JoshB

My first time I did DMT (except for a brief test before hand) I broke through to God Conciousness first try. This was 5 years ago. And there wasnt really any insanity. Fast forward to today,Ive had half a decade to awaken deeper and intergrate so my baseline state is a lot higher. So im coming into tripping with way more conciousness then when I started so im not sure this has an effect. If I try to take a break through dose I instantly realize absolutely everything is a construction and enter insanity. Now Im not scared and relatively grounded. But its hard to focus on generating insight with this level of insanity. Its utterly amazing at the same time. So dont get me wrong here. How do I circumvent this do I just need to getting going insane until its something Im used to? Or am I doing something wrong. My ego is resistant to entering that state but I have a genuine desire to breakthrough to deeper levels of conciousness.

God is fully capable of being in a state where it doesnt imagine itself to be a human for eternity. Gods will and conciousness is infinite so its hard to even point or even impossible to hint at what its fully capable of doing. That is also something you need to ask yourself since you are God.

When I entered God mode the first time i ceased to imagine josh. Ever since ive desired nothing but fully enter that state forever.

My first 5g shroom trip years ago. I could not stop laughing for over 45 minutes straight. I literally wanted to stop because it started to hurt but I couldnt. You would of thought that I was insane as well.

i could feel the physical sensation of an other persons body through just seeing them online as them. Remember leos first enlightenment live video? YOUtube

@Leo Gura I ceased to imagine others completely and I was concious of the process of my imagination of reality It was just a radical degree of imagination. I was able to imagine ANY DISTINCTION Ive become lucid of the dream but never had this much will over its creation.

It was a RADICAL degree of understanding Its just I became so concious it was overwhelming

The limits of conciousness fall away. I realized how I was imagining reality into being. The dream collapsed I realized everything to be imaginary to such a deep degree that fundamental aspects of the dream were undone

The situation gets even more insane when you realize you are her. I dont think anyone should go to prison, I think getting true and proper help is whats needed. No matter how long someone sits in a cell it doesnt erase what happened. But some people are so far gone that sitting in that cell is the last resort of help they can get.

Crazy bro , our boys a home wrecker lol

Not sure if this is a correction of my statement but we are on the same page. All though I will say I've seen numerous amazing examples of AI doing amazing shit which wasn't possible 5 to 10 years ago. It's really understanding its limits and how developed who's using it is.

Close your eyes and let the world paint a thousand pictures / One good girl is worth a thousand bitches. @Inliytened1

Im curious what your guy's deepest insight on self deception is. When I realized other minds was a projection that was a radical deception. If you've realized something similar or more radical I would love to hear it.

@Inliytened1 The awakening being scary is fundamentally the ego's reaction. God is head over heels in love with it's own aloneness

The Absolute Nature of Infinity / Reality reveals there is nothing outside of it because it is everything. And by definition there can be only one everything, if there was something outside of everything it wouldn't be everything. It's an ontological Absolute. Now solipsism comes into play because for self and then other to exist you need to fundamentally have 2 parts (self / other) But what undermines this is because of the oneness of everything, existence can not be divided between multiple parts. Any and all things must be rooted in the same existence. Try to find the line where 2 parts are separate or where the part stops being the whole. See you've never found such a line. and because of the lack of this boundary of division, it becomes possible you can become directly conscious of what existence is. And because everything is one and you are conscious, that means consciousness is intimately intertwined with oneness. @metamember

@Leo Gura what tells me Leos claim is correct is the amount of ai slop that is infested everywhere. If what we have is truly intelligent or AGI, Ai would be utterly embarrassed at what it is producing is. It would realize how poor it's epistemology is and the garbage it is producing.

Pierce Bronson The Goat

I was found, then I was lost

Because Conciousness is Absolute and there is no other, nothing can impose any limit on it's imagination. I had an awakening so deep where any youtube video I wanted on the front page would manifest strictly from my will alone. It's your desire and beyond manifest. What's your wildest realization and manifestation of imagination coming true? @Inliytened1

You can realize no self and nothingness directly as actuality. And still be self deceived about God. These are facets of awakening, not the end all be all. You can realize no self without realizing Self

Im a one gal type of guy

I thought it was cool to share and wanted to hear what others had realized as well.

All that shit that leo says is still from your direct experience which is the only thing there is. So it doesnt matter if the most fucking concious alien in existence claims awakening. That is still a dream and a projection from your pov which is the only one that exists. Ive realized im the only thing in existence. So you can project at me all day makes no difference. You guys hold what leo says which is 2nd order above your own experience which is 1st The idea that other people have conciousness is a foreign concept

Wtf are you talking about Leo has covered this in his videos and countless forum posts. 5500 posts and your head is up your ass