MaDoubt

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  1. Will do, but wanted to get some information about the effects of low dosages in order to organize timewise. Don't know if I will be functional the next day, etc
  2. That was a hefty dose! I have read that sub-flood doses are much worse than flood doses, scary. But 1-2 g should be far away from that and I am genuinely curious what you get at that dosage. Ma
  3. I think what people are calling "micro" for Iboga is actually a mini-dose in other psychedelic terms, you should not feel anything from a proper "micro". What you describe sounds like a low dose trip. Can you please give more details about this? Do you get after-effects? I have heard people having benefits for months from 2g rootbark. I even feel 0,2 g of rootbark, which I thought is a proper microdose. Thanks!
  4. First, I know that combining serotonine releasers with 5MEO- DMT is serious , maybe dangerous stuff. I have heard good things about this combo, MDMA should (theoretically at least) take care of most (if not all) fear and panic before the breakthrough. Is this true? Anyone has first- hand experience with this? I am very interested in this topic as it is incredibly hard for me to surrender and let go of control (childhood issues) so the ego death part is horrendous (literally kicking and screaming and almost dying from high bloodpressure for 10+ minutes). I am very healthy otherwise. I have done quit a bit of MDMA in my life and know all the harm reduction techniques, I know it is also safe like 3 times/ year. But what about both? I know Martin Ball talks about this but cannot find any resources. Any first- hand experience with this? Any insight is also welcome! Thank you!
  5. That sounds not like loosing awareness but like getting close to Ego death. This is exactly what Ego death feels like. Loosing SELF-awareness (metaconsciousness), not consciousness per se. Your sense of self is toast and your Ego fights against that.
  6. True, what I was talking about was a full breakthrough dose (actually 2 as I could not let go after the first) which led to full Non-Duality. I am not really afraid of the lower doses. 5-MEO-MALT sounds interesting Thanks!
  7. Right, that's why I asked here also. None has direct experience with the combo, so I take the advice they give with a grain of salt.
  8. Thanks! I was there before , just looking for ways (maybe there are none) to make the way easier. Also have done quite a bit of DMT and I know I have to face the fear, "the fear legitimizes the flash" beautiful words .
  9. Thanks for the Info! How does Malt differ from 5MEO in that regard? Is it more gentle?
  10. They warned me against it.
  11. Thank you! Good Information but are there any risks? NONE of the guys from the DMTNexus endorsed it, on the contrary , they warned against it. Thanks again!
  12. Thanks for the reply, good suggestions, hope next time 5MEO will be easier:)