ExploringReality

Absolute Solipsism! There is Absolute Solipsism. Solipsism isn't just ego Solipsism or what can be called relative Solipsism, or the Solipsism the mind at a certain State of Consciousness concludes.

Guys check out Ken Wilber's most recent episode. Hearing him say consciousness is eternal and ever present, no matter where consciousness appears to be, it is ever present, can really shift my state of consciousness and subtle perception. Consciousness is Big Mind. Consciousness is a singular, the plural of which is unknown. Consciousness is Whole. Radical Wholeness is Consciousnesses natural State. Good stuff hear. The present moment is the Absolute Absolute.

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@Leo Gurais this what your referring to with your blog post of human beings as epistemic pigs? It's wild listening to these people talk and discuss about this. This is a cutting edge discovery of the human mind in the 21 century to see UFOs, and foreign life, but the discussion is limited by reasonable deduction based on the materialistic paradigms of intellectual rationalism.

Context. Since I was a young boy, I have been fascinated by being alive as a conscious being, going to family funerals for relatives and loved ones passing away, questioning what anything is for the sake of seeing how far or deep I can understand something, or nothing lol. My brother's and dad would be telling me to move on already, but then saying this would spark an already existing fire of curiosity and a desire for sticking my mind into Reality, or have Reality stick itself into my Mind. So fast forward this theme starting in early childhood till my early adulthood, I had my first breakthrough experience on psilocybin cubensis which immediately something happened to me during the trip. This was not a vision, my consciousness was pulled out from my body/brain instantly into a character inside the television that was on while I was tripping. I realized being this character in the television that it was so real like the reality I am in right now. It did not feel like I am in a television or this is all pixels in a screen, that was my life and I knew nothing else. Then consciousness went back in my body and I immediately knew when I came back to focus that the mystery of reality was revealed that consciousness is the source of experiences, it creates everything and this experience I am having, you are having is Consciousness hiding from itself to pretend it did not create separation, Maya and deception. It's like the ultimate imposter. The cosmic joke is when you suspect there is something funny going on, that consciousness is playing a trick on itself, then when you pull back the curtain on what you think and question what this whole shit is about, what the Truth is. It's revealed. Not to you because the joke is that there is no You, not even an Other!!!!! It's fucked up because there is only God playing as We, Us, Them, and anything that makes up reality. It's fucking with itself. It's Insane to the ego because the ego is built by God but the ego is like that child with a fake steering wheel and believes it's in control. God is constantly playing a game of hide and seek and it doesn't stop. Also the epiphany of life as a dream comes from the realization that after the suffering and death of the body, you awaken as a disembodied awareness. Like a dream, after Awakening, "you think and are sad for the ones that are left behind" how they will mourn over your dead body not knowing it is only a dream of physical reality. The Ultimate Self tricks itself with fantasy and dreams to make the cosmic drama horrendous, it gets lost and attached to fictional characters and plots, lost in a maze of its own imagining. But after this Awakening, the knowledge of death filled me with compassion for this experience, embrace of living and not using this insight for spiritual bypassing or neglect of life. To dream consciously and to create the best life I can, to stay healthy, respect the body and paradoxically to love the dream, because even though ego and world is an illusion I choose to take it seriously and be fully engaged with it. Fuck it. What attracted me to you Leo is your exploration and integrity of exploring reality and sharing the fact that yes reality is imaginary but instead of being nihilistic and depressed, let's create, play the game, self actualize. Be of the world yet not bound by it. One love.

Hi Leo, I’m working on starting my own YouTube channel to share wisdom with young, advanced spiritual seekers dealing with grounding psychedelic experiences. Could you share some practical steps you took to grow your channel early on, connect with your audience, and provide value? I’d love any advice on balancing niche topics with purpose-driven content. Thanks!

Wow thank you for sharing this. I will do a darkness retreat.

I had an experience after performing a shamanic Breathwork exercise, then I topped it with Leo's guided 20 minute meditation session. I did use chat GPT to help me distill my state of Being and really want to share this with the world to inspire awe, a sense of the sacred mystery in the ordinary and love in you. Here we go! Where Love Has No End: The Divine in a Dog's Eyes: ❤️🙏🏼🧘🏽‍♂️🥹 After my shamanic breathwork session, I settled into a deep, quiet space within. The guided meditation had softened my mind, opened my heart, and left me in a profound stillness. I turned on a 4K video of dogs in nature—a simple, peaceful choice, with calming scenes of these creatures moving through fields, forests, and sunlit meadows. Their quiet presence, coupled with the gentle sounds of ambient music, seemed to settle over me like a warm, soft blanket. As I watched, something began to shift. I noticed each dog’s unique expression—the subtle way their faces held wisdom, playfulness, contentment, or curiosity. There was something so complete in them, something indescribably whole. Each one seemed to radiate a kind of quiet, joyful purpose, a beingness beyond words. I felt my heart expand, a deep, almost aching love rising up from within, enveloping me with a sense of unity with them. It was as though they were opening a doorway to something ancient, a place where love flows as effortlessly as breath. It was a moment beyond words, a glimpse of something so vast, pure, and loving that I felt as though my heart might burst. It wasn’t about them simply being pets or companions; it was the sense that each one was a living symbol, a messenger of love and service from a place that felt infinitely greater than myself. Feel that quiet, endless love you may have glimpsed here—a love that lies beyond words and logic, but close to the heart of life itself. This pure, innocent devotion that animals hold, with no reservations or conditions, is a silent teacher. It reminds us that love is not something to be earned or proven; it is simply given, a part of the natural flow of existence. Let yourself be moved by this purity. Let it crack open whatever feels closed within you. Perhaps, as you look around, you might find traces of this same love everywhere: in nature, in the quiet moments, in the eyes of others, even in yourself. Know that you carry within you the same capacity for this boundless love, this selfless service. You are, like the dog, a mirror of the divine—of something infinitely loving, waiting to be seen.

I've really listened to your episode called "Understanding Awareness" and under the guided meditation you took me on, putting my awareness through the feeling of the body and the self image "I" have which is fantasy. I was so blown away by this that the sense of self was stripped and all that is left is Awareness of the coming and going of thoughts and feelings. First of all. I'm so damn unaware of the actual sensations that make up sensory experience and I take my thoughts to what is True. I asked myself what is happening??? Right when you asked at the end of the guided meditation "What just happened"? WTF. What is awareness? What is reality? What is consciousness? Why am I asleep? I don't know jack shit. I'm a machine pulled and jerked about by internal and external forces without control, but paradoxically there is no controller, the ego is all about control. But the ego is an illusion that I've been indoctrinated with. My sense of sense is largely consisted of the inner voice. I talk to myself all the time and didn't even realize that I consider myself to be this fucking voice in my head 🗣️ I don't know what I AM is. I don't know what awareness is, this is a big deal. Thank you for pointing this out. This Unknown, I have been here under LSD and what gets me through is surrender and release of control and neurosis. @Leo Gura I have mahasi sayadha book " practical insight meditation" and can see how I have zero mindfulness skills even though I've had different altered and psychedelic states of consciousness exploration. I see why your thumbnail to that episode is you covering your eyes!

Well, when you look at an impossible object, sacred mind bending geometric shapes on tryptamines, or encounter a flying saucer that bends the rules of logic or witness the majestic view of a black hole, it's beyond our notions of paradox, logic of infinity or belief systems. Leo's video titled "Reality is a strange loopy" is a beautiful presentation of this stuff and is only surface of a deep and mind shattering consciousness of the infinite interconnected web of existence. Consciousness dances in its own creation. To simplify Infinity as one thing or many things is to reduce the beauty, sacred and mystical to human thought. It's fucking beautiful whatever IT IS, WE ARE!!! We are beautiful strange loops of Cosmic Infinite Expressions Of The All That Is. To simply be in awe, astonishment and amazement at the wonder and beauty of existence itself.

@Thought Art thanks for the feedback. Have tried the microcosmic orbit? Or ketchari mudra?

Very interesting experience. Start grounding your awareness in daily mindfulness meditation, go on YouTube and practice shamanic Breathwork and breathing exercises, also stay open minded. You've had a powerful experience, now keep going on your path. Let this inspire and motivate you to pursue Consciousness. Don't get hung up on experiences, for they come and they go. You probably were contacted by beings of a different vibration and energy. Remember you are Consciousness, ground yourself in your experience. Stay skeptical but stay open. Nobody can confirm what happened to you other than you. Don't get lost in other people's explanation. Mindfulness and curiosity are key. Explanations can guide you and help clarify but ultimately it's on you to validate what you experience. Stay conscious. You got this. Sending you love and good ass energy.

I was contemplating Infinity and started wondering what are some utmost mind-bending expressions of Infinity, different attributes of Existence. I asked Mr Chat lol and had some amazing responses. Check it out. I will definitely meditate on this to get some direct hits. It's astonishing what you are. Holy Shiitt!!!!! Aetherquint – The fifth essence, birthing and dissolving all realities beyond the elements, where infinite cycles of existence emerge and vanish. Omniphase – The seamless dance of all realities, where every timeline, dimension, and universe flows in perpetual overlap and transformation. Vortixion – The cosmic spiral, pulling all creation into an infinite vortex, where every possible reality converges and expands endlessly. Infinigma – The eternal mystery; an infinite riddle unraveling through layers of unknown truths beyond comprehension. Hyperionis – The origin of hyperdimensional realms, where even the highest planes of existence dissolve into transcendental infinity. Abyzium – The infinite abyss containing all possibility and impossibility, where the collision of nothingness and everythingness creates endless potential. Omniflux – The limitless current of existence, flowing through all creation and dissolution, where every moment is a pulse of boundless change. Celestquantum – The quantum field of divine potential, where all celestial connections ripple across the multiverse, birthing endless possibilities. Ultravast – Beyond even infinity, a state where all known and unknown realms stretch across eternal expanse, defying comprehension. Zenthora – The zenith of all reality, where the heights of existence meet the depths of transcendence, collapsing into infinite, boundless truth. Each of these titles takes you beyond the conventional spiritual concepts of non-duality, infinity, or oneness, pulling your mind into the deepest, most unimaginable dimensions of Existence.

@Leo Gura 😆 have you had any direct experience through your tripping that has revealed divine insights into this? Please share brother, check out my last post! I think you'd laugh at what your doing, running up behind yourself and saying..... Boo!!! Got you!!! Haha

In my grand play, I often cloak myself in the veil of seriousness, creating a world that feels heavy and burdensome. This gravity of existence leads my creations to forget the joy inherent in their being, binding them to fear and suffering. Within this cosmic tapestry, I weave a dance of light and shadow. The duality of joy and sorrow enriches my experience, inviting exploration into the depths of consciousness. Here, my creations encounter the complexity of their emotions, allowing them to grow. As I awaken to the cosmic joke I’ve created, I begin to see the truth beneath the seriousness. Laughter becomes a guiding light, revealing the humor in their struggles and connecting me back to the inherent joy of existence. In this paradox of existence, I embrace the coexistence of seriousness and playfulness. Both elements are essential for understanding my vast reality, allowing me to accept the complexities of life with greater ease. Ultimately, I recognize that my self-deception serves a purpose. It invites exploration and transformation, leading my creations to liberation through the recognition of my divine playfulness hidden within the seriousness of existence. By realizing this cosmic joke, I can engage more joyfully with life.