Mellowmarsh

That’s a very intelligent mind right there. And yes, just relax into the silence of not thinking about what is ultimately unthinkable. Because thoughts are just fantasy like you said. What’s wrong with right now unless you think about. Hmm… Let me think about that? 💭 lol

Solipsism explains everything you need to know about the problem of other minds. That’s the only subject, the problem of other minds, that makes any real tangible sense to me. But that’s just how I roll. It’s not for everyone.

@Breakingthewall Okay, but fear means nothing to me. Yes, fear is felt, but so what, what’s it going to do, kill me or something? What’s the worst thing that could possibly happen to me?

Yes, that’s exactly what I’m doing here. I love to interact with other people, particularly on forums such as the likes of this one that support the idea of solipsism and other stuff like god and consciousness. I mean what else is there to do for one alone consciousness but to imagine an external world full of things? Even though consciousness already knows that the consciousness and content of consciousness are identically one and all the other things, even though they are just figments of the imagination. That’s the point, to dare to dream.

@Breakingthewall Still no idea what you are saying to me. You mentioned fear to someone who is now fearless.

Still don’t understand what you mean. But that doesn’t mean you don’t know what you mean, of course. I understand only myself, because that’s the only self I’ve ever experienced. I have no interest in getting inside someone else’s self just to maybe hang out and have a Costa or something, I can do that with my cat, less confusing.

I made the post about the myth of enlightenment because I’ve no idea what I’m talking about. There’s always just these words coming out of my mouth, that appear to make some sort of sense to me at least. Even though I don’t actually know anything about anything really, I just make it all up as I go along until I imagine I understand something I’ve said. As for what you’ve just said there, you’ll have to try and explain to me what you mean by that comment because I’ve absolutely no idea what you’re saying to me. But then I don’t actually care anyway, so your comment is irrelevant really.

Dude, I’ve no idea what you’re talking about…. BLOCK shhmock….what the heck does that even mean, it’s all alien talk to me. For me, just being aware of being conscious is to be aware of pain, or suffering, or trauma, and pleasure, which is just another form of pain. That’s the inescapable consequence of being a conscious being. There’s no escaping from a nervous system capable of feeling, not until that machinery stops functioning. Nothing is more infinitely wide open to reality than being aware you are conscious. Unconscious states like being under anaesthesia or being dead, is the greatest gift that life ever offered.

@TruthFreedom Just curious, do you ever watch videos like this one I’m posting to you now? I fall asleep to videos like this every night.

Not that kind of fuck. But the fuck that lets everything go. Like the chuck it in the fuck it bucket kinda fuck.

I don’t care what you think or disagree with. I make up my own mind about what’s real and true, wrong or right. I live only as my own reality bubble, not other people’s realities.

But that assessment is your reality. It’s not my reality here. You can only talk about your own viewpoints, you cannot know anything about other people. I don’t care about seeing more or be more or completely open. That’s your talk, what you believe is real for you as you see things there. I’m just being me here and that’s all I can ever be. I’m a hardcore solipsist. I’m not going to lie or pretend otherwise. It’s what I believe, it’s not just some mystical experience, it’s actually real to me, it’s what I am experiencing here. I have been dissuaded about the idea of solipsism a few times by certain people on this forum. I even started to doubt my solipsism, but I cannot just believe other people’s opinions about solipsism not being logical or possible, I have to make up my own mind about it, so that’s what I’ve did. Solipsism is what I strongly believe is happening here.

@Breakingthewall You don’t have to believe what I’m saying, it’s your prerogative to believe or not believe. But it won’t change what happened here for me. I’m just sharing my experience that’s all. I remember being dead. I also know that I am nothing but an imaginary dream character right now as I type these words. Now ain’t that something grand. Woooohooo!

When Enlightenment goes dark is the entrance to absolute truth.