ExploringReality

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  1. 20 minutes ago, integral said:

    With police people act out the defense mechanisms they used against their parents as children

    That's a solid observation. People use the defense mechanisms against their parents or siblings when they were younger even in relationships. Someone once said that a woman doesn't treat you the way she treats her father, she treats you the way her mother treated her father.


  2. 8 hours ago, moonawakening444 said:

    can you share what you have??

    Check out Leo's episode " The 9 stages of ego development" part 1-3. There is a link in the description of an in depth 90 page article of this model by Susan which goes into insane depth of how an individual mind thinks, evolves and survives. Check it out. Life transforming 


  3. @Leo Gura  Susan cook greuter is so underrated, I'm reading her paper and looking at some interviews of hers. Do you have any more resources, books and recommendations to further deepen my understanding. You can pm me if you want, I really want to touch those higher stages, watch for self deception and reassure myself especially at the construct aware stage, it can be disorienting and quite lonely 


  4. 3 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

    My advice is - don't cook your lungs.

    Anything inhaled regularly - vaping / smoking / chroming.

    Do not! 

    Once your lungs are done you are fucked. 

    Leather lungs 💪🏽 🫁 hahah. I don't smoke anymore, however maybe in the future I will use the pure cannabinoids chemical in small doses very infrequently just


  5. @Leo Gura William James said  "Our normal waking consciousness is but one special type of consciousness whilst all about it parted from it by the filmiest of screens their lie potential forms of Consciousness entirely different. We may go through life without suspecting the existence but apply the requisite stimulus and at a touch they are there in all their completeness definite types of mentality which probably somewhere have their field of application and adaptation. No amount of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves these other forms of Consciousness quite disregarded. Now to regard them as the question for they are so discontinuous with ordinary consciousness. They may determine attitudes, though they cannot furnish formulas and open a region though they fail to give a map. At any rate they forbid our premature closing of accounts with reality".  He wrote that in 1902


  6. I've experienced all these fears on LSD over a period of 12 hours, but what's fucked up is that every minute is eternity. It was so much that I begged to come down, prayed to be sober again and to forget God for a moment. I can't go back, but I'm happy I have a strong mind, didn't scream for help, simply held my brothers arm so I wouldn't sink down into the pits of cosmic God knows what. 

    Your descriptions give me flashbacks however. This is serious shit 


  7. I had a dream where I traced time all the way back, further and further, until time itself dissolved. You won't believe what I discovered! What I found was this. The present moment. Infinite, nowhere, here and alive. I wasn't looking at it from the outside. I am it looking as itself but there is no one looking. Consciousness recognizing itself. Everything that has ever existed or could ever exist was just this one thing taking every possible form. And somehow, in that dream, I knew it completely. Not as a thought. As what I am.

    Everything that is possible exist in every possible way imaginable, if you imagine the multiverse times infinity, even that exists in infinite possible different ways, times infinity motherfucker. Infinity is pregnant.


  8. Anyone have experience or something to say about high yield savings accounts for emergency funds, down payment for a house and savings for their kids future using high yield savings account branches like Alley.com, fidelity ect? 

    How do you structure your savings?

    Interested in hearing y'all's plans 


  9. 3 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    Its really simple.  Everyone is right here.  Absolute and relative is also a duality that can collapse!   It can be realized (don't believe me) that this field of Consciousness..this..right now..is all that exists.  You're not really a human its just a field of Consciousness imagining it is a human and that there are other humans with their own minds and that you are a biological creature with his own mind.  Thats all an illusion.  It is just Mind. One Mind or a single field of Consciousness and this is it.  There is nothing behind the scenes.  Nothing needs to be. That simply needs to be imagined by this Consciousness. 

    So..to say your grandmother isnt having her own experience right now is accurate., but at the same time you as her grandson also are not having your own experience.  "Your own" , your suggests a you and a me. A self and other.  There is just Experience.   Just like there is really no perception or perceiver there is just Being or Isness.

    No self is really the initial awakening one can have but no other is also an awakening one can have.  

    Is this Solipsism?  That's just a word. But the point is that tbis thing..this Consciousness right now..is all there is.  From this one Consciousness everything "else" can be created.  A universe..galaxies.  People, places, things.  And a you! 😀 All of that is the backstory.   

    Perfectly said.

    This insight can only be extrapolated backwards after being directly conscious of this first. Money cannot buy this gem of an insight. There's no going back after you unlock this realization. It's worth way more than a million dollars.


  10. I have experiences of the dissolution of reality and mind, spiritual emergencies and states of consciousness so radical that I just wanted it to end. I can confirm that whatever you think actually is reality, not just a thought. State of Consciousness is crucial because a thought in a ordinary consensus state is mere images, feeling in the mind, but in those higher states, my goodness. This is why mindfulness and meditation is so freaking important before you venture off into those radical states of consciousness because your thoughts become reality. You become supernovas and black holes and all kinds of crazy stuff.

    Truth is literally what is actual. If your imaging being kidnapped by a kangaroo, that's literally the truth right now