LambdaDelta

You got a point there, if someone could be convinced that their view is false, that automatically proves its falsity, even if the argument was mere sophistry; these are divine properties of Authority and Truth. But it's a double-edged and counter-intuitive sword. The precise issue is most people couldn't find their own ass with both hands and a map. Truth is right here, right now, but telling this to someone who's not directly conscious of it does more harm than good; it's best they believe for the time being that it's something found 'out there'.

Since you're in/from NZ, that reminds me how I invented, or at least popularized using a VPN to NZ for WEB-DLs of new movie releases. Before 2021 they'd mostly be sourced from AUS to leverage the timezone difference, and there aren't that many providers with servers in NZ, but after I beat every major group by at least 1.5hrs on Eva 3.0+1.0 people quickly transitioned to this method. The intelligence of evil

In the rare event I cannot find an audiobook I create an Audible free trial account and rip it straight from there, the 1 credit they give can be recycled at least 3 times. Whether I had 1k or 400k in my bank account had no influence on this behavior, only the rate of content consumption changed over the years. Paying isn't even an issue most times, I often pay for stuff that I then rip all the same, 'cause money is just the surface layer. What matters more is infrastructure, convenience, preservation, and accessibility. In their naivety people don't consider that Leo could kick the bucket tomorrow, soon after which the Vimeo hosting charge will bounce, and there goes their access to the LP course, or any other online product sold by anyone. Probably very few here have taken the responsibility of backing up even simply the free public Actualized.org videos in an audio format with a quick yt-dlp script running as a cron job. One might say that it's still theft, just wrapped in reasonable-sounding justifications, and they'd be correct. Devilry can be conscious, but realistically it's damn near impossible to pull off without devolving into monstrous corruption, and even then you remain corrupt regardless.

Then please consider helping a fellow devil out by populating this thread with examples of your devilry

Liechtenstein, the kingdom of light

A+ for content, C for formatting But in seriousness, a fantastic summation with an encouraging conclusion. These blessings ain't free, they carry a serious responsibility and heavy duty to the machinery of Consciousness. God can strip them away or grant insane additional powers at a moment's notice, depending on how you behave. And yet the joy lies in voluntarily executing the tasks given to you no matter the cost; the highest point of spiritual mastery is walking through hell with a smile as you realize you're the one who wrote the entire codebase. Reminded me of this old post of mine (watch the movie btw, I'm sure you'll love it)

It's incredible how the post about women and sex generated almost 1.5 pages of discussion and counting, given that it's sandwiched between Quotes #391–392 that are far more significant, as it not only explains the sex stuff but infinitely more, and yet not a word on those in this thread so far. Perhaps the issue is precisely that they're too all-encompassing, so there's nothing to discuss/argue about. Ironically in pointing this out I'm still the exact same as everyone else, trapped in my own selfishness; the only reason I'm able to handwave away the topic of relationships is due to being asexual, whereas to others it's an actual serious matter. Delightful to see such a divergence of perspectives, especially considering we're all One thing.

You may be disappointed when you finally get to try it. Or not, everyone is different. For me mescaline and proscaline were so unremarkable I barely even remember anything about the experience. To the best of my recollection, there wasn't much of VC, they're on the lighter side of PEA body load. You can find synthetic mescaline sulfate btw. I only bought a gram of each, perhaps that's why it was so mediocre. But if a substance requires shoving hundreds of mgs down your throat to have a significant effect, that usually means it's simply not a very good one, with very few exceptions. Most likely there'll exist some close analogue that's an order of magnitude more potent. To wit, both 2C-B and 2C-E are part of the "magical half-dozen" of PEAs, together with mescaline, as per Shulgin.

Well, at best it will just be an unpleasant background nuisance. Mind over matter doesn't fly here. Even being unable to control auditory hallucinations while in absolute God-realization is possible (in general, on any substance), Consciousness is weird like that. But if the trip goes sideways the body load will surely add fuel to the fire, creating a vicious circle. Puking on that 30mg 2C-E and similarly with a bunch of DXM just wasted the trip and gave me a headache, no other negative effects per se. If you take too much the body might auto-reject it. Then again, oftentimes it's immediately after puking that people start rolling hard as fuck on MDMA. But the mechanisms there are different. I haven't experienced vasoconstriction in a long time due to a variety of factors — switching ROA to IM, barely doing any phenethylamines, and getting/producing higher quality substances, among others.

It's quite intense, with a steep dose-response curve. A few extra mg can make the difference between fun & games and existential terror. I have a good amount saved, it's still one of the better substances out there; pity it's a rarity these days. 'Real trouble' simply means body load and vasoconstriction specifically. On 30mg I had to puke and was overheating. The DOx are even harsher and just last way too long, days for some people, never more than 20h for me, but past even 10 any trip gets annoying and lukewarm. Psychedelic amphetamines as a class are rather pointless overall, save for a few exceptions like MDMA; either do psychedelics or amphetamines, not their retarded child. More like it just has a darker vibe to it, it's to 2C-B what DPT is to DMT. But some prefer that, myself included. For fat egos and generally immature people it sure feels like a bad trip though. In the EU at least there's plenty of online pharmacies that sell prescription meds that are OTC or just stolen in, let's say, less developed member states. RC benzos aren't as easy to come by these days as they used to, but can still be found on the clearnet. Sounds about right, 20mg is often rather light even for amateurs; Leo just has an abnormal sensitivity to all psychs.

Prescription with an asterisk. Here in Spain ADHD treatment is totally antiquated, especially for adults. Best case scenario they give you methylphenidate for 70€/mo even subsidized, which produces nasty effects for me. So despite not having ADHD officially diagnosed, its severity is all too obvious, so I self-medicate. Had a close call with serious addiction, but it's under control now. I buy lab-tested d-meth of 99% purity. The main effect is simply amazing clarity and focus, as well as fluidity of mind, no libido increase or any of that nonsense; hence baseline, it doesn't affect my perception in weird ways or make me manic. Still, can't recommend anyone do this even in a similar situation. What you said about Kriya before the edit is interesting, I do basically zero spiritual techniques of this sort, and the only times I seriously tried (shamanic breathing and meditation), I went into full-blown delirium two for two. Which ain't a bad experience by any means, I'll experiment with actual anticholinergics this year, it just wasn't directly conducive to my understanding of reality so I never bothered to try again. But maybe soon time will come to revisit some of these more traditional methods.

As powerful as some of the classics like LSD or 5-MeO's at that dose. Lesson is if you take enough of almost any psychoactive, it could launch you into God-consciousness all the same. Whether you'll survive the ordeal is a separate matter. Posted my old trip report, check it out if interested: Not ideal, at this point you just have to see how trustworthy the source is. 30-35mg is a good starting dose for someone experienced with other psychedelics. Cut it out regardless, but for vasoconstriction specifically it's good practice to have something like clonidine around, plus benzos/antipsychotics as emergency trip killers. 2C-B is pretty light though, the real trouble starts at 2C-E, DOx, and NBMOes. Possible. I've seen everything from people accidentally snorting 200mg and simply drowning in a sea of visuals, which is child's play next to my 120mg or even Leo's 20mg. Depends on quality of one's consciousness, but also there's a pretty definite ceiling via receptor affinity levels and such.

Probably closer to 100μg tbh. THC seems to potentiate other substances almost exponentially. We'll see it how it goes when I get my THCA isolate. For now I can't imagine it having a psychedelic effect other than dirty confusion. Then again, for me methamphetamine is psychedelic & the best tool for increasing baseline consciousness. An utterly insane statement to 99% of people, and for good reason; if they tried to replicate this they'd sorely regret it, at which point it would already be too late. Genetics is such a volatile field, you never know what to expect, which's why it's so fascinating.

A rather old trip report, from nearly 2 years ago. Pretty powerful nonetheless; I'll throw it in here as to not pollute the thread I'm referencing it in with a wall of text.