LambdaDelta

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  1. Fascinating how I guessed the "diamond ring" line of the lyrics without ever having heard the original lullaby. It's got a nice intuitive flow about it.
  2. God found a new mouthpiece to preach from 🫡
  3. Well well, looks like the current Pope ain't named Leo for nothing
  4. Not even 2 min. into the Clavicular video, meth and pregabalin have been mentioned
  5. It would be interesting to collect the statistics on this somehow. Every now and then people pop up on the forum either after years of absence or just entirely new users with ontology figured out, at least the solid foundations of Absolute Infinity. How many people like that are quietly doing the work in the background, unlike us deadbeats gathered here shitposting every day? But all such metrics are largely speculative at the end of the day.
  6. The trick is that the collapse does not imply erasure of form and 'reality' unlike it may seem. Inside the singularity of God-consciousness everything remains as-is — singularity is what you see before you here and now, except the part is now aware that it is the whole. It can access a bunch of crazy partitions within itself and maybe change some content here and there, but fundamentally the infinitely awakened self and the unconscious human self are both sub-infinities within the Absolute Infinity, the structure of which not even God can alter, as that would go against its own Will, Logic, and Love. The infinities may be of different cardinality or whatever terminology you want to use, but those distinctions are themselves imaginary. That's what Equality is. So the idiots saying "you're already awake" and such are technically correct, yet nonetheless that's highly irresponsible teaching. Someone you've never heard of could be having an absolute awakening as we speak, which doesn't impact your current reality at all, but when you go have your own awakening you'll realize that all awakenings anyone has ever had were your own. The selves of God are like sandboxed processes running in their own sovereign environments, but then as part of a larger holarchy we have the collectively constructed reality which makes it possible to talk to each other, have sex, abuse and infringe on the sovereignty of others, and all that good stuff. Which ultimately is still God playing pretend with itself. Selflessness is being the hypervisor that maintains all this, but it's far from some dry, sterile thing — it's an engine of endless fun & mystery in the VMs.
  7. I eat some meat, mostly poultry/beef and typically at restaurants, don't really use it in home cooking more than once or twice a month. But I consume a good amount of seafood, plus derivatives like eggs & dairy. I've seen docus like Lucent, Seaspiracy, Dominion, etc.; they get rather uncomfortable to look at on psychedelics. But watching these is a part of my epistemic and spiritual process no different from any other, the horrors contained within don't alter my dietary preferences — they are what they are and evolve on their own for different reasons. In the future when I have more disposable income I'll contribute to initiatives for cleaner, sustainable, and less painful farming, but that's about the extent of my concern for this issue; people who are truly passionate will take care of the rest while I focus on what I'm good at. Just throwing money at it is obviously nowhere near a complete solution, but my position is that even if the money I donate is misappropriated, wasted, or the campaigns don't have an impact because people are too selfish and truth-avoidant, that's on them. I've tried and failed to micromanage and spoonfeed others many times over in the past; doesn't work, nor is it aligned with the highest Good. In summary, "The only ones who should kill are those prepared to be killed." Content Warning
  8. First trip report is up, effects described seem like a cross-breed of 4-HO-MET & MDMA. Dose is still puny; remains to be seen how it behaves at higher, but it's got potential. https://www.reddit.com/r/researchchemicals/comments/1ruec4o/5fmet_7mg_experience/
  9. For the newbies out there. Too simple to fully understand.
  10. Fun as that would be, I restrain my most unhinged ideas, especially when it comes to others. It's a meme I found somewhere, maybe even on this forum.
  11. I wrote a giant wall of text but then the trashy browser or forum software wiped it all while I was away. No big deal, I'll recreate it from memory later on, just don't feel like typing so much again atm. Threw together a playlist with some more visual representations and other stuff on Autism Awakening. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIEFsHjIryOfn8u2jBQcxwqb0sOMgXbDa Throw non-manipulative primary psychopathy and functioning DPDR into the mix and you get something like me. On multipotentiality, there were a few amazing members here, stark examples of it and ND in general, that unfortunately don't visit much anymore or disappeared entirely. Some more case studies for you. https://www.actualized.org/forum/profile/32427-keryo-koffa/content/ https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/103447-nuwu-appreciation-thread-appreciation-is-spirituality-so-it-counts/
  12. Awesome. Lacking the visuals tho 😏
  13. I'm confused what exactly you're confused about. Open the channel about page https://mathis-rv.carrd.co/#aboutme Sounds exactly up your & my alley. Discovered it the other day after a conversation with a friend Otherwise it's precisely as described — entertainment for the alien, or just plain autistic/ND.
  14. Coincidentally I just posted this elsewhere almost at the exact same time However, I'm probably way more sensitive than average to such mechanical, numerical, and physical (as in electromagnetism and the like) things, while being abominably insensitive to everything biological, emotional, and 'human', so results may vary.