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Or even remove the 5-MEO DMT fear and make the comeup have a love component (not horror as it is for me). But I gladly accept the agony and terror as the price of admission.

First trip report: 1 black microspoon (should be 6 mg but more like 4 mg MALT as I am pretty sensitive to psychedelics)- snorted Took about 10 minutes to get the full effects and was pretty intense, much more than I expected but somewhat similar to a similar dose of vaped 5MEO-DMT dose. My ego started to loose control and was fighting back. I cannot say it was pleasant as It also came with a pretty good bodyload, I almost threw up. I can see now what people are meaning when saying it makes you work through your baggage and traumas, they get put clearly in front of you and you can see the mechanisms, very helpful in this regard. (like that I have lots of repressed anger and am trying to control everything, things I had a hunch about but did not see clearly) It has a sexual feeling to it (sexual, not erotic). My senses were heightened by a good deal. I cannot really say it was gentle like I heard other people describing it but might also have been the ROA as it came with a good bodyload. Is pugging superior in this regard, or is the bodyload the same? Whole experience was about an hour, feeling chill now but still not able to even think about food. Will go further Ma BTW, I am a male, around 100 kg BW

You are right, it is the other way around, first you get your ADHD in order than the lifestyle falls into place

Check Semax/ Cortexin (has some ADHD studies) - should regenerate the brain but a bit hard to get by outside of Europe

Let me know if you need more resources on this, like how to decarb, etc. Amanita is worth a try and also legal in many countries

"I've tried once, and everything was spinning and I was really dizzy. Lots of nausea too." That's why you have to decarb it which is actually boiling it in a low PH tea for some hours. Also: https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Baba-Masha/dp/1644115050 Organized like a scientific study, showing some good results with microdosing Amanita (mostly dried caps but very low dose)

It is not that bad. You have to decarboxylate it and play a bit around with the muscimol/ ibotenic acid ratio. Muscimol is sedating, calming while ibotenic acid is energizing for most people. For me it was like a strange dream while being awake. But I treated it with respect, did not went that far with it. It is not psychedelic. What it does is it takes away your fears and you can have a very detached view about your life and problems. If you completely decarb it (only muscimol left) it really shines for insomnia and improved sleep (don't think anything else can beat it in this aspect). It can also be used transdermal for aches and pains (never tried but heard it does wonders for the joints). Ma

Yes, I guess so, because DMT (any form) does not have any motherly vibe by itself. Of course it is the combination of both that does the magic but for sure the Harmalas are not there just for the MAOI effect. Don't think the vine is called "Ayahuasca" for nothing, it is a major part of the brew, the most important one. And pharmahuasca done with synthetic MAOI's (Moclobemide - and yes, you can do that) is different, feels a bit synthetic, like more of the DMT and less of the love. Ma

Because the harmalas from Yage (or rue) are psychedelic themselves at a higher dosage, it is not just the MAOI effect (which I guess is all you get from 30mg sublingually). In Ayahuasca, it is the most important spirit of the drink, even more so than the DMT containing plants.

Not to hijack this tread but what about Vaporhuasca? Any experiences around here? Do you get the purge with pharmahuasca or is it a smooth ride? Thanks!

Śūnyatā and Pūrṇám, the "Void" from Buddhism and the "Full" from Advaita, basically one and the same ("no-thing", NOT "nothing" ), a void full of infinite potential but void of "things"

I did not get much this time worth mentioning. The coming days you get a bit of a clarity regarding your life and how things affect you but nothing comparable to a proper psychedelic trip. It is also not a proper microdose as you feel the effect very well (even 1-2 days afterwards), I don't think microdosing works with Iboga, what people call "Micro" is actually a low dose trip, just that you are present in this reality. Might give TA also a try but first have some Nats coming (heard they are completely different from cubensis, no bodyload, much cleaner trip, no anxiety) and 5 MEO -MALT to try Lets see..

Yes, tried 2 g rootbark 2 days ago , just did not manage to get to write it down. I was kind of sedated (think that still am a bit) , or detached or maybe both. As with my previous experience, I did not feel much when under the influence, I actually feel a bit dumber . It actually does not feel psychedelic to me, more dissociative , at this dosage at least. For now I cannot get much out of this experience. Will see in the coming days.

Today I feel pretty chill, liberated, like a weight was taken from my shoulders. Psychoanalytic is the right word. I have recognized bad behavior patterns in myself and others which I could not clearly see before (although I yesterday felt pretty dumb). Like my inability to say "No" to people and how I entangle myself doing so, also people (and family) using various manipulation tactics on me which I could not clearly see before and which are influencing my life heavily. Also, my inner chatter is slowed down, maybe even stopped and I don't pick up easily the negative energy of other people , kind of like a cool, healthy indifference. I will try 2 g when I get the time, interesting substance, and "you don't get what you want, you get what you need" seems right now. With Iboga hitting a lot of receptors, I expect different effects at various dosages, let's see. Ma

Sounds like a complicated medicine. I have also read this in other places, not something easy. What I also read is that sub-flood doses are hard, very hard. Much harder than flood doses.

Coming back to report on my "minidose" today. I took 1,5g (1+0,5- 1 hour later). Doesn't feel psychedelic to me at all, more like dissociative , also a bit sedating. I could function, talk to people, etc but I felt dumber than usual and a bit paranoid, like my IQ was 20 points lower. Also my memory is somewhat messed up. At least it has silenced my inner critic - but also not sure if it has not just dumbed me down. Let's see if I can get something meaningful out of this in the time to come, else I will try 2 g next when I get the time (I expect this ride to take some more time, last time I took 0,3g and could still feel it like 1,5 days later a bit. Ma

I think this is referred to as "vaporhuasca". What dosage of sublingual harmalas do you use? Ma

Will do, but wanted to get some information about the effects of low dosages in order to organize timewise. Don't know if I will be functional the next day, etc

That was a hefty dose! I have read that sub-flood doses are much worse than flood doses, scary. But 1-2 g should be far away from that and I am genuinely curious what you get at that dosage. Ma

I think what people are calling "micro" for Iboga is actually a mini-dose in other psychedelic terms, you should not feel anything from a proper "micro". What you describe sounds like a low dose trip. Can you please give more details about this? Do you get after-effects? I have heard people having benefits for months from 2g rootbark. I even feel 0,2 g of rootbark, which I thought is a proper microdose. Thanks!

First, I know that combining serotonine releasers with 5MEO- DMT is serious , maybe dangerous stuff. I have heard good things about this combo, MDMA should (theoretically at least) take care of most (if not all) fear and panic before the breakthrough. Is this true? Anyone has first- hand experience with this? I am very interested in this topic as it is incredibly hard for me to surrender and let go of control (childhood issues) so the ego death part is horrendous (literally kicking and screaming and almost dying from high bloodpressure for 10+ minutes). I am very healthy otherwise. I have done quit a bit of MDMA in my life and know all the harm reduction techniques, I know it is also safe like 3 times/ year. But what about both? I know Martin Ball talks about this but cannot find any resources. Any first- hand experience with this? Any insight is also welcome! Thank you!

That sounds not like loosing awareness but like getting close to Ego death. This is exactly what Ego death feels like. Loosing SELF-awareness (metaconsciousness), not consciousness per se. Your sense of self is toast and your Ego fights against that.

True, what I was talking about was a full breakthrough dose (actually 2 as I could not let go after the first) which led to full Non-Duality. I am not really afraid of the lower doses. 5-MEO-MALT sounds interesting Thanks!

Right, that's why I asked here also. None has direct experience with the combo, so I take the advice they give with a grain of salt.

Thanks! I was there before , just looking for ways (maybe there are none) to make the way easier. Also have done quite a bit of DMT and I know I have to face the fear, "the fear legitimizes the flash" beautiful words .