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Hello, I've been a virgin my whole life, but I've delving straight into sex with other men, it's just I have not yet because I'm afraid of STDs. I plan on getting Hep A, Hep B, and HPV vaccines very soon, but they contain Aluminum, which big pharma has claimed is not harmful at these amounts but there is alot of sketchy stuff u can read about in "HPV Vaccine On Trial: Seeking Justice For A Generation Betrayed" basically, X amount of Aluminum via injection is much more harmful than X amount of Aluminum from drinking soda cans or something. I was thinking about taking DMSA + ALA and ACZ Nano Zeolite when I get these vaccines, but was curious of what y'all think.

@Leo Gura You claimed that socially anxiety can be completely eliminated, I'm sure this is possible, but I doubt whether it's feasible.

@LordFall I didn't even consider the overlap between non-dual realization and realization of bisexuality. These past week has been crazy, I am experiencing years of emotions in days. I am trying to open my mind as much as possible to get past the ideologies my parents put onto me. Leo's vid on not knowing helped to kickstart all this.

@Princess Arabia Perhaps so, labels are just a way to give u a rough idea of my life, of course labels can be taken way too seriously.

Hey everyone, I'm new here! Very recently, within the last week, I am beginning to realize than I might be bi. I have bi-cycled a few times this last week. I'm in my early 20s and just had my first ever date, with a man, almost got bricked up in public several times. At the start of the date, I saw he had a beard, unlike his pfp, and at first I was disgusted, but then by the end of our hot sweaty date (90 degrees outside) I didn't mind the beard. I'm mainly into trans, femboys, twinks, my fren tried to convince me that I am actually straight because I like most women and only a smallish subgroup of gay guys. I'm a virgin, I spent a few hours learning of the safety and dangers of dating and all that. I've had few opportunities to get laid with women, this may because I have aspergers and was homeschooled. In college, I spent all my time studying CS and didn't party at all, so didn't learn social stuff there either. Any which way, I identified as incel and blackpilled for a year, but realized blackpill is internally inconsistent because the plain fact is that the average dad you see in direct experience is not a top 15% in terms of looks; but even after I no longer believed in blackpill, I was still not wanting to be a virgin either and felt so alone and hopeless. But Leo's videos have truly changed my life, I went from fundamentalist Baptist to pantheist, from dualism to Idealism, I went from being on the very far right and hating gays, to discovering there are several types of guys I would love to smash. The problem is this: my entire childhood was stage blue, my own brother doesn't like talking to me now because of my long hair, nonetheless I can't imagine coming out the closet to him or my parents. I am extremely confused and going up and down the bi-cyle of sexuality fluidity. My body's raw sentanations, are that I'm attracted to types (Like skinny, pale skin, long hair) and less so whether it's a man or woman. However, my mind grew up with 20 years of hard-nosed trad Christian teachings repressing so so much. How do I get to deeper truths? Bisexuality is already very confusing for most of us, but even more so with a background like mine.