LambdaDelta

First trip report is up, effects described seem like a cross-breed of 4-HO-MET & MDMA. Dose is still puny; remains to be seen how it behaves at higher, but it's got potential. https://www.reddit.com/r/researchchemicals/comments/1ruec4o/5fmet_7mg_experience/

For the newbies out there. Too simple to fully understand.

Fun as that would be, I restrain my most unhinged ideas, especially when it comes to others. It's a meme I found somewhere, maybe even on this forum.

I wrote a giant wall of text but then the trashy browser or forum software wiped it all while I was away. No big deal, I'll recreate it from memory later on, just don't feel like typing so much again atm. Threw together a playlist with some more visual representations and other stuff on Autism Awakening. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIEFsHjIryOfn8u2jBQcxwqb0sOMgXbDa Throw non-manipulative primary psychopathy and functioning DPDR into the mix and you get something like me. On multipotentiality, there were a few amazing members here, stark examples of it and ND in general, that unfortunately don't visit much anymore or disappeared entirely. Some more case studies for you. https://www.actualized.org/forum/profile/32427-keryo-koffa/content/ https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/103447-nuwu-appreciation-thread-appreciation-is-spirituality-so-it-counts/

Awesome. Lacking the visuals tho 😏

I'm confused what exactly you're confused about. Open the channel about page https://mathis-rv.carrd.co/#aboutme Sounds exactly up your & my alley. Discovered it the other day after a conversation with a friend Otherwise it's precisely as described — entertainment for the alien, or just plain autistic/ND.

Coincidentally I just posted this elsewhere almost at the exact same time However, I'm probably way more sensitive than average to such mechanical, numerical, and physical (as in electromagnetism and the like) things, while being abominably insensitive to everything biological, emotional, and 'human', so results may vary.

A nice compilation of wellness grifts just came out a couple days ago

How Leo reached the Alien Mouse awakening revealed: Also explains why he's bald. IV ain't enough, gotta do ICV. This has been the real plugging all along; nobody in the RC world calls rectal administration that, it's called boofing.

Four, 3 of whom I met directly or indirectly through this place and we just met in person for the first time last weekend, yet it feels like we've known each other for years due to how there's basically zero filter/friction, plus tripping together massively helps build the relationship. And the 4th one is an old friend from middle school I recently reconnected with, pretty much my last remaining 'normie' link apart from family. Till not so long ago for 7+ years the number was 0. Conscious relationships certainly enrich life, which I'm saying as one of the most introverted motherfuckers on the planet. It would be cool to add another 2-3 close amigos, but no more; else the circle gets too bloated, attention divided, more drama, etc.

Forced at gunpoint, I'd have to pick LSD-25. It's the most versatile and crazy potent, provided you get it pure & accurately dosed, which is a rarity these days. But even then some important dimensions of Consciousness would partly remain locked away, unless I could cheat by learning so much chemistry and accessing infinite intelligence that I'd invent a substance that somehow targets several neurotransmitters at once or a whole new receptor hitherto unheard of, and switch to it. Just one is too limited; I recently ran a similar scenario with 10 psychoactives, not only psychedelics. That gets more interesting. But most people probably haven't even tried 10 different psychedelics yet and never will.

In a few words, it's still an ongoing process; I underestimated the scope and complexity required. Had to remove the deadline, as trying to force it would only lead to a half-assed and corrupt transformation that'd then take way more time to fix a couple years down the line. Change is happening on the daily, an important counter-intuitive observation is that thus far most of it has been about self-acceptance and remembrance rather than creating an entirely new identity. Once everything fully settles in, might make a post describing the process based on the notes taken along the way.