Creatorbeing

How can love an emotion comes before thought

I wish to know.... I thought emotion comes after thought They don't exist in vacuum

I have a question.. How to feel love prior to thinking, what does that mean?

Breaking the wall... So u don't believe that self has power to change the dream the ego self...

Davino... 0 selfishness... They say when u save someone's life in building collapsing at the expense of your life of a random stranger for no reason.. They say such acts are pure and selfless where u don't care about your life since u know deep down u are immortal and this act is the act of self definition, this is..... Who I am ,a symbol and image of absolute pure unconditional love..... ..... But ,if u see it from total perspective, from the all that is worldview... Then u actually unconditionally saved your own self . . No matter what u did... Whether u ate burgers of Mcdonalds alone and didn't gave to hungry poor people asking for it in cold winter with torn clothes ,they say selfishness 10 out of 10 or helping them ....even though u are hungry ,u may have to go hungry for all night in case but still u gave them your food...unconditional way... Zero selfishness... But still it was all one being ... Everything u did was for yourself and to yourself, there was no other.... So it was always selfishness... Always...in ultimate sense..

They say that heartbreak.. Isn't bad... Universal consciousness said in Matias de stefano dialogue... The only thing one should be careful about is not to get attached, to move on...that's what it said... In a natural way.. Heartbeating leads to evolution of consciousness spiritually.. It connects your core to your trueself.. Your frequency becomes closer to trueself frequency more and more ... It leads to opening up of new talents,abilities..etc.. So heartbeating is key to evolution of consciousness... It's not bad ,it's powerful tool for evolution.. But it can't be forced ,has to be natural.... That's all for now... I have to say... Another thing... Why it leads to evolution is because in the fundamental sense .. Self is centered and balanced... But heartbeating means to look out for something outside of yourself even though Nothing exists outside of u......... So it mobilizes the being ,to push out ...to move in search of...an image... To look for... It leads to evolution of being overall.. So beats in heartbeat show that evolution of being because it mobilizes to look for outside of u...

Davino.. He said I love u,ok ...... And there is no you ,since everything and everyone is self... So I love u means he loves himself .... Since he is everything.... So loving himself makes him selfish... Its full circle..

Don't u think that's selfish?

I see the blue glowing ball within when I close my eyes,not always but it's natural and normal like everyday I can just see it ... Casually.... So it's normal....it's not imagination, I'm not imagining it....neither willing to see it... It automatically comes to surface out of that incessant void within me... On it's own and I perceive this blue glowing thing... It's expanding and contracting as if breathing in and out ... Energetic in nature in constant motion... Not still....it's natural not forced or will power based..... At first I thought maybe I'm perceiving some kind of psychic Chakra as they say third eye Chakra.... But when I was reading neale donald walsch book maybe friendship with God... The universal consciousness talked about blue thing within.... It said it's the center of your soul... It's your truth,the essence and truth of your Being.... To be engulfed by it is to be one with yourself even for a brief moment... I'm trying to put my experience in words... Inmy experience the blue expands and engulfs my consciousness as If it becomes one and then I see nothing again.... It's like a never ending cycle.... It said it's the experience of oneness on some level maybe... To be honest I never felt it to be something useful or practical In my life... Neither thought much.... Still I experience it but seems normal not like out of this world... What do u think?... Not lying either....can give lie detector test ..haahaa

Do u know the name of Egypt where it comes from....?.. How Egypt got it's name... They say it's the land of creative spirit... But mostly it was Said by homer,poet who wrote odyssey ,etc.... He called nile the house or land of the creator or creative spirit... In Egyptian language it was "Hat ka ptah"...... Greeks were not able to pronounce that... So they called it "Ae-gi-ptos"... So ,that's where the name Egypt comes from u know... The name of Egypt Is the name of it's creator god ptah....

Real question... Ever heard of Mr.matias de stefano u know what I mean... Haahaa they are my one of the beloved sources of understanding reality.. So many things I can't grasp the geometry... The concepts...it's all beautiful.. As I evolve I can grasp the meaning... There initiation series two seasons.. I Downloaded for free from piratebay...haahaa haven't watched next 2...initiation... Have any of u know about them?...

My first obe experience was in March 2020..... At first I had no idea I'm out of body.... But when I put my hand on bed,it melted it... I got shocked... In shock I immediately saw my hand... And it was completely transparent...like I was able to see outline forming the shape of my body...hand in this case... Like bubbles transparent yet visible... I saw transparent body -myself yet there was energy flowing which was transparent too across me outside my body... I remember still how my fingers of my hand melted in the bed I was sleeping on.. In a straight position... I didn't used any obe technique... It was naturally induced... Maybe,because my consciousness was fixed on something in relation to sleep... So...it was my first obe.. Before that I read accounts of others how they see themselves as radiating photons .... Light out of their body... Beings of light. .... Some see dark beings...fully dark representing negative energy maybe when out of body.... I saw me as transparent so what does that mean.... Any account of anyone who saw themselves transparent retaining their humanoid shape but... Able to perceive yet all transparent... Now..when I was out of body I was unable to distinguish between that dimension and my physical body dimension.. They look alike yet my body was functioning in new ways ,new appearance... Also,I had no eyes or brain... Simply transparent human outline.... But I was able to think and perceive my environment.... I have 10+obes ... My goal was to focus on first obe I had.... I was able to pick up long range sounds in a natural way outside my body.. For ex ...I was picking my loud music... But I came in body and saw outside... It was all dark alone.... Silence...no sound... So in that body I can move with thought,able to pass through solid... And pick long range sounds etc..

Its about human relationships.... My point is my parents said I don't give them anything some time ago .. I eat alone whether.... And not just them,many relatives.. Even though they all are fucking grown adults whining about it... 30 40 yrs old +... And me a student... So those grown adults with government jobs and salary ,self sufficient expect me to give them my chocolate which I bought by saving up.. Thats what they expect from me... I mean they are not some beggar...isn't it...so... According to their problem and complain.. They wouldn't say it on my face ,behind they talk I hear it,I can see it in their body language.... Yet for months when I gave them burgers of Mcdonalds, pizza,subway ice-cream... Etc.....I say how they threw my food... Away in dustbin ,never said a word,indirectly said we will not eat of others.... Yet when I eat for myself peacefully they get bitchy about it... But if I give them ...then they say nothing and throw in bin.. So what is the problem of people, so many behaved like this in my personal observation.. Any opinion on this matter...

I think on the fundamental level only self is real... So how does oneself make definite rules and regulations because after all mind gives meaning to morality... Remove the mind,Where's morality... It fades away...doesn't exist.... All do's and Dont's are egos invention... Everything that existed in existence is right here,right now... U may call it positive or negative, but it's all part of existence, within total self... Ego may judge calling it right or wrong... But it's subjective, a perspective of specific ego... In total consciousness sense I AM everything so the self can't be hurt no matter what .. That's why it doesn't care about morality when it can never be hurt or destroyed... Why fear morality ...so mostly in objective sense... Morality doesn't exist...

https://yosoy.red/yo-y-soy/ Here....this is a collection of conversations between Matias de stefano and universal consciousness in a sense... I AM WITHIN... Original is Spanish... But Google translate works...to English... Can read this information about reality... It's really epic and nice....

Well I think when u experience your total self and see oh boy...there is no one, what a game it all was.... When the only thing that exists is Yourself....and no one to see,hear, touch ,feel and experience.... As if they never were.... But a way to fill with void within... The void of loneliness of the total self.. To busy itself with imaginary beings ,thankfully it has ability to do so... Imagine if it didn't had imagination, nothing would exist except mind.... But that void of loneliness when u are alone locked within Yourself and this void and nowhere to go... Maybe then u realize...I AM everything... In itself consciousness contains infinite information of infinite realities like codes within and found out a way to manifest his preexisting knowledge into experience based reality.... It found a way in that void ,crazy isn't it... Do u know how one mind alone in nothingness can figure a way out to... Manifest his imagination in form out of nothing..that's crazy... I believe going to total self will awakened that knowledge too... How to make 2d hologram experienced as reality that's how this infinite experience is possible in space/time.... This knowledge of creating bubble of existence isn't in human awareness right now... Do u know then if u close your eyes.. How to consciously manifest infinite universes running on their own and causing Yourself to forget.... Within Yourself consciously.. How to create this setup... This knowledge is in total self... I think when u see u are only one alone being till eternity... U can never be with other, since no other exists till eternity alone... This fact is powerful... Or maybe when u realize life was never that serious... The element of serious makes dream reality strong to believe in... ....so what if life isn't about awakening.. Because whether u are awakened or not... U will still one day become total self it's inevitable outcome....and realize and experience who u truly are,then u don't need to ask from another,u will self realize I AM everything in your absolute state of existence... Nothing changes that fact... But still it's all handy information for understanding... So it's better to be open to any unique new knowledge understanding of reality...

Alot of times...everyday.. I feel strong sensation upon my forehead.. Middle area..between eyebrows little above... Pineal gland... So I feel tingling sensation as if my third eye is tingling with energy.... So ever experienced this?

Meta male.. Maybe they don't like bk whooper or Mcdonalds burger... Vegetables can work...for sure I think haahaa

One of the initial goals of some ancient civilization was to understanding the idea of how to transform a Human of that time obviously into God... Even though there was lots of ancient knowledge, principles and techniques...they are lost sadly..... Wish I can get my hands upon such powerful knowledge..... Of the ancients...of how to transform the self -Human one into God by giving him the ability to transform any idea into matter... Modern term is manifestation... But this idea is very old,among ancients too... Can Human be a God?.... Remember everything is In constant motion... Nothing remains the same... Life is Motion filled with Emotion .... So Transformation or alchemy of reality.. It's like principles of alchemy ìn relation.. To transform an entity ,chosen or handpicked... Or any into a divine in the manifested world...so an entity can experience itself in powerful ways which were hidden before.... Now I also know that despite spiritual advancement and understanding, techniques and knowledge ancients may have.... None were successful in transforming Human into God...if they did... World landscape right now would be different so I think they failed despite having very precise understanding of spiritual knowledge... But that's the key... Knowledge doesn't equate to power of experience...u can have alot of knowledge..bit if can't apply it... Or experience it...it's waste... The idea I can have anything I imagine.. Or law of universe which states u can be,do or have whatever u imagine.... Is nice knowledge... But how to experience this knowledge leading to realization is key... To become God... Which is to be creator of your reality.... One has to go through system of 3...3d dimension.... Without going through 3 layers...u cannot manifest anything... Jesus method of manifestation was different...It was a different method... More instantaneous method to turn an idea into reality like water to 🍷 wine,etc... Now they are not miracles simply pure understanding of nature of reality that each entity has power to transform matter... But if u understand how...or else u get no result... U may get frustrated and say it's all fake... I think jesus method was based on unification with total consciousness kind of method so any idea became instantly projected into experience... Because projection comes from true self .... But that's a different method of manifestation, like in dream... Instant manifestation... But for us it's ok to understand system of 3.... Trinity ...Create the alignment of three components which make up your ego personality hologram and get a new version of reality.... Without going through 3 ...u get no result... So it's important to consider these components and Time experience in this dimension.. Because u know experience of time is different in different frequencies... In total sense,time doesn't exist.... It's all now ... So......... Can u be a God... Then ,well that's what I'm looking for to... Rather than looking to become buddha meditating under waterfall, which I would like to experience... Not to exclude any experience and any possibility ..... I am looking to become A God by understanding the final key to manipulate this dream like night dreams... I feel I'm close ... Once I get it....then everything changes for me... I will change the holograms of existence of my life ,I'll change my reality experience... Since self is God...and Me as ego is tool of it to experience itself as creator of it's own reality, that's why creation is based on pure choices on your own.... I'm so passionate about reality because it holds the power to become God... It will be more fun to walk in air as a divine being and raise water columns -hydrokinesis.... And balls of water flowing around me in circles all these awesome things infront of other people's eyes.... As they witness your power and glory as What one Consciousness is capable of on it's own.... As u open your divine Godly eyes... Seeing creation around you as your playground... Which u can amend change at will... Total self will always be happy , no matter u choose to be a positive creator or destructive since it's all one being... Experimenting with itself, so it's all key to evolution through ego Consciousness like me which is an instrument to Total self... And I'll play my part with honour and contribute myself to universal consciousness...so it may evolve.. Or US may evolve ..since it's all one being... Everything is one... So if I become a god by finally creating realities relentlessly.... My experience of myself as God in dream is the experience of Total true self ..it's just one experience of one being... Not two beings... Only one... So it can never be affected by anything so that's why it doesn't create u live or die.. Infinite possibilities to experience itself in infinite ways with no rules or limitation... Because that leads t evolution, to reject some experience available and calling it evil...is to reject a part of yourself... Because self is everything... Like in a night dream.. When your projections like people try to hammer u and put u in oil barrel...haahaa in a dream, so see it's all holograms within your consciousness... They all exist within u...part of u and me... As one

Princess Arabia.... Because I'm happy to join this forum... I was excited to be Part of a spiritual community with which I can share my understandings and experiences... Mostly my understandings and experiences are individual path. .got alone no one to talk to or share to,religious family ...so u can't say these things...haahaa So finally I got in Mr.leo gura forum and got accepted ,It makes Me excited... Now even though in reality they say u are alone ,on your own... It's fun to play this game of life.... It's like willing participation... I wish to participate in these activities Because I'm excited to do so... One grows and evolves with interaction with others ..so it's all evolution... And experience of others is my experience of myself... So ,I think both are true ... Whether u wish to socialize or not ,both are valid based on how u see it... I have my friends based mostly they are busy in studies engineering.... But I have social contact... Those friends are very loyal and rare... They are like gems I found...That's all I feel to say ..for now..

Most of the time I'm alone in my room ,doing whatever I wish to do,study and experiment with freedom... 10 years have passed .. I never felt lonely... Even if no one existed ,I don't think it may have effected me... But I do look for certain things like tasty food supply, movie supply ,video games supple ,new music supply .. And infinite open world with only me... That would be fun.. The characters of movie will be fictional made by Advanced technology... Computers maybe... I like it alone because no argument, no fights,no wars,no jealousy .. No ego fights... No pain...no drama of human relationships.. All gone,only one person in mirror-Self and everything rocks... I like it u know... It makes me happy.... With no human, no slaves,no control... Laws,crime.... Population and resources exploitation problems.. All vanish... Haahaa, very beautiful.... No one will decide u what to do.. Because u are alone ... So beautiful..see... Being alone isn't negative... Not socializing isn't negative if u change the way u see it... Simply a change perspective worldview... I AM .... Being alone is power... It has spiritual power as well because if u can be alone u have mastered an aspect of absolute reality not everything, an aspect... Alone

I have never been In a relationship...in sense of same gender or opposite... But still I never felt need of anyone in my life... I am always happy alone on my alone... and instead of fantasizing about human male female romantic way.. I find happiness In others...like I don't hate male female.. I don't care that much if they hate me or like me,I give others freedom to come to their conclusion.... I have no preference about it...u know.. My goals are more reality spiritual knowledge with genuine experience oriented... Whenever I see no male female in vicinity.. I come out and breathe the fresh air while looking at moon and stars.. Listening to positive energy music... And alone outside.. It feels I'm alone in this world.. And it makes me happy, gives me strength and ignites willpower within.. Oh yeah

Its basic understanding I have I hope it helps ..I think on Some level true sleep or unconsciousness doesn't exist... Like in true state... Absolute reality ...that Absolute mind never sleeps... The experience of sleep is an idea within dream Realm...and The ego self experiences sleep ,these points are understood...... But when u sleep whether it's dream sleep or dreamless sleep or unconsciousness.... Where is the true self in all of it... Like ,where is the observer which never sleeps.... Does such a state exist in Absolute level... Like a mind coming out of nothing... And becoming conscious of itself as one true mind... But,can dissolve into emptiness again to experience sleep ... Now it's a hypothesis alright ....which cannot be most probably accurate I think.. Because it contradicts that self never sleeps... It's impossible for it to be unconscious since it's existence and consciousness itself... It's fundamental qualities...so it can't be unconscious Like ego self in dream... Now ,they also say sleep is necessary ... To reanimate your body cells to sustain this physical structure of yours to function on this level of reality... So,sleep is an idea put into creation .... But ,still there are some accounts of human beings who never sleep like they have evolved past need of sleep... Real accounts.... Most of secret ...one public example is a man from Vietnam I think ... Which is on Google, but it isn't taken that seriously by scientists and others who don't possess such attributes because it hurts their ego I think To be honest with themselves.... Some even call it disease or problem..while man functions healthy with no sleep... Secrets account are of special trained humans.... Which I don't know... One account can be found I'm robert monroes experiences.... When he was traveling in space and time during obe experience.... So...what happens during unconscious sleep in ego world... Now another point to be noted is that ... U experience sleep in night dreams as well and experience same unconscious sleep in dreams... Have u ever woke up from sleep In a dream... Unconscious dreamless sleep... So it's like this function is embedded within your consciousness....it's part of experience and existence... Till now these points are considered ... As information to help us more and more to get to a better and more accurate answer... So we have to consider any information on sleep including different brainwave and their corresponding frequencies.... ...where we go during dreamless sleep... Now ego is an illusion isn't it ,only true self Is real... So I don't know but what if memory is an illusion... My memory and your of life is an illusion because all memory of life is already known by totality...because it knows all possibilities in advance ,so it may know all life memories in advance... So ego is made up of memory too,only focusing on this component... So in dream sleep. ...remember how u forget about this life and live in dream world as new ego .. A new personality... And your memory in dream world Is new ,not focusing on lucid...bcz our goal is something else right now... To get a better grasp and understanding, more and more accurate of what's going on here... I never said right because I don't know... I never said to believe it but more for understanding...handy information to keep in mind,flexible approach... So..considering these points.. Let's move towards more understanding.. Now...since memory of life or dreams is an illusion within ego mind.. It dissolves when u reunite with trueself... Ego dissolves and true mind is u... Like a shift in perspective... So all the memory of life of ego is just already known possibilities within true mind...isn't it... So ..what if in dreamless state,ego disappears... See how u sleep in dreamless state.. The outer world ceases to exist for u... Either u are no longer ego /dreamless state ,so no memory of it during dreaming state ... Or dreaming a new reality while sleeping forgetting about So called real outer world... As if it never existed for u.. It's a play of forgetting and memory and sleep... So when u wake up from sleep,u notice world changed as if in continuity.. Which I think adds to the illusion of existence and reinforces ego to buy into this reality.. Continuity is key component... So maybe in dreamless state ego the part of true self dies for a brief moment... And then re emerges from trueself again ,not having any memory of what happened....because it ceased for some moment(I'm calling it moment because time doesn't exist, even if ego reemerges So to say 10 yrs of being ceased... Since all reality is illusion and projection including time on your clocks... All imagery of time is an illusion... So,when ego emerges only 3 4 hrs have passed So to say ... It's all illusion and when u wake up that memory of this specific life comes back too in u.. So a memory of reality is related to the world u occupy... Until u remember memories of lives and dreams u experienced... So ,true self eternal self all the while was always there for u as ego to register an outer event..happenening.. More like dreamless state can be merging with the self and losing yourself and coming back with a set of memory, personality ,beliefs, etc which forms u as an ego because u are an illusion ,a projection of trueself eternally observing... So..u can say scientists recording brainwaves during dreamless state.. But see u only experience this thing as real as awake...how can u prove it that the world despite it's continuity experience is real when u become unconscious.... What if it was a very strong imaginary dream... U cannot prove it as an ego since it's an instrument or tool of the only true mind... Since u and I are not real...always the one self...which constitutes it all... Another idea is that... When we sleep whether dream state or dreamless state.. We are still awake operating on multidimensions ,we never sleep.. But don't remember it since it's squased in physical brain.. Memory of other dimensions.. When we wake up... They say consciousness exists at multiple places, so whether it's dream state ,u are operating on other levels simultaneously but don't remember it... Similarly in case of dreamless sleep... U are operating on other levels but don't remember it..so it seems as dreamless sleep..since memory is curbed.. But comparing with dream model at night.. U experience the same in dream... So does any of this any meaning or it's all an illusion, a game.. What do u think.. I hope it helps... I don't know the definite answer.. But that's my understanding

Emil1234 I think on Some level true sleep or unconsciousness doesn't exist... Like in true state... Absolute reality ...that Absolute mind never sleeps... The experience of sleep is an idea within dream Realm...and The ego self experiences sleep ,these points are understood...... But when u sleep whether it's dream sleep or dreamless sleep or unconsciousness.... Where is the true self in all of it... Like ,where is the observer which never sleeps.... Does such a state exist in Absolute level... Like a mind coming out of nothing... And becoming conscious of itself as one true mind... But,can dissolve into emptiness again to experience sleep ... Now it's a hypothesis alright ....which cannot be most probably accurate I think.. Because it contradicts that self never sleeps... It's impossible for it to be unconscious since it's existence and consciousness itself... It's fundamental qualities...so it can't be unconscious Like ego self in dream... Now ,they also say sleep is necessary ... To reanimate your body cells to sustain this physical structure of yours to function on this level of reality... So,sleep is an idea put into creation .... But ,still there are some accounts of human beings who never sleep like they have evolved past need of sleep... Real accounts.... Most of secret ...one public example is a man from Vietnam I think ... Which is on Google, but it isn't taken that seriously by scientists and others who don't possess such attributes because it hurts their ego I think To be honest with themselves.... Some even call it disease or problem..while man functions healthy with no sleep... Secrets account are of special trained humans.... Which I don't know... One account can be found I'm robert monroes experiences.... When he was traveling in space and time during obe experience.... So...what happens during unconscious sleep in ego world... Now another point to be noted is that ... U experience sleep in night dreams as well and experience same unconscious sleep in dreams... Have u ever woke up from sleep In a dream... Unconscious dreamless sleep... So it's like this function is embedded within your consciousness....it's part of experience and existence... Till now these points are considered ... As information to help us more and more to get to a better and more accurate answer... So we have to consider any information on sleep including different brainwave and their corresponding frequencies.... ...where we go during dreamless sleep... Now ego is an illusion isn't it ,only true self Is real... So I don't know but what if memory is an illusion... My memory and your of life is an illusion because all memory of life is already known by totality...because it knows all possibilities in advance ,so it may know all life memories in advance... So ego is made up of memory too,only focusing on this component... So in dream sleep. ...remember how u forget about this life and live in dream world as new ego .. A new personality... And your memory in dream world Is new ,not focusing on lucid...bcz our goal is something else right now... To get a better grasp and understanding, more and more accurate of what's going on here... I never said right because I don't know... I never said to believe it but more for understanding...handy information to keep in mind,flexible approach... So..considering these points.. Let's move towards more understanding.. Now...since memory of life or dreams is an illusion within ego mind.. It dissolves when u reunite with trueself... Ego dissolves and true mind is u... Like a shift in perspective... So all the memory of life of ego is just already known possibilities within true mind...isn't it... So ..what if in dreamless state,ego disappears... See how u sleep in dreamless state.. The outer world ceases to exist for u... Either u are no longer ego /dreamless state ,so no memory of it during dreaming state ... Or dreaming a new reality while sleeping forgetting about So called real outer world... As if it never existed for u.. It's a play of forgetting and memory and sleep... So when u wake up from sleep,u notice world changed as if in continuity.. Which I think adds to the illusion of existence and reinforces ego to buy into this reality.. Continuity is key component... So maybe in dreamless state ego the part of true self dies for a brief moment... And then re emerges from trueself again ,not having any memory of what happened....because it ceased for some moment(I'm calling it moment because time doesn't exist, even if ego reemerges So to say 10 yrs of being ceased... Since all reality is illusion and projection including time on your clocks... All imagery of time is an illusion... So,when ego emerges only 3 4 hrs have passed So to say ... It's all illusion and when u wake up that memory of this specific life comes back too in u.. So a memory of reality is related to the world u occupy... Until u remember memories of lives and dreams u experienced... So ,true self eternal self all the while was always there for u as ego to register an outer event..happenening.. More like dreamless state can be merging with the self and losing yourself and coming back with a set of memory, personality ,beliefs, etc which forms u as an ego because u are an illusion ,a projection of trueself eternally observing... So..u can say scientists recording brainwaves during dreamless state.. But see u only experience this thing as real as awake...how can u prove it that the world despite it's continuity experience is real when u become unconscious.... What if it was a very strong imaginary dream... U cannot prove it as an ego since it's an instrument or tool of the only true mind... Since u and I are not real...always the one self...which constitutes it all... Another idea is that... When we sleep whether dream state or dreamless state.. We are still awake operating on multidimensions ,we never sleep.. But don't remember it since it's squased in physical brain.. Memory of other dimensions.. When we wake up... They say consciousness exists at multiple places, so whether it's dream state ,u are operating on other levels simultaneously but don't remember it... Similarly in case of dreamless sleep... U are operating on other levels but don't remember it..so it seems as dreamless sleep..since memory is curbed.. But comparing with dream model at night.. U experience the same in dream... So does any of this any meaning or it's all an illusion, a game.. What do u think.. I hope it helps... I don't know the definite answer.. But that's my understanding..

Last nights lucid dream.... I remember I was aware I'm in dream... In this shadow evening kind of open place... Two self aware people in dream... I knew I'm dreaming... But I got too excited and adrenaline rushed in veins and I thought to me time to wake up... I was back in body at night and opened my physical eyes... Not that relevant lucid experience as compared to past ones... Now in my waking consciousness.. I think shit I missed my chance... To use this lucid dream to experiment with this reality, because it can give me alot of insights...which may be helpful for the sake of curiosity to know...