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You wouldn't have known it was "drug induced" if I hadn't mentioned that in another reply. Stories are direct consciousness. Everything that's happening is a story within I AM. And of course it's coming from intellect, God is Intelligence. Insight isn't some instantaneous event of a light bulb illuminating in your head, I have in-sight (seeing) how the letters I'm typing this response with and the phone this page is rendered on are God. As a start. Deeper than ever before. But that's not some ultimate awakening, I never claimed it was, quite the contrary perhaps, it has humbled me and so it should all of you. Develop your consciousness however you like, I don't want to debate, truth isn't found that way. Go become Truth, and then all I said along with the entire universe will actually be a story.

Depends on the depth of their research, that may have been an exaggeration but the vast majority surely don't, I only recently discovered some goldmines. People researching in clinical settings probably know most of it; still, some tips only come with in-vivo experience.

End of 2022, a friend from an unrelated forum convinced me to try mushrooms, I got some truffles, saw God, and the rest is history. It hasn't been long, but seems like centuries, my experience is very densely packed, I tried 60+ psychoactives, some very obscure, and even got to know a guy that manufactures a lot of the chems sold by the EU vendors, 5-MeO-DMT included. These days my "research" (consumption) is largely over, I'm working with maybe 5-6 substances that get me the best results, and the rest I experiment with, running novel extraction, purification, and conversion techniques. An interesting one in the works is Salvia blotters. Though the guide may not come to pass, as I wish to write it exactly as designed, omission and censoring aren't my cup of tea. It's for Leo to decide what to allow on his platform.

That's a part of it. It's structured such that before mastering the prior parts one shouldn't even thinking about moving onto the next ones. I'll link to tons of resources nobody has ever heard of, teach some basic chemistry, differences between substance classes and their effects, proper storage techniques, testing, equipment, and also how to purify and extract the chemicals, which's necessary even when you're buying from a legit RC shop. Even though IM is my ROA of choice, I understand it's not for everyone, but with good precautions it's no different in sterility from a hospital. I've also designed an entirely novel IV procedure, but that's like alien level advanced and I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. Still, I want to lay out everything and let people decide. It is my opinion that such info should be available as those who're going to do it will do it anyway, but likely learn from poor quality sources.

Though I'm guessing this particular definition is more about pseudo-rationalists and propagandists, few better examples than Roy Cohn come to mind when it came to twisting truth. (Awesome movie by the way)

Thanks! Working on it everyday. By the way, somewhat off-topic, I plan to write an exhaustive guide to psychedelics since most people here are very ignorant, but it will inevitably contain some dangerous parts. Would that be fine to post with proper disclaimers and such? I'd like to know before spending hours on it. That's up to your interpretation, it may all be nonsense or contain great wisdom, both are valid. More than an experience report this was written as a description of what's possible in Consciousness.

Doesn't have to be. There's boofing, which I don't like put people here do. Or better yet, IM. There's a study showing the many advantages of IM over vaporizing. https://akjournals.com/view/journals/2054/4/2/article-p104.xml The only trouble is the lack of salts on the market currently, but they'll be restocked very soon. Have you tried DPT or the 4-subs? If you want long lasting, go for lysergamides or psychedelic amphetamines.

Read some trip reports and find out, deliriants are completely different, they act on the cholinergic system, the most fundamental in the body. Similar mechanism of action is used in chemical weapons like Sarin.

I don't think there's a concrete answer to this, as usually is with God it's both simultaneously, a paradox. All of reality rests on God's Being, which maintains everything, from coherent to chaotic. It's not that God protects one from horrors like some guardian angel, more like for God to effectively manifest as a human, a lot of obfuscation in consciousness has to happen - hide the knowledge that you're God, not perceive paranormal phenomena, certain light frequencies, be sensitive to a limited range of temperatures... That you could say is all actively maintained. But it could be un-imagined. Buyer beware, you may think you do, but it's actually quite terrifying. Conceptual and intellectual understanding won't cut it. Try taking a deliriant like diphenhydramine, scopolamine, or benzydamine, that'll give a taste of insanity on par or worse than schizophrenia. Don't recommend it, dangerous psychologically and bad for the body. I plan to at some point, but I'm reckless. That would still be scratching the surface though, enormous doses of Salvia will do the job much better, and yet there's really no limit. Past the point where you permanently stop realizing yourself as anything (not death), there's no way to quantify it.

Sanity is a much broader concept than just coherence of perception. There is insanity far beyond your run of the mill schizophrenia and such that cannot ever be put into words, it's too undefined and chaotic, virtually zero order to its workings. It also doesn't have to refer to just psychology. Sane means healthy. Sanidad is health in Spanish. A well-functioning body where all organs work together and there's no cancer is sane. A solar system where planets orbit the star properly without colliding into each other is sane. This kind of order applies to all of God, except the Insane parts, but even those follow the law of Being.

❤️ This in particular was 27mg 4-HO-MET + 110mg S-isomer Ketamine intramuscularly. But I specifically didn't post it as a trip report as I no longer want to give limiting ideas how certain states can or can't be reached, especially this sort of state I believe is more common through very intense meditation, prayer or whatever, many accounts of mystics having similar experiences. I'd noticed unitive states come much easier with meditation, while the crazy alien ones are hardly accessible w/o psychedelics. Depends on what one wants and needs. To me the whole thing is about exploring the whole diversity of Consciousness. Ah, a fellow language connoisseur. I love them too. Language is a complex, subtle, and beautiful thing. I try to learn as many as I can, plus the etymology behind words. Beyond that, all symbolic representations of things are sublime, the conceptual overlays (maps, fantasy, etc.) are divinity and partly what make Infinity truly infinite through this endless generative process. Even though me and God no longer need any words to communicate at all, we still use them because it adds richness. Quite the takeaway, haha. The Balance of God is indeed so, an eternal engine of division and reunification, a self-adjusting system, an infinite Indra's Net.

All the better, probably tartrate then

N-bombs aren't that common anymore. The effects described could be indicative of many substances, LSD-25 included, nobody could say for sure. NBMOes are essentially the same but with more body load, especially vasoconstriction. "If it's bitter it's a spitter" is a stupid indicator, legit LSD tabs could be bitter due to being laid poorly. Most likely you had real LSD, if you want to be sure use a reagent test as per this or better yet get analogues like 1P-LSD, these will metabolize into 25 anyway and the dose is far more precise, LSD tabs are typically underdosed.

Careful with assuming that. An extreme state can blindside you in a dangerous way irrespective of precautions taken.

Most of this entity stuff is New Age nonsense, go deep enough and you'll see how they're projections of your mind. Doesn't mean they're unreal, quite the opposite, nor does it mean they can't provide you with valuable insights or hurt you in some way, that's all still on the table. How about creating your own entity to help run your life in the background? Possible, I've done it, pretty sure others have as well.

Classic variants of meditation become weak sauce after a certain point. Never really worked for me to begin with due to an overly inquisitive mind, but that can be turned into a strength. You could start doing God Mind meditation. As I'm riding on a train, I close my eyes, and through deconstructing the concept of motion in my mind I reach consciousness of Absolute Stillness, similarly you could do No Self and such classic awakening experiences. And this is richer because it's like having both eyes open, with No Self you have just the one. It can be done anywhere, at any time, the concept of distractions no longer applies, all of it is direct experience. Do this for a while and boredom will cease to exist. It's no longer about silencing the monkey mind, or something like a Meister Eckhart style, the emptying will happen naturally as you go beyond the imagined limits of your human mind. The reason you no longer need to quiet the monkey mind is your baseline has evolved to a relatively purified human mind, which has the capacity to earnestly and patiently deconstruct itself until reaching God consciousness, whereas the monkey mind had to be silenced, splashed awake with water, or dissolved. There's still value for those occasionally, but they're no longer mandatory. One could argue technicalities how this is not really meditation, that's up to individual interpretation.

What if the MAGA logo was deliberately placed there to filter out the most reactive and closeminded people, because what follows is more radical than MAGA could ever be. Probably not, I'm just saying it as a thought experiment to always be vigilant about assumptions.

Agreed, that's a pretty accurate summary. I recently had an insight into a related matter with a bit of a twist.

Indeed it is. One of the first things that's much simpler to see from 'one is all' perspective is that the entirety of God is right here, right now, in your teacup. The very notion of perspective only exists in duality. You can explore and tweak this from endless angles, each direction completely bottomless, and it always converges back to One in the most beautiful mindfuck. Inconceivable states of consciousness could be reached this way, not possible or at least much more challenging to get to when you're stuck at 'all is one' because there's no one left to inquire into anything. But you as God can inquire into yourself forever and still still surprise yourself. 'Regular' nonduality doesn't explain how Truth is Love, why there's evil, doesn't let you see divine intelligence in stupidity and mundane, doesn't allow for holding paradox simultaneously beyond simply collapsing it, and so on. That's just the basics and there's higher gears beyond.

I made a playlist for study of mental illness, primarily schizophrenia simulations and interviews, it needs some more content though. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIEFsHjIryOepjLZKhIoFeLZVUmScGyaA People haven't the first clue how deep mind goes.

That's a good start to grasp the differences. The short of it is, in my own words, is realizing Multiplicity is just as absolute as Unity. Depending on the depth of reading this might sound stupid or simplistic, but contemplate and maybe you'll get somewhere. There's also many blog posts, some of them very recent, that highlight the distinctions.

I enjoyed this one quite a bit without having finished it yet. Prime is a great channel for programming-adjacent topics, even if you only do it as a hobby like me. Despite the shit Lex gets over here lately, rightfully so, the quality of guests, questions, and conversation is still way above Joe Rogan, especially in these more grounded, stage orange discussions that Lex himself is comfortable and knowledgeable in. This gives quite a bit of insight into the workings of the programming industry. There were some pleasantly surprisng bits as well (psychedelics & God talked about in passing), addiction, and at the very beginning when they talk about what got them into programming, mention and describe recursion, it hit me that it's another facet of Infinity that I've been experiencing lately, in many ways. Highly recommended watch.

I get it now. Think I heard a bit of an ambulance siren in there as well, leading me to believe you collapse on the street from a heart attack or something. There's some clues one can get from the track/file names in the picture you posted. Right you are. Though theoretical knowledge is still required for the thing I want to make, it will be classical. But I realized that's one of the easier parts, most important is hearing the thing in your head. And if we really get advanced, nothing's stopping you from accessing Mozart consciousness or general music composition consciousness and getting it very directly from the source. I have some fleeting experience with that. One of my favorite styles are megamixes, you take 20+ songs and blend them seamlessly. You can get a lot of inspiration from that. https://youtu.be/0GE1U7FChz8 or https://youtu.be/K0pEuNbrxHk (thanks Keryo)

We have a big storm coming on in my city, as I'm looking out the window I see this little bird struggling against the gusts of wind, and I see God imagining itself as these powerful forces impacting the bird it's imagining itself as, taking place on an imaginary planet, suspended in imaginary space, at an imaginary point in time. And I see God imagining itself as me looking at this whole scene and having insights into itself. In one instant a drop of rain on my window appeared as another bird, far above in the clouds. Through such perspective tricks, I became conscious of the inverse of consciousness. And that tears me up, the stunning beauty of it along with the realization that the entire weight of reality is always there, but somehow consciousness manages to obscure and dilute itself such that this goes unseen. The pen beside my bed is the whole of God, and just as God can't not be God, this pen can't not be here right now. I see how this moment is simultaneously the perfect metaphor of the struggle of finite incarnations against the fundamental impermanence of reality, and how the struggle itself is a persistent fantasy, it's all running like a well-oiled machine, perfect as it could ever be, even the tiny grains of sand that seemingly slow down the gears work together with the whole system to pace it harmonically. Thank you, thank God, thanks everyone here, and thank myself, we forged the lenses I see all this through together.

Had a follow-up insight regarding my second sentence. It's deeply connected to Impermanence, when you're this small fragile ego you can't stand impermanence, you want to subsist no matter the cost, you want to own and dominate parts of reality, so in that way you impede God's Will of full self-expression, or rather resist it, because there's no way to thwart it. Life must go on without you, be content with being a temporary, but essential part of the cycle of Division and Unity, and remember that you can never truly die, what awaits after that is still God.