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My laptop is only 4 years old. Haven’t installed any new stuff on it. Only using it for browsing and office stuff. 32 gb of ram and Ryzen processor. So with light use, having onenote, browser open, and YouTube for music, it should work fine to say the least. But it is not. It is very draggy and slow. The thing is when I open a game it works fine but with light stuff in Firefox. It gets laggy. I got the most problems with Firefox actually.

One time I took like 150 ug of LSD and went out on Halloween. It is very easy to stay composed on LSD. I had just couple of times I zoned out in another dimension or sum.

The thoughts/words in your mind have the same effect on your body and surrounding. Let that sink in. Vibes are everything.

There actually people who are too dumb to take a dump 🤦🏾

I don’t think so.

My intention is to not hurt but just add some humor. There can be truth in humor and I’m actually holding back in this topic. I came to understand that people can be very emotional and religious about their food and me just going balls deep about my truth is not going to change anything so I’m trying to be more heart based actually.

I think that is the best. It affects my peace of mind to have such expectations.

I learned that a man is as powerful as his word So if you say something you do it If I say I’m going to work out tomorrow morning and it is tomorrow morning and I don’t feel like it I will do it because I gave myself my word. The same applies to other people. If I say I’m going to do it I will or die trying to, of course there are some exceptions like when I’m sick or other exceptionalities. The thing is that I expect this from other people and today I had a friend who canceled our appointment for a restaurant because he didn’t feel like it. It really annoys the shit out of me and it is against me character. I think derpiness and slacking is also contagious. So currently I’m kind of in a mix. I can’t of feel bad for being a pain in the ass and on the other side it feels good to have standards for myself and other people. Because if a guy or girl’s word can’t be trusted, that will not only ruin that person’s life but also influence other people’s lives with whom that person is involved with. People who are most successful and happy in their lives are solid in their words. When they say they are going to do something they will do it. The key for an iron will is to have iron words. So now I’m thinking about being more strict and just call people out when they do this but I’m afraid to be too anal about it. It will definitely end some relationships but the few relationships that will remain will be solid. It will also weed out all the losers in my life and hopefully be replaced by more respectable people who keep their word and people who are more happier and successful. What is your policy regarding this in your personal life?

If Israel magically disappeared Arabs would just find a new problem to focus on. They will focus on everything but the cause which is within.

The road to hell is paved with “heart based” intentions …

There is no one kind of love. In English there is only 1 love but the love between two brothers is different than the romantic love or love between child and parent. In other languages there are different words for brotherly love versus romantic love, versus parental love. I think love is recognizing yourself in the other and seeing yourself in the same boat to some degree. If your love is very low, the relationship will be very transactional (nothing wrong with this) but the more you see the other as in the same boat/faith, the less transactional it will be. Nowadays relationships are very transactional so it is hard to find real love. And a lot of guys are burning their fingers going in unconditionally while the women are monkey branching. Or the other way around. You have to understand the dynamic and act accordingly. Women are very sensitive to these dynamics. They understand it subconsciously.

For tech iPhone 15 pro: it is unmatched in terms of service, support, security, reliability and functionality. People say Android have more functionality but when I had an Android I never used any of it + it broke down all the time. Especially the voice to text and text to voice is unmatched. And the phone holds its value so you can easily resell it and buy an upgrade. Casio Protek watch Trek PRW-61Y-3ER: I got one with solar energy so I never have to change the batteries, it looks stylish and it is relatively cheap compared to luxury watches. Thinkpad X1 carbon 11 gen: just an amazing machine, a lot of power for a good price. Keyboard is the cream of the crop, I like all the extra functionality like the knob, and it is just a joy to use it.. Kitchen: Ikea stainless steal pans: I can multiple variations of them, all are amazing and good quality. Shun Classic 7" Chinese Vegetable Cleaver: it is a must if you have to chop up a lot of food, the weight of the knife makes things a lot easier to cut through stuff Fashion: K-swiss: everybody is wearing Nikes or Adidas nowadays but the quality is so low, and it is so weird to wear items that 80% of the people around me are wearing, K-swiss shoes are high quality, stylish and you wearing something different than everybody Calvein Klein: quality is just the best compared to other fashion brands.. Not a lot of people are wearing this brand because most going for what other people are going for I have some other picks if there is interests but I will leave it for now

Unofficial media is hard to control even if the Jewry wanted to control it. They would have to censor youtube, twitter en tiktok which is hard to do. It is much more efficient to control US politics and treasury. Money is king.

Ceasefire already ended. Israel literally said: It is neither here or there but Israel knows how to play the media game. They basically said Hamas didn't release the hostage list with the names and they are back at it. https://www.euronews.com/2025/01/19/ceasefire-delayed-israel-says-after-hamas-fails-to-release-hostages-names To summarize Israel has US politics in their pocket They dominate the media They destroyed Hezbollah logistical lines so Hamas can't be supplied, occupied Syrian Arab land while everybody expected Israel to give up land Israel destroyed infrastructure and tunnels of Gaza and won't allow it to be rebuild They have the Arab Gulf states in their pocket Looks like the Arabs made a huge mistake with their October attack Arabs will just be slowly molded into what Israel want losing more leverage with every generation. From what I heard is that Israel is going to push Egypt to accept Arab refugees from Palestine and then just never accept them back in Gaza. That is the end game. Similar to how Israeli were pushed out of Israel by the Romans.

I tried this out and it works lol

Palestinians and Israeli have so much bad blood, blood shed, animosity and disagreement over religious matters like the fate of Jerusalem that the battle comes down to total destruction. A zero sum game.

Some people talk about climate change but these are the same people who won’t give up driving their car or other first world privileges that create so much carbon footprint 🥲

Those are human attributes that animals don't have. Animals don't have advanced ego emotions like envy. We humans project these attributes on them. In one of my trips I became an animal. It is a very different experience.

Humans are no different. It is just good luck human meat doesn't taste good. We are farmed for our labor. Actually yesterday I contemplated how it would be to live as a duck in a pond. Just swimming around in the pond, shagging some other ducks, enjoying life, no worries, no contemplating what happened last year or what will happen next year, just enjoying the now and then being killed by some other birds. A huge tragedy? If human was killed in the pond it would be a great tragedy but the duck doesn't make a big deal out of it. They just accept what is. That is probably why we humans suffer so much and animals suffer much less. Putting a cow on a yard and letting him live all of his life there is no tragedy. Putting a human on a yard and letting him live all of his life there is a tragedy. Being human is a blessing and a curse. I think most people wish they would be animals. They would suffer much less. In fact a lot of humans are unhappy and act like animals but you can't be happy as a human while being an animal.

We humans live on a farm too. It is the country you live in.

Most livestock wouldn't even exist in its current form if humans didn't take the wild animal and domesticated it after thousand of years of evolution. Although we don't eat cats and dogs, it is the same for them, they were tigers and wolves. A lot of vegans are projecting human attributes to animals but I don't think they mind being domesticated. They are just happy to be alive.

That is the purpose for most people. But you are right. He might not have that purpose.

I’m doing Owen’s Blueprint Reloaded and how he calls it is: being positively dominant or positive entitlement .. People but especially women are very prone to social signals. So if you have low self esteem you are constantly sending her sub conscious signals that you have no success, are afraid to stick out and get yourself in trouble and afraid to mate with her. Obviously all these fears are outdated but 100-200 years ago you would still get in big trouble if you talked to the wrong girl or got her pregnant. You basically need to program yourself to not be afraid to be positively dominant through body language and most importantly breaking rapport tonality which sub communicates you have success, don’t need her approval, you don’t need anything from her, so she can relax and just have fun and ease in the flow. Even though Owen is an expert in this field you still see him fumble a lot when talking to those black guys or to that Latina woman who was there with another guy. So you don’t need to be the top dog. Just show positivity sprinkled with some little dominance aka not be a low status wuss. In peace time women don’t go for the most dominant guys. It is only in war time that they do. But they still want that little positive dominance, breaking rapport vibe and just have fun.