JoshB

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  1. @Sincerity @cetus Ive meditated for about 2k to 3k hours. And during that time conciousness inched its way up ever so lightly all through out those hours. But then I played Minecraft on the couch in my dorm room years ago and I suddenly recognized everything as nothing. And the self just completely dissolved. Your best bet is Minecraft at this point
  2. The guards are there to keep them from getting out not to protect them.
  3. Yes and the chances of over dosing with a vape become more likely. Does 5 meo cause this for you as well if you do to much or does this pertain to nn? I remember I broke through on a dmt vape. And imagination became so absolute i couldnt distuinguish between any fantasy I was conjuring vs reality. It was like holding a light saber for the first time. It's so awesome and powerful but extremely daunting.
  4. What mods do you recommend using with Morrowind? And I take it it should be played on openmw
  5. Todd let all of the game of the year awards go to his head.
  6. The bethesda copium is real. We waited 8 years for the most flat ass name ever 😢 Bethesda is dead. After fallout 76 and starfield. Im done. The best bethesda game wasn't even made by bethesda. Fallout: New Vegas
  7. I scored 50 / 50 let me offload some of the tism to you guys
  8. Honestly dmt is the most attainable, as all ingredients are legal and order able online. And there are tons of teks online to guide you. But I will leave it to you to search and find those but they are out there. I realized The Godhead on my first dmt trip ever at 19 years old. Most advanced mediators of 10+ years wont come close. Its literally activating cheat codes in a video game. I have always had easy access to psychedelics since early highschool.
  9. I watched your interview, ive never seen the c word dropped so casually You really are Australian
  10. The caring of a view point has nothing to do with its validity. Absolutely everyone could hate something that is true.
  11. Heresy Jim pranking Dwight is peak comedy
  12. This is calling back to the donkey fuckers you posted
  13. He doesnt smoke meth, meth smokes him
  14. Your guy's true personalities are really coming out No pun intended
  15. I will laugh at any cucks and cuckholders. That shit will always be Absolute Cringe Watching your girl get railed is the most beta shit I could ever imagine Watching or being watched by another dude is pretty fucking gay for heterosexual men I wont even flirt with a girl if I even catch of a whiff of a boyfriend / husband
  16. In some of my most massive shifts in Consciousness or Awakening, Insanity was extremely prevalent. When I realized solipsism that was insane realizing nothing outside of mind and the bathroom I was imagining I was in. When I broke through to Absolute Imagination any distinction was made Actual. Realizing I could manipulate physical "objects" through means of mind was fucking insane. Looking at another person and realizing they are me was also insane. I have noticed insanity is also relative as these no longer bother me and are fully embraced. What is your guy's take on insanity? Is it necessary state to go through or does it come along with this. Or is it deception. Or perhaps a dash of all?
  17. I saw that one the other day I also watched the reveal on Netflix on dmt. Fucking hyped
  18. @Inliytened1 The Ultimate Proof of God is You ❤️
  19. @r0ckyreed to add to leo's point, how do you know anything? And spoiler its through Being. Its so simple Being / Self is all there is. The white house didnt exist until you became conscious of it and it only exists as long as youre conscious of it.
  20. Bro you gotta stop being so precisely on the dot, you're gonna start ascending so hard you dont come back down.
  21. If buying isn't owning then piracy isn't stealing. Such a conformist statement And this coming from someone whos pirated nintendo games.
  22. NN can and will achieve instant God realization for you though Deeper levels that is, you have already crossed that threshold
  23. Im not being derogatory im in joking agreement lol