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Everything posted by LambdaDelta
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Not illicit, it's a legit lab and company, otherwise they wouldn't be able to sell it as an RC to clearnet vendors. Tracking down the source isn't that difficult, just a matter of some looking and networking, and there's no reason they wouldn't do business with you the same way as long as the product is unscheduled.
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I know a guy that synths a few kilos of 5MD at a time, 25g is the minimum they sell. Bulk turns out ridiculously cheap per gram, 4-5 times less than with vendors, who are just resellers. Trouble is being able to afford this much at once. Lesson is, being poor costs more in the long run.
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Guilty as charged
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That's also what I'm finding out. Quite amazing how simple decarboxylation bypasses the regulation. Just what kind of morons write these laws? It's stranger than with RCs because of the massive consumption scale. Seems even cheaper than synthetics like JWH. Weed is aboriginal muck with an obscene smell, truly we're still in the dark ages. I'll get a gram even though I'm not good friends with cannabinoids, at worst it can just be shared with others.
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I'll listen to any kind of funky shit, but also plenty of vanilla
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Well, despite promising visual aspects and NMR spectra, the in-vivo could still turn out faulty somehow, so I prefer not going overboard on first orders. I'll assay 5mg soon, day after same dose HCl for a fair comparison. If it performs as expected I'll get another 1-2g. After unpacking & weighing losses + gifts I'll have 900mg remaining. Trips range from 3-10mg, beyond that only on special occasions. That's via IM of course, with the other inefficient routes a gram is only good for maybe 50 mediocre trips. So just the current amount is over 100 trips easily, which I won't be doing more than once per week due to having plenty of other chemicals to work with and in general having switched to a less frequent but more potent schedule. A second buy then guarantees stock for a few years at least, the rest are similarly secure already. Studying the effect of daily sub-1mg injections on baseline consciousness & prolonged exposure would be interesting. Transitioning to alien with 5MM 👽 Next comes time to lay off spending money on chems, talking on forums, etc. to concentrate on building wealth that will allow buying the kind of bulk you're proposing. Or better yet, ordering custom synths 😎
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Fumarate ist here. A pastel cream sort of color, plus the nice fluffy texture common for this salt. Definite improvement over the brown and chunky EU HCl version. It's a better suited format for tryptamines anyhow, which may prove more effective despite lower potency by weight. A bare minimum of 100 breakthrough trips, at less than a euro per. What a time to be alive.
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Extracting Salvinorin A is a start. From there one could, for instance, dissolve in acetone and vape it off an e-mesh. Like inhaling air. Salvia is disgusting sludge that absolutely cannot be trusted to be dosed with any reasonable accuracy, no plant material can, and it's nowhere near as forgiving as weed. It's akin to chopping up a toad and eating it to consume 5-MeO-DMT. I'd bet good money well over half of bad trips happen due to such factors. It's such a capricious molecule, there's not even a feasible way to make a synthetic version or convert it to salt.
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But Leo how will listening to music deconstruct my rationality (it's actually very simple, just have one track play on repeat until literally starting to go insane. I once got stuck in a children's song 'Haenschen klein'. What a curious state of consciousness that was. For best results have the whole thing memorized, you'll smash your phone soon enough, but think twice about the head)
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In the middle of rewatching this one, seems like a fantastic appetizer for the upcoming series.
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It's superior for pretty much every chemical except a few where it is not logistically practical, i.e. LSD, Salvinorin A. Works just as well for 5-MeO-DMT, similar dosage range. For me 3.5mg MALT was significantly stronger than 5mg 5MD, though that's more of an individual sensitivity thing, generally assume they're equipotent. A friend has done up to 18mg, but says it almost gets too much past 10. There's great study comparing 5MD IM vs. vaporized: https://akjournals.com/view/journals/2054/4/2/article-p104.xml?body=pdf-28657
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I just got done experiencing part 3 of the 'Infinite Mind' saga. Now there's enough juice for a self-contained story. I'd like to compile everything and present it in the proper manner, within the week. That might provide some useful frames of reference to people, and particularly to you re: what's to expect from the LSD I shared.
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We can do it by 30 unless we seriously slack off, with so much of the groundwork already laid out. That's my vision anyhow. Tag, you're it.
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Thanks guys. I'm currently ordering a new fumarate batch from Canada, looks promising. Till then with the little bit remaining I'll work up to 6mg in 3 increments.
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It's an uncertain matter. You can somewhat generalize by receptor types targeted, i.e. if one's less/more sensitive to a serotonergic like DMT/LSD, a similar situation can be expected across the others. But there's always potential exceptions lurking around. Some substances past a certain point mutate their dose response curve from linear-ish to almost exponential. Nominal potency is hardly the decisive factor. A person may be regular with serotonergics, super sensitive to GABA, and barely receptive to NMDA for instance. I can eat a strip of LSD and be fine, but baby doses of any opioid or cannabinoid make me awfully sick. If in doubt, assume increased sensitivity and start lower. Far be it from me to preach safety practices, but that's the wisest way to go about it.
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Using scoops has to be the worst advice Leo has ever given. This could harm somebody. Aside from the obvious inconsistencies in technique, even with uniformly finely ground powder it will not be fully accurate. On a few occasions I've overestimated the dosage by nearly double with scoops; negligence, yes, but the method itself is just faulty. Both are 1g DMT. Nuff said. And that's not even considering other factors that affect volume further, like vacuum distillation. Such a range within just one compound, now imagine across multiple. The correct way is volumetric dosing. Starting from 100mg, which scales can measure accurately, dissolve the substance in an appropriate amount of solution to achieve desired concentration, e.g. 100mg in 10ml for 10mg/ml. Store in a glass vial in refrigerator. To boof 5mg, you'd draw 0.5ml in a syringe, and so on. Compounds will be stable almost indefinitely in aqueous solution using distilled/saline water. Also saves a bunch of time on preparation for subsequent uses. For some stubborn salts apply a little heat to the vial to achieve full dissolution. I've seen several instances of people leaving a chunk of the chem in the syringe cause it just won't dissolve through any amount of stirring, giving a mistaken impression of how much they took. It is a similar principle for freebase, but with e-liquid for vape pen or tank, some amount of DMT in whatever ratio PG/VG that works for you, find some presets or experiment. Added benefit of conveniently and safely doing continuous puffs without need to reload pipe. @Davino can advise on all that. Virtually everything pharmaceutical from nasal sprays to creams to IV ampoules uses concentration, typically W/V or W/W. They sure don't use Chinese plastic scoops.
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Generally. You ask too many basic questions man, there's no need for me, this information is readily available. Read the reports and make conclusions, or test on yourself.
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No, at least 15% lower based on MW, plus whatever metabolic differences. AL-LAD is eye candy with a weak headspace.
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Nothing comes close to the original, provided it is highly pure and accurately dosed, which most of it is not. You want 98.5% purity and above, with as little Iso-LSD as possible. Look into DS-3.0 if interested, but it is nontrivial to obtain. The 1x- are all prodrugs. The more recent like 1V or 1S are weaker, they're simply running out of legal tweak options. 1P/1D is fine. Other lysergamides are either weak or duds, ETH-LAD is cool though.
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Depends highly on the workload demands of your degree, extracurriculars, other career-related things you do. There's no need to go all in with psychedelics if it's not feasible at this stage, even if you're very busy it should be quite simple to set aside a weekend once a month or so for a serious, productive trip. That will be plenty, you'll still grow a lot. And contemplation/introspection you can do anywhere, anytime. I contemplate while cooking, on the toilet, on the bus, in bed before sleep... basically every waking moment that's not high-focus chores or distracting myself with entertainment. With such a structure you'll actually harvest much more of the trip during the integration break before jumping to the next one.
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I've been lucky to not need a job, yet. When I need to set up something serious in my life, I grind at it tirelessly till completion, then coast off the results for many months; normal but consistent schedule is hell for me. I'm also still in university, which I don't dedicate a lot of attention to, leaving plenty of free time. Being low-maintenance helps too, I live comfortably on less than 1k a month with ease, only travel is missing of the things I care about. Lastly, I seem to have some uncommon genetic advantages for this work, like fluidity of mind of a schizophrenic, risk tolerance of a psychopath, fixation on a special interest of an autist, etc. all working together in harmony, highly functionally, with only minor side effects. Save for one special occasion I've never been destabilized by mystical experiences; I've had psychotic episodes on bad trips, slept it off and back to business as usual. Realizing my mom is imaginary didn't complicate calling and talking to her the next day one bit. Call it natural detachment. In the next couple years I'll probably need to focus on the material more, so it's a good thing I did a lot of this work seriously while young. There's downsides too, like loss of ambition, but otherwise overwhelmingly positive. Having to undo all the biases, beliefs, attachments, etc. gets exponentially harder with age. Plus I now have the tools to avoid most corruption, traps, and such. A solid foundation to build something upon. Without finding God I'd have been lost/depressed/drug addicted/dead by this point.
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No, I was doing no spirituality before psychedelics. All I had was a persistent sense that there's more to reality than everyone seems to see and dreams that accurately showed the future. There were no intentions besides curiosity, thanks to an internet friend who was into mushrooms. On the first trip I experienced God and here we are. I've always done independent thinking, but because I lacked consciousness of infinite intelligence and such things, I assumed I wouldn't get far with just my human mind. Naturally everything then shifted and had to be reconsidered from the ground up. I'm regularly finding new aspects to things I thought I already grasped entirely and some that I was totally wrong about, with an ever increasing complexity.
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Haven't kept count, definitely over 100 considering I've tried 60-ish substances. But fewer than 200. Only about 10-15% are truly groundbreaking however. Now I do it far less frequently but almost every new experience is next level.
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You'll develop a sense for it. Health, logistical considerations, and such are factors, but secondary. It is a feeling that now's not the right time. I haven't tripped in nearly 3 months, unusually long for me. There has been a primal instinct beyond any reason that right now I don't want or need to see what God will show me. Several times I was about to inject myself and withdrew at the last second. This shit is so tricky, supposedly I pursue understanding no matter the cost, so such a situation can generate doubt and self-gaslighting. Gotta remember it's a long game, a timely strategic retreat is the wisest move. Then again some instances require ignoring every alarm bell and flooring the gas, no reverse gear. Right-o, in fact make it a priority. Get to the bottom of why you're on this path in the first place, without a concrete answer you won't be able to endure its hardest moments. Perfectly self-consistent logical chains can come from just thinking through it, i.e. interconnecting Truth, Love, Nothingness, Goodness, Will, Infinity. Huge advantages on a practical level too.
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This is fine. But you need to deeply internalize that Truth is the highest value. Not based on Leo's video, but very clearly and immutably within your own mind. Then intuitive recognizance of your wrongness will eventually overwhelm whatever perceived benefits you get from self-deceptions, prompting change from genuine not-knowing. Will be very painful regardless though. Anyhoo there's too much to expand on this, but you get the idea. No need to stop entirely, just that extended breaks will occasionally be required.
