Beans

I remember in college my teacher bringing up the topic about proper grammar we spoke about the difference of proper grammar and living with broken English. I think in the west we have these standards to proper sentences, spelling, grammar. And use that as a standard to measure “intelligence” where English is looked at objectively. Cultures and the way people express themselves are a whole other ball park of perspective. That even if it looks different that doesn’t necessarily mean there was an absence of intelligence. the way people express themselves differs in each individual. The way we communicate and express ourselves comes in so many facets and shapes. I think people should be allowed to express themselves with or without proper grammar. this is quite literally other planets living I say planets in our realities and perspective. Live within us. And I don’t believe in having it in one way, because to me that feels like a limitation to how we express ourselves. I am purposely thinking of those who aren’t native to English speaking.

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Kendrick Lamar is known as a conscious rapper. In his album to pimp a butterfly he speaks about conscious suffering. another album I’d suggest Mr.Morale and the big steppers. This is a more in depth version of spirituality and suffering. The album Good kid, mad city is also good Another album I’d suggest is Damn Kendrick Lamar creates stories within his albums. might be biased, because I enjoy his work, but I’ve found truth in his music, I’ve found my own connection with spirituality being intertwined with music. And his delivery speaks to me. GNX is still being digested for me. Kendrick’s mind is interesting to me. No body expected this album. Kendrick always has an idea and direction of how and where an album will be directed to me this is an inside to kdot’s (Kendrick Lamar’s) thoughts. And how they feel. it was interesting digesting that perspective and hearing their anger and frustration. kendrick is a conscious philosopher

President Biden and vice president Kamala Harris have elected 61 black judges 39 of the 61 are black women. Donald trump may be elected as president, but trust and believe that these 61 judges elected were nominated to protect our rights and democracy. My flowers to them, because sometimes you must fight in silence.

This is fascinating to me, because I’ve always wondered what goes through people’s mind or really wondered why people become addicted or how this happens. Your story is really interesting to me. my dad suffered with serious alcoholism when I was a child. He couldn’t acknowledge it was a problem for a very long time. i have a habit of saying what’s on my mind. In result as a teenager I told my dad they were an alcoholic because of how heavy and often they drank only to be met with hostility and anger. My dad is extremely old school and did end up cold turkeying it. (WHICH CAN KILL YOU) They had a gastric bypass and so they become drunk easier they don’t drink as much, but even then. I’ve heard him say that he could feel his body/mind saying “ooooh don’t you remember that you love this?” Meaning loving the feeling alcohol gives him. addiction is like a ghost and i can’t help but worry for him i don’t hold any resentment towards him. i just hope he heals from whatever is haunting him

Joy has now put on smooth jazz for us to relax to beans is very pleased

Joy and I ate some hotdogs normally I hate hotdogs this experience wasn’t bad at all. Honestly the hotdogs were very good. And they had a lot of snacks and goodies for us to munch on. :3 needless to say beans was very pleased

:3 I don’t agree everyone is a snack, but I did find those red pants to be fun

I love the Toyota snack guy

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DCoR3lPS3Ez/?igsh=MWduanJ1ZmsxOXZ2dA== Joyful wisdom: *dog noises* buga buga waga gaga

I hope kids will learn their rights as an individual you shouldn’t be forced to practice a religion but unfortunately America doesn’t see children as individuals or people. they see children as lesser or servants, etc. you’re not suppose to back talk, you’re not supposed to say you don’t want to. to me this is gross and I feel bad for the kids. school should be a safe place. And it’s increasingly becoming more of a hostile place. with school shootings and then alongside shoving the Bible down children’s throats. :// I doubt this is going to benefit them. And depression and anxiety in children might even sky rocket. Not to mention suicide from lgbtqia. I know not all teachers are the same however. my teacher for an example was a very safe place to be queer, and I was able to forget about the problems that was going on at home. And just be a kid. it wasn’t until high school did I encounter a teacher like her, but if the teachers can’t be a good example I’m praying that the kids have good friends to lean and depend on. community is everything.

Even myself when push comes to shove I have a bad habit of running away from it out of the deep rooted fear I feel. Especially in situations where I feel I have no power. domestic abuse is difficult to leave. And often times very dangerous, because you’re extremely vulnerable. my situation as an example Even though legally I’m an adult im still very young and very naive I have a bad habit of believing everything I’m told at face value, because I wasn’t born being taught others can and often times have alternative motives. even in school I could never tell the difference between someone intentionally being mean, or just trying to be my friend. and even till this day I struggle truly understanding, but I’m learning each day. And I try to have compassion for myself since my deck of cards in life isn’t exactly perfect. My hope for my sister is that she tries. and grows confidence in her choices. I’ll take a tiny step forward to her independence especially from our abusive and toxic parents. she will always have my support no matter what she does.

Well my intention wasn’t to ignore it or dismiss your beliefs but rather listen. even if I don’t necessarily understand. curiosity is love

curiosity is love https://www.joinonelove.org/learn/why_leaving_abuse_is_hard/