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Not just dots, there is even waves and strings of light moving around.. Maybe one day I'll actually see a pink elephant and become enlightened John isnt it weird that u only started to see them after your retreat? @John Lula

Could be eye floaters, but they didnt aplear until after a while of meditation. But whats more weird is the particles of light dancing around, first time I saw them after a meditation session it took me by surprise Yup, now I also see when I look at the space between things the air kinda vibrating? And when it's dark and I'm in my room it's like a damn galaxy, flickers of bluish lights are all around appearing and disaplearing

Thanks man! Also noticed there's one called "4 questions that will change ur life" isn't this what this is about ?

I'm calling dibs on a video about the theory of evolution.. definitely

Well damn I might jump into this practice, what's the book's name?

if I didnt stumble upon leo's vids I would probably not know jack shit about all this stuff, he passed the torch and it made a significance difference in many people's lives even if the number is small it's never in vain. in time that number will keep multiplying until it explodes and a shift happens, it may not happen in our generation but nevertheless it's a chain reaction and every part of that chain is equally important for the ultimate goal. besides thousands of years ago they didnt have the internet lol

if we dont pass the torch ourselves then who will ?

I dont think you have to try it for a whole year to see if it works, give it a couple months maybe?

it's fascinating to hear about how unique this is to everyone, I find myself being pulled to spirituality and enlightenment even if I know that I have my whole mess of a life to take care of focus on, I just can't help being fascinated by this topic and seeking to explore it more and more driving me further away from what I practically need to focus on. and if you ask me why that is, I probably wouldnt be able to answer the question.

I think we can all agree that enlightenment is one of the most challenging, if not the most challenging thing you can aspire to. I'm just very curious to know, what pushes you through when you're frustrated and thinking about giving up and pursuing something else instead ?

@Edogowa Conan how is it working out for you now ?

Maybe life is paradoxical that way, maybe the ego can slowly kill itself, otherwise how could it happen ?

Just do it ✔️

You sure you don't injaculate ? Also I've read in the book the multi orgasmic man that engaging in masturbation or sexual activity amplifies your emotions before the act

That's just lost energy, even if it's a happy fap you do feel a significant drop in energy afterwards and a feeling of dullness, right ?

Thank you all for your insights, I'm trying to find that pure thing that, independent of past experience, is responsible for the joy that people derive from activities. What is it, and what is it existentially ? I wanna know what it is and connect with it, ultimately to derive the most fulfillement out of my life purpose that I haven't discovered yet

What determines what people enjoy doing and what they dont ? For example some people enjoy writing, some others just enjoy public speaking but why is that? This question kept boggling my mind so I contemplated it for a bit based on my experience, and it seems to me like the factors that are responsible for that are skill, if you're good at sth you will enjoy it and if you're terrible at it it'll be too frustrating and that is in itself is determined by how much you grew up practicing the thing or just being vulnerable to it. another thing is meaning and value which I think is determined by social conditioning and what you were influenced by. so what is it really? Does anyone know the answer to this? I tried to contemplate more but I was just getting stuck over and over again

Yup I am working theough it, have u found the thing ?

I would love this even if I already got the course

where does the nuance of the lens come from? are certain people (for example the boxer before he dedicated himself to boxing and become professional at it) inherently predisposed to see and experience the beauty of certain activities more than others or maybe it has to do with past experience maybe ? I hope im making sense over here

Maybe the answer im looking for is love, and im basically asking where does love come from, and it's something way deeper than i thought

Im gonna check it our right now, thank you Thats really a very good question, are you saying that people just naturally enjoy what they enjoy ? Maybe genetically ? That brings up the question of nature vs nurture, what's really authentic and what's an influence

I kinda tried it, but I felt like it gets harder to start the breathing again after the pause. I'll try it again. Ive actually been doing this technique once every week consistently for about 30mins, theres the vibrations and my traps get tense along with heavy sweating sometimes but that's all there is to it in my experience really, I'm not feeling any sort of emotional releases, how do i know there's an emotional release? Other than maybe crying or some shit

I wanna read this book, but there's a shitton of diff versions with diff translations, and with translation a lot of the meaning is lost or distorted from the original, so which do you recommend ?

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