What Am I

If it's even possible for the phenomenon to be understood from our relative perspective using some kind of advanced science, it'd probably be like a caveman trying to comprehend a computer. The logical framework just isn't there. And it may be paradoxical and beyond logic entirely, and can only be experienced.

Sure, that seems likely. I've met people who are so extroverted that they suffer having to be alone with themselves for even a short time. I'd imagine they wouldn't enjoy having the cosmic realization of being completely alone for eternity. Yeah, I agree on the idea of needing Love as a support for the experience to be as it should. It probably requires the full blooming of Sat Chit Ananda as the three pillars.

Due to the short duration of DMT, I would think it's a bad candidate for microdosing. You're correct though that it's amazing for spirituality.

Any in particular stand out for this purpose?

My guess is it'd be the difference between those who experience themself 100% as God itself, as opposed to those who experience it in at least somewhat of a separated state. It costs precisely everything.

I wonder if different people are more and less naturally inclined to the various facets of Reality. How annoying to be less likely to feel Love though .

Same. I bet that's a very common theme for people who start using psychedelics with the same aim as people on this forum. Even though it's strong and difficult to handle though, I wouldn't say it's enjoyable or spiritually beneficial. Maybe compared to nothing, but not compared to psychedelics.

IMO this is a really inspired statement. It's one of those that stretches your mind and lets you feel the profundity when you try to follow it through.

LSD has a higher likelihood of producing unified states of consciousness via energetic release. That's not to say it's overall better though. There's plenty of drawbacks in comparison to mushrooms.

Man, I'm glad you posted this, because I'd really like to know too. I've felt insanely ecstatic bliss and pleasure while in deep states on psychedelics, but I'm not convinced I've ever truly experienced divine love. It seems to me from descriptions I've seen that it's one of those things where if you have to question whether you've felt it, then you haven't. If I were to guess on a way to increase the propensity for experiencing it, it'd be something like metta meditation while focusing attention on the heart energy center.

I have no experience with Kratom, but I saw a friend of mine slowly become a fiend for it. Not recommended as an outside observer.

I've heard something similar. Looking at it through the same kind of lense, how would you classify Zen and Vajrayana?

That's a tough one, because my only experience with LSD is 100ug a couple times and I haven't used mushrooms in years. A rough guess would be that 2.5mg of malt is equal to 1-2 grams of mushrooms. It was stronger than my LSD trips.

I haven't taken 5-MeO-MALT at a higher dose than 5mg yet. Regardless though, if I was you, I'd definitely start very low and increase in small increments until you understand how it'll affect you. I'm an N of 1, and there's really nobody to compare doses with for the malt because I've never heard of anyone else injecting it. Much less using SubQ as the ROA. 5-MeO-DMT: 5mg - medium 10mg - almost breakthrough 15mg - breakthrough 5-MeO-MALT: 2.5mg - medium 5mg - almost breakthrough

For someone with an expected reaction to typical psychedelic dosing, I'd suggest 2.5mg SubQ max as a first dose. It's double the strength of 5-MeO-DMT when used SubQ ime. For someone like you, it'd be a good idea to play it safe and start at 0.5mg or even less. It'd be easy to do if you make the vial at a 10mg/mL concentration.

It 100% will. I was able to get the concentration at 3:1 PG:malt, and it's possible you could make it even more concentrated. I haven't found a need to test anything stronger.

I used DXM in the form of Robitussin many years ago. Never again...

Oral DMT is one of those things where there's a lot of natural variability in the dosage needed. I obviously fall on the lower end. It probably comes down to individual factors such as stomach makeup and how it processes the chemical. I've never gone as high as 40mg, but it'd likely be a breakthrough dose for me, so 100mg is out of the question. You can find many other examples of people with the same degree of sensitivity on DMT-Nexus. That really is so interesting how your body handles psychedelics. There's something seriously rare going on there. I'm surprised even vaping doesn't bypass the tolerance. That could indicate it goes beyond just a low bioavailbility due to individual response to ROAs, since vaping is usually foolproof. I've never had a major salvia trip or researched it too much, but I hear it produces some very intense spiritual states. You may find something going down that road that's even more unfathomable.

Have you used 5-MeO-DMT before? Make sure you have a good idea what you're getting yourself into. Even though 5-MeO-MALT could be considered a bit gentler, when the dose gets high enough, it's about as hardcore as it gets. I like it simply for the fact it's one of two substances that are practically a guaranteed ticket to high states of samadhi. Lots of psychedelics do lots of things, but only a couple can claim that. The 5-MeO-MALT mega-thread would be a good one to read through for the basic questions.

Nice report, sounds like a wild time. It's especially interesting how it went so bad and then flipped so good. I feel like that's something that almost never happens. This is blowing my mind. I have a lot of experience with pharmahuasca, and just the mere suggestion of 400mg makes my hands sweat a bit. For me, 35mg of DMT in pharma would be a pretty high dose. And you have a similar amount of insensitivity to the 5-MeOs? What ROAs have you tried? These are all psychs where it'd be a really big shame to miss out on them.

Very cool, thanks much. Now starts the heavy research lol. I'm already seeing a ton of agreement with you on those two being awesome.

Are you a connoisseur of dissociative RCs? I'd love to hear what's good from someone who has a similar spiritual understanding, as you'd probably appreciate the same qualities. I've only used ketamine, and like I posted a few posts up, it gives me a pretty gnarly headache. Though I did really like the experience.

Good to know, thanks. I like the sound of this. That was always a big drawback of shrooms for me. lol that's madness.

Whoa, interesting perspective. I have some 4-AcO-DMT that I plan to try at some point, but I was mentally preparing for it to be practically identical to shrooms. What are the similarities you've noticed that make it like 4-HO-MET? I've tried that one once.

Then for the love of all that's holy, start with low doses lol. DMT in particular has caused me fear of a type I couldn't even comprehend.