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For me, at least, snorting did get me lots of body load, while I did not get much body load with plugging the same amount (did not go very far with MALT for now). Except that, my experience was similar with yours, very powerful stuff, not really pleasant as other people are describing it (but I guess powerful stuff should not be pleasant). Nothing to joke with. Ma

Please share some more details about your friend Molly, does she take away pre-flight anxiety? how specifically does she sit with you? Thanks Ma

Surrendering everything is exactly the point of 5-MEO DMT. Nothing as an anchor, that is the Ego speaking and fighting for its life. Nothing to hold onto, complete surrender. You are infinite consciousness but to live that (not know that conceptually) but to BE it, live it, you have to completely surrender to the God molecule. Yes, you loose connection to everything, breath included, no anchors (anchors mean not wanting to let go of control), just trust and let go! Ma

Thanks, waiting for more

Please tell us more, very interesting

You can try Iboga minidosing at home (for flood doses this is not really recommended if you never worked with Iboga). Ma

What about giving Iboga a try? It seems to have the biggest potential of them all to release traumas and deep-rooted emotional pain and not just temporary. That's why it heals addictions in one go as all addictions are trauma based, the drug is just a cover up for the pain. You can also microdose Iboga to get a feel (which is not actually microdosing as you can clearly feel it, but mini-dosing). Some people report good results with microdosing it. Ma

Or even remove the 5-MEO DMT fear and make the comeup have a love component (not horror as it is for me). But I gladly accept the agony and terror as the price of admission.

First trip report: 1 black microspoon (should be 6 mg but more like 4 mg MALT as I am pretty sensitive to psychedelics)- snorted Took about 10 minutes to get the full effects and was pretty intense, much more than I expected but somewhat similar to a similar dose of vaped 5MEO-DMT dose. My ego started to loose control and was fighting back. I cannot say it was pleasant as It also came with a pretty good bodyload, I almost threw up. I can see now what people are meaning when saying it makes you work through your baggage and traumas, they get put clearly in front of you and you can see the mechanisms, very helpful in this regard. (like that I have lots of repressed anger and am trying to control everything, things I had a hunch about but did not see clearly) It has a sexual feeling to it (sexual, not erotic). My senses were heightened by a good deal. I cannot really say it was gentle like I heard other people describing it but might also have been the ROA as it came with a good bodyload. Is pugging superior in this regard, or is the bodyload the same? Whole experience was about an hour, feeling chill now but still not able to even think about food. Will go further Ma BTW, I am a male, around 100 kg BW

You are right, it is the other way around, first you get your ADHD in order than the lifestyle falls into place

Check Semax/ Cortexin (has some ADHD studies) - should regenerate the brain but a bit hard to get by outside of Europe

Let me know if you need more resources on this, like how to decarb, etc. Amanita is worth a try and also legal in many countries

"I've tried once, and everything was spinning and I was really dizzy. Lots of nausea too." That's why you have to decarb it which is actually boiling it in a low PH tea for some hours. Also: https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Baba-Masha/dp/1644115050 Organized like a scientific study, showing some good results with microdosing Amanita (mostly dried caps but very low dose)

It is not that bad. You have to decarboxylate it and play a bit around with the muscimol/ ibotenic acid ratio. Muscimol is sedating, calming while ibotenic acid is energizing for most people. For me it was like a strange dream while being awake. But I treated it with respect, did not went that far with it. It is not psychedelic. What it does is it takes away your fears and you can have a very detached view about your life and problems. If you completely decarb it (only muscimol left) it really shines for insomnia and improved sleep (don't think anything else can beat it in this aspect). It can also be used transdermal for aches and pains (never tried but heard it does wonders for the joints). Ma

Yes, I guess so, because DMT (any form) does not have any motherly vibe by itself. Of course it is the combination of both that does the magic but for sure the Harmalas are not there just for the MAOI effect. Don't think the vine is called "Ayahuasca" for nothing, it is a major part of the brew, the most important one. And pharmahuasca done with synthetic MAOI's (Moclobemide - and yes, you can do that) is different, feels a bit synthetic, like more of the DMT and less of the love. Ma