Mellowmarsh

Thank you for reading. 🥹

Well put.

Imagine / the image of I is synonymous with the sense of I or me The I ‘s only existence is within the dream of separation, in this conception known. Yet the known know nothing , and that’s why knowledge can only point to the illusory nature of reality. Jim speaks of a nothing being everything, which is all that’s happening all at once as a totality, and part of the all that’s happening is an imagined I who’s only existence is within the dream, hence there’s nothing being everything including the sense of a separate I or me. In other words the sense of I is an image, the image of I within the imageless. Or something like that..lol

Fear doesn’t kill you. Fear is what keeps you alive. Fear is what keeps the sense of self alive, forever trapped in the illusion known as the dream of separation known as the eternal dream you are dreaming. No dreamt character gets out of the dream alive because no character in the dream is alive to begin with, because a dream only appears to be real in its conception known. Horror is witnessed, it is felt as a real horror within the dream, but the dreamer remains forever untouched by the horror upon awakening to the illusion of the horror. For any dream to become known to have occurred, there must be always a dreamer that is able to awaken from the dream to know the dream has actually occurred, instantaneously recognising that nothing actually happened.

No, I have no website or YouTube channel. I naturally grasped the idea of nonduality from a very young age. I remember being about 6/7 years old, being overwhelmed by a thought that just kept whirling round and round which was (how am I even existing right now) and from that moment, the answer came immediately, which was (I must have always existed) That moment of self introspection actually made sense to me, it spontaneously dawned on me that if I’m here now, then I must have always been here. I instinctively sensed I was some eternal presence, and that this eternal presence was likened to a blank unwritten canvas, that was here to paint its own unique image of itself, that it called me. From my personal perspective according to my own unique understanding, the word nonduality simply means that all words are a fiction believed to be real. Words to me are likened to the paint I apply to my blank canvas, and that the picture was constantly changing from one moment to the next and there was this unchanging witnessing of all that was changing. Feeling eternal, I instinctively understood that the paint had beginnings and endings, but the canvas behind the paint was unchanging. The paint was the word, the word was the thought. And these thoughts were everything and everywhere at once, and yet they had no specific solid foundation that could be located to a specific area that I could tangibly touch it as a solid object. It soon became clear to me that the words that were thoughts were eternal too, because they were arising and falling upon the eternal blank canvas that was this eternal presence observing. So then I thought, there’s no author or painter that can be located or attributed a single separate individual, because I had already sensed I was eternal presence, and that any separate author would have to be in the thought that was everywhere and everything all at once inseparable from the eternal presence. So I was able to instantly see through the illusion of a separate author owning the painting and the canvas, rather, the painting and the canvas had existed forever as one indivisible dreamscape without beginning nor end. Thats why I like the quote: “ I am the consummate artist, I draw upon my imagination.” Thats why I like the quote below by UGKrishnamurti. The words: “ My teaching, if that is the word you want to use, has no copyright. You are free to reproduce, distribute, interpret, misinterpret, distort, garble, do what you like, even claim authorship, without my consent or the permission of anybody. “

It’s true, and moreover, no one gets out alive of this thought looping dream known as maya.

What about recognition…could seeking be interpreted as the recognition that nothing is/was ever lost ?

It is about looking within your experience to see what the “I” is. It is about taking an honest look. It’s not about thoughts.

Of course, we keep personal pronouns. They help us communicate. But no more than that.

I mean absolute beingness is smart, absolutely 💯 without doubt or error.

Life is just absolutely being, always here, and never not here.Not actually being anything, except in this conception. But then notice how thoughts arise, arising as both the personal and impersonal. The sense of a separate self arises when there is ownership of the thought “I” but notice the content of the thought is what carries the “I”..that’s the illusion. The illusion is just the one love action dreaming difference where there is none. Labels tell a story, but the story is a fiction constructed of thoughts that arise and fall, so thoughts are nothing of anything significance really, except in this conception, which is the illusory dream of separation.

It’s a fact, the Fe/male is smarter than the male because the Fe is the one and the male is the other. Forged. Being repeatedly hammered only makes the shine shine shinier. 🤩 Nothing can dull even the dullest of all dullards.

You can run but you can never hide.

Actually, I was very young when I stooped upon the stupor of stupidity. I was naturally born this way. 🤓