Key Elements

@now is forever I said it before in previous threads/posts. The best I could describe it is: You become nothingness / no-self. You don't have a body, no embodiment. There is no phenomenon, no external world or universe. And, all in all, you're aware of it, fully conscious of it. Then, you make a transformation into the entire universe, and you're aware if it. You are it--everything / everythingness. Then you transform back into your body (ego). You realize that the entire world is also you. When you make this transformation, it's called Riding the Ox Backwards. You're this massive black hole from an ego's perspective. See, if you want me to explain further, it'll be a booklet. I don't want to write a book here. In my explainations, I'll also have to include how I came to know about this--my detective work. I rather tell this in 3rd person.

I'm talking about enlightenment--what happens in it. I'm not talking about who's having delusions or not. This is why I want to go into it on my life purpose. I want to say it in another way so that others will have a chance to understand. If they don't understand, that's ok too. At least I tried.

@now is forever no I didn't try anything. I was talking about this earlier in this thread with Nahm. I told him and Joseph that it happened to me already. I think Joseph got the point.

That's cute. Sunglasses. ? No, you don't need sunglasses. When you become the light, you are the light. Massive light!!! From the ego's perspective. In reality, it's not grandiose. You're not embodied. You are the light. That's why they call it Riding the Ox Backwards back into your ego. Anyway, that's another aspect of enlightenment. Enjoy wearing sunglasses and doing something positive on earth. Other lessons must be learned. Don't forget the lessons; otherwise Nothingness/No-self may not come. Things have to be balanced. Everything is interconnected.

There's a quote that goes something like this, "if you keep wanting to enter the spiritual realms, then life becomes pointless." I agree. I could relate to this quote. In Leo's blog somewhere, in an article somewhere, he said that life is a school. True. I agree. Yes, learn all your lessons on earth, do something positive in this world, and then move on to something else after passing away. Life being a school was one of the lessons for me when I saw that family member again. To me, it goes out of balance if you keep wanting to enter the spiritual realms too many times, including non-duality, becoming one with the No-self (Nothingness).

Nice music. It's detective music. I like music too. Well, it depends on what kind of music. So far, to me, this one is a lovely song for enlightenment: It may sound like a song for an intimate relationship, but I could understand why it could be for enlightenment too. Btw, there is a love ("bliss") aspect of enlightenment. I don't understand why Leo has to experience enlightenment a few dozen times via 5meo. Looks like that strong bliss from the Nothingness (No-self) is making him cry tears of joy in his "Becoming God" video. I don't know for sure. I'm not Leo. I could only guess. If 5meo does produce enlightenment, I don't understand why he needs to experience it that many times.

I didn't even describe truth. I was describing detective work.

You're welcome. It actually happened to me, but I can't tell the full story here in a post.

Well, yes, later when I posted I said that.

We're not ads. It may or may not work.

Yes, I express through art, but I just said something to you literally. I know Joseph understood what I was saying. I didn't hide anything.

Well, it's not really the thinking. It's mainly my actual experience. I don't usually make stuff up.

@Nahm I noticed something in here. It's probably not just in the forum. Communication is a challenge. It takes patience. Whenever I say something, I do try, but the other person doesn't get it the first time around.

@Nahm no, I didn't say that at all. I'm only saying to do the detective work and show it through LP. What happened in one's life that was fully convincing? Explain it 'step-by-step.' Do any practices if you want, but don't just follow blindly. What I said was what happened to me personally.

@NahmI thought about what you asked me a little more. I apologize if I misunderstood. My answer would be something like this. It's like being a detective. For me, personally, in the past, if some sage came and told me to do this method, and then that method, and then that method, etc., etc., and then you will become infinity, see, I wouldn't trust him. I would be asking myself, "What good would I get out of knowing and becoming that?" I would still have to chop wood and continue living my life. So what? I would still be an "atheist." However, let's say infinity came to me in a different way. Let's say it has already happened at some crucial time in my life, and I just passed it off as a fantastic dream, not realizing that it has already happened. Later in my life, a close family member died tragically, and came back and told me and convinced me that infinity has already happened to me. See? How was I convinced? What happened to me that I was convinced? What did the family member do or say? To answer those questions is like detective work. You got to write down the process of what happened. It might turn out to be a booklet. A life purpose is a great way to express it in whatever way you want, as creative and cunning as you want. That's why I emphasize on doing your own life purpose.

@Leo Gura time out here. I did share with you stuff. I get what you're saying, but seriously, you're just adding more words and changing what I'm saying. Yes, you could say that you are ahead of me in your life purpose, but then, I have to plan mine carefully. I'm doing something different than yours, and you know that. Good luck on the next video. Do what you love. I meant well.

Like? I was looking for something different in the recent "Becoming God" video. I was sooooo carefully listening to learn something new. But, I know it's just more of infinity: Nothingness transforming into everythingness transforming into singularity (aka, Riding the Ox Backwards/black hole) transforming back into ego with love / "bliss." Ok, Leo. Yeah, if you had that bliss 13 times, you would experience tears of joy in your ego. Take your time. It's not easy to make your life purpose completely communicating well to all the viewers.

@Joseph Maynor I think it was this thread that I was trying to tell Leo something. I said something here too. However, for example, if he didn't have similar experiences, he will not be able to relate. I'm going to have to go into details in my life purpose of how infinity can impact the relative truth in this life.

Oh ok. Sorry. I wasn't talking about the topic of the thread. I was commenting on the video that Leo interviewed Ralston. Life purpose? Hey, you could do whatever you want with it. In my life purpose, I'm doing bilingual education, art, and enlightenment.

What do you mean by either / or? I don't have a black and white thinking. I agree with what Ralston said. He's not either / or. It seems like you misunderstood what he said and what I said. (If you want to see what work I'm doing, look in the art thread in the LP area.)

@tsuki @bejapuskas oh ok. cool.

I just said my full perspective/experience. If you want to know what happened in my life fully and how infinity has impacted me, I plan to explain that in my life purpose. To me, a person has more freedom to explain it there than just posting it.

Hmm... perhaps...maybe. Not sure. I'm not male. But, all in all/overall, hmm I don't believe the gender matters.

Ok, no problem. I didn't mean to do that too, but it is very challenging to explain and understand overall--at least to me, definitely.

@bejapuskas You're adding more and more words to what I just said. You could try all the psychedelics you want. I never said to not do them or try any other methods. I said something else according to what I have experienced.