AION

So sad but predictable.

I like a girl but I can’t get over the fact she has tattoos and I heard she had some violent bfs. She is only 27 and really stunning looking and great personality. Usually going for younger but she is really relationship material. To be honest I prefer inexperienced girl who lacks relationship experience. I can’t phantom the idea of me walking down the street and some guys laughing behind my back. If I don’t want to have kids I wouldn’t mind because it is just for fun. But if I want to start a family it does matter for me. I don’t want to inherent all of her emotional baggage and shit. Although she is an arm candy and it is amazing to show off. That is just a temporary thing.

Better get use to AI. AI is going to change your diapers.

Finally the holy trinity is coming together. Something I long prophesied. The father Leo. The son Miguel And the Holy Spirit mother Natasha

She is not a normal chick for sure. She comes off as alien being to me.

Money is not the only attractor. Only having money attracts gold diggers. This is my list from my notes: 1. Status/dominance — social rank, resource control, being deferred to by others 2. Physical vitality — health, fitness, testosterone markers (jaw, frame, posture) 3. Confidence/frame — self-referencing internally, not needing validation 4. Purpose/ambition — visible drive toward something bigger than her 5. Warmth/humor — the emotional payoff that makes the first four feel good to be around, not just impressive

I don’t know but I tried to be nice with you but you simply don’t get it. The world doesn’t evolve around your demands and conditions for men. High quality men independently have their demands and standards. And if you don’t meet those you are not part of the party. And don’t be mistaken. Men are the prize. 80% of women go for the top 10% of men. And you saying you don’t. I frankly don’t believe it. But you don’t even are eligible. And I’m not part of the 10-20% of men so I’m not eligible but I’m not butt hurt about it. I admit I would like to be part of that high quality of men. Why not? Why is wanting to be high quality bad? And why is it for you to be high quality women and be desired bad? Everything about you leaks that you want to be that woman. That is why these topics are so sensitive for you. To be honest I do get girls I want but I have to work much harder for it than the high quality men. I could be like you be butt hurt about it. Or be like one of the mother Natasha cult members and throw a hissy fit that life is not fair but life is not fair.

That is not how desire works lmao

I don’t know if I want to journal. This forum is very judgemental. And only incels can be that judgemental. So I’m not interested in getting blasted by sexually frustrated incels who just are angry that other guys who are not as developed as them (according to their tiny brains)) can get laid. Because one thing is for certain. Spirituality doesn’t get you laid. Spirituality and dating are two completely different domains but don’t expect those numb ***** to get that. They can’t even separate that dating and spirituality work according to different principles.

Spirituality is not about tucking your dick between your legs. Ken Wilber doesn’t tell me to castrate myself. Perhaps your teaching does that. I don’t subscribe to spiritual bypassing. I have fully integrated stage red and other lower stages and I’m not ashamed for it. Currently I’m tier 2 and pushing towards tier 3.

Who told you life is fair? Look around.

You don’t get any pussy. That is for sure.

I don’t have crazy goals though. I just want one wife and child. But I want to develop myself so much that if our relationship ends I will be able to find a new gf the next month. So now I’m just training myself in various social and emotional skills. I have codependency. That is my biggest obstacle to overcome.

That is so true. Love is kind. But at the same time you have to limit love to make it meaningful and give it form.

And white knighting again. Your thristiness just drips from your messages. 😭

That is what I’m trying. I’m trying to love multiple women and not be fixated on one. It is such a liberating state to not be tied to one source of love.

Thanks I will contemplate this. But how not to get cut off from the Tao though?

I love her feminine energy. She is polish and lets me take the lead. She is funny which is rare nowadays. She is not love bombing me. I think she is pink pill. She rarely shows her cards but sometimes I can see it in her eyes that she loves me. But she never says it. I think she wants to settle down. But I’m not sure about that. I’m in for the fun.

You are not reading me correctly. I don’t care about guys opinion. I’m just annoyed at the idea myself. If you had two plates of food. One is licked and the other is not licked. Which one would you choose? That is just a matter of taste. Perhaps you are the guy who likes licked things. More important factor is the inherited emotional baggage and stuff. I want them malleable. my experience is that such girls take the grievances they have with their exes on their current bfs.

Link?

Give a link

Apparently this one is the female version of red pill. And I had a look and god damn. Red pill guys look like angles compared to pink pill women. Pink pill girls are usually social media influencers right after their prime teaching younger girls how to be egoistic and using men as objects. Sex should be given as a token of your appreciation but these girls just use it as a power tool. Dating has become 5D chess and people who are blind to it will be hurt so much. I think I’m dating a pink pill girl right now. And it feels like mental game of chess. She is very hot so I’m into it. But no way I will let my guard down. It is unfortunate but that is the dating market of today. I kind of get pink pill though. Red pill was an answer to feminism which is female egoism, and now a counter reaction to red pill is pink pill. What is next? At this point I might just get an AI side chick with whom I can be authentic and unguarded.

This is not how you are going to get laid.

Doubt that. If Owen chose you you would feel like a lucky woman. Considering from all the options he has.

It is because of prejudice which is something you have a lot. If you didn’t know what and who he was he just comes off as a quirky cool uncle.