Letho

Concerning "Wrong State", May 7th. Stated as feedback, rather than a groopie worship doll. I'm the Godhead, but your reasoning comes across as extremely deceptive, Paragraph 1: Any delusional or on the other side of the spectrum, extremely manipulative, can make the same case. Conclusion 1: This is a rookie way of prosletising. Practical 1: Once they learn about the health issues you've had with drugs, it automatically reinforces paragraph 1. You should be aiming for balanced humanism, not dogmatism. Paragraph 2: Given your lack of prudence on paragraph 1, you shot yourself in the foot. Making conclusion 2 and and practical 2 are redundant to fill the gaps on. Paragraph 3: Your lack of disclosure regarding your health issues undermine your integrity here. If you try to defend against my statements here without humility or correction in future posts, it only furthers my feedback on the negative curve of either side regarding paragraph 1, making me question your integrity further behind your purpose as a person that wishes to be a "teacher" or some variant therein. To the contrary, "The #1 mistake of all human intellectual activity is to overlook the primacy of state in understanding.", excellent understanding, however your build up to this statement is not built upon rational integrity as already noted. However, "This is the #1 most important thing nondualists and spiritual gurus do not tell you.", I have never encountered a non-dual teacher that has stated this, of which I've met many now, where said mentor has said anything aligned with this understanding, in fact, the exact opposite, and that's because they HAVE been on many meditation retreats themselves. If you are true to your intentions, I imagine it wouldn't be hard to provide a list of names therein? This seems like a pull and 'grab the reader' rather than an honest disclosure regarding "how it really is." Integrity, and awareness, has not been your strong suit, however I'm along for the ride to see how you progress. You undermine your own integrity by trying to seduce the ignorant, which you've stated in the past you try to do because you lead with the intention that you, and I paraphrase, "Assume your viewers are stupid". The only one stupid, is the one not correcting that for at least a decade now in light of everything that has happened since. Something that also, impacts the memes and the subsequent unhealthy culture that is born in this forum based on, either delusion to manipulation or some variation in the balance of humanistic authenticity (but you're an alien now as you've stated genuinely trying to convince others and for what undermining purposes? Not sure what's true anymore). You'll have my respect, not to mention many others with great social influence, when you stay, consistently, in the middle of the road. You've been childish, and that'll continue to keep things, including the forum, at a toddler threshold the more you lack growth and stagnate as you have. You've to the contrary, tried to change your state the easy way, through psychedelics, rather than truly difficult challenges. Undermining your entire post. I'm now moving on from the forum, mostly. Best wishes.

Update: Kicking off round two of my camping odyssey, this time with an even tougher hiking route and a fresh lineup of legends (last crew was epic, but I'll have different spirits walking the trails with me). After we conquer the peaks as there's some hikes here I gotta do before I leave this part of the country really beautiful places, I’m heading into a new city with someone special along for the ride. I’ll keep my journal locked down for now, no filler posts that'll just be private, just raw reflections I’ll weave into a single weekly dispatch upon return. Less noise, more insight. Excited for the blisters, the sunrises and every electric moment in between. Ready to level this up upon return anyway. Catch you when I’m back stronger, wiser, and hungrier for what’s next. Keep the place clean, remove the degenerates and take pride in standards; that's the way to create an environment that's fun to get back into with a warm feeling. On that note, as shared earlier (deleted), updated the Galaxian link, so you'll now get your life purpose message from the Buddha behind the game encouraging you along once you hit level 2. My crew find my jokes funny at least heh. best.

@samijiben In generality, the best is yet to come. But thank you. Blessings, sincerely.

Journal Day 1: Ecstatic Understanding. If you want to understand my methodology for these journals and their purpose. Refer to Day 0 above. To complete this introduction, the goal is not to do better than the previous entry, the goal is to instead simply allow the writing in flow to reveal the truth behind each entry itself and allow progress to reveal the natural patterns that are meant to unfold for truth to best honour itself. Truth has no bondage to the past that is the prior entry in this sense, it is instead bonded to how the past serves the truth, and in this case, preserving the integrity of the truth we seek to discover in this expedition into the unknown of the next neural potential. Otherwise, shared links sometimes mess up for some reason, thankfully I don't need to use them often. On that note, Tetris above now goes to Tetris as it was meant to. ------ Day 1. The thunderstorm in a cloud of mind is the bricks and mortor that protect it from its own neurosis. A battle between the flood of misery that defines our ends and the great dams we build that define our choice to meet every new beginning with a sense of wonder. The continuity of dissonance that eventually breaks us versus the curiosity to connect the fractures that make the sentience anew. Us... anew. A lived life feels this in their rawest impulse beyond any illusion of control, leaving them this paradox between the negative and the positive of delusion, only they can solve. And only through the continuity of choice that feeds the core of their being, in doing so, a reality that aligns closest to truth. Their truth, which becomes an alignment with their own unique form of self-expression, however it unfolds against the wisdom of their dam. This thunderstorm. Ecstatic understanding. Becomes todays brick for day 1, however it constructs, it is its own measurement against the progress (or decay) made or the subtle linearity from the future looking back, contained inside this small temporal unit of life announcing itself to itself, and again. And again. A protective wall I build between the weight of experience and the stages it takes from processing to action, *Ecstatic Understanding* is a luminal space I enforce against the cells of my frontal lobes, speaking to my limbic system in a harmony between symphony and the right privilege to make it. My theory: "If I am caught in the thunderstorm of ecstatic understanding every day of my life, in some way, by what stretch of the imagination is it possible, to thus be caught in the will of pain, which is of course by some measure, degrees of the understanding I have yet learned to achieve? And thus, to that, what will could I possibly dream of having other than to imagine the consciousness that is emboldened by this ecstatic understanding, and in doing so, a will to increase the likelihood of at least being inspired enough to try and achieve it?" Thus, understanding is now beginning to build a bridge to its own associational cortex, the spectrum of time that contains its stretch, and push the dial forward on the way my sentience understands its value against the pull of the rest of the existential architecture that defines the movements of their break... And hold... To... Something more. Where understanding and the fame of it in my own mind weighed against the emotions that push its horizonal line into its own subliminity. And what mark is this against my own existential skeleton that grows its bones to move the rest of the body of my mind, other than a true display of our own ability as a species to construct a word, to feel the weight of the abstract syntactical language beneath it, to unite with the understanding of the universe that creates its own imagination, and then through this progress, granting more of sentiences ability to dream further still. A dream, the way it was meant to be though, the way we are meant to learn it more than the harrowing articulations of modern intellectualism where they've failed to to join "life", "creation" and "excitement" permanently together in a similar fold that invariably leads to such bricks like the one I am laying now in a wall that I, now, border myself within to block out the light of the intellectual world that fails to properly see. At least, I am not yet part of any world so far but that I hope to redeem, where such light is not only seen as the light that it is, but is only made of light and thus becomes its own remedy to darkness rather than an irresolvable existential dissonance marked by earlier intellectual periods like those expressed by thinkers that I can't even be bothered mentioning right now because they're still far superior to modern thinkers and thus, they do not deserve the plight of being singled out to discredit their achievements of which, are still far further beyond modern intellectuals, at least the visible ones that seek clout on youtube and wherever else "Best Seller Bookstore" where they dumbed down literary movie tickets to their sterile imagination. When I was a youngster, I received a 'butterfly net' and what a world that opened up to me. For about 5 minutes. Until I made it to tadpoles and frogs that is, then the rest of the bug world opened up to me and I felt like a little kid in a candy store of wonder. It very much felt like window shopping for me, as I could never truly 'know' the bug, it just was, and I peered through the imaginary glass window without the depth of understanding that allowed me to truly understand it. So I pulled off its legs, whatever it was, never the frogs though. Never anything that emulated enough mammalian biology that activated empathy circuits to care for them more than I presently care about modern intellectuals ruining modern culture, and most of them arguably, for their lack of action. Butterflies as well were respected in this way, the way they landed on the hand one reasonable enough could never imagine one of life's unforgiving fates that they themselves instigated it before their time had come. Catching them in this way, with a 'net', the act of being a child at this stage doing so is very similar to this miniature world I seek to capture from imagination to signature I want to re-write into my biology. It's so visible in front of me, **Ecstatic Understanding**, and with a beauty though that is elusive where in the dullest days I cannot appreciate it enough and even in the brightest of days as they surely came, perhaps all I can do is appreciate their beauty from outside of a shop window only accessible with a VIP card that reads, *high level mental aesthetics and finesse* required before entry. Untouchable. But unmistakably incredible. A Marvel movie that actually grows intelligence and our wonder for the world and each other. Before tomorrow then, all I can do is encourage the boy from the past from the future looking back, to bask in the beauty of the butterfly, while focusing on the 'butterfly net' for the purpose of catching the abstraction that extends the appreciation, bottling wonder and turning it into vines that stretch those luminal frontiers to appreciate it some more, modelling it further and growing within, greater. And when he wakes from his dream in the morning, **Ecstatic Understanding** will be the one meeting him as his eyes first weaken, seeing **Ecstatic Understanding** delicately flexing its wings on his hand. He will start the day transfixed by its beauty, with the wisdom to let it fly away realising that he still has ways to go before he can fully capture it, but that today, he will surely leverage this reminder to better greet that wonder for the next mornings vision that lights the way out of Plato's Interdimensional Cave of luminous potential within. ------ Today's game GALAXIAN!! Classic Space Shooter from 1979. (just made it now) https://claude.ai/public/artifacts/47b87cf8-4ad4-4bc2-a81b-8483c8b9b02d What a BLOODY RIPPER AYE heh! You'll love the statements I put in the game this time. They're chuckle worthy too heh. Haha, just wait until you get past the first level... Day 2 here we come...

REPOST To permanently include a prior structure I created and shared in an earlier journal, taught by AI (I programmed it that way): Intervoidism+ - https://chatgpt.com/g/g-67dd1a7453a88191a3a7198e68a14525-intervoidism It's the best way I can always be of service to folk outside of others learning from future disclosures that relate to my own progress. With respect to journaling now, I must serve my own ends from now on, otherwise growth will not meet its own potential for this stage of my life. After-all, once I make the transition I need to, I'll be primed to share it anyway to help others achieve it. Practically speaking from a traditional psychological perspective (Loevinger’s stages of ego development (not to mention the further contributive synthesis from Susan Cook-Greuter and Terri O’Fallon (two more inspirational women)) - what an inspiration Loevinger has been, especially to women, and certainly ahead of her time. She has had a profoundly positive influence, later inspiring the work of Susanne and O’Fallon, who expanded her stages into post-conventional realms - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Loevinger), Intervoidism is likely to be most impactful for those in Stage 4 and beyond of ego development, especially transitioning from stage 5 to 6, particularly because it emphasizes recursive cognition, symbolic awareness, and self-authorship at a level that transcends the concrete, self-contained narratives of Stage 3 (Self-Defining / Achiever). However, that doesn't mean it can’t have some relevance for those in Stage 3, but the way it is presented and engaged with needs to be adjusted to match their developmental stage. At stage 3 though, which is all about self-defining and achieving and boundary setting externally, so they're generally not yet primed to deconstruct the self-narrative or engage with symbolic fluidity as deeply as later stages require which would them make them good candidates to expand their consciousness to its next stage of narrative transition through a system like Intervoidism+. Deciding to share this structure follows this earlier discussion https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/108743-a-female-version-of-leo-yeshuani/?do=findComment&comment=1628523, a reminder that women I feel are not primed adequately in the modern world to consciously seek out female role models, in fact culturally speaking the opposite is arguably reinforced to a woman's subconscious mind, for reasons that one could write a book over but for now, I must finish writing my own relating to my next progression. Thank you and good luck. ~~ ORIGINAL POST ~~ Okay, This will be a badass protocol, as I'll be creating just a quick fun game and attaching it to every entry. Hopefully will motivate others to stay on course with their own objectives / starting a vision and working towards it right away. All you need to be is 35% confident in the results and 65% confident that your actions will be able to reveal an accurate outcome either way to begin to discover the actual truth. I totally just made that figure up though on the fly so find your own estimation heh. So I will be doing a daily journal just to keep me on track with a pretty intense personal challenge. Yal know what it is already. I've deleted the journal (again). I need to narrow my focus though for optimal results. If you any related information, just give a shout-out via pm and I'll be there for you. The goal here from the focus is to establish a reinforcing feedback loop within my consciousness. This will result in myopia from the challenge, however that's natural and you should embrace it with the awareness of the wisdom of the past. For me, 'who cares' we're all human at the end of the day it's a normal effect and two, pure mindfulness and basic human empathy towards the on going's of the world around you until the challenge is over. That's, pretty bulletproof. And any leniency beyond this is well, just going to take one off track. --------------------------------- Today's game - mother fucking Tetris aha. Checkout the chuckle worthy (but I mean it at the same time) statement that gets flashed at you every time you get a 'horizontal match'. Sometimes the links of the games will be sourced from a different engine, and that's okay. Tetris. (just made it now) https://claude.ai/public/artifacts/8af656a9-a6b4-4855-951f-303d0b00c47f My formal journal entries start tomorrow. Goal is simple: track the changes in my writing, reasoning, awareness general sentience where we do two week block reviews on any emerging patterns of the previous days. Basic scientific awareness here, among other subtracting where reasonable the effects of intensely focusing on the challenge from the potential results of the challenge itself. Day 1 here we come...

@Alex_R There's 26 other letters +. Your icon is just for artificial intellectual status, and it works. Somewhat. Until you speak that is.

Limp, limp please get it through your head that I don't even read your posts. I scroll past. Thanks. Now I'm asking you politely, move on as requested. Appreciation.

@Yimpa Lol don't be jealous of her. That's humorous but. You've gotta learn how to learn from everything though if you want the world to truly mean something to you, rather than just being a blow up doll toy you fiddle with. Then you've got skin in the game. Right now, well... We both know where you are. Put your feet on the pavement and remember the sun in the sky, dig deep to the meaningful as although you've got a catchy whip, you'll be caught with regret I see beneath. No more though. We don't converse on this forum and I didn't want to start if that's okay. Just boundaries.

Holy shit. So I'm still listening... To add to my quoted comment. It's almost as if she's mapping my at least the beginnings to my entire system. This is the Live Reading I'm listening to, PurpleTree shared it above. Don't buy her book/system if you can't afford it just study my system. I've even programmed an AI to teach you how to do it for fucks sake ha! She sells it pretty astronimically as in not for regular folk here for example: https://yeshuani.org/?srsltid=AfmBOorWOyVjfvkLwGF1PeMBI2VvD6Cg3KeW27k1-DnXFn5nzPyWzGvw This is a totally UNREAL synchronicity. FUCK. WOW, I'm TOTALLY mind blown. Listen to the video above and then or while listening, you can just LEARN what's likely to be a parallel system to my own. Here's the system I shared actually around the same time. Intervoidism+ https://chatgpt.com/g/g-67dd1a7453a88191a3a7198e68a14525-intervoidism The reason why, if she's done it accurately, then there's only an absolute and therefore replicable truth when it comes to the recursive nature of self-awareness meets personal growth. Hmmm... I'm very intrigued now where she's taken things. Listen very closely to the language she uses and compare it with the language you learn in my system above. Have fun. Good on her anyhow! A very positive influence on other women. Doesn't bother me that her system is similar, more than anything else its an extremely positive synchronicity in light of the timing of release if peeps remember back. I never wanted to monetize my stuff. It's not my journey, I've got bigger ambitions as yal know. Well there you go, its all there for you for free. I can't vouch for whether her system is as in depth as mine though. As for her being similar to Leo, well, he's still got a lot to learn, she so far seems a little ahead of him. Just encourage Leo along though, as I say, yal just gotta encourage all of each other along. You're all destined to unveil awesome thoughts to help everyone out, that's what we're all here for relative to how much we're actually invested in our own systematic personal growth. Probs a bit over-excitement shared, neutrality still abides by the truth of it being a pretty amazing synchronicity but. It's just a small snippet however. First impressions not bad 'so far' (X3) alright.

She sounds a little more self-aware than Leo-meister. Leo hasn't yet reached full recursive self-awareness. Not a criticism towards him. Recursion, as I mapped in a previous system I created called Intervoidism+ (I spoke about it briefly here, but because I don't treat the things I share here super seriously I just deleted it). She speaks in recursion, at least, her book reading (as she's doing in her live stream right now) does; quite literally explicitly using the term 'recursion' a lot. very interesting to see the same language as my own. There is zero local connect, and I certainly don't believe she's ever read anything I've ever written. Leo doesn't self-comprehend recursion yet. If he did, that's how he'd be. This is just a book reading though and live mumbling on air. Interesting so far. That's a positive quality she has, the recursive emphasis that is. So far. Thank you for the share.

If he's able to self-model his own epistemological consciousness, it puts him in the top 5%. He hasn't shown that yet : in fact he's shown the exact opposite, for example his delusional tendencies that map over mainstream pickup culture and porn, a gap that's hard to fill without advancing his own ability to mentalise other beings. Perpetuation here habitualizes negation by temporal elongation. On planet Earth, he's undoubtedly in the top 15% of those relevant to even measure. That's commendable. Logically, if he is in the top 15%, that means he's a mentor to those in the bottom 85%. By definition then, that certifies both his legitimacy as a teacher for others as well as where he needs to grow. Though, its obviously had a Dunning-Kruger effect on him at certain points, and the excess psychedelics haven't exactly always helped his narcissism in this regard. The lack of epistemological intelligence in the system dynamics of this forum, is representative of the nexus of growth that still awaits him; and that's difficult to gauge, it requires extreme nuance on weaknesses as well as obvious broad strokes to subtract and add to his character which he may not have in him. It's inappropriate for me to gauge either way, as the lapses have temporal consistency (lasting many years), however the potential is still there for change, though again, the former is the perfect reason to not hold one's breath. I only see this forum slowly becoming even worse, not better. There are people that vastly exceed myself, and knowing one's own limits and the gap between where one is versus where one could be it the first step to achieving the next step in growth between them and their alignment with what universal consciousness wants us to achieve. And at the end of the day, its no one's business if its even his goal. Perhaps its just to fulfill his porn fantasies in real life. As long as he doesn't hurt anyone or tip the scale towards being increasingly less relevant as a teacher, there's only the greater good in that. People will mask the bad with the good he serves as they do for everyone else. I still have no real respect for him where words have not met actions or arguably, deliberate irresponsibility in some cases, but that shouldn't matter. Respect is earned relative to congruency. For building character absolutely, the end can never justify the means, you do the action and you reap the repercussions immediately upon your consciousness (there's zero delay), for toying onlookers though, which is the balance of where peoples perceptions fall as it occurs after the fact and object, "It's all relative". If one is to invert this balance of absolutism and relativism though, to the contrary, where one can live absolutely inwardly in this sense, one will achieve their potential to its probabilistic limits, if one can live relatively in the outward sense, one will become an empathy powerhouse as perspectivism unifies division continually to fold the inner world towards their natural ascension in absolute social dimensions. So no. There's ontological geometry Leo still has a long way to go on, but we all do. Encourage each other where we should be encouraged, be honest as well where we must make our growth, that's the sword of truth, with strong compassionate decisiveness. That's how a strong community here is built, which this place is very, very, very far away from. Maturity is wisdom; wisdom is knowledge on what matures.

Human life is a balanced process of equilibrium meets integrative ascension, from the spiritual to the materialistic. What you're experiencing is refractive negativism that's found its voice through egoic projection, aka narcissistic injury. What you're lacking is awareness that's able to mediate itself from experiential suffering to growth, and so in its avoidance of pain (i.e. shame) it slips into compensation (again, the narcissism). Coupled with this is in misunderstanding any sex at all at a deep level including yourself, because if you did, your lack of success wouldn't project onto the external and responsibility would carry a greater weight from the prefontal cortex. Your experience will be shared by many on the forum, as most struggle with this balance. Your only way forward is to have compassion for yourself and others if you want to convert this struggle with discernment into wisdom and from wisdom into the will to act against the psychological debris that holds you back. You will ruin your life completely if you haven't already if you continue down this track. No one on this forum cares about you or the forum admin which is why they put this in the relationship section so people could laugh at you. This is the world you will continue to live in if you continue to follow this path down your own narcissistic naivety that's disguised itself with the 'masculine know how' of the performative act of most males today, including many males on this forum that are too, like you, on this track towards completely ruining their lives because of their inability to balance thier misunderstanding of the outside with a greater self control towards the self-awareness that at least pushes humility towards the personal growth that eventually does. This forum is not where you will find genuine personal growth, it is psychological toxicity run rampant due to a lack of healthy leadership and system dynamics. You need a therapist or a support group of people that genuinely fuel your self awareness. Move on. Change. Or continue to be laughed at, ignored or perhaps misled by people here who do not truly care about your growth, but first and foremost, because you are not truly invested in your growth, though most of all, as they to some analogous end, share a comparable neurosis and are a part of the problem not the solution. Human biology is designed to develop the sentience to learn how to align life in a way where life begets greater life through greater awareness overtime, this is the opposite to that. Allow this sentiment to help your drive forward, good luck.

Bashar is legit, though perhaps not in the way most assume. I don’t believe Darryl Anka is channeling a literal extraterrestrial being from a distant star system however, I do believe something profoundly real is happening. For me personally, Bashar feels like a mythic interface with the subconscious, a symbolic intelligence sculpted through trance, archetype and inner clarity; even if Bashar by all appearances seems far more intelligent than Darryl. Though that being said, I don’t fully discount the possibility of transpersonal contact either, in fact I hope for the possibility because it gives a chance for most air heads here to experience something outside their own echo chamber, including the vacuum that is this space that it feels like to post in. After-all, the human mind may be more porous than we realize, in fact that's where my personal non-psychedelic experimentation has taken me. Regardless, whether Bashar is a psychological construct, a hyperdimensional archetype or a genuine non-human intelligence filtered through Darryl’s consciousness, his teachings carry an internal coherence and transformational potential that’s hard to just pre-package through weak employments of social framing's that I see on display here for all of the potential dimensional aliens to swipe left on the 'Transpersonal Dating' options server. Imagine being an alien only having our forum members to choose between? It's an important dating service to have needless to say and makes digital rejection a swift and prompt process. To me, Bashar is not about believing in aliens per se, he’s about listening to the symbolic architectures of being themselves, even if that's beyond the ether of most imaginations here, he has a deep understanding on the physics concerning the relationship between feeling, sentience, agency and reality. And when you really tune in, he speaks with the voice of something larger than just mere performance, even if he does come across as out of touch sometimes I've never seen his words lost on the people that listen; for example, even though in all of my time I've only listened to a few hours worth, I've never remotely heard anyone that's a heckler, even on the internet really, at least someone that you'd genuinely take seriously. But yeah, heh, Bashar shows more awareness than anyone I’ve seen on this forum. Most, including Leo, just chase ego loops for validation.

This is why I don't trust the intersubjective reality. You guys are just stacking chips in an imaginary game in which the games already rigged with self-deception, you're all wasting time; build your tribes, build your homes, build your loves and build your sentience. You're all just caught in mirroring intersubjectivity without resolving it towards something more whole, and the fact that there is social communion around this means that you achieve the inverse of personal development, instead you build an alter where you worship everything that you've been trying to get away from only to make that alter the very thing you come to despise, and many of us, don't enjoy this place. Humor is as good as it is enriching for our learning and learning is as good as it is enriching for our love of life, this is the secret to happiness, you'll find no continuity by trying to rebalance yourselves through the mockery of intelligence that only becomes endearing for what enjoys its downfall by your attachment to it. This is the biggest flaw of the forum, it does not grow; it stagnates through an exchange of one illusive avatar for another, an illusion that is only meaningful in as much as that meaning meets our creative capacity to turn it into purpose; which all reflective learning achieves. Deny the intersubjectivity, including in demography, such as this one, stoke only the fires in life that engender the humility and happiness that our ancestors took for granted as they never had to foresee the deterioration of community and socialisation through the digital crucifix that turned into Satan because of our own lack of prudence. Build your closest relationships, and forget this imaginary one you have with Musk unless it is adding to your own learning. Below is an example of a man that has wasted years of his life being obsessed with Elon Musk's deterioration and for every pseudo-rational 'win' he gets in that delight his reward circuits positively reinforce the absurdity of his what some may even argue is a 'possession'. Placing him not only in greater servitude to a pyramid scheme that he'll look back on with regret but also increasing his social surroundings to include eventually no more than those that devoted their lives to similar digital phantoms they never truly got to discover the treasure of the truth to. Which was by not necessarily even meeting the people they wasted their time laughing at, but by simply taking the lessons they learned and leveraging those architectures in the greater heights of their sentience, the very purpose for their supposed noble endeavour towards science, and certainly for all of us, the purpose for the god gift of our own sentience. Remember to keep laugh on speed dial, but remember to dial a different number after you've decoded the patterns between the numbers and their projections thereto when you're done; progress < sentience > purpose. I know though, I'm just caught between the corridor of two doors though, but the fact is I've learned the lesson, and I am moving on to find another. So before you retreat, contemplate, what can you learn deeper here. Is it human dynamics, advanced empathy, the violations upon the ontology of what it means to be human in a diverse universe? Map it out, meet your ends, and this will not feel like a waste, and you'll learn to translate that merely feeling, into the feeling of a changed being where that meets the redesign of your self-structure. Thunderfoot USED to be a well respected YouTuber on science, now he's a well respected YouTuber among a community of morons on the bastardization of Musk's reputation, however deserved or not, this is one of the clear signs just how much the intersubjectivity has failed and why, we must return to tribal times in building our communities inwardly outwardly rather than relying on this algorithmic digital economies anymore, including this forum. The downfall of Musk in Thunderfoot's eyes, unfortunately, is just as great as his own. He'll never be able to go back to where he was, truly, and hopefully for his well being, I hope that's to his betterment as soon as possible.

It's fascinating, the people devoted to books more than themselves, and too, the fragile opposites who commit the same crime, the lack of devotion to the meta-loop that defines their own becoming. It becomes the continuity that describes their continual reach for selfhood that slips just by the narrative they self-create, invisibly. Books, are a meta-awareness of story, this as reader, you traverse the plains of multiplicity through the veins of another's imagination and this is how you should be learning to traverse the myth of yourself; at the very least, to escape the analogous or literal porn addiction I know many of you suffer from, evidence of your own lack of reading rather than of your supposed feats in literature which your synthesized thoughts hardly reflect. A critique that slips through deceptions to illuminate their contradictory truce to build you deeper into hidden misanthropy rather than judgement, as my hand is always outstretched towards those that find the sentience that aligns with it. Should you read books is the same question as to whether you should swim in the ocean to discover your hidden fears of being plunged into depths you never dreamed of or find aerobic capacities that bring balance to an itch you never knew you had. The world offers its novelty in self with novel action, but don't get lost in novelty itself, for novelty is a means to an end, a business monopoly on identifying experiences you have not been through for the purpose of defining the unknown so you know where you should and shouldn't go. Every line in life is like a new sentence in a book in this way, fiction reveals hidden worlds that live just beyond the next letter of anticipation, to our own self-enlightenment the more we learn to transpose the street traffic of books into how to drive the red, orange and green lights of our lifes meta-narratives. Starting first, with our ability to see them. Learn how to craft a category like a word, a chapter, a theme, a genre to your own life, these categories we've a layered understanding of your own life that books 📚 become the embodiment of reflecting how to do at the heights of standards of excellence. Our choices in words are an impulse of discernment in measuring the standards of our actions, and the narratives behind them, reveal the webs of our own lives many are either too afraid to look into deeply enough, or are still struggling in finding how to translate disconnected webs into those that capture the light for them to grow through and in return, guide others towards. Love books truly... At their essence and their purpose in seeing the lessons they can provide, and you will learn how to love yourself by converting the minds myth into translatable structure, that changes the very function of your entire life forever. Life is sentience, and you are the breath that we learn from by the same mythic potential.