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Because after that you'd have rook b1, completely entrapping the queen. Best it could do is take one of the rooks along with it. Queen for bishop and rook can be debatable, depends on position, purely point-wise that's a net of -1, but it's not necessary to get into that, the bot evaluates deep enough.

Legally, you must begin by examining how much is provable, irrefutably. You probably don't want to share details here, but usually unless you've literally been caught red-handed with keys of coke in your trunk, there's at least some wiggle room. Admit nothing, deny everything, point to all evidence being circunstancial and coincidental, feign ignorance, do not talk too much, answer only what's being asked – extraneous details can lead to self-incrimination, and also uncover contradictions if you've lied. A lot of convictions come from people making simple mistakes, and cops love to go for the low-hanging fruit. There's a channel ran by a former darknet drug vendor who got caught and served time, then became a paralegal, he has lots of stories and also analysis of how various other people got caught, maybe there'll be some useful information for you there. https://youtube.com/@sam_bent If you require a lawyer, absolutely get one that's bold and assertive, even if he costs more. Some may be knowledgeable but are meek and unable to present a case convincingly. I suggest to deal with the charges first, practically, then go into self-reflection and such. Right now you need to prioritize your freedom and safety. Maslow's hierarchy sort of thing.

Naturally. He mentioned receiving death threats in the past. These teachings wouldn't be nearly as good if they weren't radical enough to piss some people off to that extent. Huge respect to Leo for speaking the truth in spite of the risks. Although it's mostly empty talk, we're past the times of burning or crucifying people. Usually the demonization comes from people whose ideology is undermined by these teachings, so they lash out and project. There's also one or two instances of suicides being linked to actualized, I imagine that doesn't paint a very nice picture for people unfamiliar with the matters and unable/unwilling to see the nuances.

I think I heard Leo say that in one of the videos, not a forum post. But regardless, the reason it didn't work is outlined in a recent blog post – God will not grant local/personal miracles (which morphing into an alien certainly qualifies as a miracle), not without very exceptional circumstances anyway. For that same reason Leo's self-healing endeavors didn't succeed – although that doesn't mean the health problems are permanent, maybe they are, or the time for healing hasn't come yet for whatever reason, I don't know. Virtually the only way God will grant a local miracle is if it serves the highest Love and Good. An alien transformation on camera doesn't serve any such purpose, at worst as OP points out it could cause chaos, or simply be a tool for Leo to prove something, maybe give an ego boost, in other words a selfish, or at least not entirely selfless motive. Thus far I've only been able to manifest one miracle (that's a long story), and I know it worked only because the desire came from a completely selfless place. Even if you think your motives are pure, God knows for sure, and if there's any trace of selfishness in there, that's a no-go. In several instances I thought if only X would happen, I could do so much good for the world with it, but that was a self-deception, completely transparent to God. Similarly, Jesus was able to perform miracles because those served a purpose. A sort of crude reasoning from God deciding to grant Jesus those powers would go something like "If he can heal the sick and walk on water, people will take him seriously, and will listen to his message of Love, thus improving the world". Of course those teachings have over time been corrupted into the ideology of Christianity, but that too is part of the larger evolutionary design. Just as any local miracle is ultimately indistinct from the "Just One Miracle" of God's existence, they're baked into it. It also works the other way around, I've become conscious of how I was given a certain ailment which I managed to cure only after learning some important lessons and going through many years of suffering. Same with the many difficulties and annoyances, past, present, and future, they all exist to grow and better me. Anyway, that's my 2¢ on the matter, and also a long-winded way to express a powerful insight/perspective: everything happens for a reason, don't fool yourself into thinking you know better than God, instead develop a trusting relationship with it, and your life will feel so much lighter and enjoyable.

That's a laugh. Even supposedly spiritual places are not at all free of petty drama and conflicts. Why is that? God happens to be the biggest drama queen.

You know it. I had something very similar happen, a consequence of playing around in God-consciousness too much. Felt as though everything that made me alive was stripped away, yet the body still remained. Probably what it's like to be an NPC. Even a few hours of that was too much, so to make it stop I made a thankfully sloppy attempt to off myself. I was too weak to handle it then, but ultimately gathered enough courage and curiosity to go back, and it was recontextualized into something beautiful. 'Twas a rite of passage after which way higher stages of consciousness were unlocked. I now look back at that whole ordeal fondly, suffering is indeed a great teacher.

That's also one of my favorite types of story, I like these ones. https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/cokl1l/if_youre_armed_and_at_the_glenmont_metro_please/ https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/13ot7m0/my_patient_spent_eight_million_years_under_a/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Have_No_Mouth,_and_I_Must_Scream https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfLry1eQ-oo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNFqOA6p918 + here's a collection of a bunch https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/GroundhogDayLoop Most anything to do with infinite or extended lengths of time is very curious, it's often an easy tool for the writer to make their story scary, if someone's being tortured just say it's happening to them in a never-ending loop. Extending the time, ceteris paribus, is like amplifying a dimension. What makes it all the better is that it's actually true, that's what God is in a way. All alone, with nothing foreign to it, for all eternity, unable to not be itself. If you happen to land in a state of consciousness where that's clear, but can't see the Love, which is basically guaranteed to happen over the course of any serious spiritual journey, you will not have a good time. Feels like being trapped inside a cage, except there's not even that, only your Mind. In a certain dark sense, Love is the infinitely potent copium that obscures this truth. That's part of the raison d'être of this reality. Ignorance and self-deception are God's mercy upon you. So, buyer beware, unseeing is not an option. Now, this has put me in the mood for some Ketamine

I can't go into full details due to the rules here, nor do I have complete information. But it should become available in the coming weeks at most or all the usual places you buy research chemicals from. It will most likely be a fumarate salt this time. It's already stocked at one NL-only vendor, they get it before anyone else. Maybe I'll make a PSA once I see it trickle down, as it's been unavailable for quite a while and may get sold out rapidly.

Rectally administering freebase (assuming that's what you have since you're vaporizing it) may not go so well, both due to insolubility in water and potential for burning. I suggest getting a salt form, those will be restocked in the EU very soon, or at least neutralize the base with vinegar or some such.

Maybe it stands for ⌶

I submit it's because Multiplicity is Absolute, just like the other aspects, and as such it must be rendered and experienced fully, not a single piece is allowed to be missed. That's for the first part, as to how the tastes are created on a 'technical' level is a really complex matter. That too is a raw intuition, maybe I'll get something more concrete in tonight's trip.

Naptha is quite a dirty solvent. Heptane is the best alternative, yields less alkaloids. Others similar in polarity and selectivity might also work, but that depends on the method employed.

Jesus for sure. Nobody inspires me more. Doesn't matter if it's all true or not.

In a way. But it's also true, probably the reason you had such a deep trip off a paltry dose is thanks to all the work you've done prior. As you continue developing from both ends, the rewards will increase and your understanding deepen.

I don't know man, to me it's what I imagine a blend of raw meat and wet soil would taste like. Lemon-tekking actually made it worse. To a certain point. But there's some chemicals that provide very unique experiences found in no other, while there's tons of analogues that provide similar effects to psilocin. Some substances are simply more potent. To produce a trip like the one I had with 40mg of intramuscular 4-AcO-DMT one would probably have to consume a salad bowl of dry mushrooms, after which they'd probably just vomit.

My very first psychedelic trip was on magic truffles. Nasty stuff, recalling chewing them still makes me uncomfortable. 15g of whatever strain, the strength claims are a marketing gimmick. Holy fuck was that intense and beautiful, saw God and all that. Next day got more, the effects were just as potent. But after that tolerance started setting in. Truffles are fine as a starter, but the real gold is with more potent things. Congratulations on losing your psychedelic virginity.

@Clarence Insufflation of DPT is reportedly very painful, on par with 2C-x. To me that'd be enough to derail the trip, not something you want to risk with a thing this powerful. You must apply heat to dissolve it completely. Take a small glass pyrex beaker or vial, throw in the powder, add water, then apply heat to the bottom of the vessel. A regular lighter with yellow flame will suffice, within a couple seconds water will start bubbling slightly, that's a sign to stop. At this point the compound will be fully soluble. Stir with something glass or metal, avoid plastics. If you're not doing this, no matter how much you stir, a good chunk still stays undissolved and remains as sediment in your solution/syringe, meaning you're getting a lower dose than you think. I also noticed decreasing returns from DPT, 70mg IM was the bomb, 90 or so next time still very strong, but not how I imagined. I now mix 60-70-ish with MXiPr/DMXE to potentiate. Consider altering your tripping schedule, see if that helps. For instance begin early evening, like 6PM, with most tryptamines it will nearly be done by 10, then I prefer to take a benzo to mellow me out, as the later stages of comedown are borderline mental torture. In the 20-30 minutes it's taking effect, jot down the most important insights. After that lights out, and I usually wake up quite fresh the next morning. Feeling weak after psychs is nothing surprising, the recalibration via serotonin reuptake, metabolism, plus vasoconstriction during the trip are all contributors. As such I prefer not to stick around for that phase and instead let it all happen during sleep.

Surpringly, life in prison is typically cheaper than death sentence. Obviously because of all the appeals, protests, preparation, major issues from failed executions, etc. Taking the convict out back to be shot immediately after sentencing would be cheaper of course, but that's not how it goes. People spend decades on death row. So those systemic inefficiencies make the costs much higher. https://susqu-researchmanagement.esploro.exlibrisgroup.com/esploro/fulltext/journalArticle/The-Death-Penalty-vs-Life-Incarceration/991002248645405236?repId=12230200950005236&mId=13230174270005236&institution=01SUU_INST

The harm from MDMA can be greatly reduced, but it will require effort. Great info about neurotoxicity. The short of it is make sure your MDMA is actually MDMA, not MDA or cut with it. Because MDA will metabolize into HHA which is what's causing neurotoxicity. There's also a genetic component at play, people with lower CYP2D6 enzyme are at higher risk. Injecting MDMA (or plugging if that's not your thing) will skip first pass metabolism that happens with oral administration. There's several supplements one could take to inhibit CYP3A4, which does the MDMA -> MDA, and smoothen the trip overall. Another essential is to acetone wash your MDMA, preferably recrystallize too. That gets rid of tons of cutting agents, reaction byproducts, and other nasty stuff. I've gone from smelly brown rocks to beautiful fluffy off-white powder. Administered 90mg intramuscularly with virtually zero nausea, headaches, jaw clenching, and other typical symptoms. Never knew such a clean experience is possible. Got rid of the dreadful sweet smell too. I'm convinced that the main culprit is ignorance and laziness, as it is with most other drugs. Very few are just downright poisonous. I've seen people complain about the color of their MDMA not being 'champagne' which's what everyone is used to, but the irony is that it's actually full of impurities. Very unfortunate situation. I use MDMA spiritually, sometimes for light recreation, and experience no crashes nor decrease in cognitive ability, in fact it's sharper than ever due to tons of other healthy practices. Obviously raving for 2 nights straight, drinking alcohol, mixing with God knows what, binging, etc. will all contribute significantly to the damage.

That's another possible sequence. Though Stockfish's best move is always Rd8 check, that gives some more wiggle room, but defeat is inevitable anyway. Qe1 is terrible, after that you do Rxe1, not Bxf2, then whatever move they play it's always mate in 2, 3 tops.

Qf3 is definitely the strongest, no need to rely on blunders or offer queen trades, just game over. Their only moves are either Rd8 check, taken with knight, then their next move is irrelevant, either some pawn or Qf1, you do Bd4 putting massive pressure on the f2 pawn. Again their response is futile, either take the rook and lose the queen, or some pawn move, after which Bxf2 check, queen has to take, you grab, then mate in 1. If their first response is Rf1, basically same scenario, even quicker. White queen can do nothing to help. The continuation you thought of with just queen and rook moves isn't going anywhere indeed, the bishop is key, which's why you don't want to move it before the right moment. I don't know if there's such a feature on chess.com, but on lichess you can paste the board position in FEN notation copied from elsewhere and continue from that position against various levels of a computer, trying out various combinations live will train you well.

UPD: freebasing works, but not without caveats. The advantage is it vapes really clean, like 5-MeO-DMT or even smoother. However a lot of product is wasted, at least in the reactions I've tried so far - 2:1 with sodium carbonate and slight heat, also attempted an acetone wash, not very useful. One's much more likely to evaporate or degrade the entirety of O-PCE and be left with the carbonate. It's like a genie escaping from the bottle before you know it. As such, even though HCL does produce nasty resudue, currently vaporizing it is still superior, for any 'homebrew' approaches anyway. I can see a proper method, using NaOH, filtering, recrystallization, but that goes beyond the basics and can be dangerous.

No, not the kind of Alien Mind (Mouse) Leo talks about. Rather a less advanced version of it, more practical than spiritual, a liminal space between human cognition and something otherworldly. Still, it's majorly distinct from regular states of consciousness. Over the past 2 years, I tried 60+ psychoactive substances. For the most part, they're different flavors of the same thing, but a few really stand out. I'll discuss one such chemical here, its effects are so unique I couldn't replicate them with anything else. It is O-PCE, a dissociative, a class that isn't discussed much if at all here, and that's unfortunate, since they can be as powerful, if not more so in some aspects, than classic tryptamine/lysergamide psychedelics. I don't expect many people to follow up on this or even be able to find it (it's very rare outside the EU), but that's okay. First I'll list some of the main effects I got, and then describe the technicalities. Crossing games like sudoku, chess, and others, and coming up with the best moves for each within the combined board/grid. Entering a black void where there's no sensory input/output, concepts arise directly in the mind. Paradoxically, this is where true visualization can happen, Tesla-level. A twisted multimodal way of thinking wherein asking a question like "What would Jesus do in a given situation?" shows the number 4 arising out of the darkness, and an octahedron forming from it. The answer is decoded as "something that a human can't conceive of". Multifold amplification of recall ability. Being able to retrace paths I hiked perfectly, along with what thoughts I was thinking or what I was listening to at the time. Same with car routes and the like. Enhanced mapping where I can bring to mind customs regulations of multiple EU countries, create a map with nodes, find similarities, connections, and ultimately business opportunities within those. Something like this. Multi-window perception of time (past, present, future), as well as of various avatars/parallel realities. This has ripple effects such as fractured causality - events lose their before/after relationship. A conclusion appears in the mind before the premise is formulated. A good visual example of how this feels like: Stepping out of own's identity and introspecting objectively, as if you were reading a book, largely solving the ego entanglement issues. Dimensional folding - existing between two spaces, as a flat plane with no third dimension. A bit like Funny Valentine. Similarly, spatial inversion, I 'look' within myself to 'see' the world, it's kind of like headspace, but more warped, akin to a Klein bottle. Naturally, neither language nor my use of it are capable of faithfully describing such things, but that's what we have to work with. Now for the other information. The optimal ROA for this chemical, the only one to produce such effects, is vaping. All the others are nothing like it, mostly similar to your regular dissos. I use an e-mesh to vape it, that is the best way, but people also have success with simple oil burners (meth pipes). I'll only be talking about the e-mesh here. User maxpechura has left very comprehensive instructions regarding the mesh in this thread, big props for that. You can also see this video. The optimal mode I found is power, with the wattage range of 13-17W. If you've crushed the crystals into fine powder well, you won't really need to go above 15. I typically do 14. Set an setting matter very much, it is a fickle chemical. It almost demands you being in complete darkness and silence. Also a clean mesh is crucial, I change mine basically after every session, the difference in intensity is major. Do a deep inhale, keep the vapor inside for ~20s, exhale, wait a little and repeat if you want to go deeper. Close your eyes. For someone without a tolerance (which can build quickly), even 15mg might be enough to dissolve into hyperspace, so start cautiously. The dosages for insufflated ROA on PsychonautWiki map quite accurately to vaping. Final miscellaneous notes, it's not a physically addictive substance, but can be psychologically so, so make sure to take sufficient breaks. Similar to MDMA, over time some of the 'magic' can be lost if you abuse it. Plus, being a salt form (though one that vapes really well), you don't want a lot of it in your lungs, it leaves a nasty residue. Haven't tried freebasing it, could be something to consider. That about does it. I have some exciting things to share regarding psychedelics, when the time is right - if I live to tell the tale.

Cause clicking buy on any product returns a "Site Currently Unavailable" / "Account on hold" page Useful indeed. Wonder why didn't just sell the crystalline separately, it's not a scheduled substance. Regular HQ dry leaf should contain 3mg/g or thereabouts. A good extraction from 100g will yield nearly 300mg, lifetime supply pretty much.

Depot injection is the culprit most likely. It stays in the system far too long as a gradual releaser. I've had no trouble tripping with full effects the next day after oral risperidone.