LambdaDelta

It ain't pointless if you can laugh at your jokes and at yourself.

Certainly there are valid exceptions, that was just an example. Then again, if you travel someplace where shrooms are legal/decriminalized, almost surely you could order 4-AcO-DMT and others to there as well. RCs by definition are less regulated, and volume tends to be much lower too, which makes it easier to smuggle; 100mg 4-AcO-DMT is at least equipotent to 5g of powdered shrooms. Then there's LSD which is literally paper, could even replace a couple pages of the Bible with sheets and mail it that way. There are vendors that can consistently get drugs into Saudi Arabia and the like, would make quick work of your country. I was randomly searched at Saudi customs on arrival, those guys mean some serious business. Couple additional points on this, but I already went over it elsewhere. I'm definitely enjoying the preset radar chart of my character lol. I don't even mention the biggest advantages as it makes life look laughably unfair. But, as the saying goes, with great power comes great responsibility. Knew that to be the case, but still sought reassurance 'cause there's a difference between knowing intellectually, even through mass-scale observation, and knowing experientially. Thanks for confirming! You saying it is not experiential either per se, but it's a "my experience is your experience" type of thing. Same as most of you guys couldn't make sense of my gory hobbies in the other thread. Legit feels so alien even though we all live on the same planet and basically look alike otherwise; I said it before and will say again, the diversity of perspectives is simply marvelous.

Appreciate the offer, will definitely keep it in mind ❤️. I have drafts here and there but the larger structure is mostly mental for now. The ideal is as open-source and convenient as possible, but not totally noob-proof; preferably I wouldn't even pay for hosting (part cheapness, part not wanting to deal with fake billing as the content may be deemed hella illegal). There can be a primary anon hosting & then a periodic mirroring/change push to BTT/IPFS/Git or some such. I enjoy getting my hands dirty with technical complexities of the backend, so long as it doesn't venture into custom Docker containers and whatnot haha. There's tools like this HTML calculator that will be fun to update and rewrite for seamless integration. Anyhoo, let's not occupy space in this thread any further, I'll PM you when the ball starts rolling.

Nice. There's a couple of experiments still pending to conduct, after which the biggest hurdles are time and finding a suitable hosting platform with sufficiently advanced formatting that also allows for easy copying, editing, and redistribution; probably Obsidian in some shape or form. On the flip side, I can write almost entirely from memory at this point, like Leo with his book, though I still have to collect tons of links, images, scripts, etc. & generate my own + double-check everything for accuracy (despite the intro explicitly instructing to personally verify all information).

A mod friend recently said that one of the perks of being a mod is people see the green nametag and engage more actively/respectfully with your topic. To which I countered that this sort of people you don't even want clicking on your threads; works as a perfect filter for some of the grossest bias.

Can it be two things? I'll list 2 anyway. First, the way most use psychedelics. Several aspects there. Whether psychedelics can actually produce any kind of real spiritual insight is a separate issue I don't care to debate. Routes of administration: I know for a fact a significant chunk of the reason people get mediocre results is wrong route. Plugging/boofing works as well as it does for Leo due to his abnormal sensitivity, if you simply emulate him, even with an increased dose there's little hope to get close; a qualitative difference is required, stacked together with all the other factors within one's control. No need to go as far as IV — IM, and even SubQ (which diabetics and people in HRT do on a regular basis), already offer a massive potency increase. Pains me every time seeing the waste of substance and trips when people barely scrape a rudimentary Samadhi with 20mg plugged 5MM while I get God-consciousness at 4mg IM. There's definitely stigma around injections as junkie stuff, I had to overcome it myself; nevertheless, they're the preferred method of delivery in hospitals and other clinical contexts for a good reason. That said, without truly knowing what you're doing better stick to non-invasive routes for your own sake. Lack of basic chemistry and neuropharmacology education: continuation of the above. The kind of ignorant shit I regularly witness here is frankly embarrassing and demonstrates unseriousness. Even for many advanced psychonauts that may have deeper awakenings than I do this is often the case. People not understanding the difference between salt and freebase, not knowing what the main classes of psychedelics are, what is agonism/antagonism, which receptors and neurotransmitters are involved, inability to read analytical purity results, citing a research paper and drawing conclusions from the Abstract alone when a table or graph in the middle shows the exact opposite but they're unable to interpret the data... I get it, chemistry looks boring and intimidating, but with an extremely practical reason and all the resources available there's no excuse not to learn it. Some of you need good 'ol scientific rigor beaten into you like dogs, same way I once experienced it. Seems harsh, but that's how mastery is achieved. This creates a sort of bell curve meme dynamic where the idiot is totally reckless, the midwit is risk-averse which keeps him safe but also trapped in the mediocrity of his conformist ignorance, and the sage can again afford to be almost as reckless as he likes because he knows the field inside and out. Narrow definition of what 'psychedelics' are: to most this just means tryptamines, sometimes together with lysergamides and phenethylamines; in rare instances it'll also include dissociatives and a couple outliers like weed and Salvia. If people even consider dissociatives, often that just means Ketamine, and why? Because Leo has a video on it. In reality, nearly all psychoactives used in the proper context can serve as valuable tools in spiritual pursuits and daily life. I successfully integrate stimulants, antipsychotics, anticholinergics, sleep & hypertension meds, and more into my toolbox. Not appreciating the power of synthetics: if you enjoy growing weed or mushrooms as a hobby, that's cool. Otherwise this is pure nonsense. Why are you choking down on shrooms when there's 4-AcO-DMT? Why are you talking about weed strains when for a couple hundred dollars you can create a lifetime supply of any kind of blend you desire with THCA + terpenes + minor cannabinoids, like the guy that recently replicated the Coca-Cola syrup recipe? Why are you smoking Salvia, the most potent psychedelic on Earth, in a disgusting extract without the faintest idea of the dose you're taking when you could extract Salvinorin A crystal? Why take extracted DMT when there's synthetic DMT? (fine, synthetic DMT is pretty rare to come by). Conformity, laziness, and a deluded idea of what 'natural' is. Miscellaneous: other sloppiness — misunderstanding tolerance, not knowing how to prepare a volumetric solution and weigh the substance, not even realizing the same substance can have wildly different weight for equal volume, not taking measures to properly store substances to minimize degradation, not knowing where to source, not following regulations to stock up on a particular substance you like before it gets banned or dies out in obscurity, not knowing how to extract/convert/purify substances, imbalanced approach to set & setting; ain't enough time in the world to list it all. This and more I intend to correct by writing the most comprehensive guide to psychoactives to date, should anyone be willing to lend an ear. The goal is not to get everyone to do things my way, but create a resource for people to educate themselves and branch out into personalized methods. Now for a rift that cannot be corrected through any means — excessive focus on dating & sex. I see various survival distractions, but none as potent and prevalent as this. I acknowledged in another post that the only reason I can so easily brush this aside is because I'm asexual, for others this is a matter of genuine import. And yet it still doesn't quite compute — are normal (by this place's standards) people actually this horny? That's not rhetorical, perhaps someone would be so kind as to provide an answer. If so, I sure am glad to be bereft of the whole capacity to begin with. Through not caring about chicken feed one can get much better goodies such as an orgy with imaginary alien babes, or better yet an endless self-referential loop of mindfucks within God's Mind. Which is not to say you can't get both kinds, it's simply a question of time and effort allocated.

My AI has been getting rationalistic of late, so I decided to construct a bulletproof counter-argument. It turned out pretty nice; if not as a dense summary of what God is, at least a prompt to correct the conversation tempo, which worked out well in my case. Better still post-facto after adding an edit and regenerating the answer, a neat recursive move.

That can be a cool way to live if done properly, which isn't easy, and certainly turns problematic without high self-awareness. I borrow personality traits, mannerisms, and other aspects of fictional characters from all over the place; heroes and villains alike. But I know I'm playing a role, and when an actor's part in the script is concluded they ought to relinquish the stage or be compelled to do so, which of course includes whatever meta-identity I'm building at any time in the larger scheme of reality. Like the contrast between the shapeshifting of Teōtl and more static notions of Truth/Existence. One way to frame the meaning of life is harmonically oscillating between truth and fantasy. Oh, absolutely, same here. Just gotta go into it with both eyes open, or else suffer major buyer's remorse, which could be non-refundable if you're out of luck.

"See, that's what a mindfuck is. Ta-daa!"

If I may add, perfect Coherence while still retaining any trace of a sense of self is not only a metaphysical impossibility, but may land one into some terrifyingly glitched out hell or a similar sort of trouble if they push too far & too fast. Obviously that's no excuse for not striving towards it; however, it's wise to temper expectations. Don't know if y'all will agree with my claim, I can only speak from intimate personal experience and my own understanding of the mechanics of reality.

Beautiful. Knew I saw something special in that strip club mescaline trip report you posted about a year ago. There's many a thing I'd like to comment on, but this thread ain't about me. Suffice to say your journey evokes powerful emotions within. If we don't get to interact again before Fana finally occurs, I hope you find eternal rest, bliss, and peace within God's embrace, 'Tristan'. May all your pain and suffering be healed in full. Looking forward to talking to whatever emerges from the other end.

You're onto something there. In simple terms it's much easier to cause tolerance at 5-HT2A that DMT is more active at vs. 1A where 5MD & 5MM predominantly agonize at. What Girzo said, as well as vasoconstriction, sloppier technique due to disorientation, etc. are all factors, but minor. Keep in mind DMT requires larger doses and also vaporizes harsher. 30-60 minutes is still a very quick reset all things considered.

An incredible case of Japanese conformity

Not at all. While it started out as simple edginess of a teenager, there was deeper psychological and even existential meaning behind it. Hardly anything can disturb me, which is both a blessing and a curse; I attribute a big chunk of my rapid spiritual growth to this trait. Some months ago shortly after the peak of a powerful LSD trip I browsed r/MedicalGore and was awestruck by the absolute Beauty; that's a gear higher than Leo watching porn on 5-MeO-DMT. I also like to stare at pictures of demonic entities and listening to music in endless loops until breaking through to Love. Such a radical approach won't suit everyone, but it's a tried and true principle that whatever disgusts and disturbs you most veils behind it the deepest Love. At this point I've done so much shadow work that it wouldn't be inaccurate to say my current shadow is displays of traditional feminine love; I appreciate it, but am subtly uncomfortable giving and receiving it.

Bit of both. It's sort of the next evolutionary step after I exhausted and got bored of all the standard gore like cartel/ISIS executions, runthegauntlet, and other stuff that shall not be named. That's now in the 'evils of humanity' category, no longer as mindless entertainment, but applied to my understanding and love of reality. Medical gore in particular gives me insight into the outlandish diseases and conditions that exist out there, the incredible resilience of the human body and general anatomy, as well as the degrees of stupidity/neglect/unluckiness people exhibit or experience to end up in some of these situations.