playing me..

So if we meet in person you will be the only one who sees yourself and i will be the only one who sees myself. Then how do I relate to the real you? I can only relate to an image I see of you... So if we meet in person you will be the only one who sees yourself and i will be the only one who sees myself. Then how do I relate to the real you? I can only relate to an image I see of you... Im saying this because its all nice and easy when I am alone in a room meditating, but when I go out into the world and interact, i feel like a complete outsider. How do other people interact so effortlessly with each other and I am here like im in first grade not knowing how to relate to others...

I do not buy that the truth is direct experience. You experience one thing, i experience another. We meet at the center. Not in our experience. You can be blissful and loved by everyone, another could have the opposite experience.. one could be drowning in love, another kicked on the street. What are groups? Why do humans get in groups, what are they? They cant be alive like me. Because when im in a group, i am still the only one i cant see without a mirror. How come others are not that too? Or they are that but are lying? So how come im not lying but they are lying,, if they trully were me? How come others get relationships easy as if they are collective consciousness (cheating) rather than a normal alive human abiding in a private space which should be respected by everyone else? Everyone should be confused af, but instead, they all have it figured out, and have fake problems trying to test me or whatever. If you were like me you wouldnt be doing this to me.

Again? So time is real? They lied to me (jkjk) I know how this forum looked, and i want it to look like that again. What, we are done with the truth? now you also need to remove the ego from the solipsism tho. Also i dont call it solipsism. This is self inquiry. Solipsism claims to be an answer to self inquiry, while self inquiry is a continuous never ending question.

Whats that spirit world, whats that other side? And how do you know you will get everything you wanted? What if this is it? Im on the same situation with girls, and its because if life give me what I want i will be a ridiculous blob of hedonism

No fluff, easy to follow, no tools or prerequisites, simple: Are you the only one in the room you cant see? How come? Are you different to the others? How come they act like they know whats up and you don't? This guy who has the things you want, is he also the only one in the room he can't see? Or is he just a projection with no life? Ask him. Notice how it feels, how vulnerable it feels to be the only one you cant see, therefore separating you as different to the rest, not realising every single living being is the only one that cant see themselves. Ask another human. Notice any changes once they notice what you're saying. You are basically asking someone who sees you just as an object, to see you as the same subject as they themselves have always been and know so well. Just like you. Just like me! 👍 Have fun, follow your heart, take your mind with you. Post might not be for everyone, just for someone perhaps who might need to read it. I would rather write this with anonymous account because i feel this forum is mostly about boosting egos these days, not Truth.. but im not allowed extra accounts and I abide by the rules!

In movie mode yes, in reality no.

Mods would usually shut down insane posts like that? Should this have place here? Ive been warned for less. The entire thread is mental vomit even. Ugly picture for a space like Actualized.org. not up to standard. Not willing to learn. Ps: Go see the booklist by Leo. Start with Mastery, George Leonard. But ofcourse whenever you read a book you have to fit it with your own context and your own journey. Reading between the lines.

@Santiago Ram mental masturbation. I am one of the long term users. Ive disagreed with Leo and do not accept his word as gospel. He doesn't expect you to. If you really knew Leo, you will know, he is using teaching techniques on you, behind the scenes. Go ahead and demonise him, but Leo is not what you think he is. This is at the very core root of the spiritual work we are doing here. Why did you even come to Actualized, if your cup is already full? I don't even take gospel's words as gospel. What the words point to is the gospel, if you catch my drift. Stop judging the finger. You are like a baby that looks at parent's finger when parent points to the moon. And as a smart baby you say, no, thats your finger, not the moon! Sure, baby, you need to grow up a bit to get it. Its not that hard. But for a baby it is. Its not a judgement.

Im predicting an inverse recession. Summer months, you mean May ♉️ Taurus season. Leo is Taurus, he should be with the bulls.

Yeah well actually buying new all time highs such as the 20k breakout is one of the most standard plays. Its not a rookie play. Its called taking the risk and taking the reward too, actually the rookie play is to get squeezed during a parabollic move up. Id rather sweat some downside during a bullish market. Im not promoting crypto here, im saying stock bottom, why are we talking crypto, crypto is a no-look hold for me, for you its a no-look wait. Whether its a bad trade? If it pumps 3x, its a good trade. You can set sl at breakeven or in profit then.

You are talking like you know. Do you know 300k wont happen? Sure dips always happen if you are good enough to take profit before you lose. I said show me a chart where do you short where do you take profit. How do we make the money. If i short you say i wont get destroyed by price pumping to a million? How do you know that for sure? Im talking about stock bottom here in this thread. The guy came in with btc and crypto talk so I said their bottom was a looong time ago, meaning yeah its a buy and hold, but it can also go in negative before it goes positive. Risk vs reward, wait for dip if you are lucky to get one. But the 16k buy and 20k buys are long gone and the risk is obviously higher. Anyway this is about stocks im not trying to tell ppl to buy crypto here, thats just my personal opinion about crypto,, im bullish on it.

No, crypto (btc) bottom was 16k a long time ago. If you are waiting for 35k btc, thats insane! Show me chart. 2022 2023 bottom, happened on bearish target 16k after big bear move. All drawingss on chart below are done before the red box, then, the result in red box. It was a short to 16k (or just sell) and then buy from the target and hold. Now we are only 2 yrs later, not even 4 yrs to say full cycle