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@Leo Gura Frank Yang was doing some stuff with @BipolarGrowth as well at the time I also did sessions with @Nahm and Satangs with Fred Davis looking back and laughing at what they were trying to teach me

What makes you say that?

No I said it to one of our friends in the group chat. And Ingram got offended from the sideline and left I was tired of hearing the buddhist bs and said its you dumbass to him ( one of my friends)

Also AI explaining Buddhism? 🤮

Daniel Ingram was in a group chat with me, @BipolarGrowth , and our friends. And i was being extremely blunt pointing to you as God. And it made him leave the group because of my remarks.

As in 10 years is too much or too little?

Where are you from?

Obviously I'm No One No Where but that domain is beyond the social domain

What do you mean?

Whats fascinating is a lot of these examples can swing both ways. Some examples can be extremely non conformist within a certain context.

The more conscious I become the more obvious it becomes that awakening is NOT a binary on or off switch.

I was being Facetious, the practice was me untying my shoes. And me playing Minecraft was me tripping over. And im from idaho, land of the potato

The self / ego is like an onion it has layers. Was it fully no self? No, and I would go as far to say you can realize the self is an illusion without fully disolving it. There are degrees to dissolution. Once the ego is dissolved to a certain point you can tell where its heading. But It was permanent and from that day on I was no longer looking out of my eyes. Now im conscious enough to see through space and time to see this image happening in real time.

@Sincerity @cetus Ive meditated for about 2k to 3k hours. And during that time conciousness inched its way up ever so lightly all through out those hours. But then I played Minecraft on the couch in my dorm room years ago and I suddenly recognized everything as nothing. And the self just completely dissolved. Your best bet is Minecraft at this point

The guards are there to keep them from getting out not to protect them.

Yes and the chances of over dosing with a vape become more likely. Does 5 meo cause this for you as well if you do to much or does this pertain to nn? I remember I broke through on a dmt vape. And imagination became so absolute i couldnt distuinguish between any fantasy I was conjuring vs reality. It was like holding a light saber for the first time. It's so awesome and powerful but extremely daunting.

What mods do you recommend using with Morrowind? And I take it it should be played on openmw

Todd let all of the game of the year awards go to his head.

Did you play it on legendary?

The bethesda copium is real. We waited 8 years for the most flat ass name ever 😢 Bethesda is dead. After fallout 76 and starfield. Im done. The best bethesda game wasn't even made by bethesda. Fallout: New Vegas

I scored 50 / 50 let me offload some of the tism to you guys

Honestly dmt is the most attainable, as all ingredients are legal and order able online. And there are tons of teks online to guide you. But I will leave it to you to search and find those but they are out there. I realized The Godhead on my first dmt trip ever at 19 years old. Most advanced mediators of 10+ years wont come close. Its literally activating cheat codes in a video game. I have always had easy access to psychedelics since early highschool.

I watched your interview, ive never seen the c word dropped so casually You really are Australian

The caring of a view point has nothing to do with its validity. Absolutely everyone could hate something that is true.

Heresy Jim pranking Dwight is peak comedy