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Darknet is quite safe if you follow correct opsec procedures, nor does LE usually go after small time buyers. You know your local laws better, but that's usually how it is. In certain ways it's safer than an extraction where you can get chemical burns. I have extracted other substances in the past, it can be quite fun. Don't need to do that for DMT since I can get a pure synthetic version, but there's plenty of guides on DMT-Nexus, using different precursors. https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Category:Extraction_Tek#DMT
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You said you get no tolerance in this thread
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Sure is, unless you live in the Middle East, SEA and such. DMT is illegal pretty much in the entire world. You can buy some on darknet markets or even extract it yourself.
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You're extremely lucky to have no tolerance with mushrooms. For most of us by the 4th redose the amounts would have to be astronomical to compensate, making it unfeasible. Hence alternative methods have to be designed.
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Sure, and I plan to get some more in the future. It's great. Not in the moment though, then you're like "fuck, go back", but there's no more reverse gear. Afterwards it's always recontextualized into something valuable. Insanity and Chaos are underappreciated aspects of God.
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If you're the floor, you should feel deep joy from fulfilling your life purpose when people step on you. I wonder how's that.
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I'm not saying the provider/owner should provide direct downloads of files, it's their prerogative to apply whatever protections they wish. Pretty much any such system is easily circumvented though, and as you said it only takes one person to do so. Piracy is a much deeper issue, there's no simple solutions to it. It's up to each person to decide what level of integrity they wish to maintain, what they're prepared to do and what's going too far. It's entirely possible to acquire the content legally, make a backup for yourself, and never share it with anyone, that would be a balanced approach.
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That's a valuable experience too. Same structure as having to absorb all evils before breaking through to Love. Once I was also forced to look at myself in the mirror, and the more I refused the more weight piled up on me forcing me to my knees. By making you look around, God could be trying to make you see it all as your Being. I generally trip purely within headspace nowadays, it's more efficient than anything sensory, concepts arise directly in the mind. But just recently on a hard trip I reached out to my teacup, and through touch felt such a deep connection to it, pure Unity and Love, we're made of the same substance. That's a nice technique to practice even while sober.
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4-AcO-DMT will take you for a ride largely outside of your control. 4-HO-MET is lighter, but still with decent headspace which you can direct; excessive visuals may be distracting, closed eyes are recommended, which's not ideal if you want to write things down. 5-MeO-MIPT does not work on me, based on people's experiences seems like a decent candidate. For uninhibited contemplation I tend to use dissociatives.
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A good example of why you should save a local copy of any valuable content that you purchase. One day it could be gone forever due to purely external and coincidental reasons.
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Nice. I'm currently developing a procedure for high intensity multi-day tripping. It is quite extreme. I see lots of potential for such experiences, because with regular tripping oftentimes you achieve some divine state, but then come back down, forget a large chunk, and nothing fundamentally changes in your daily life, or does so too slowly. Now though, so many insights can be had about the ways you do your routine. Cooking, washing the dishes, exercising, journaling, meditation, listening to music, looking through your wardrobe, breathing, working at the computer, reading, watching media, observing thoughts that passively arise and tracing them back to the root. Imagine making a payment and being conscious of how your phone connects to the Wi-Fi through radio waves, data is generated, encrypted, sent as light through fiber optic; an operation is performed in the datacenter of your bank to deduct the amount you paid from the database entry of your account; the platform receives the order, generates an invoice and starts the process of assembling, packaging, labeling, then sorting, shipping, and finally delivering the package to your door. Not only can you find efficiency improvements that were previously imperceptible for every action you take, with enough of that no mundane action will appear as such anymore. It's gonna be beautiful. That's just one application though, prolonging states of God-consciousness is just as valuable, especially when interconnecting multiple facets.
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Good. I've done a deep dive into this stuff around 15-18yo, before any spiritual work and such, it now informs a lot of my experiences profoundly. I don't have a reference list of materials, but could unearth a good chunk fairly easily, a lot stays in memory forever Should this gain traction it'll be a fine resource for integration of Love.
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LambdaDelta replied to Nito's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's been awhile since I've done this, and only a few times. The compounding of effects is indeed a thing, if you stop you basically have to start over. Maybe pace your breaths slower. It is physically safe, but the effects it can produce may not be. As described in the video, all sorts of trauma release and stuff could come out. The first time I did the technique I entered a delirious state, spiders started crawling on my ceiling, and I had to flee the room. So falling out of a window during a panic attack and similar incidents are possibilities, consider how those could be minimized. It's not likely to happen, but better safe than sorry. The ringing isn't bad per se, I actually enjoy it. I now get it while falling deeply asleep, as well as when taking dissociatives. To me it's a mark of a state shift, towards concentration, so it's great. So long as it doesn't turn into a permanent tinnitus, it's all good. That's a very remote possibility, I wouldn't be too concerned about it. -
It is a mystery, perhaps it permanently rewires the brain, or something more nebulous within consciousness. I've seen people report similar things, and after a certain threshold of tripping it's bound to change forever in other ways too.
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That is a good idea, this setting will definitely improve your results. I'm unsure if it could fully compensate for the difference with 3.5g if even 7.5 w/ lemon didn't do much for you. You might have a high natural tolerance, just like me. Are mushrooms the only thing you have access to? If not, try more potent stuff like LSD, 5-MeO-DMT, DMT, DPT. Smoking 5-MeO-DMT several times in particular has subtly increased my sensitivity to all other psychedelics and removed pretty much all visuals, trading them for more consciousness. Didn't do much else, but a very important job nonetheless. Dissociatives are also great, either separately or combined with tryptamines. Nobody talks about them here which is a shame. It's a different kind of ego death. You can try with silence, and the next time put one of Leo's videos in the background, like Understanding Absolute Infinity, Guided Exercise to Realize you're God, An Advanced Explanation of God-Realization. These are awesome supplements that are naturally conducive to deeper states. You might even get used to it, but it's important to alternate between that and going purely into your mind without additional input.
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Yeah, that prompt itself is too dry and short, doesn't give the bot enough context. It took me a while to find instructions for a balanced output. But even then different AIs will interpet it differently, focusing too little or too much on some parts. I tried this on DeepSeek yesterday and it started speaking like a cringe blogger, obviously forced. So adjustment is in order. ChatGPT and Claude catch my drift.
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Uh-oh, you're getting cancelled
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Neither, it is making fun of the bias everyone has towards their own perspectives, treating it like absolute truth, when in fact it's most likely wrong.
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LambdaDelta replied to integral's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Nothing is ever so simple with China. Nice of them to release it open source, but the majority of people won't be using it that way, they'll go through their app/webui, which allows for data collection at large scales, thus justifying the low prices they charge. A closer look at the TOS is needed, though nothing says it will be respected anyway. Still going to use it though. -
LambdaDelta replied to integral's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
14 or 32 billion parameter versions should be runnable on a home computer with great specs, 7-8b for lower end. 70b and the full 671 billion will require enterprise level hardware. -
It is a simple matter, on a scale of 100 the 3rd world is developed at a 10, the West at like 22. Both are still very low in the big picture, but humanity is young. The claim that the West is more developed is therefore correct. As it is merely a relative truth, it's only valid at this point in time, on this planet. Very limited scope. In 500 years for all we know USA will roll back to stage Red and Africa becomes the economic center of the world. Misperceiving it as an absolute is what gets people offended.
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LambdaDelta replied to PurpleTree's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
These are just some quick examples, there's more. I'll leave it at that, things are fine the way they are. By the way, a video about distinguishing/balancing between vision and fantasy would be great. Learning how to dream big, within the confines of reality is crucial. There's some old adjacent videos, but having a concrete one + all the updated understanding would be nice. -
LambdaDelta replied to PurpleTree's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I disagree somewhat about the shift, my understanding of non-violent might be somewhat different as it also includes subtler things like choice of language. Profanity, labels like "leftist", "hippie" are still there, maybe more than ever before. Again, it's all good, I don't take any issue with that. In fact it's great that you're committed to integrity in the face of disagreements, misinterpretation, and depressing impacts. Waiting for more. But I did want to make that suggestion based on observation of what's been going on the forum. Maybe put what you told me on the blog for better visibility. -
LambdaDelta replied to PurpleTree's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Leo Gura Perhaps it would be beneficial if you made an announcement clarifying the current style, direction of your teachings, and the reasons for that. Clearly some people are getting confused. In the past, and even quite recently you mentioned shifting to more "politically correct", non-violent communication, and avoiding beating people over the head with truth, however it's been quite the opposite, at least on the blog and forum. Surely there's tangible reasons for that, as well as the complete focus on epistemology. It's a form of love too, but one harder to see as such. I don't mind the style because I can see through to the substance and get the value, however that might be challenging. People should also be making an effort to read between the lines and contemplate harder on their own, but the gap is bridged quicker when it's done from both ends. So a single in-depth, clear communication should help, and whoever still doesn't get it after that ought to leave or be ignored. -
Once the current situation has settled down, it could be great for you. Living there will quickly cut through a lot of western fantasies you hold, witnessing unprecedented levels of corruption and brutality of survival will sober one up and give a newfound appreciation for your lifestyle and the systems that enable it. I lived there till 14 and moved to Spain, had I just been born in a European country with no exposure to the third world I'd be much worse off in many ways. It's always funny discussing with friends here, when I tell them of the corruption that goes on in Russia they get wide-eyed in disbelief. In the EU some politician misappropriating 100k is a huge scandal that's in the news for weeks, in Russia that barely rises up to the level of concern of a local police department in some shithole town. Kinda awesome that people here are politically conscious to this degree, even if sometimes it slips into excess. That's a mark of higher development. Some advice, Moscow is not Russia. In many ways Moscow is more advanced than western capitals. Living there is super comfy, but you'll have to travel around the country to get the true experience. Be ready to leave at a moment's notice, make sure your documents are in order, that you're not registered in военкомат. In theory you should be ok, living abroad is a valid exemption from service. Study the laws carefully so that you're never caught off guard. Paying some fines or bribes is fine.