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Yea that is what I was thinking. Can’t write a review if you are dead as a door nail.

Forgetting and remembering yourself.

The only reason psycho men exist is because there are hot women who reward such men. That is why I consider becoming psycho. Just look how many - insanely - hot women this psycho guy got. Insanely hot women get attracted by insane men pfff..

What makes you think that considering how he shat over the place before leaving?

So I have been studying Owen's blueprint program. It really does wonders if you apply the exercises. The thing I learned is that we are all doing unnecessary stuff, if we cut the unnecessary stuff out, we will already get result by default + if we hammer on the overarching principle, we will really start getting results. In the past I have always been dating 6's and 7's but now I'm aiming hiring and the thing is, if you just assume attraction and embody "that guy" without an imposter syndrome you are all set. The thing is that when we try something new we always have to take this leap of faith into the unknown and have this awkwardness. Yesterday I had couple of this moments, so I approached some really nice girls, I assume rapport, break rapport and then just lead them to a new place. And just pull them with my hands to a new location or lead them to a new spot in the nightclub and I'm thinking `wtf this is really happening` `how is this happening` `I don´t want to fuck this up` And I fuck up because my vibe totally changes. I try to scrabble things up with my words but if the vibe is off it is off. This happened like 3/4 times during the night and I became cranky at the end. And I kind of gave up for that night although I had some success but not with the girls I wanted. I still have this updating date on Wednesday with this 7 that I met that night so I should be happy and thankful but it is really fascinating how we calibrate to our self concept. The moment we step out of our self concept/identity our subconscious finds a way to pull us back to our original position. I think it is all about letting go of rules that we think we should abide by like there is this rule that I can only date such and such girl and a girl above that level is out of my league but the thing is that that rule is not embedded in the universe but just embedded in your mind. But the thing is it is very hard to get those embedded beliefs out of our mind. It requires strenuous mindfulness and psychological death of those core beliefs.

You don’t know what is happening behind the scenes. I’m going to leave it at that. 🤣

He just wanted to get in your pants 😅

*Cries in NoSelfSelf voice* j/k congrats

I believe she is the reincarnation of the Indian Goddess Kali. She was on this forum to bring wisdom (through her chaos) to the members who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. ❤️

It is intuition. And I know how women work.

Women are good at that.

Those RC sites have a reputation to uphold. Those anonymous suppliers on the dark web could be selling anything because they don’t have liability. 10% of humanity are psychopaths. That should be enough to worry about. I don’t want to bring people to ideas but they can do some fucked up shit.

She goes head over heels to pretend to be a guy and you are in disbelief about that?

She be like:

I made couple of jokes like that and she wasn't fond of it. So I respected her religion as much as possible. Meditation is not death, but life. It is awakening instead of being a zombie. Those people just haven't suffered enough. I respect everybody's process but they don't respect mine which is fine.

I want your trust in humanity and trust in anonymous suppliers

Yea, it is also about the gesture. Like does she offer to pay? Or show appreciation? Or make your worth your while in another way like offering a ride? She didn't do any of these which is a show of character. And I don't agree that men should stay gentlemen unconditionally when they get trampled over. Those times of unconditional chivalry should be over.

I made her pay half and she got so mad 😂 It was the second date by the way. Our first date was ok and the vibe was on. On the second date I didn’t feel the vibe and it was like she wasn’t appreciating me. My car broke down and I had to come with public transportation. She could have brought me home with her car. It was like 15 minute detour for her. So afterwards I just send her a payment request and she got mad and called me that I’m no gentleman. And I took it as a compliment as a former nice guy. Respecting yourself is so important as a guy because if you don’t respect yourself women will walk all over you. I traveled 2 hours in total to see her. I went with my heart in my sleeve. And I paid everything. Her showing more appreciation during our interactions and/or bringing me home would have made worth my while. Especially since with the public transportation it is 1 hour and with her car it is only 20 minute drive to my place.

I had a christian gf accuse me of black magic because of meditation.. how far off she was

At the end you have to meet them at their level which is the mud

After a certain point of psychological development one become a hermit. It is very rare to find developed companionship. And the thing is it is not even my choice. This life chose me. I can't feed my pearls to pigs.

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Hmm.. I'm just leaning towards not telling anybody about it. Even on this forum I'm getting weird responses.

There is meditation in Christianity