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According to @Yimpa, like a stuffed fox looking into the void 🫣 Notice I didn't bring up Leo in this context. I do think he sometimes overdoes it with self-gratifying posting, like calling scientists retarded in 50 different ways and whatnot, at least partly as cope for the sacrifices & loneliness of the path, but there's sufficient instances of him admitting he's only human and not above corruption/ego. Ultimately how he acts here matters very little. In the same way, if he were a cult leader and claimed 1+1=2, would you dispute that because it's said by a cult leader? The arrogance seems more improper to those that treat him like a guru, to me there's no such thing, just a guy I listen to that knows more about certain things, and maybe in the future that'll become redundant too. Forum Leo is basically:

Could be useful for others reading the thread though, is not necessarily personally addressed

Seems like an eternity ago don't it? Razard is still around thankfully. Miss Keryo very much! Remember this beautiful edit they made? On the flip side, with sufficient advancement you get to dream up whole worlds filled with all sorts of characters out of thin air, meet entities, and so on; at some point won't even be needing Leo anymore. I suggest you look into fiction more, it's no less real than what's over here, and oftentimes cooler! The boredom of seeing the exact same patterns play out can jumpstart a break. Good to remember that if you have the truth, there's no need to convince or argue with anyone of its verity. Insight is self-evident. Even if slightly off, with responsibility also self-correcting/adjusting. Getting feedback helps of course, but people allocate way too much time & energy to endless discussions (which oftentimes aren't even honest discussions on the level). Pure sharing is non-needy, do it for the joy, and whether people like/ignore/etc. is irrelevant.

Trouble is pretty much everyone has that self-assessment, few ppl wanna admit they're clowns. Using x-ray vision to sort the wheat from the chaff looks more viable, especially given there's not that many regular users here; easy to memorize patterns. Regular posting itself is not a good sign, some of the coolest stuff I've seen from those just dropping in after a couple years of quietly doing the work and peacing out again.

AIdiot "I asked ChatGPT" *20-paragraph slop copypasta*

Existential Insanity, the nature of time, relationship of fiction to base reality, supernatural powers / genetic freakery (not the same as the old paranormal phenomena episose), holding contradictions without slipping into cognitive dissonance (potentially related to Consistency as an absolute) How to center one's life around beauty; the meta-beauty of ugliness and devilry — slightly different angle from the Exquisite Balance ep. Why selflessness is ontologically the highest power from a position of pure logic (zero appeals to emotion/feeling) Strange loop of Certainty vs. Miracle Also inference would be nice. As in how God inferred itself from Nothing 'spawning' Infinity, maybe explain how that relates to Love for those that don't know & connect to AI in continuation of how LLM cannot be AGI due to not having real inference and not-knowing — these models would rather hallucinate a false knowing due to humanity's bias for utility.

GitHub style markdown would be to die for, but it doesn't play well with PHP forum software, very convoluted. But at least BBcode parsing is supported. Most annoying is how random the bugs are, if the behavior was consistent, i.e. never saved or always saved that'd be easier to deal with, but it's just all over the place so don't know what to expect. This behavior is browser and platform independent for me. After getting burned a couple times now when posting long threads I just have a habit of writing & formatting the draft elsewhere, only pasting the final result and doing minor adjustments. Sometimes when you don't want the draft to persist, e.g. it messed up the formatting and undos do nothing, it does anyway 🤤 DB loss isn't exactly a cause for concern, there's regular backups; this is a different kind of issue. Images were always compressed to kingdom come as I recall, but that is fine, you shouldn't be trusting smaller sites with hosting those anyway; instead can upload to private galleries on ImgBB or similar and paste the full resolution URL here to parse. Helps save the server resources + much better quality. You guys seem to be talking about different things, Discourse vs. Discord. It would be fun to have an Actualized Discord/Telegram chat alongside tho.

Nothing extraordinarily involved, mostly depends on how much control over the DB and other resources the current software gives. People have done such migrations before, so there's a good deal of tutorials and helper scripts in the wild; could also hire a dev for that or use AI assistance, provided one understands the code it outputs enough to review and troubleshoot it. The learning curve is quite accessible. https://meta.discourse.org/t/migrate-invision-ipboard-v4-forums-to-discourse/353763 https://xenforo.com/community/threads/migration-from-invision-community-to-xenforo.217184/ Discourse seems more geared towards company support boards rather than communities such as this, for instance OpenAI uses it, there's that extended labeling/tagging that's useful for bug reports and whatnot but would be redundant here https://community.openai.com/

??? This forum is one of the worst UX wise, feels like we're back in 2010s. The advanced formatting and customization features are especially lacking. Not to mention the bizarre caching issues; case in point I had to retype this post from scratch as the whole thing got nuked after switching to another tab for like 2 mins (no it's not just my browser), and then other times it will fuck up text alignment or some such so persistently that not even clearing site data helps, gotta login from incognito/another device to reset it. Night and day visiting this vs. e.g. DMT-Nexus & Bluelight that run on XenForo. Even good ol' phpBB is better if you're willing to take some time with plugins and modifying the defaults. The only supposed advantage of Invision is the OOTB package, but that also makes it bloated and overpriced. Complexity doesn't always equal quality.

Enhanced Games claim ‘we changed the world’ but only one record broken and three clean athletes win

Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back

Yes, crush with mortar & pestle or some such for more even distribution and better solubility. Also get a scale, way more accurate than the scoops (at 20mg+). I only use scoops when eyeballing stuff without caring for precise dosage, otherwise scale or volumetric solution for tiny amounts. 0.4ml @ 5% is like 20mg, for 10mg 5MD theoretically you need around 3mg acetic acid, let's say 7-10 in practice, so half of current. No big issue with excess, but really just extra burn. Can use a calculator for reference: https://github.com/orchidist/nexus-calculators/blob/support-hydration/html-calculators/salt-converter.html Rather than longer contact you want more stirring, smaller xtals, and very gentle heat. But ideally get a salt for rectal, which can also be injected, and stick to vaping for freebase. 3cm is around the optimal spot. I use a ziptie between the 0.4-0.5ml marks of a 1ml syringe, quicker and stabler than wrapping rubbers. These doggystyle and other weird Kamasutra poses are entirely unnecessary, best is simply standing; stay relaxed and use some lube, nothing flows out and absorbs perfectly. I use the whole 1ml even if substance can be dissolved in less. Boofing used to be a shit ROA for me until i switched to this method. This applies to any substance, not just opis: https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/ IME cleansing isn't necessary, just take a shit and fast for a bit.

Wait till you start feeling like an outsider here too 🤣

forgot DMXE edit

Preach. GABA and glutamate basically run the whole show, next to them 5-HT & DA aren't really all that, which is reflected in potency of psychoactives, and yet they're badly overlooked in regards to psychonautics. Guess people just don't manage to stay lucid enough (or be openminded to seriously try in the first place) to retain any useful insight before knocking themselves out or turning into drooling retards, but it is very much possible. I've had deeper trips on Zolpidem (Ambien) than most vanilla psychedelics, after trying 80+ substances there's still nothing quite like it. All those additional factors/practices help in yielding the best results. At a glance the oxybates are just different salts of GHB though, which to me was not much stronger than a beer (still a rape & lethal OD drug sometimes, so that can vary), too blunt of an instrument. Z is much more selective and cleaner, hardly any tolerance too. α₁ is the best target IME, but honestly most gabaergics could do the job on a basic level. Thanks for sharing.

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It's time we had a dedicated topic on this matter. Sources are irrelevant (personal experience, videos, books, research papers, movie scenes... any resource will do). Scams, cons, heists, etc. also welcome, but the subtler the better. The best theft not only goes wholly unnoticed, but has you thinking you gain something in return (e.g. clickbait). In the end, it all boils down to corruption. If a crocodile is the perfect animal to symbolize traps, for corruption it is the octopus. It can camouflage, release ink to literally muddy the waters, squeeze through any hole no matter how small; yet when its tentacles grab you, they won't let go. And there's 8 of them, so while you're busy fighting one or two or even 7, there's always another to nab you from behind. Plus it's slimy. This is exactly how self-deception operates. And what is theft if not (self-)deception? Except Maya has infinitely many tentacles, is so well-camouflaged it's indistinguishable from your perception, and is completely intangible. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/110777-octopus-awakening Here's a visual I generated for this thread, heavily 'inspired' by an image taken from the Europol website and fed into an AI trained on stolen data, with a slightly different color scheme, a background overlay of the world map, and a correct placement of different industries the octopus has its tentacles wrapped around. Drugs/pharma between USA & Mexico, financial schemes in the Caribbean tax havens, law in the western EU (The Hague, Euroclear, Geneva), oil in the GCC, and construction (or more broadly, manufacturing) in China/India/Bangladesh. It's rather interesting that they all align pretty closely in a straight line just above the Equator. As though the places above or below are of little importance, serving only as sources of extraction of value. But enough foreplay. I'll get us started with a personal story, at the risk of tarnishing my reputation or catching a ban. This one takes place within the microcosm of digital piracy, yet contains layers upon layers of theft, lies, self-deception, gaslighting, and exploitation. Got plenty more just like it, crazier and broader in fact. Even though the examples we'll hopefully assemble here are useful, truly understanding the depth of this matter requires massive and intimate real-life exposure to it, and even then most of it you'll never know due to factors beyond your control. Example 1: So just this little anecdote from a fairly niche domain illustrates the degree of prevalence and entanglement of the issue. The same pattern is present not only all over this planet, but across the infinite dimensions of reality. Unless you're unflinchingly prudent, it will get you. Especially when your guard is down. However, there exists a certain precipice where you see through all the deception with complete clarity and fall in love with it head over heels. But we'll leave that for the spirituality subforum. Some Actualized.org videos directly pertinent to the matter at hand: - How To Avoid Getting Scammed, Cheated, Exploited, Conned, and Screwed In Life - How Corruption Works - The Social Matrix - How Society Is A Mass Hallucination (fun fact: this one is somehow shadowbanned even on the direct channel page search; by keywords 'social' and 'matrix', 'hallucination' works) I'd also throw over a dozen others onto the list, but as already stated that won't be anywhere near enough. Now, let's get the ball rolling. Of particular interest is the theft you've personally committed or are committing. Sharing that publicly will do wonders for your shadow integration work. Who's up for that? Though first consider that this could all be an elaborate honeypot disguised as philosophy designed to trick people into openly confessing to their crimes.

Not a dig at u, 'he' as in that Chayse channel. I'm fascinated by the time dilation aspect of Consciousness, like those horror stories about a blink lasting for years, which i hoped to experience on Sal B EME. Ran the numbers before taking it (obviously just simplistic linear scaling for laughs): 45s = 8 years from some Salvia report, which is 252288000s; conservatively extrapolated to 1hr with EME = 640 years / hr of trip. So like 8-9 avg lifetimes, tracks with the 10x potency figure

The report on EME is fake. idk whether anyone tried MEM but it looks like pointless midway between Sal A and B EME anyway. Ones in the original research study are real, even if not so romantically psychedelic. First video confuses MEM & EME, 'Symmetry' and '10x Salvia' is the latter but he says MEM despite linking to another badly researched vid about EME.

Might as well share a playlist of my fave episodes, ime quite a few of them are underrated, or at least don't come up very often in discussions of 'the best' https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIEFsHjIryOf9z_23y3UTKXtMmvaP5pmW

Had to look up what a budgie is 🙃 We're no different indeed, except it gets even more fun when you are that self-aware, to which there's endless layers. The meta goes up.

That sure sounds like 5MD on all fronts. There's several different batches of it going around in the EU atm, from literal chocolate brown, to waxy yellow, to pure crystalline white, and the in-between you got. Just like N,N-DMT it can take on a whole gamut of colors. Similar analogues exist, but they're not something you'd find in clearnet RC shops. Change of route can make a very significant difference, yes. 5MD is 100% somatic for me intramuscularly, and vaporized is a weird but not unpleasant mix of consciousness increase and intracranial pressure. Batch, set, setting, your baseline, God's will, etc. all play a role as well. No need to lab test it yourself, just switch to a vendor that provides actual 3rd party analytical results intead of printing the supposed purity % on the baggie label. But if you do want to lab test substances in the future, best EU resource is Kykeon. They also have a pool of crowdsourced results from various vendors, including DNM. https://www.kykeonanalytics.com/en 5MD freebase will quickly turn into an oil above 70°C, so that's one way to test at home, albeit not the most reliable.

Fascinating how I guessed the "diamond ring" line of the lyrics without ever having heard the original lullaby. It's got a nice intuitive flow about it.