AION

For me. Depends for what I’m looking for.

If you marry a Jezebell you will spawn little Jezebells. I mean the world needs ho’s too. But I don’t want my blood line to get involved in that. I still love American girls though. They seem to have this general friendliness and openness. But mind you that I only met Americans in Europe. And those were wild and open to do crazy stuff. There is also a different America who is conservative. Probably they are better fit to start a family. That is just my initial impression.

I noticed that American girls get around the block. They are very different than Europeans who are not that wild. It was kind of a mind fuck though because they seem very innocent and I was foolish enough to treat them that way and think they are worthy of the courtesy but then I saw how they behave with other guys. they will just mirror your naughtiness. American mindset is so different to European. It is the new versus the old. Open mindedness and sexual liberation with the good and the bad and the ugly l. Although I think the flesh won’t bring anybody happiness on the long term. Sexual hedonism is a bypass.

There is a reason why humans have a civilization and dogs don’t. Contemplate on that. And it is not because of brain power because there are people with huge brains and still live like animals.

Better get use to AI. AI is going to change your diapers.

Finally the holy trinity is coming together. Something I long prophesied. The father Leo. The son Miguel And the Holy Spirit mother Natasha

She is not a normal chick for sure. She comes off as alien being to me.

Money is not the only attractor. Only having money attracts gold diggers. This is my list from my notes: 1. Status/dominance — social rank, resource control, being deferred to by others 2. Physical vitality — health, fitness, testosterone markers (jaw, frame, posture) 3. Confidence/frame — self-referencing internally, not needing validation 4. Purpose/ambition — visible drive toward something bigger than her 5. Warmth/humor — the emotional payoff that makes the first four feel good to be around, not just impressive

I don’t know but I tried to be nice with you but you simply don’t get it. The world doesn’t evolve around your demands and conditions for men. High quality men independently have their demands and standards. And if you don’t meet those you are not part of the party. And don’t be mistaken. Men are the prize. 80% of women go for the top 10% of men. And you saying you don’t. I frankly don’t believe it. But you don’t even are eligible. And I’m not part of the 10-20% of men so I’m not eligible but I’m not butt hurt about it. I admit I would like to be part of that high quality of men. Why not? Why is wanting to be high quality bad? And why is it for you to be high quality women and be desired bad? Everything about you leaks that you want to be that woman. That is why these topics are so sensitive for you. To be honest I do get girls I want but I have to work much harder for it than the high quality men. I could be like you be butt hurt about it. Or be like one of the mother Natasha cult members and throw a hissy fit that life is not fair but life is not fair.

That is not how desire works lmao

I don’t know if I want to journal. This forum is very judgemental. And only incels can be that judgemental. So I’m not interested in getting blasted by sexually frustrated incels who just are angry that other guys who are not as developed as them (according to their tiny brains)) can get laid. Because one thing is for certain. Spirituality doesn’t get you laid. Spirituality and dating are two completely different domains but don’t expect those numb ***** to get that. They can’t even separate that dating and spirituality work according to different principles.

Spirituality is not about tucking your dick between your legs. Ken Wilber doesn’t tell me to castrate myself. Perhaps your teaching does that. I don’t subscribe to spiritual bypassing. I have fully integrated stage red and other lower stages and I’m not ashamed for it. Currently I’m tier 2 and pushing towards tier 3.

Who told you life is fair? Look around.

You don’t get any pussy. That is for sure.

I don’t have crazy goals though. I just want one wife and child. But I want to develop myself so much that if our relationship ends I will be able to find a new gf the next month. So now I’m just training myself in various social and emotional skills. I have codependency. That is my biggest obstacle to overcome.