Beans

I dedicated this song to my beautiful partner whom I love very dearly @ https://music.apple.com/us/album/not-a-lot-just-forever/1526437437?i=1526437723 Through your eyes I see A smile you bring to me To your joy, I tether @Yimpa

I enjoy cooking with you and for you…. I wub u

https://music.apple.com/us/album/painkillers/1332144279?i=1332144502 Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing Prescription made Painkillers Count your blessings early before the lot will hit the gates Winnings for the lucky living just takes Painkillers Living just comes with a bit of heartache Heartache comes with a bit of young faith Faith stays young till your heart get broken Hope grows up to become someday I never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me I believe I believe I believe I believe Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave I believe I believe I believe I believe Manna won't fall till the people all speak I believe I believe I believe I believe Canaan ain't far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief My queen won't feed on milk and honey She impartial to the summer sun She's a lone fire burning in the sand And a cold, lonely night without one She cocks her pistols 'fore she pops her collar Oh she's all but lethal pulling off that laser gun She's rips the halos off of angels for the fun of it If all she ever does is smile at you, run What'd ya need these for? Round here the cries die young Fly momma, fly to where you come Speak momma, round here the quiet die young Very lovely morning Don't kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing And don't you ever pay mind to that line in your way that says you'll ruin it You'll ruin this for everybody won't you Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all the things you'll be missing Prescription made Painkillers

:)) thank you!

Tummy cramping need cuddles for emotional support

My feet next ( Feat )

nerds lol jk

I have work tomorrow, I’m not really looking forward to it. I have general anxiety. And find communicating with others very difficult. Being new and learning new skills in a different work environment is also a heavy toll on me. I don’t plan on staying with this company for too long. Real retail is gross, but for some reason my twin sister prefers it. I on the other hand don’t. I enjoy work, but not so much with the public. I enjoy being able to do my job. And having my own independence, but collaboration with others is another story. I have struggle to admit when I need help. For instance when I realized I was running out of toothpaste. I knew I needed to tell you, but was too afraid to say anything. Fear and Anxiety have dictated my life for so long. And to me this story has been going on for quite awhile, but this feels like just the beginning. This journey of life is terrifying, but at least I have you. I love you.

I hope you feel better soon love you

Solipsism is BS. ._.

Stomach pain is like a 5.5 the pain isn’t as extreme as it was yesterday Trying to stay hydrated, and will be extra careful about what I’m eating

I’ve woken up several times during the night because my tummy It Hurts :^: come love me

Sometimes my tummy cramps really hard And then I feel really sick, because how bad it’s hurting to the point where I was assuming “maybe I need to take all my clothes off” because how bad the cramping was. (I didn’t need to this time) thankfully after some breathing exercises the pain was beginning to subside now I can rest in peace

Thank you for this post. God is Great!