Mellowmarsh

I get it sugar. I really do. Why don’t you believe me? How many more times are you going to spin this spin on me?

Is a squirrel awake?

Well that’s everyone then. Everyone has awoken so deeply that their experience is 0 humans. Yippee! You’re right, if you hadn’t have projected that concept “human ” into reality it would never have existed. Now unproject it immediately before it sticks.

So did you learn that you were human first, or God first? We don’t say God beings, we say human beings…oh never mind just go back to numbty dumpy mode, it’s fine. You like it there, it beats the hell out of misery land of the delusional deplorables.

Awww, that’s so sweet of you. 😃

Yes, I can’t quite believe it myself, I mean I don’t know how it’s possible but it is. In fact she’s the only person in the world that I’ve ever felt comfortable with, we both speak the same language, it’s unprecedented, and uncanny. Shes my soulmate. My mentor, she’s smarter than me by infinite miles that’s for sure.

Yes, that’s me. Born like it. I remember crying my heart out the first time I watched the film BORNFREE the lion film. That film traumatised the life out of me, I don’t think I ever recovered.

Late teens. My 3 boys weren’t having any of it, but my daughter she’s really clued up about it and is choosing the life of a monk, staying single forever with zero desire to want children, she was able to see through the farce of legalised slavery that is marriage and children, sorry for sounding too negative, but she saw the trap at a very early age. She’s happy in her own world having no one else to answer to or care for.

Yes, but that’s never going to happen because humans are selfish. Everyone I’ve spoken to including my own children when I introduce them to the concept of nonduality, they’ve listened for awhile but have very limited tolerance to hear the message and consequently shut me off, saying I’m getting too deep or too philosophical and it’s as if it’s a taboo subject to talk about. My brother who I revere as being quite open to new ideas didn’t even know what nondualism meant. He said he’d never heard of it when I first mentioned it to him. I’m convinced most people walking around have never heard of nondualism. It’s hard to believe in this day and age of the internet, but maybe people are just not that interested in things like that. My brother said to me that no one knows anything anyway and that we’re all just muddling through a life blindly that we know nothing about because no one has ever been alive before, so what’s the use of trying to figure out who we are, or why we’re here, because no one will ever know and there’s never any answers anyway.

I feel what that sage felt. 🥲

You won’t get stuck, that’s the fear everyone seems to be so fearful of, being stuck. You will however swing back and forth though. And that’s the good news because the movement between not feeling and feeling mean stuckness has nowhere to land, stuck is not going to become stuck forever. Thank goodness for mental shifts.

What came first the human or the god? What label did you learn first?

I very much relate to that … there’s a place of complete peace and harmony within my own self, a place that nobody else but me resides. I’m so grateful to have found that place. It had been there all along, I just didn’t realise it because i used to be so busy filling it up with all kinds of nonsense and crap, I didn’t realise I could just empty it out. Like we do with all our trash. .

That has been my experience too actually, my emotions are felt intensely to the point where I’m overwhelmed by grief not just for myself but for the whole of humanity, it’s like I’m taking on everyone’s suffering all at once including what animals have to go through. But then these emotions quickly fade, they never linger for very long. At most, I live in a constant state of equilibrium and a kind of comfortable numbness. But when the floodgates open I just do not resist the outpouring of grief that wants to unleash…I just ride those waves like a pro, and accept them for what they are without fear. Because I understand it’s all part and parcel of the human condition. The fact that I can survive, have survived being my true self of both dark and light helps me to be compassionate and develop great empathy for the rest of humanity.