Mellowmarsh

Okay.

Okay.

So God has been sleeping and hasn’t always been awake, and the dream isn’t only Gods existence. You heard it here.

Okay if that’s your truth there, that’s fine by me.

Already awake that never sleeps. The only one existence.

Gods only existence is within the dream that cannot wake up from.

I’m saying that our true nature is to watch ourself experience the good the bad and the ugly, the whole enchilada in fact. And there’s nothing we can do about any of it, except watch forever infinitely for eternity. Nothing can stop it because nothing started it. But we endure and that’s the remarkable thing about it. It’s enduringly endurable otherwise it wouldn’t be happening.

It can be a curse in the sense that humans are self aware, meaning they know they are going to die, and they know the horror of torture and pain. They know the sting of attachment when that attachment is ripped from their reality through the death of the thing they formed attachment to. And what about grief and sadness and loneliness, humans experience these feelings because of self awareness. Sometimes this can seem like a curse. And what about the sense of separation and the anxiety that separation brings to both children and adults alike, and then there’s the fear of being different and the shame and humiliation of being bullied for being different, and then there’s the scary unknown experience of what aggressive cancer can do to your body and many other painful diseases we must endure and try to combat with zero success, and then there’s traffic and airplane crashes to think about and becoming paralysed and dependent on others for your survival, also the thought of being born blind, or even going blind after many years of seeing. Then theres the horror of war and nuclear bomb threat constantly in the news, then there’s women who have to endure the painful cramps of menstruation every month, and having to bleed from their vagina every month sometimes every three weeks… that’s just the short list, there’s much more I can mention as to why waking up can be a curse. Waking up to me means becoming aware that you are conscious of being trapped inside a sentient feeling meat suit with a nervous system that feels mostly very ouchy, then there’s the heartbreak of divorce and the pain of poverty and rising cost of living, and there’s nothing you can do about any of it.

It’s also important to make up your own mind about what you are listening to within the voice of others as to what you personally find as valuable to you, and not just have them tell you what they think is best for you. What’s best for you is for you to decide, no one else.

There is a lot of grifting about it for sure. No human being does anything for free these days. Talking about Something that’s not for sale really is just a business venture that’s open to anyone willing to pay, nothing wrong with that if one is desperate to pay for knowledge, and where’s there’s muck there’s brass so to speak. And also what I find irritating is when someone else tells you you’re not awake yet because you have not yet reached a certain expansion of awareness that they have reached. I mean how can someone else possibly know the consciousness level of another person is beyond me.

No one knows what consciousness is though. You can define consciousness as a concept known but no one has ever seen it or can look at it and say that is consciousness or that is what consciousness looks like because it cannot be imaged. A image of consciousness would not be a thing outside of itself to be looked upon. The thing is we can’t know consciousness because we are consciousness. So we can’t actually know what or who exactly is waking up, or having an awakening experience, so to speak. The human mind seems to have the capacity to transcend itself, or for the mind to fall away from consciousness, and for pure consciousness to become aware of its Self. This begins to get into areas which philosophy and theology have been trying to go for millennia. But none of it can actually get there because as soon as it is put into thoughts or concepts it becomes relativised. And no relative is the absolute, and so it will be never be that absolute Truth, that Ultimate Reality. It will always be fallible, uncertain, partial, imperfect, and it will pertain to the particular, the finite, the limited, the temporal, it will be conditioned. It will not be Reality as-it-is.

I’ve watched the first 10 minutes and how I’m interpreting what he is saying is that the absolute is already the totality of everything that is was and ever will be, which has no opposite because any opposite would be relative to the absolute that already is making the relational illusory. That’s why I mentioned humans were never meant to wake up to the illusion of separation, because it would only reveal their illusory existence to them. They’d simply come to know they don’t exist in the way they thought they did, so I’m thinking it’s better that they didn’t transcend their illusory nature. Relatively speaking of course.

@Hyperion I’ll take a look at the video, thanks.

Okay thanks.

So are you now saying that evolution was what made human possible to be here to be able to say to ourselves that everything we think we know is relatively un/true and in/valid, and if not for evolution, we couldn’t have said to ourselves that everything is relatively un/true and in/valid?