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In Spain. Getting anything through customs that doesn't originate in the EU is nearly impossible, only small untracked lettermail arrives, strangely they just slap the minimal tax on it and let it though, everything tracked gets stopped for inspection, and that's when you should just write off the goods as lost. I've had to forfeit a bunch of Soma from India and Propofol + Sodium thiopental from Ukraine. Not worth the risk of lying to them about the package contents, at best it's destroyed, at worst they press charges for falsified import declaration. I did manage to get MK-801 from Israel and Salvinorin B ethoxymethyl ether from US though, by using my university credentials and a lot of super vague language when dealing with the lab and customs, basically pretending to be a professional chemist without explicitly lying, just giving a solid impression. Fun times. Now that part of the research phase is over and I've moved on to more advanced and exciting stuff, which I hope to share here soon, if it doesn't kill me, which is a possibility. I wouldn't take Datura seeds, as I said they contain a lot of useless poison. Would be down for the scopolamine in a well-prepared setting though, lab grade HBr that I was supposed to get, but never did, it got returned to sender. Who knows, maybe in the future another opportunity arises, but I won't actively pursue it. There's a version that's available OTC here, but that's butylbromide, which is used for stomach aches and spasms, it cannot cross the blood-brain barrier as hydrobromide would, so no deliriant effects. There's HBr motion sickness medicine that some of our 3rd world friends, i.e. Mexico have, same as selling Ketamine in veterinary shops. Perhaps one day. For now Benzydamine should be enough to get a feel for that class, I also have some DPH in 50mg tablets, but swallowing 10+ of them is poor style, unless I come up with an extraction it'll remain collecting dust. Memantine is also worth mentioning, used for Alzheimer's treatment, but 100mg+ will produce a dissociative trip lasting between 24 and 72 hours. Here's trip reports for benzydamine and scopolamine that I like if you're interested https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=113796 https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=54912

That's an option, however I still have a mild degree of PTSD from a bad edible trip many years ago. Don't really trust others to make them properly, and doing it yourself is a pain. Unlikely that'll work haha, considering a fat bowl of 40x extract barely does a thing. I have about 10 grams of leaves, interested in doing a pure Salvinorin A extraction at some point, for science if nothing else, though that'll require a larger volume, as it stands the yield would be at most 7mg. That's the thing, currently I only get the one side. Similar to aMT whose only effects were being suicidal and headaches, you wouldn't be endlessly patient with such a substance. Awesome, did not know that's a thing, will get some. It's nostalgic looking back at how we'd get some crappy carton filters and fold them in a specific accordion style. They weren't even filters per se, more like stoppers of the herb so that it doesn't fly into your mouth during a puff. Neanderthal levels of technology, we sure came far.

So you basically roll a joint full of weed and Salvia, yeah? What kind of proportions and strength of extract? This seems something to consider, smoking Salvia from a pipe is disgustingly harsh, nor really has an effect on me besides anxiety. How do you deal with the nasty smell, taste, and coughing of weed? Though apparently many people like it. I'd pay decent money for an odorless, tasteless strain of cannabis. Seems these guys wanted to make something like that, but it hasn't gotten anywhere atm. https://cannabco.ca/odourless-cannabis/ Back when I used to smoke weed as a teen, always preferred hash, lots of that in Spain, doesn't smell nearly as bad and takes up far less volume with basically identical effect profile. Though my sights have always been set on better stuff like magic mushrooms and LSD.

Thanks for sharing. Deliriants fascinate me, they produce a very unique state of consciousness. If approached properly, it's a mode of exploration as valid as any other. Trouble is pretty much all the anticholinergics are awful for your health, which only allows for a very limited scope of experiences. If you've done DPH, how would you say dimenhydrinate compares? I heard it's lower potency, by weight at least. One probably doesn't want to be so degenerate as to pop multiple pills of OTC medication (no offense), so the proper way is to extract the substance, or get a prepared powdered form. I haven't seen good techniques around for extraction of DPH/DXM from pills or syrup though. However I've extracted Benzydamine - an obscure deliriant with an unknown mechanism of action, it's speculated it has cholinergic, serotonergic, and even cannabinoidergic properties. A very pure extraction I'm proud of, using IPA and multiple sachets of a vaginal hygiene product, ain't that a laugh, what people wouldn't do for a high. Now got multiple grams sitting in the freezer, contemplating whether to give it a try. I'm confident it can be done responsibly. Too bad pure powders don't make it through customs here, otherwise one could get barrels of DXM HBr and such for pennies from India. Still kinda mad they blocked my beautiful scopolamine (main ingredient responsible for the deliriant properties of datura and similar plants, sans the other purely toxic alkaloids that don't provide any effects besides poisoning you).

I've been reading Ralston's "Zen Body Being" – a fantastic book, synthesis of body and mind yields the best results for both, and a particular insight struck me – 3D awareness. It's shockingly simple, essentially a reminder that we exist in 3 dimensions, which stretch evenly and infinitely in all directions. Yet we're largely unaware of the fact, usually only seeing what's right in front, at most together with left and right, but no attention is given to what's behind, below, above, or diagonal of us. Even our use of the word 'lateral' is often limited to just left and right, as if our perception was one-dimensional, like on a line. But lateral, in its broadest sense, can be expanded to include all directions in 3D. I symbolically tie this in to big picture thinking, but at the body level. How can you hope to have the highest understanding if you only see what's in front of you? The original passage is as follows: To get into that state, I like to picture a really cool panoramic zoom in shot from an anime. One could also visualize a massive star sitting in space, balanced under its own gravity, with forces pulling evenly in all directions, keeping it in equilibrium. Or a dragonfly's amazing spheric vision, or a 360° camera scan – get creative. Having triggers like this helps with entry and re-entry if you lose focus. Some techniques that came intuitively to me – these are just pointers, tweak or make new ones that suit you best, feel into it. Begin by simply letting your field of vision always be a complete semicircle, track your head movements to adjust, and always be conscious of the relativity of "sides" – what's to the left or right changes hundreds of times a day. In other words, solid peripheral vision. From the eye level, attempt 360° perception. When glancing to the sides, draw an arc with your gaze across and behind yourself, completing the circle clockwise or counterclockwise. Similarly to passing a ball from one hand to another behind your back, the movement starts with one eye, and at the end the 'sensory information' picked up along the way is passed to the other eye. Standing on the ground, feel your feet, and then the rest of the body merge with whatever surface you're on. If it's something moving, like a bus, feel all the subtle shifts, maintain balance. This also works when sitting or lying down, but all of these are done the easiest while standing or walking. If stationary, you could get in touch with the fact that you are actually moving - you're on Earth which is flying through space at incredible speeds. You're not distinct from Earth, so you're also moving that way. Taking this to the ultimate conclusion will have you merge with absolutely everything and enter a consciousness of complete Stillness, where all movement is seen for the illusion that it is, but for the purposes of this exercise that's unnecessary. To account for particularly difficult blind spots, typically what's above, try a visualization exercise such that as you look in front of you, you attempt to replace the visual information you're receiving with an image of what it would look like if you were staring at the blind spot. It feels weird and artificial at first, but as you become more sensitive it gets better. Preferably do this while safe and stationary. Sit in front of a mirror and observe what's behind, above, and to the sides of you. Play with angles and perspective. Isn’t it amazing that all of this is just light bouncing off surfaces, feeding your brain a secondhand reality? You may notice it's been all about vision, imagery, and so on. It is our primary sense, so it makes sense to start from there. But the ultimate goal is of course to sharpen all modes of perception, getting progressively more ephemeral – moving on to feeling slight temperature shifts, detecting and processing tiny sounds and other vibration from all sides, and then pure intuition. Ralston's books are some of the best resources for this. Other tangential practices can also synergize with this – for instance I'm currently training ambidexterity (use of non-dominant hand/leg), and the two compliment each other nicely. Combine this with whatever you're already doing – visualization, meditation, concentration, journaling, contemplation, psychedelics... I guarantee it will pay off, if not majorly, then at least in small, everyday tasks. Mastering this doesn’t just improve agility or baseline consciousness (which I can already feel rising from the few days I've been doing it). It rewires how you experience reality itself – the world stops being a collection of fragmented images and becomes a seamless, living space that you flow through effortlessly. Looking forward to expanding this further, i.e. being in a dissociative void, but in this mode of perception. Should yield some interesting results. Added bonus for self-conscious people or guys that stare at girls in the gym, you'll be too busy focusing and interpreting all the new data points to leave any attention for that crap. It's basically a form of meditation that can be done almost anyplace anytime for extended periods.

One of these people. Or all of of them. Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit

It's quite unique in that regard. Most psychs like I said aren't really worth it, but the catch is you have to try them to know what works for you and find hidden gems. 4-AcO-DMT + DMXE puts me in a very unique state I call tube consciousness, at high doses it's superior to whatever I described about O-PCE, it's a different plane of existence that gives the highest level overview of one's life and everything about this world across all dimensions. 3-HO-PCP is another favorite of mine, the best for everything concerning Identity, whether that's switching avatars, talking to yourself through other people, adopting memories and beliefs of fictional characters, etc. It's the most confusing thing ever and highly amnesiac. Once I used it to perform a miracle and forgot how I did it.

I know exactly what you mean, I have the same thing, prophetic dreams of the future, always short and insignificant, but 100% accurate. These days the frequency has also lowered, dreams are now crazy in other ways. Pretty sure this was God dropping subtle hints, these experiences were an integral part of what eventually led me to spirituality and questioning reality. Now it's completely obvious that time is not at all linear, I've seen past, present, and future as a single stream or a twisted loop, which sort of makes these dreams redundant. But they're a great reassurance mechanism, as long as you keep having them you can at least be certain that whatever you do, there is a future for you to experience. The precise workings of it are still a mystery, some degree of determinism is at play here. Definitely worth investigating further.

The absolute best way to consume DPT (and most other substances for that matter) is intramuscularly. It's a completely different beast.

Doing this for 3 years, until I'm 27. Nothing will change per se, I wasn't doing any of that to begin with, except masturbation, which I'm attempting to eliminate. However this decision brings the needed clarity. I'm blessed with a much lower sex drive than most men, honestly I don't even know how guys with regular libido manage to do any serious spiritual work, that's such a major distraction. Even greatly toned down, it's an immensely powerful force, which occasionally serves to annoy me, like a pebble in my shoe. I'm stuck between wanting some action, but not enough to actually commit any resources or time to pursuing it. Maybe once a month or so I'll have thoughts about how it would be nice to get a girlfriend, fantasize a little, but that's a highly idealized version, the real relationship would be quite different, if it's anything like the ones I see around I'm not interested. Now I'm making things very simple. I'll focus on material success, sports, academics, and spirituality, and in 3 years revisit the matter. Depending on my situation and level of desire then, I can consider actually investing the time in dating and such. If not, postpone again. This is one of the things I feel like I'd be comfortable to have regrets about missing out on. Life is so vast you can't realistically do everything you want, so there's a need to prioritize. If I don't achieve certain mystical milestones or travel across multiple countries on my list, those will be far more significant than not having sex or relationships. I guess the key takeaway here is that there's a sneaky difference between keeping your options open and indecision. In some situations it's actually better to be close-minded if done consciously.

There's no problem with it, as long as you don't make this your identity, a 'traveler' or 'instagram influencer', or as you said constant escapism. It can be very fulfilling, fun, a learning opportunity to understand very different cultures, in some places it's almost like you're on another planet. There's time for solitary introspection, and time to explore the world. And ultimately, when the distinction between you and other collapses, outwards will become inwards and vice-versa. Looking at all the mountains and jungles and oceans you'll be seeing the beauty of your own Self.

The 5-MeO baggie must make your gf jealous

Being conscious of how you Will every single of those air molecules you're breathing into being is a good start.

That's a very common effect, it's the same for me. About the only thing 5-MeO did for me, but very important.

If you're as bad as I was, you don't even have to start in-person. Call businesses and such, ask about whatever - opening hours, pricing, stock, how to get there... That's a bit less taxing, you can always hang up and go to the next, going through dozens of calls in a day. Say hello to bus drivers, make some small talk with cashiers, at the bank, etc. Then approach random strangers on the street, nothing emotionally charged yet, just asking directions or something. After you get very comfortable in that (it's like a snowball effect, starts slow and then one day you suddenly break through to zero anxiety), maybe join a club/group of some hobby, like chess or hiking, there you can get to know people and already have some common ground, from which you can move on to talking about other things. Speak up at family gatherings, in class, whatever situation you're in. Lastly if you care to take it further, do pickup or talk up people out of the blue. But just doing all of the above en masse for 7-8 years has taken me from crippling social anxiety to being able to talk to anyone with complete confidence. Can be done much faster too, depends on your current level and the time you can commit.

Because their 'aura' is so intense it penetrates through the fat devil that everyone is straight to the God within, making a temporary divine connection, which is transformative, even if you later slip back into ego dynamics. Leo says about the same thing in What is Integrity. The geniuses and rulers invent and enable material prosperity, which's great, but not what people truly want, so it ends up being taken for granted. Also they build on top of one another, while awakening only requires one's own mind. It's not that people don't care about awakening and God per se, it just seems so outlandish, difficult, and scary, that most take the more 'reasonable/grounded' path of attaining happiness through material pursuits, which counter-intuitively gets them nowhere. To care about Truth requires a certain degree of innate intuition, wisdom, and also faith. Or a radical experience that transforms you and sets you on the path.

Come over and I'll share some. Got 5g last month.

There's really nothing to compare it to like that, that's why it's so unique. Simply by virtue of structural similarity there's some aspects like hole doses of ketamine, it's not even body relaxation, the notion of a body is removed. 5-MeO doesn't really work on me, but I can surmise it's a very different kind of consciousness, not a unitive infinity. No geometric visuals and such. What I put in the post is about the best descriptions I'm able to give. Combining it with other substances seems counterproductive. Physically there's no bodyload, just progressively louder tinnitus on the comeup as all dissos have, which then fades perfectly into the background. Vapor isn't harsh at all, has a unique smell/taste that I've learned to appreciate. Afterglow is a bit of a downside, there's a degree of residual stimulation, some confusion, mania, similar to PCP/PCE analogues . Best is either doing it during the day with all blinds shut, or if you can power through a few hours of comedown trying to sleep, you'll get the craziest dreams, basically a continuation of the trip. Haha, that was a good one!

Not really, unless they have connections to the marketplace admins. It's much more complicated to create fake reviews on those platforms than Trustpilot and similar. Reddit and forums prohibit all sourcing related discussions, so you don't have much to go off on. But on Dread there's no such limitations, exit scams, fake reviews, data leaks, etc. are quickly detected and reported.

https://www.rijksoverheid.nl/actueel/nieuws/2025/01/28/eerste-kamer-stemt-voor-designerdrugsverbod Effective on July 1, 2025. 6 months remain. Netherlands is the largest, for all intents and purposes only producer of research chemicals and even many classic already illegal psychedelics in the EU. While at the moment this amendment largely targets trashy substances (stimulants, synthetic cannabinoids) for junkies, some good phenethylamines such as the 2C-x class are also affected. The law also allows for expedited banning of entire substance groups in the future, no more year-long debates. Last but not least, a lot of vendors are expected to shut down, as said trashy substances make up a large portion of their revenue. The most prominent lab in the EU, Lizard Labs, responsible for producing pretty much all tryptamines and dissociatives on the market has closed last month. The US will also be affected, even though Canada has its own largely independent RC market, it's not as diverse, so expect even less variety and higher prices. I expect plenty of analogues to pop up regardless, but they're getting progressively worse as legal options run out. I've stocked up on pretty much everything I could want and put it into deep freeze, that way I can't be caught off guard. If you care and can afford it, consider doing the same, especially if liquidation discounts come up.

@Schizophonia did you end up trying it? To me it's basically the same as 3-MeO-PCE. There's like 6 substances in this subclass with nearly identical names. O-PCE interestingly enough is more similar to the legendary MXE (3-MeO-2'-Oxo-PCE). O-PCE is that without the 3-MeO part.

A lot of the chemicals being banned right now are actually pretty dangerous. Cathinones, amphs, fentalogs, synthetic cannabinoids. Very addictive and potentially deadly. You can see all the degeneracy people get up to on them on Reddit. The psychedelic part of this current ban is collateral damage, as every phenethylamine under the sun is included. Although even those are more unpredictable compared to other classes due to increased vasoconstriction. This is a blanket ban to avoid analogues popping up. Sets a dangerous precedent though, my best guess is pyros are next. It's not a particularly useful policy, things are just going to move to the darknet. Some politicians are too ignorant to understand this, others simply want to sweep the issue under the rug away from the public eye. Main trouble here is that shops will start to shut down as selling only a couple permitted chemicals isn't very profitable.

Lately each of my nightly dream sessions is a psychedelic trip unto itself. When falling asleep, I get a moderately intense ringing in my ears, and a feeling of sinking into the bed, or more accurately my mind. This began after about a year of daily use of Zolpidem for making the dreams more vivid. At some point I decided to quit, and after a difficult period of re-learning to fall asleep on my own, a new dimension opened up. Chemical-enhanced dreams don't hold a candle to the ones I get now. Whether it's slipping into total delirium, exploring the fluidity of consciousness, using Leo's voice to narrate insights to myself, previewing small snippets of the future, or tapping into bottomless creativity to generate and watch entire YouTube channels filled to the brim with impeccably edited multi-hour essays on topics of interest, there's never a dull time. This last point about creativity is particularly valuable, currently I have little conscious control or understanding of how I'm doing any of this, but if I can get some grasp of the mechanics, great things can come from it. Tonight in my dream I took ketamine, tripped for a bit, woke up, and continued tripping despite being completely sober. That's some freaky stuff, feels beyond lucid dreaming, like the line between several very different states of consciousness is dissolved, creating a unique blend. You spend 1/3 of your day sleeping, so use that time productively

I wouldn't be so sure. The most simple solution can be the best one. The core of the issue has been indecisiveness, the rest should fall into place as I go along. But I'm open to being wrong, it's an experiment. For sure. Some people don't fit into that system, but God has larger concerns. I've even found some ways this force gets co-opted by the ego for its avoidance mechanisms. Tricky stuff.