ExploringReality

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Philosophical curiosity. Epistemic drive. The ontological investigation. The love of understanding itself. Not understanding to solve a problem. Understanding as an END IN ITSELF. Investigation and understanding is not a means to an end, it is the end, it is the point, it's like breathing, it's simply what you do when you're awake. Tying into your post about understanding systems by exiting them, this is profound. Because I find myself really wanting to understand something but I'm too close to it, and my understanding of my own enmeshment is the key to stepping outside of it to see it more clearly. It's hard to understand a system when you're it's variable. I just want to understand and have the biggest picture possible whether it serves me or not.

Hooray 🎉 you did it. You moved through! Now go live your life brother, you've done what few people are willing to do, I hope you took good notes along the way, may wisdom and insights flood your mind from here on out. Namaste

God please no haha

Perfect I'll check them out. I've been doing some serious research and diving deep into the world of BPD and NPD and also your video on gaslighting you highlight a relationship you had with someone that was neurodivergent and dpd. This shit is like eating a berry in the forest and having very disorienting hallucinations and you try to find your way out of it. Right now I'm going through a serious phase and researching BPD and NPD. Why the fuck aren't we taught this in school? From what I gathered and what I learned, narcissism specifically is a developmental arrest or retardation. Basically it's a fragile and unstable sense of self that needs constant sources of validation to prop up a false ego. It's quite sad. Imagine the inability to hold paradox, black and white thinking, immense defense mechanisms that go unconsciously and are projected outwards? Holy shit.

We don't learn about mental illnesses in school and a lot of us grow up with family and parents that are extremely dysfunctional whether it's overtly or covertly. What are your favorite books or thinkers on mental health?

He was praised by Anthony Joshua after the fight for stepping in there with a former world champion. Within the grandiose delusion of Jake Paul, there's this admirable self-confidence in himself and the work that he's put in to compete in there

No surprisingly he lasted 6 rounds till he got caught with a straight right hand to his jaw.

Spot on. I've been sparring pros Leo, I'm still amateur and my coach and other coaches have told me specifically what you said. You have to be relaxed and not tense cause that wastes energy. I can push to 10 rounds in sparring now. Diaphragmatic breathing and kriya yoga really helps with my boxing.

Can you make a video touching on the topic of mental disorders such as cluster b personalities and narcissism? Do you something on your booklist that clarify this stuff? It can be maddening. I've dove into therapist on YouTube specifically about gaslighting, manipulation, narscissm and BPD in people and relationships and this is something that can destroy your life especially when not mapped out. I would be interested in hearing your mind on this issue from a unique perspective.

Yes. Cuz if you don't stay on its ass it will blow smoke up yours

@Terell Kirby It is a pointer, useful but also becomes its own trap. It's the most obvious but the illusion is in not seeing.

That's a childish and silly response. Awakening doesn't argue against or neglect the relative survival domain. You're conflating absolute with relative. You fell into the trap of conflations and strawman arguments.

You can verify absolute solipsism even in familiar waking consciousness by being conscious right now that everything you experience is happening through you. The only reason other people exist is because you do. Others realness is coming through you. Objective reality is being experienced through your consciousness, without it there is no reality. Look around, look at people and objects or whatever your consciousness lands on, is it out there? Outside yourself? Check! It appears outside of you. Also look at your body, it appears outside of you but notice that all this is happening through your consciousness not outside it. You don't have to delude or trick yourself into seeing what is already the case. Actually the reverse is the case, you're playing a hard trick on yourself to avoid seeing what is, that's why your life is so fucking hard and why you attribute a negative conotation to absolute aloneness because you don't clearly see yourself. Your not conscious of reality

I always said snackatooth growing up haha