NoOne

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  1. One of the things I have discovered about myself is that my fears and perceptions do not seem to have to make sense in order to cause me physical harm. When I worry too much about something, I get physically sick. My body is rebelling against the stress I put it under, and knowing that my fears are irrational doesn't seem to make them less of a problem. If I choose to embrace this pursuit of enlightenment and attempt to divorce my existence from my thoughts and emotions and the stories I tell myself about reality, will my body accept this new paradigm without trying to kill me? In other words, will attempting to persuade myself that my fears are not only irrational but not real actually make those fears dissipate? Will it at least rob them of their power to cause me real physical harm? Will it keep me from having panic attacks or landing in the hospital with unexplained illnesses related to the stress of my emotions? Is this powerful enough to end my misery quickly, or do I have to spend the term of my search for enlightenment in pain? I have release from my mind only when I am taking cannabis so far, and I know it is a crutch, but I want that to be my life. I want to live without all of this pain. Thanks for all your thoughts. I will be checking out that book.
  2. I have read a lot of self-help books, and I spent 10 years of my life in prison for a crime I committed when I was 18 and in those 10 years most of what I did was read. I read philosophy and religious texts and literature and anthropology, and I slowly grew out of the religious dogma I embraced as a teenager and now have a bitter taste in my mouth from religion. The mysticism of the power of positive thinking and the laws of attraction and that kind of thing always turned me off. Though I understand inherently that without positive thinking, we can't accomplish much, I don't believe that crap, but watching these videos has made me begin to question what I DO believe. Is there a way to explore the truth of our being without taking a bunch of mystic crap for truth?