Mellowmarsh

Affirmative. 🤗

The demand for knowledge is what builds up the story of me from what’s already been stored to memory. Therefore the memory is what creates the sense of being “me” in the present whenever there is a demand for “me” to appear. But yes, there’s no such thing as thought, except as imagined dreamscape, aka, memory. In reality, thought is not necessary to be. Real beingness is thoughtless. Real is simply just what’s happening, that doesn’t require any memory about it. Reality is always original, not a replay, or repeat.

Reality is this immediate endless unfoldment in constant flux. Reality is an unconditional free flowing aliveness ever new, ever fresh, impossible to be repeated. So even as you are being filled up ( getting ) you are simultaneously being emptied ( losing ) as reality is constantly changing, and so you can never become a fixed thing, ever.

“Originality” is a concept known. Known concepts are fictions that know nothing. Asking what is an original thought is like asking what is an original aggregate. The answer is already in the question. A question arises only to the sense of self in this conception, within the fictional dream of separation.

Solipsism is reification, neither proven or disproven, just an interpretation, a theory. Simply, how can “one thing” or even “one not a thing” exist? Solipsism is pointing to an idea that’s an unprovable truth. There’s nothing to gain from solipsism no more than there’s nothing to gain by realising there are infinite infinities.

@Someone here “For Becker, this is literally true: Normality is our collective, protective madness, in which we repress the truth of the human condition, and those who have difficulty playing this game are the ones we call mentally ill.” — David R. Loy

My personal direct experience or knowing showed me that I still had to act out a separate role one way or the other, and that either which way I acted, nothing would have changed, or impacted my life to how I lived it. After transcending the illusion of separation, I still had to act as though separation existed. Before transcendence, everyone was separate from me, and then after, everyone was still separate from me, but this time I had to fake a separate relationship with them, because I knew they were just me in a different meat suit, and that they were not separate from me, but I couldn’t tell them. I wouldn’t say a word, well not at least until they mentioned it first, and then only then would I mention yeah I understand what you mean.

But what would you be lying about, to yourself and others?

Then don’t say a word, be yourself and act normal. Just fit in with the normal like you’ve been doing your whole life.

You are the unproven Truth.

Joseph. It’s great to see you here. 🙂

😂 👏 Yee, that’s the ticket. The formless feels.

The mouth has no choice but to speak of that which fills the heart. Compare it to a man in love who cannot stop talking about his lady. His intention is not to convince his friends to go and court her; he simply is unable not to talk about her.

Ken Wilber’s version: "...you can drink the Pacific ocean in a single gulp, you can swallow the Kosmos whole...". It happened to me too, the whole of my inside exploded until I couldn’t tell the difference between the outside and the inside of me.