ExploringReality

Omg Leo, not blowing smoke up your ass, but you are a gold mine of wisdom that even this throwaway post to the user is hitting me and transforming my mind. It's motivating and inspiring

I'm only asking because you've mentioned in the past martin ball and he goes to quite length about what he calls non-dual energetic body movements etc and he always displays the way he moves during his trips, but I've never heard you talk about this and what your experiences like physically and what you do during the trip. I don't assume that I'm going to start moving like that during my trip, I'm simply asking because I'm thinking about this. On every single one of my trips I either sit down or stand up in one place, in my room and I contemplate and ask questions, all of my trips are very philosophical and existential.

I'm sick of finding bullshit on 5 meo DMT trip reports on YouTube! It's either someone talking about their shamanic experience, Chanting, ceremony!! Nothing wrong with it but I need a video of someone talking only about how they prepare for the trip, what their intentions are, what their experiences, what their body does during the experience, and how they experience the come down, the only other person that I've found is Martin ball. But I'm honestly looking for raw trip experience videos, like those classic salvia 60x videos. Where the video is them smoking it tripping balls, but instead I would like an intelligent person to record this, seems you can't find shit on the internet now Like the main question I have for smoking five meo , does everybody move around in that symmetrical way on the floor? The way Martin ball explains it?

I'm becoming more conscious of of all the different ways I survive. Contemplating all the ways I conform and don't know it is boggling to my mind. This can be maddening

Yes. Mindfully notice the minds tendency to scroll down, giving sovereignty of mind away to a cesspool of conformist cliches, and choose not to. There are few actually thought out comments out of millions. The comment section is polluted.

Good observation. Our sense of obligation comes from our family and cultural upbringing. If we didn't conform we would be ostracized and criticised. We conform out of fear and unconsciousness

I do run Marathons to train for fights, also when I do something physically challenging as a marathon, it can put me into a Flow-State, deep reflection on myself and my entire life and to endure, use suffering as a way of growth and facing reality no matter how hard it is. But I get it. Most of the people running are conforming to the cause of Marathons, but we can't just throw the baby out with the bath water, we can't just eliminate all conformity, maybe we can but also it's possible to transcend conformity while also being in it unattached

Saying bless you when someone sneezes and taking it personally when others don't say it. Shaking hands upon introducing ones self. Also saying "hey how are you"? To sound nice. We're fake lol We're all walking around in a collective consensus bubble of socialism.

Saying " taking a shit" is conformist.

I watch them all the way.

I use Dr bronner's toothpaste. I have the spearmint right now. I'm going to switch everything hygiene to Dr bronner's for now. Also I use radius brand toothbrush, what are the best ones you found and use?

Leo for your episodes you should add some classic pornography music that they use in the intros, you got to add that low background music when you blow us away with those insights

I had a dream where I did 5 meo, and upon the come up I experienced God, the last remnants of the ego said "I want you to skull fuck me awake"

Consciousness is imagining science. Science is trying to explain consciousness. The snake eating its tail.

Clear 🫡

@Davino Was it via IM? Just curious

Do it. A psychedelic experience sometimes falls off like water on a duck's back, it sounds like a tremendous experience. Keep at it, an old quote by Terrance McKenna " we can't find our way back to this experience, we can only find our way forward through it. "

Next time have a camera ready to record with a setup so you don't have to worry about it while Tripping or have some voice recorder set up so you can capture something. This is a method that Terrence McKenna used to capture some aspect of the trip to catapult any kind of flashback or insights into the trip.

Finished deconstructing science part 1,2 and 3!!!! I'm left speechless.

I'm redoing the life purpose course from scratch, and these are mines, I'm on the congruency pass. •Truth/Reality •Wisdom •Flow-State •Resilience/Endurance •Play/Joy •Love •Original Thinking •Vitality/Vigor •Deep Conversations •Beauty. Some of these values such as original thinking my congruence is very low but it is something I truly value ever since I was a young boy was that I've always implicitly known that group think and social thinking within school, classmates, teachers, family and friends made me value being alone and constantly thinking about things myself that other people would just move on from or just adopt some cliche. I've always questioned everything although within a box of my own conformist thinking. I know original thinking is what I want even if I don't have it right now that is something I'm willing to work my ass off for. And it's very emotional because I don't know what original thinking is but I know it's something that I deeply want. Am I able to generate an original thought before I contemplate and become conscious of what original thinking is? Or is that putting in the cart before the horse?

Notice that everything that you do is based off conformity. The way you think, move speak act all the fake ass shit that you do to make people feel comfortable, your immediate responses all that shit is conformity

This is amazing!!!! Good stuff bro

Does this apply to your second channel, actualized clips? It's great but I'm sure it's bite sized for unserious folks. Your monstrous episodes is like swimming in the Pacific ocean. It can be daunting, scary and challenging. Im watching part 2 of deconstructing science. My head is being blown away. Quick fact. I read thomas kuhns structure of scientific revolution in highschool and that lead me to quantum physics which lead me to Deepak chopra, Terence McKenna ect... Which lead me to psychedelics which lead me to ram dass, Alan Watts, and I knew there is more which lead me to you. The driving force is understanding and consciousness of Reality. Personal development serves not only survival but understanding all of life and having the deepest conversations of humanity.

Leo when are you gonna drop the ultimate video, what is deconstruction? How to go fucking insane. Lol. Deconstruction is the main vein of this work

@Leo Gura tomorrow I can sense you will probably drop it 🔥 Honestly you could be charging hundreds of dollars easily for these gems but your giving all away for free. All out of Love